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He needs AB- blood that has an IgA deficiency.
PLEASE read the rest of this email, and if you can help, please contact Kendra. If you could pass this on to all of the people in your address book, maybe there will be someone out there who can help save little Aaron!
For those who have not heard me talk about Aaron, let me tell you about him. Aaron is a 6 year old boy who went in for a relatively simple surgical procedure on July 18. He has been battling for his life ever since. He is in desperate need of a blood transfusion. Without it, the only suggestion that his doctors have is to initiate hospice care.
Here is where you may be able to help. Aaron can only be transfused with Type AB- blood. (His hematologist has indicated that A-, B- and O- are not options for reasons that I can't begin to comprehend.) The kicker is that Aaron has an IgA deficiency, which the donor must also have. If you have AB- blood, you can help by going to a blood donation center to have them check your blood for IgA deficiency. Do not give blood immediately if you have the deficiency, as the process for getting the blood to Aaron is still being worked out! I would hate to have you donate and then not be able to get the blood to Aaron for whatever reason. Instead, contact me ASAP so I can get the information to the family.
If you do not have AB- blood with an IgA deficiency, you can still help by telling others about Aaron. If you are so inclined, you may also donate to the Aaron A. Czup Donation Fund Account at US Bank. Lastly, but certainly not least, you can pray for Aaron and his family. Here is the Caring Bridge page that his family uses to post updates. http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/aaron
A charity has offered to cover the cost of flying a donor and/or their blood to Aaron. I know that applies to all locations within the U.S. Beyond that, I would have to check. We'll cross that bridge if and when we get to it!
ETA: You can either PM me or email me at kendra.tiedemann@gmail.com if you or someone you know may be a compatible donor.
i put it on privet.....
things like this happen with DH, and last night he was great, let me get sleep and took care of the girls, slept in the livingroom.... he think when he sleeps to far away from them and i have to wake him up to help with the girls that its that that gets to him....
im right now on duty and DH is sleeping for the next few hours.
we are going to try to get out to one of those movies for pepople with babies... they have the sound down and the lights up a bit.... so it should be good. its a movie that i have been wanting to see for a LONG time, well since the first one in the serise came out. If you cant tell im a BIG Narnia fan.... Though i have to admit i do like the BBC version a bit better then the disney one, but then again i grew up watching the BBC version.....
we also have to swing past the inlaws today. DH has to fix his dads printer, and we have to give the key to our car (that is parked there) to his dad so he can move it on the weekend when he is setting up his new shed he bought.
oh and last night little Rebekah spat up all over herself, and i dident notice for a few min and she rubbed it all over herself in the pack and play. poor little thing had it EVERYWHERE... so i rushed and gave her a bath. The little girl screamed like i was trying to kill her or something like that..... and our bathroom walls are super thin in the appartment...... I gave Heather one afterwords and she was just so chill in the bath, just relaxing and dident want to get out....
pumping is going ok. Im trying to get every two hours to pump, but its hard at night.
Today im going to set my cell phone and make sure i do it. Im also upping the Renugreek seed pills im taking.
i feel a bit better from yesterday. I think that has to due with the fact i got some sleep and im trying to cope more with my grandmother and the cancer thing. I know that now she has this diagnosess im going to have to get on some sort of antidepressent, becouse if im not monaterd when she passes away im going to have another inpaitent experance. I dont take deaths all that well. When my grandfather passed away i was badd off for a long time.... \
i dont have embeded muisc in my layout, and its freeking ANOYING.......
its this loud song and i just dont like it..........
do any of you have music embeded in your posts???
here is one i just got. its fantastic!
Shelley Winters - "Whenever you want to marry someone, go have lunch with his ex-wife."
i know you are reading my journal again. im sick of you, im sick of your drama.
I want you and your friends to leave me alone. that means here, on facebook, or anywhere else i go on the net.
Your an evil bitch, and you should be ashamed of yourself.
Your a married woman who is having your bosses baby (not your husbands)
You lie about your age, you lie about everything.
You dont deserve anything you have. You had a great husband and your anger and issues and lying have gone on to long.
And i hate how you play joe. You dont deserve him as a friend. You need to let him go.
Im just so upset.
I was looking so forward to this. im in tears.
I know this is something that DH cant control, but feel so angry and upset, and sad and im just pissed off.
and not to metion that its crappy weather outside. its snowing/raining and its suposed to be raining the rest of the week.
Im just not happy.
so here is a little intro about me...
My name is Kutrina (yes its spelled like that in RL) and im married to Aaron. we have been married for 5 years and been together for 10....
We are having twin girls anywhere from April 18th to May 16 though my 40 week due date is May 30.
My mom is disabled, she had a few strokes in the last past years and has limited vocabulary and limited use of her hands.
My Dad and i have issues but we have worked through them for the most part.
My FIL is like a seccond dad to me. I care about him a lot.
my MIL i try to love, but she makes it hard. She likes to bicker about everything, and pisses me off as she trys to fight about anything and everything when im over there.
My BIL is 16 and is given everything on a silver platter. He dosent know how good he has it.
every so often i will talk about Psycho Girl. its something you have to read back in my journal about.
Other then that today has been a bit crazy.
I woke up to 5 missed calls from DH (dear husband) and a few emails saying to call him. So i did. Found out his dad was comming over for noon. He is spending the night at our house on the couch! OH YAY! < /end scarcasam>
so apparently we are all three of us going to dinner tonight. not sure where we are going to go. I think FIL is going to want to go for sushi, im not to keen on going for sushi while PG. but we will see...
other then that. im quite exhausted, so im going to sit here on the couch and watch Martha (she is doing a super bowl special) and im not big on foot ball so i might as well learn...
Im a big Dr Phil Fan, and he is on after her.... And then is Oprah after.....
so um ya thats about it from me....
I should really start posting more since im stuck at home on rest....
other then that, i dont have much planned for this weekend. DH wants to go to the states to get some more cheese (sooo much cheeper then here in in canada)......
so thats about it, a little intro to me....
- Location:on the couch
- Music:Martha
Heather keeps trying to flip over but cant make it becouse my hip bone is in the way.
It sucks becouse it hurts like bloody hell when she trys....
Rebekah has been active all night, and kicking me. Especaly when we were at the movies...
Amy was suposed to come over yesterday and i was going to put her photo on her yahoo account. she blew me off to be with joe, so that pissed me off for a bit. Then she said she would come over today with joe.
I heard nothing from them by 4pm so i made plans with my parents.
Helped my mom choose new frames for her glasses, and then saw 27 dresses.
GREAT movie... even aaron loved it...
Love the line "its like finding out your favorite love song was written about a sandwitch"
it was a good movie.
Finally figured out some stuff about the baby shower. Looks like we are just going to invite everyone to one big shower. going to be over 40 people. CRAZY!!!! but that is what its going to be, i dont have time or paitance to do two showers...
Im getting a 3d/4d ultrasound done next week. on the 7th. Im SOOOO excited! its an early bday gift (though i know aaron will get me something for my bday) but its going to be great. my Mom and my MIL and FIL and BIL are going to be there. going to be sooo cool to see the girls in 3d!
Well its past 11pm so i should get going... i need aaron to rub my sholders tonight before bed....
Status: Married
Age:24
Location:Lowermainland BC Canada
Children: 2 on the way.
Sahm/wohm/wahm: SAHM (stay at home mom)
Hobbies: i love to knit, crochet, spin wool, watch tv (greys, Kyle XY, Dr Phil, Oprah)
More about me: married for 5 years, been with him for 10 years. having twins in may, first and last kids.
Im stuck at home on rest with a diagnoses of hyperemisis (think morning sickness time 100)... i love to read, and i love the harry potter books and movies. Im also a christian, but im quite liberal. Im Pro Gay marrage. Im pro choice. and im married to an atheist.
other then that, i use my journal to vent about crap in my life, and post pictures (pic posts are now friends only)
drama for some reason seams to follow me.
Im currently looking for more mature people, and im sick of hanging out wiht people who all they want to do is drink, go to clubs, and act like they are in highschool. im over that point in my life. i have been out of school for over 5 years and im not the type to get pissed drunk and go to the clubs on weekends... dont get me wrong i love to have fun, but do it in more a mature way....
OH i love to see movies, and love movie qoutes...
"its like finding out your favorite love song was written about a sandwitch"
Ok, now im going to have to get the wizard of oz to get this horable rendition out of my head...... that or find it on Limewire!
its hard when my hormones are all crazy like they are right now. I have been told that having a twin pregnacy is worse hormonaly and i understand becouse i have been crying a lot lately.
I just want to be more connected with my mom, but its hard when she isent the parent i remember.... i feel like no one understands...... and i feel like im loosing her.
This isent the way i wanted my pregnacy to be.
You know you expect to go shopping with your mom, and choose out baby clothes and nursery stuff, and have you mom tell you that all your symptoms are ok, and that its normal. And to be there and hug you and be excited when you get that postive test. and to come with you to appts that your husband cant come to.
But the thing is she cant. She cant come to appts with me, She cant go shopping with me, She cant re assure me that things are ok. She cant tell me what things were like when she was PG with me. She cant tell me that things are going to be ok.
Its hard when she has such a limited vocabulary, and that everything is "awsome" even if she means that its not good. And that you have to decipher the tone of her voice. and it sucks.
I just want my mom, and no matter how much i want her, she just isent the mom i remember. and i feel so stupid for sitting here at home bawling my eyes out, but i just want my mom. I feel like a stupid little child, but the thing is, i will never get to have my mom here for this pregnacy like i dreamed about when i was a kid. And it sucks. It really sucks. And there isent anything good i can say about it...
Now i want her to feel a bit more connected with this pregnacy, and i was thinking of getting a 3d/4d ultraound so she could be there and see the twins.
Now what would you do if you were in my shoes?
hey all, i havent updated in a long time...,
well we went to our big ultrasound last monday and we found out that we are having two girls!
Im so excited! yet in some way im nervous that they might be wrong.
other then that, im thinking of spending the money on a 3d ultrasound so my mom can come be a part of it. I feel so bad that she isent the same woman that she was just a few years ago and i feel like she is missing out some how? KWIM???
im just still shocked that its two girls. its so amazing yet scarry at the same time.
Aaron and i are feeling a lot closer and its getting more real with this pregnacy. I can feel the girls kick more and more. And Rebekah (baby A) is the one that is super active and keeps kicking me and keeps me on my toes.
Baby B, Heather is a bit more low key and just chilaxes.,.... I was for sure that Rebekah ws a girl, and i was right. I just wasent so sure about Heather,. But its nice to know that she is a girl!
Other then that, things are going ok.
My aunt got me a bunch of close from JCPenny maternity becouse my maternity patns are starting to get small. So its going to be great to pick them up on saturday and have some nice new clothes.
I need to go to walmart or sears, or the bay and look at some maternity bras,...., yes a little TMI but my nipples are leaking like crazy. At least it shows that im going to be able to brestfeed!
*sigh*
well ok i have update enough for now....
Im stuck at home on mostly rest due to the Hyeperemisis. So hearing DH moan about the weather (raining again, but we live in vancouver so get over it) and about how im lucky im inside and dont have to deal with it. Then he says he is going to make dinner (i asked 2 times if he was going to get started) and then i go and start it and he gets up and starts telling me he was getting to it (i hate to ask 2 times for ANYTHING *from an adult* it pisses me off more then anything) then i put on his fave tv show (stargate SG-1) and he starts complaning about the episode. I mean i could just turn it off and turn on one of my fruity shows......
OH and we had planned on a baby moon, we were going to go visit my grandmother and my best friend one province over (im not on rest for any other reason then my hyperemisis, and with meds im fine) and now he decides to change it to seattle by car, and invite two friends. and now its going to be shopping with one of the friends one day, and then going to a stupid avaition musume the other day. Im so not looking forward to it. and its jut makeing me upset.
I hate this.
I hate staying at home (i get sick if i take transit, and i dont drive) so going out during the day without DH is very limited.
*sigh*
am i just being a hormonal woman? or do i have any right to be upset?
i have been having to deal with all this drama shit on many of my pregnacy lists (thankfully non here on LJ yet!) and all im getting is drama drama drama...
*shakes head*
im doing ok. had to go to the ER for IV fluids last week. Was doing really bad with the HG and couldent stop vomiting. The stupid ER dr just gave me fluids and not even any IV gravol or anything. I got poked 4 times before they got one in. my arms are black and blue and i look like a drug aditic on hastings st down town.... *le sigh*
Babies are starting to kick more.Baby B likes to get in on the action. They keep trying to get in to my pelvic area at the same time and one of them hits the bone and it makes this god aughfull clicking sound.
other then the act that its 3 am and im up. for some reason DH and i couldent sleep at all tonight. we went to bed around 8-9 ish... we had dinner out. and yes i ate a food im not suposed to during pregnacy and LOVED it... i went for sushi and ate sashimi! YUMMY! i was craving it for a few weeks. Probably means im short of some of the Omega oils in my body.
other then that, im selling a few rings for frineds of mine. I had someone email me about one of the rings. So im going to mostlikely meet this person at the big mall with Aaron there, and make sure the money is real (IE take it to the bank and wait for them to check to make sure its real) before i hand over the ring to them. I just dont trust people, and especaly not for anyting over a cupple hundrad! LOL
other then that, im exhaused, tired all the time, and trying to keep up with the gaining weight like im suposed to.
I have an ultrasound in two weeks to find out the gender and do more testing to make sure the twins have grown! im so excited! I have a feeling im wrong on the sexes of the babies. i think baby A is a girl and B is a boy.... but that is what i think. I just hope one of them is a girl. We have chosen out a name for a girl, and i really love the name. I have loved it forever.
We also chose out one name for a boy. BUT it was number 2 most popular for last year. Not sure if we want to name it one of those really popular names or not. But i have liked this name for over 4 years..... so im not to sure if im just going to toss it asside or not. Naming a child is a really hard thing to do. I mean this new life inside of me is going to have this name, the name i choose, and i guess i have the fear that all parents have that we will give it a weird or wrong name and that it will suck for the kid.... *sigh*
well im going to go watch the last bit of CSI and eat a piece of tost or a specail K bar...... im startig to get hungry....
Im selling a few rings, here are the listings on Craigslist.
http://vancouver.craigslist.ca/jwl/53166
http://vancouver.craigslist.ca/jwl/53166
http://vancouver.craigslist.ca/jwl/53167
http://vancouver.craigslist.ca/jwl/53167
First post of the new year from me!
It went well.
The canadian stations were playing crap on TV so we watched the fireworks from the space needle.
was pritty cool.
The spinich artachoke dip came out AWSOME! should have chopped the spinich a bit better, but it came out GREAT... my BIL who HATES spinich tried one bite, and now he is chowing down on it!
The recipe made enough for 3 full bred bowls of dip! was SOOOO yummy!
Called my mom and wished her a happy new year, and my daddy too...
the babies are kicking! LOL
I had one sip of ice wine to ring in the new year, it was so yummy!
ok more crap going on in my life.
found out the new weekend receptionist whom im friends with, or was geting to be friends with, is now saying crap behind the fulers back and actualy told one of the other fulers that she can get my DH fired! WHAT BULL SHIT!
*sigh*
so im adding her to my blocked list on msn, and putting her on facebook where she cant see much.
so im a little upset about that. but ya. I have to watch out for my DH first, and all the fule guys are my friends, they are like family, and family has to stick together....
now DH is going to be home late and then we have to go to my grandmothers. for her bithday... its going to be intersting to say the least. im not sure if im looking forward to it or not. so we will see...
not becouse of them....
i just dont need more drama in my life....
im under enough stress with the hyperemiss. i have been up since 6:30am wanting to vomit.
im trying to sip a little bit of iced tea, and try to feel better becouse i really dont want a trip to the ER today. I dont need the stress of that.
Plus i have to finish getting gifts. I have to go to Old Navy and get another fleace swetter for my FIL, and see if there is something i can get for dh... im thinking of getting him that footbal from old navy that he wanted.
And i have to finish uploading pictures on to the digital picture frame for my grandmother for her birthday tomorow.
i feel like crap right now...
Baby B keeps kicking me in the back and baby A is just moving and making me feel more nausious....
and thank god for saved drafts. for some reason it went 4 pages back.... weird.....
well its freeing snowing... and pritty hard too....
and DH thought it would be wise to call me shortly before 8am after i had just gotten to bed after he left at 6:45.....
NOT happy, im tired, and after yesterday i really need to sleep.
*sigh*
and i have to go to the mall today on my own so that should be a LOT of fun.... *shakes head*
*le sigh*
DH spit out some harsh words to me last night, and i threw him out of the bedroom.
i couldent stop crying for over a half hour....
i feel so detached from this pregnacy.
last night i wished i was never pregnate......
i hate being sick like this. It makes me feel like when i was really sick a few years back with a rare illness. like i will never get better.
no one seams to understand or care in my life. They dont see how much effort it takes to just get out of the bed to the couch so i have my "suport" (my computer)
they dont see how much of a strugle it is to take a shower, and how it takes me about 2 days to actualy get in the shower...
how i need to get out of the house for even 20 min every night. even if it is just going to the bank with you, or the grocery store.
how exhausted i get doing little things. or how much it took out of me to get those two loads of laundry done for you, becouse i knew that you dident have clean pants for work....
i just want to be able to go to parties with friends, be able to celebrate christmas with my family. and go to work like a normal person....
i just want my life back
*sigh*
not much going on here. im spinning wool and crocheting up a storm!
They knew when i made the appt that it was just becouse i have a UTI that wont go away, and not for my real appt that is next week with my orignal OB.
when i got there they were behind (dident matter i was happy waiting) and when i got in there guy wanted to do a full exam and everything. i was a little upset, i told him i have an appt next week with my OB and i came in just becouse i have a UTI that wont go away and im in pain and my GP is booking 4 weeks ahead.....
Then the guy filling in kept sayng i was 16 almost 17 weeks along (um dude, im 15 weeks as of TODAY!) and then wanted to do an Ultrasound for 20 weeks, and started to guilt me in to getting genetic testing, telling me since im having twins that there might be something wrong with them and that we should look at selective reduction ect...
I mean number one, i told my regular OB we dident want genetic testing, we dont agree with selective abortion unless im having a littler of babies...and even then we most likely wouldent think of selective reduction.
two, we want these kids more then anything, and even if they have issues we will still love them....
this guy dident even bother to do a urin dip on me, he gave me form to get a urin test done at the lab, i went and did that.
But what ticked me off was that the receptionist sorta played mind games with me, telling me that my OB will be on call that day and that there is a big chance that my appt that is booked for tuesday will get bumped? WTF??
So how do i go about talking to my OB letting her know that i dont trust dr's other then her (i have been miss diagnosed in the past by many dr's and given wrong meds from dr's that have made me really sick, SO i have a hard time trusting Dr's and have to build up with them, and i have finaly started to trust my OB).....
SO im just upset, and i feel like my needs wernt met today...
::oh and just so you know, im 24 and 15 weeks Prego!::
its thursday, she told me this last friday.
well i get a package from my work, and well its NOT MY ROE...
its a stupid packackage with a "congrats that your having a baby!"
and a tone of forms for my dr to fill out!
WTF????
i cant afford to get my GP to fill out thses froms!
im stuck in a catch 22, they want these forms so i can get my ROE, and i cant get money to get the forms till i get my ROE....
im just at my wits end and im crying my eeys out right now....
i mean there is no way we will be having christmas with this happening right now....
but i really want to get out of the house.
but the thing is there is never really anywhere to go!
i mean i could go to the mall, but then again its christmas and its going to be like a freek show there....
and then i could go for a walk. but right now we are having a big cold snap going on right now and its realy realy cold outside and with the twins taking all of my energy they make me so cold... and im not that good with cold things, it bugs me to be outside when its damp cold like this. if it was edmonton i would be having no problem walking around......
well we are sitting on the couch watching CSI NY... and ya. it sucks.
im sick of watching all the CSI's... and i really hate NY the most. i like the original ones, but ya...
*urg* im just so tired and bored and it sucks... i want to do something, but there is nothing to really do....
blah......
so this is apparently one bitchy whiny rant.....
i thought i would post...
i over did it yesterday at the inlaws.
my MIL just dosent understand how sick i get smelling some foods or scents.
She tries to be right beside me on the couch and gets upset when i move towards the window or have the window open becouse she is eating something that is smelly.
what ticks me off is she asked my opinion on how many potoatos to make per person. well i have got my glutony under control and have been doing better with portion control and so i said well they are good sized potatoes so one each. and she went off the handle on me how one person cant be full with just one potoato ect.
So i pulled up the guides and listed out how much she should be eating....
then she made this smelly breded pork that was fried in oil. she dident even bother to put fan on when she was cooking so it would suck up some of the smells.
i ended up dry heaving down stairs in the freezing cold basment till DH got there....
DH and i had a heart to heart last night. we are going to talk to his parents about doing christmas with no food, or to do foods that are safe for me to eat.
So i dont know if they will go for that....
other then that, we arnt going to put up a tree in the house. im not sure how i can deal with the scents of the tree and stuff.
BUT im going to buy some lights and put them up in the house.
DH has a work party on friday that is just for the company no guests, and no spouses. so im going to see if he can leave me some money so i can go to the mall and watch a movie or something...
so who knows.... oh there was a bunch of drama on the pregnacy LJ group. was intersting.
so im at my MIL and right now we are watching montell.
she is saying that the girl who turned to drugs and other stuff, had no right to turn to it.
i understand where this girl is comming from. her dad was away (army) and her mom is sick with a chronic illness that has no cure.
I understand my dad was a work aholic, and my mom was sick when i was growing up, and i was an only child.
so ya i kinda side with the girl.
my MIL and i dont agree eye to eye on anything, and im here all day till about 6pm... good lord help me!
after montell is over im going to go take a nap in my BIL's room....
ill hide for a little bit....
that will be good...
so something really weird happend.
DH was cooking and then the lights dimmed.
then he noticed the food wasent cooking and went and turned the elements off, and then all the power in the house went off....
SO something is wrong with the eletrical in the house.
our breaker started to snap and pop...
SO we turned off all the breakers after we showed the land lord what turning the stove off would do. and so he is calling in an eletrician to look at the place.
DH and i got in the car and went to the inlaws... so im staying here tomorow, and aaron is going to work.
I hope the eletrician can get it fixed by tomorow evening...
Other then that, it would suck being at home, with nothing to do, in the dark. or the chance of a fire starting.
At least we could keep the braker that the frezer is on in the on possision. but still it sucks.
I really hope we dont loose our whole fridge./frezer.. we just cant afford that....
so that is how my night has gone so far....
so tired.
i want o sleep but i cant. and i have a slight headach that is comming up... and it hurts, but not bad enough to take a painkiller.
my heart is just pounding like crazy.... but im here, and im just going to relax on the couch and watch "so you think you can dance" i love that show....
just tired....
i so want to sleep bu i cant seam to fall asleep....
thats becouse i know shari keeps popping in here every so often to red my journal, and im sick of having it friends only and stuff...
but there are so many better communities on here then bloop, even if LJ has gotten bought out by a russian comapny....
on to other things, i had a little emotional break down this morning. Aarons boss called him and once again he is on snow watch becouse his bos has a kid and hiw wife is a dr and so the bos has to say home with the kid.
it kinda sucks.
my emotional breakdown wasent about aaron being on call for the snow. it just all of a sudden hit me that there is no way my mom is going to be able to be there or me after the baby is born.
it just hit me hard liek a brick.
I have to admit that is one thing im jelous of shar for. That she will have her mom with her, to help her with brest feeding, taking care of the baby, and to help her adjust to being a mom.
I mean my mom is in a wheelchair, she falls all the time, she just isent mentaly with it anymore.... and there is no way im going to have that bonding experance with my mom like i dreamed of my whole life...
and it hurts, becous im so young. im 24, and my mom is only 60.......
it just hurts i guess.
And i think it hurts more becouse im having twins, so i know im going to need more suport from my family and more help. and i realy dont get along with aarons mom. and im worried she is going to try to bottle feed my kids and i want to brest feed for as long as possable.
And her and i just dont see eye to eye on a lot of things. so im just worried... KWIM?
I mean, im most likely going to have a c-section, and that means 6 to 8 weeks of recovery where im going to need help around the house. and aaron cant take off that much time.
and so im going to need his moms help.
but the thing is i wan MY MOM to help, but she cant. and it hurts.
i just feel so alone, i want my mom to be there for me, but i know she cant. i know its nothing she has done, and its nothing that we can change, its just that she is sick.
but it hurts none the less....
well thats my little cry/rant of the day... ill try to post some more postive stuff later on.....
apparently they are planning a big party on the 24th...
first off i told my grandmother that the 24th is for my inlaws. they celebrate christmas on the 24th so that evening we are with them. the 25th is when my side of the family does christmas so we do it with them and whatever family gets together.
not to mention that DH has to work on the 24th (9to5) and the same on the 25th...
SO?...... WTF would posses her to make all the familys christmas plans on the 24th when i told her that there is no way i could make anything on the 24th?
im just about to give up and cancel christmas and not go to anything....
im sick of this, and now my moms side of the family is going to be pissed that im not comming and think that im being rude and stuff...
it just ticks me off.... im sick of having to drive this way and then that way and all this crap just for christmas parties.
I mean DH works way out there. my moms side of the family is doing the party in the same town we live in (about a 15 min drive away) and then my inlaws live like a 45min drive in good weather away....
*GERRRR!!!!*
did i say how much i hate christmas?
I have kept my feelings inside and dident want to create waves becouse i wanted to try to keep our friendship. I really have been trying, but its hard to keep something like a friendship alive when you arnt trying.
Now today was WAY THE FUCK out of line.
NO WAY EVER should you have played Aaron against me like that.
Sending that txt to both me and aaron so you could get your way?
You know im off work and waiting for EI and it hasent come in yet.
Now txt aaron the same thing to get him to pay you for the internet when you know we are freeking broke, that is low... very low....
Im sick of trying to keep our friendship alive. Im sick of being called boring, becouse i know im anything but boring. Im also pissed that you said you would come to aarons bday party last month, and i even made it so it wasent on the day you had the concert. You said you would come, and then a week before or a little over a week before that when i conferm with you, you go and said that you had plans to go to another friends house. WTF?
Another thing, i have offerd to have you over many times, for drinks, dinner, or other things. I have come to your appartmen many times, but how many times do you come over here?
I mean since i got out of the hosptial one of the only times you made contact with me was when you left your keys at your mothers and needed me to let you in the building becouse of the snow and rain outside... Im sick of trying to keep this friendship alive. I have tried, but when you dont get anything back there isent much that you can do.
Now im fucking pissed off at you.
Aaron will be paying you for the internt till May in one lump sum this month.
im xposting this to bloop in hopes that you read it at least once.
Im off on illness leave and i gave a copy to my new boss who came in 2 weeks before i went off on leave (this was over a month ago)
Now she swears that she mailed it in... Why did she have to mail it when it could just as easly be faxed?
Now over a month has passed since my last day of work. I still have no ROE, i thought they would be doing it online. and i called her today and she says she maild it in (HR says they havent gotten anything!) and that i now have to find another copy to give her.... Thank god i never gave her the origional as i needed that for the unemployment.....
Now EI has my original and i have no clue how im suposed to get another one to head office so i can get my ROE....
There is no way im going to get a payment before christmas.
I have $10 left in cash, we are having to bounce bills left right and center.
To top it off my oven broke last night and i cant cook in it, and my land lord hasent gotten back to me on when its going to get fixed or if its going to get fixed, and i have food that i have to bake soon that i got on sale at the grocery store, and not enough room in my frezer for it.
SO im not that happy....
Im just a mess of tears.
I was hoping to get my EI in so i could at least get DH something for christmas. All he has asked for is a pair of slippers.
Right now i dont care about christmas as long as im feeling ok
Im almost half way down my diclectin, and the same with my gravol....
And i dont even have a bus pass so i can get out to see dr's or anything.
I just feel like such a mess.
I really dont want to have to go to the food bank. My DH makes enough for us to pay our bills and rent, but leaves us with next to nothing left over for food and medication....
im sorry to just be venting to you all like this...
I got a sick DH at home today.
We both woke up at about 5am from our nosey neighbor upstairs who was getting reddy for work or getting reddy for bed. Man she is hevy footed......
about an hour later DH asked me where my non prescription nausa meds were. So it told him what container i my purse, and how many was the max to take. he went to the couch to sit by an open window. I woke up about a half hour ago to his alarm going off on his cell, and him in the bed as white as a sheet.
He dosent have a fever (thank god for the BBT! LOL) but he looks like death over came him. He is a pale guy to start out with, but he looks white. I took his cell and told him he isent going to work and i called his boss and said he has some sort of stomach flu and is staying home rather then give this to all the guys at the airpot he works and then have to work around having the groud crew all sick...
So... i now have a big baby at home. who is feeling like the world is going to come to an end becouse he is sick...
I just got a call from one of the guys, and i let him know that DH is sick and not comming in, yes i called the big boss, and yes i will be screanig his calls all day. His phone will be on silent, as he is a work aholic and would be fighting me to go to work if he felt like he could get out of bed....
My DH never gets sick unless its booz induced. So this is a rare thing for him.
So lets hope he starts feelig better later on today in order to make it in tomorow. then he has the weekend off...