eileen

just watched burden of dreams les blank

has anyone seen this motherloving crazy movie?
Electric Dragon 80,000 V [1][2]



has anyone googled "reptilian agenda" lately? it is silly.

cathy sleep noise machine for insomniacs

once informed by my dear friend
that she likes to fall asleep to the low sounds of
gossip, not juicy like gossip
but talkings of the day and
the people involved

so i'm thinking,
sleep machine for interesting insomniacs
(insomnia, which i have, within the past 3 years also developed
i used to be a champion sleeper, no longer.)
gathering bits of gossip
(need mic fer sure / minidisc rec'dar perhaps / mixer most likely)

MSP-ing randomized bits
linking together and overlaying
barely coherent sentences
in a muttery fashion, mid-frequencies
no sentences to be repeated,
unless by pure progrmmatic chance

if not able to msp, playing in random fashion
and recording 3 hour long
track involving 2 sk-5s and one yamaha sampler

comes in a white box
and some buttons by which
to manufacture Z's.

technical aspects of building
the machine still
to be worked out.

ok.
and this, unlike my other ideas,
i would actually like to complete.

ok.

Queestion for insomniacs out there. what sounds help you fall asleep?

the only sounds that help me fall asleep are the sound of tires rolling
down rained upon streets

and/or tiny doppler bang echoes that sometimes happen
when it is raining a very fine mist, and the wind is blowing


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in other news, it was nice meeting all the mza crew this weekend!
and yea, i live in new york now... since no one seems to know that
since i never update my journal

this is the best thing i've read all day:

he brandishes the severed arm of a foxy-ass mannequin and speaks in manipulated tone-bank warbles

yea, in reference to the newest gary wilson digs, which is old now, though not as old as he.

i need to buy some shoes



so, my roommate wants to find a song called p.a.s.s.i.o.n. by rhythm syndicate
with all this fussing it had better be good
does anyone have it?

also, met a fellow the other day who did this craziness
an animation called space war
http://www.professorbright.com/space.html
is it superb? yes, i say.

hi to those interested,
some awesome shows coming up in the bay

30th dec. Aa (brooklyn, narnack)
and the Trawgs (john dwyer's (the coachwhips) new troggs cover band)
@ Eagle Tavern in SF

1st jan 2005!
Anla Courtis (of REYNOLS)
Nick Castro
Tom Carter (of Charalambides)
Plate Glass

"Anla is coming from ARGENTINA this guy will SLAY you. you should know" -rob
@ Grandma's House, Oakland
9p, donation

oh god...


mspainting by lj_chumpchange ::

ncks played me the hale zukas he's been recording for them and it sounds so brilliant i must say a big yay to heay and them, and bells jangle jangle hooting in time around open concrete box, recorders a plenty, sounding lovely not overly minstrelly, (shoulda took more sixth grade recorder opportunity) more hooting booping chanting (st-)&(d-)rumming totalling 30 tracks?? whoah.

holy hell, lake temescal margarita wiffle swim ball jumpoff!!!
good weekend!

where is chmpchange? off zee internet. i want secretsquirrel pictures

dear livejournal friends, noah used to start off friday night by playing debbie deb lookout weekend     lookout weekends        and so on probably some pointer sisters as well. no one is home right now, but i'm listening to cormega, per journal wk ness and i feel yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lint is still fun to real life friends, oakland eli's mile high is re-opening june 19th jesse bartending and a spunky brewster reunion it'll be great fun like that.         have a great night kids everywhere.

addition: i miss my roommate noah and his starting the weekend recordness, i don't know where the hell he finds this stuff. dedicated to all the raver kids i interview who need to listen to better cheese straight away.
alexander robotnik - problemes d'amour
paso doble - computerliebe
mc miker "g" and deejay sven - holiday rap
bruce and bongo - geil
(ok admittedly the last two (last three?) are pretty horrible)

crying is ok. everyone's got a theory on american idol. pot helps. you can temper the pan. vermouth bianco is fun to do. falling down is fun to do. pile of pillows. lint gets stuck in the most inconvenient of places. cool o'clock keeps getting pushed back. falling down is fun to do. piss off chunk. your zipper is undone. those are the people i've been used to hanging with. asians just kind of flock together. medicinal purpose. different agendas. but he said he was wearing it. what should i do? god is great and i am not. playing a peek-a-boo game. status conferral. i don't know this area well. in high school he was a victim of a homophobic act. where do you want me to put this? yours truly. five or more times in the last week? fine.

picture las vegas desert mountain man house shelf summer colorado river 110 deg. 2003: down by the colorado riversss, there are river worms, mostly though, warm water to float in. grottos islands on top of sand and rock. twilight is gorgeous on the river. the cool blows in around then, mixing with the steam off the ground. sticks and hot dogs. and wine, don't forget. the mountain men run the canoe place. when we got there, the door was closed, note reading: "john, we're in the mountains, be back ." they had gone mining you see. the mountain was tall, bare and hard to navigate. so we screamed up a ways, but rock mostly echoes things like dust and hotness. a large metal silo helped . the runt of the family drove up in a run down toyota . opened the door to the shop. he was only 6'2" sinewy and not mountain man enough. his grandpa was 6'5" and there is a photo of him inside, he has a mountain lion slung over his shoulders

everyone and their mother's canary has a blog. for this see my userinfo linking many a real life friend and their real honest to goodness fuzzy blogs full of fun. this is why i don't write anymore. everyone has full access to tap my brain full of lint of no use to anyone but myself, fancier of lint. that, and i'm lazy. that and i'm lying cause i was always flakey and inconsistent in my endeavors. i was in smitt to irc when i was 15. full blown internet addiction at 16. 18, got someone to independently delete all related utilities off my computer. now look at everyone trouncing around the world wide web. fun! fun! trounce! now i'm 23. almost 24 but my dialup is failed and this makes me sad. not that bad though, i didn't ever wear a diaper to play everquest or nothin'


musics i've been hearing lately which is good and things????
exuma - all rereleased vol1.vol2 style pretty packaged
fatback - is this the future?????????????/
           antiquated rendering of futuristic future in retrospect = best. sometimes = failure.

shouts to the synthi AKS
and patching through
battleship the game


i'm leaving for nyc tomorrow be a week gone .. gimme a call if youse in town (%!)) ^*@-****


specially encrypted,
HAPPY birthday nose

BLARH HARHAR TOLD YOU GUYS



( . )
destruction SK-5 reign forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
webcam make me look stupid, like other nincompoops.

addition: that is my tongue, not my lower lip, though it's fun to imagine otherwise.

HELLO ALL
my computer is done being pinstriped.

a new computer, is the solution!

hum. i feel i should update this,
about what i don't know.

MOST OF YOU
i'm assuming don't know much about i.
i am eileen, i'm chinese, not filipino
(apologies to LJlostcosmonaut* for misleading him otherwise.
though i've eaten much patis and pancit in my time
that doesn't count.
i'm 23 not 17, but 23 year olds can hang out with 17 year olds
if they like.

i work at a non-profit academic research group
doing research on youth culture,
the "electronic dance music scene" and drug use.
i stare at the computer screen all day
hear crazy stories and try not to look surprised
which is why i no longer want to stare at livejournal all day
who would've known my saturation point could be reached. i'm saturated.

FOR A SECOND,
i thought of selling ITEMS FROM MY ROOM
on my livejournal
like old blue
walkie talkies missing their mates
and golden belt chains for waist size 22 and under,
small child can wear in additional ways

also,
i thought about doing some kind of
INTERNET FRIEND SAMPLING MIX STUDY ON DIGITAL LONELINESS
involving MUSIC and my splendid and beloved casio SK-5
inspired by glenn gould and the (ever pretentious)
idea of north
chumpchange left me a message detailing the proper
flipping method for pancakes - no shirt, he said, can lead to disaster:
think stickiness.

then i thought more otters
and less internet speak, would be appropriate
chumpchange played me otter tag and i tried to join in
with a picture series on "ducks," and "jams."
i failed.

now i think we should all take MACROLENS pictures
of MACROLENS fotos of small intricate drawings,
or string-art, preferably.
or lint, even better.
this can be done by flipping your lens
the OTHER WAY

or, perhaps some other project.
how about indexing things, like medium-sized
rocks or old chunks of concrete (including
small bits of metal if possible)
w/ photos, drawings, detailed measurements,
and other, more sensory-based observations,
documented neatly on 4x6 lined tagboard
further filed in rightly sized brown metal
boxes.
after which we BLOW UP!
said rocks and old chunks of concrete



there, that should give you a better idea of
things.. iguess

i'll try to post some pictures sometime.



*please see: "LJCOMM THE___/___CREW" preferred el-jay lexicon.

dabien tou, dabien tou,
xia yu bu chou
ren jia you san
wo you dabien tou
wei shenme ni dao zheli lai ne?
dabien tou, wo shei doubu xihuan.

translation:
poop-head, poop-head
i don't worry if it rains
other people have umbrellas
i have a poop-head
why did you come here?
poop-head, i don't like anyone.

gavin mcinnes founder of vice magazine
american conservative
NYT article
We need to close the borders now and let everyone assimilate
to a Western, white, English-speaking way of life.
letter to gawker

whoa. still, i want to puke

if anyone has a link to the new york times article appearing last week, drop a line. thanks melani

i have no internet access
which is why

more people must take the beaver poll

hi very! huntz. huntz. huntz. !wee
chumpchange = my new internet crush
brian_james is still a camho!
trinitylives got eaten by trees
p0lizei got eaten by cats
tingato got eaten by mogwar
supercarbomb eats lots

( TAKE THE WHAT IS SO HOT RIGHT NOW POLL BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL HOT )

this is to celebrate my last day of paid account status.
here is a picture of something now.


everywhere "otter" be like this

.noskcaj eoj


.sretto


      .sseldne si ti ,retaw eht ,ho
,esuaceb    ,em ot taolf ot eagla dna
deewaes fo niatnuom eht    rof tiaw i dna
      retaw ekil ssap syad eht


did i make mistakes?

i'm back.
more later.

reading life of pi.
feeling like i want to leave this place.

sorry for the lack of replies. i am neglecting my lj friends! and my regular friends! because i am in the midst of moving (up the street). must be done by thursday night. megumi arrives. we celebrate. skipping town on friday morning.

i was not invited to tag's birthday party.
i was not invited anywhere.

what's this? i mean seriously, what's this? the disstate of things makes me want to cry and eat ice cream. we can all run away, i'm just faster at it.
...

on the other hand, i still love paulcott. sage advice.
"style 1: an all cotton navy t-shirt with the wayne pL records logo. how snappy! style 2: another all cotton navy t-shirt, this one reading "yo!". quite playful!
both styles are available in sizes small and medium. if you usually wear a large or extra-large, maybe it's time to get into tighter fitting clothing; you may find that it enhances your sex appeal to those people to whom you may wish to appeal sexually."