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[Apr. 4th, 2012|09:54 pm] |
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Livejournal is so two years ago....
So are friends only posts.
k.....oh, and thx!
Comment or else I'll never notice that you added me.
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[Oct. 9th, 2008|05:49 pm] |
I AM SO FUCKING PISSED, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGGG.
I JUST NOW WATCHED THE FINALE PART 1 OF PROJECT RUNWAY.
I DON'T THINK I SCREAMED SO HARD SINCE THE DOUCHERY THAT WAS SEASON 1. SRSLY, I AM IN TEARS RIGHT NOW. |
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| W/E TAYLORE AND FRANCE I ALREADY KNOW YOUR ANSWERS |
[Jul. 8th, 2008|11:18 pm] |
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL SHOULD I GO TO OKLAHOMA TO STALK DAVID COOK ON THE LAST DAY OF TOUR LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO LMAO
GOODNIGHT.
also, tmj can suck it! omg, my jaw has been driving me crazy the past few days. i have to pop my jaw every few minutes just to relieve my head tension, it's driving me crazy! |
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[Jul. 6th, 2008|06:41 pm] |
So now that ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) __cardiac has as well, I feel as though I can rightfully brag without feeling guilty --
I MET DAVID COOK!!!!!!!!!!!!
Details/photos at a later time...probably sooner than later or else I'll never bother doing it.
But the entire day was amazing, which is ridiculous because things ALWAYS go wrong for me when it comes to such things, including:
- Tire blowouts
- Flaky friends
- Douchebag work
- Bands cancelling
- Things getting lost in translation at the venue
- Losing important things at the show
- People being psycho bitches
- etc, etc, etc
But for once in my life, things went perfectly, and I couldn't be happier
Yes, I'm being 13 years old but...
IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE.
kthx :)
off-topic: I'm bumming at my parents house and finally brought season 3 of Project Runway for my mom to watch, and I'm slightly bummed because Jeffrey is coming up as a WAY huger asshole than I remember him being. Season 5 starts this month! Crazy! |
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[Jun. 27th, 2008|03:29 pm] |
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People are so fucking dumb sometimes! I had to sell my vegas idol tickets on ebay, and even though I lost out on quite a bit I was just glad that all four sold. Now some idiot is telling me that they "accidently" bid on it. Even if you're new at ebay, it's really fucking hard to "aciddently" do anything. You have to go through a confirmation page and they send you a confirmation email. UGHHHHH. Now I'm just praying I can get it re-sold over the weekend so I'm not screwed out of an additional $80 on top of everything else I'm losing out on. And on top of that my stupid ebay fees are $20 which I think is pretty damn ridiculous.
and now i'm going to be late to work where I get to deal with more idiots all night!!! yayy!!!! |
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[Jun. 11th, 2008|12:51 pm] |
So according to some post on ONTD, they're making movie adaptations to R. L. Stine's "Goosebump" books. I could never really get into the series, even as a child I was hoping for a thrill but they never scared me. So in fifth/sixth grade I quickly "graduated" to the Fear Street collection and read them religioiusly all the way through 8th grade, even though every story was basically the same and he always described how a character would fall to the ground and you could hear a "sickening crack, like an egg." lululululululz.
This one was my favorite. It fucked me up good and hard. What was yours? |
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[Jun. 10th, 2008|07:21 pm] |
In one of several allegations of corrupt refereeing, Donaghy said he learned in May 2002 that two referees known as “company men” were working a best-of-seven series in which “Team 5” was leading 3-2. In the sixth game, he alleged the referees purposely ignored personal fouls and called “made-up fouls on Team 5 in order to give additional free throw opportunities for Team 6.”
“Team 6” won the game and came back to win the series, the letter said.
Only the Los Angeles Lakers-Sacramento Kings series went to seven games during the 2002 playoffs. And the Lakers went on to win the championship.
At the time, consumer advocate Ralph Nader and the League of Fans, a sports industry watchdog group, sent a letter to Stern complaining about the officiating in Game 6 of the Western Conference finals.
The Lakers, who beat Sacramento 106-102 in that game in Los Angeles, shot 27 free throws in the final quarter and scored 16 of their last 18 points at the line.
OMFG YOU GUYS EVEN THOUGH I DON'T REALLY TRUST THIS GUY, IF IT IS EVER CONFIRMED THAT THIS IS TRUE I WILL MOTHERFUCKING KILL A BITCH OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I COULDN'T EVEN FINISH THE ARTICLE BECAUSE I'M SO UPSET.
GAME SEVEN WILL FOREVER BE ENGRAINED IN MY MIND. SUCH EPIC FAIL. |
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[Jun. 4th, 2008|10:03 pm] |
hai~~
goodnight. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2008|09:46 pm] |
I went down to my parents house to see Eddie and as soon as I parked in the driveway my dad told me that he died about a half hour before I got there. I'm too logical/analytical to be stuck in the denial stage so I like how I just go straight to anger.
haiiii life what's up. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2008|09:33 pm] |
I haven't verbalized this in a long time.
I really miss Hidden in Plain View.
I don't think I'll ever get that gay over a band again, and that makes me really sad.
Entering adulthood has been confirmed. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2008|02:31 pm] |
In an attempt to procrastinate cleaning the apartment and doing homework, I read a lot of my old entries on here. I am just really grateful that I am finally out of that high school mentality. I'm a little disgusted with my past experiences and emotions, and I can't believe that so many of you who were friends with me then are still friends with me now. I guess that's part of growing up. I know in so many aspects of my life, most notably my humor and feelings of relationships (or lack thereof) are hardly mature, but I'm just really glad that I can look back a few years ago and feel like a completely different person.
I feel bad that I screwed up so many friendships. I look back at what I had, and I miss what I used to have. I'm sorry that I did what I did. It was horrible and one of my many regrets. To be honest, I kind of think that even if it did never go down, we wouldn't really be close today, but I still feel bad that I let so many friendships burn in flames.
Sometimes I wish that I could pop in a Something Corporate CD again. I feel like some of their songs could be the backdrop for a defining memory or a indescribable emotion. Alas, it's too hard. Another regret. But you know what? I finally grew up, I finally moved on. I'm not angry or bitter anymore, just a little sad that I lost a chunk of my turbulent years. On to clean and be fairly productive. Perhaps a more detailed driven, less ambigious post afterwards. |
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[Jan. 15th, 2008|06:50 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | brad renfro | ] |
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RIP Brad Renfro I am genuinly upset :( |
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| so this is kind of tradition... |
[Nov. 21st, 2007|07:48 pm] |
Four years ago = Good times with Count the Stars <3333
Falling in love with Hidden in Plain View @ first sound
Getting harassed by Forrest & Jesse outside
*sigh*
Things have changed.
Edit: I got bored and read all my old concert reviews from 'those' days. LMFAO!!!!!!!!!! Wouldn't trade in the horrifyingly embaressing memories for the world though. Happy thanksgiving :) |
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[Oct. 31st, 2007|12:29 am] |
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| |  mood swings are whack! | ] |
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| | blink!!!!!!11 182!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hi!!!!!!!!1 | ] |
Listening to Blink 182 is making me so giddy for some reason!!!
I tried to make a for reals update but I can't.
I swear I have a specific memory to all 100+ songs of theirs I have.
Have I mentioned that music is my friend again?
I'm getting drunk tomorrow night, and I am excited. hahahaha. It's well deserved. Too bad I open work on Thursday! |
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| This just in; |
[Oct. 29th, 2007|02:15 am] |
I like music again!
Happy birthday, Tanya!!!!!!!! |
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[May. 8th, 2007|11:45 am] |
Ugh. As a drunken David Hassellhoff once said....
WHAT A MESS.
This week is already turning into a huge complicated emotional roller coaster.
but w/e. I don't have time to get into details right now. Just here to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to after_lastnight and adhesive!!!!! I've srsly been friends with them forever. Hope you two have a great day :) |
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[Apr. 13th, 2007|06:07 pm] |
As primitive and selfish a notion that it is, sometimes it's hard to comprehend that the world moves on without you. I have to stop assuming that I don't have to give it all and fight just to be a small sliver of anyone's life. I'm tired of being the token shoulder to cry on. I'm tired of living for everyone else, but every time I try to live for myself I end up alone again. It's hard, but that's life. |
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| i'm gonna give you the figs and the dates and the grapes and the cake, hey! |
[Mar. 16th, 2007|01:49 am] |
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YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhahaha! I just finished watching all the commentary versions of season one before I got on :[ I have no flippin clue why I'm so obsessed with them but I guess we all have our ~*things*~
I think I'm going to try to update this more often, I'm sure you're all just thrilled to hear about this. Lots of changes, but mostly it's all the same ol' bs! |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2007|12:08 am] |
You know, the whole toxic patient thing on Grey's tonight reminds me a lot of something else. You go in with all your heart and drive, truly thinking you're doing the best thing possible. The other people around you are getting sick from the effects but you don't know that cause you're busy in the offices cutting the first wound, so to speak, and signing the paperwork. Then, before you know it, you're lying flat face on the floor with no idea what just happened to you.
Except for in this case, the unfortunate hopefuls don't come out as the heroes. They come out as the victims, left in shambles. Breaking up, losing friends. Screwed out of money. Damaging their reputations, disillusioning the people who actually supported them. Bitterly watching the toxins who promised you the world treat you like crap and treat certain other peers like royalty. In the end, most of them never get any oxygen support thru their system, and they're left lying on the floor like an invalid.
It's all just speculation, of course, but when EVERYONE who comes within breathing distance of this mystery disease begins to fall over and crumble, it's time to recognize the lethal monster for what it is - a toxin, plain and simple.
It's not the end of the world. I'm doing fine. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|07:23 pm] |
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| | christina aguilera - save me from myself. | ] |
Believe it or not, I am still alive.
And believe it or not, while my lack of commenting indicates otherwise, I indulge in friend's page reading on a regular basis. Once a stalker, always a stalker.
To those who have needed it, you have been in my thoughts <3 I love you, and I hope you all know who you are.
I don't have anything truly noteworthy to say, other than I'm moving to Fresno this year. Not sure of the exact date.
And umm...I joined the rest of the human population and got an iPod. A 60GB Video iPod to be exact, so give me your best shot and upload something for me to put on this monster.
I'd make a long update about superficial filler, but I highly doubt anyone truly cares. |
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