Current mood:	thoughtful
Current music:	System Of A Down - Chop Suey

I dream again, and all is well
I remember a dream I had a while back, that of a huge four story house out near a lake somewhere. I don't remember seeing the house from the outside or even walking around the whole place, yet I knew how big it was. But I walked in through the front door and saw a huge tree in sort of like an atrium type room. It was taller than the house and you could hear the rain hit the leaves and the ground in this room. I just stood there admiring how the tree grew even though it seemed confined. When I heard the door open and froggergirliee walked in and let out deep sigh. She was dressed in black though it really didn't cross my mind for a while about the importance of this fact, until later. She walked over to a bench to the left of the door, I had sat on an identical bench on the opposite side and waved at her. She just continued to stare at the tree with a bit of a downcast look on her face. I kept trying different ways of getting her attention and finally yelled. She faced my direction for a moment and whispered to herself, "I can almost hear him." A lil girl entered then and sat on the bench I was sitting on, she looked at me and smiled for moment, then walked over to froggergirliee and gave her a hug. She grabbed her hand and led her out a door opposite the door they had both entered.
Blah!!!! I figured I was having a death dream by now, so I sat back down and waited. Soon my brother and my ex fiancee walked through and were whispering amongst themselves, when he looked up and was like Rob would love a tree like that. Then the walked out the same door froggergirliee and my daughter did. I sat a bit longer when members of my old drinking crew came through, as well as my best friend Josh, they kind of just talked quietly and looked up the tree top then moved on. Finally, a land tortoise comes cruisin into the room. I don't know if I've shared tha last dream with a land tortoise, well this was the same one. His name was Palo, and he started talking. Yeah I was a tad confused at first.

"So have you figured out what's goin on," he asked.

"I have a pretty good idea," I answered, "But you didn't talk last time you just cruised around and said...BOP BOP"

"Turtles can learn too, ya know," he retorted.

Then he began to tell me that I had died and that I had a choice to make. I could spend the rest of my existence in the house, or I could move on. What ever the hell move on was. So I sat there thinking about it wieghin my options and such, I mean I could be close to my loved ones, but what if they moved or they died and wanted to move on. I would be without them, I mulld it over as Palo sat there talking about how much he hated the way the nature shows made his species seem stupid and slow. froggergirliee walked in one last time and sat at the base of the tree and closed her eyes. I heard her begin to sing and all I could do was cry. When she finished, she opened her eyes and stared straight at me, then said, "See ya soon, baby" That was enough I walked to the door and opened it.

Then I woke up, all I can say is I have vivid dreams and very surreal dreams. Kinda fun actually. Well gotta pretend to want to sleeep now, latah all.