Megs LJ

well i have not updated my LJ in forever...so here it goes!....i finally finished my internship at AddVice, that was an experience in itself! but hey i had a good time drinking beer with my boss didnt really learn much there!....then after that was done we got a bunch of assignments due because of the stupid strike!...but they were all done and now i am a GRADUATE of 2 programs BOO YA Radio Broadcasting which will get you NO where in life! and Advertising- Media Marketing and Sales... which might get me some where...still looking for a job right now!....i think that i have applyed to 50 million jobs!...got a few interviews...one at CBC...and i will be finding out about that one by the end of this week! well hopefully something comes up thats what everyone has been telling me ! just relax something will come to you soon enough! but i want a job now! im about the throw myself out this window if i dont get money coming in soon! and i can stand being alone! not doing anything!!!!!! and in between all that.. seeing someone is not helping...all the realationship drama! its not helping! but hey he is a good guy!...and other then that im doing well i guess!! ahhaha well thats the end! its fun to write in LJ again! i missed you!!!!

PEACE OUT HOMMIES

well since i have nothing else to do i guess i will write a new LJ! its been a while! so here is goes....
this weekend was great! one big drunk fest! since it was our last time being in Bellevegas! now we have to go out and get real jobs..something that im not looking foward to! but if i do i hope to stay in Toronto... on to Saturday night... at the bar hammed out of my mind and i get soo bored i leave walk home and get sick! it was lovely! i had to get up for 9 the next morning to leave for Brampton with Debb! so i sober up in the shower...after that im sick a few more times and im good!...what a downer on that day saying goodbye to my other half DEE-MONEY!! i was trying not to cry! then at 10 the drive to Brampton..i was scared that i was going to be sick! but thankfully i felt great! once we got there it was time for Mama Lucys cooking which is the best food ever!! oh my gawd! then a few hours later...the ALEXANDERS are over! aahhah the family was great! i felt like i was with my fam cause they were all the same! then monday we get up early debbs 1st day at her internship we go and take the GO train! well that was an experiece all on its on! now were driving in everyday! i hope that i can start early cause i dont want to have to take the train in! cause that is going to suck big time! then we get into downtown and take the street car up to her place of internship and i walk around a bit and end up back a union which was about a hour walk! my legs still hurt!...then trying to find union! ahhahahahah i ended up at the CN TOWER...FINALLY i get to union and take the subway to downsview and end up at york! thank gawd that was done! i meet matt we hang out for a bit he goes to class i take a nap then we go to yorkdale where i buy these kick ass glasses! from H&M i love that store! then today i went to his Philosphy of art and lit! wow i could never do unveristy! and now that brings me here writing up a long LJ!!!

its been fun

it was so nice to come back! but why! why that is what i ask myself! everything here has changed too i hate feeling that i have nothing anywhere! i keep saying it will be better when i get "here" or where ever im going! but its always the same! Nothing! maybe this will be the last time! who knows!

so its spring break...and the only thing that im really enjoying is the fact that we have the new station here! 88.5 Livelifelive! i cant get enough of it! its just like xfm!
well thats about it! well really there are 26 more days till i move to toronto and i still dont have a place to stay! what the F am i going to do!!
and i really need to get working on the huge year end project!
well go MD Records!
still workin on the logo but we got nothing!

oh my i cant wait! heading back to belleville on sat! and then if there is a strike im leavin again! to sudbury! i hope there is one for a week! so then i can go!

well thats all i have for now
PEACE

well its been an ineresting week! and weekend! i guess all good
because i got my internship! and i think thats really the only good
thing that i can think of! we had another "slumber party" in the living room again!
but other then that i cant seem to get into all the school work that i have been given!
i cant get into anything school wise i just cant wait to get the hell out of here! and
go to Toronto!

well thats all i really have for now!

wow what a day! what can i say
+we had a dinner where we had a fancy lunch!
- the food was gross!
- felt sooo sick after and still do now!
found out that a person was taking pictures of girls
+ somethings going to happen now!
- im getting annoyed with ppl who are girly! now that annoys the shit out of me!


all in all today has been so/so! nothing to exiciting has happened!

But yesterday i almost got another Tattoo! but there were no appts so it didnt happen!
thats too bad! cause i was so close to get another one done!

oh yeah and then having the guy tell me that i have spent too much on the one
that i had done on my wrist!

that was a kick in the ass

\\i dont know what that is\\! way of topic!

well! now that i just changed My LJ..i thought that it would be a good time to at least update! before i have to go to class for another 2 hours! oh im not enjoying this at all! sales sucks!...but other then that im having a good time! not im not sure after talking to this person is he is really into this other person! i need to know for sure! but how are you supposed to come out and ask them that! HI do you have feelings for this person! ahah wow and i dont even know the guy that well! oh well thats a the least of my worries!

Scene!

well its been a while
again since i added anything
to LJ! so i think i will start
with saying it was a good but boring
break! nothing happened didnt really get
anything exicitingbut i did do a fair amount
of shopping which was needed in my case i had no
more pants!durning the break looked for internship
but didnt have to lookfar emailed Nadine! and i might
now have it in Toronto! which is great! Queen St West!!
suppoded to have good shopping there which is NOT good for
me! i think that i might go crazy! with all the money spending
which i dont have! i really hope for a job out of this internship
cause i cant go back to school! theres nothing else i can take! if i
get a job im hoping that i will be in Toronto! or out in BC! either or
would be Awesome! im just not going back to ottawa! there is NO WAY! well!
now im done blabbing on and on!there is nothing more to say i will stop now!

ok well i just wrote a big long speal and now its gone! well thats just great! well i guess i will just start over!

there is 2 and half more hours till i get to jump on the train! and be in ottawa! i cant wait! im going out DRINKING again! lol..wow i think that someone is going to have to put me into AA! there is something worng with me i have been doing that way to much! that will be my 3rd time drinking this semseter! WOAH! i need to be stopped!

i really hope that we all can get together! i wonder what im going to be doing while in ottawa! oh man i cant believe i remember everthing from last night! it was great! here are some pics!


( drunkin night! )

i feel as if i need to go so where get away from it i have No one here i can really talk to...i dont know who to trust anyone anymore! i feel as if everything here is just a front nothing is true! its all a lie! i need to go and find something real! where i find that i will know someday! do i really have any friends here i dont think so i need something and what that is i dont know! i need to find out! now that im thinking about it i really only have one person that i can really talk to! and that person is in ottawa! so far away! man im really thinking that i would be a good idea to move back there! but feel as if i cant live at home anymore! i need to out on my own! ! i need to know what it is like! to be by myself! depending on other people! no more thats it! now that i know i have no one here!! applyed to 6 jobs now hopefully i hear somthing back so i can leave! this is it!looking into ottrock! the PD i worked with at dave! so hopefully!i will get a job that would be great!

DO YOU KNOE how fucking annoying it is to do something well everything all the time for someone and then in return get nothing and i do it all the time!...and another thing makeing stupid little petty comments that are condesinding i fucking HATE that too so you wanna know what YOU CAN DO GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!

so again its been a while since i have wrote something!
there have been so many things that have been bugging me
latly! its just been talking to ppl about everything and
it just seems that i dont even know!

but i have been taking some pictures and here are a few from school!

( whatever )

well thats all the pictures that i found for now!

wow now that i figure out how to do this i think i might add some more journals!


( omgzzz look at this )

Wow another update! its been a long time! but man i cant stand it here now! i go through this every year! where i cant wait to get back...and then 2 months down the road i cant wait to get the F*U* out of here! everything here bores me you know why! cause i do the same thing DAY IN AND DAY OUT....i just want to be able to do something different! instead of NOTHING all the time! i cant wait for the weekends why? i dont know cause i dont ever ever ever do anything! this is the worse time of the week! man i like mondays now more then saturdays you know why so i can get the F*uck out thIS FUCKING HOUSE!!!!!!!!! i dont know what to do with myslef its like i need to be working 5 different jobs or something to keep me busy enough! man i need to stop hanging out with just one person and make some friends! cause THIS SUCKS THE BIGGG ONE!!!

IM DONE!

wow! well here is the thing i just finished writing this very long speal about something and now i lost it some how on here some im not ever going to bother re-writing it! the only thing that im going to write is that IM DONE MY HMK!!!

 

 

 

DONE!

ok well i wanted to add a picuter but i need to go to photobucket and i dont feel like doing that!

Listen! i have something to say right now!....
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right in front of your house!
with every breath i will
there is a light on
agian
light on
again!
we need to cock and pull it!
man i want diner right now!

oh yeah GO SENS GO!

well since im at school right now and i have nothing to do....im going to just speak my mind about how people do not know how to tell my voice and Dee's voice apart! i just dont get it because i ask a question and people look at me! and then when she ask a question ppl give me the anweser! no please this needs to STOP right away! well that was my rant for the day! i just thought that i would right that!


DONE

listen my new LJ is great i love it! and thats all i have to say other then i L-O-V-E YORK!

so now i think is the time to up date my journal! its been a really long time but hey! well im at York right now! and really i have nothing to say! so IM DONE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JK! im not done yet
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OMG its half of a christmas tree~!
LOVE IT

k well here it goes! havent up dated in such a long time but!...there has been no time at all! it was great! i had to work today 1 -11! wow was that ever a long shift!! man i dont know what to do right now cause im not tired at all but i have to go to work tomorrow at 11!..lol..it seems like its soo hard! but i havnt worked at 1-11 shift in a long time!...i called my landlord today! and how cool is roger! i was like i cant pay rent unitl my OSAP gets in and he was like yeah thats cool! no prob! and i get my house on the 15th!!!! which i cant wait for cause i got the best bathroom stuff in the eniter world! and Kracklaca is going to love it! i cant wait to show her!....i still have to go to ikea! sometime cause i need to get some more stuff for the bathroom! so today before work i had so much to do! and i did it all...and i tried to make a mix cd! and it didnt work! so i had no music to close!!! well i dont really have much more to say but Matt! i cant wait to come and visit you at YORK!!!! and i REALLY cant wait until...i get to go back to BELLVIELLE which is in like 20days! oh yeah! so i can drink and watch DAZED AND CONFUSED! man i miss that movie soooooo much! well im done ! i need to go to bed! lats!