I decided to get rid of everyone on my friends page. I really just didn't see the point of it anymore, reading about people who i don't really know and if i'm honest i generally just skip over the entries, other people who i once considered friends but whom in reality are probably not. So anyway this is now my journal and is for my eyes only

Can anyone tell me where i can get copies of bbc programmes, i've looked at their shop but they don't have the programmes i want, i specifically want the walking on all fours programme

You know when you are doing something or several things that you know is/are bad for you, and that will only make matters worse and drag everything put for much longer, yet still somehow no matter how much i know i should stop, no matter how much i want to stop, no matter how much i hate the fact that i do it or don't do it as the case may be, it makes no difference to my ability to stop doing it. I can barley remeber the last week that didn't start with me saying this will be the week i stop/start and somehow that week never arrives. Who knows maybe this week will be the one that changes everything but somehow i doubt it.

ok so i downloaded msn again, so send me your usernames cos i no longer have them :(

i so very sleepy....but i just had one of the best days of my life

fuck it, i click on a ? and the bastard eats my entry screw you

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TIS ALL

ok i need some new music, if you could only have 3 albums what would they be?

.....i lost my phone, how do i live without my phone ...... hoe can i pester voo with texts about a certian subject when i don't know where it is

its been so long since i updated this, well it feels like it anyway, i can't even remember what i've done, probably not huge amouns i've been doing 60hrs a week this past 5 or six weeks so i've not really had much time for anything.

my cat died and i'm completely heartbroken, just came home last week and she was dead, i keep expecting to see her sat on the window, in fact i'm still looking for her.

i may as well talk to myself

I've had quite a nice weekend, caught up with a few people i've not really had much time to chat with lately, which has cost me a fortune in txts but it was nice just to check how everyone was. I really should do it more often i mean how long does it take to send a txt?

I do feel like this weekend has been good for me really, it seems like i've been at work forever and it was getting a bit boring, actually a lot boring, they are mostly nice people but they're not really people i'd chose to socialise with but i guess i should make a bit more of an effort to get to know a few more people, trouble is becuase you see the same people on the same shifts there are quite a few people there that i've never even spoken to because they'r enot in when i'm in or they're only there for an hour so you don't really get much chance to get to know them, which is a shame really cos there a couple of people i think i'd really get on with but i just don't see them to talk to besides a quick hello walking past. I think i'm going to have to try and sit next to different people if i can, mind it depends on whats seats there are left when i get there really.

I've not really decided how i'm going to spend my two weeks off, i think i might go into leeds and do a bit of shopping, maybe see if i can meet up with a few people i've not seen for a while, i guess i do sometimes neglect people but i'm going to try and stop doing that. Now i'm going to go and tidy my room cos its a tip i haven't had chance to do it for the past three weeks and you can tell!

bah at stupid computers that don't work making him not able to sit next to me, and at stupid ido days that mean he won't be in tomorrow. I've been really good on my diet, well i've only been doing it since sat so i'd be pretty bad if i'd fallen off already.

Just over a week till i go see the medium, i'm looking forward to it but i'm a little wary as well as to what she's going to say and wether it'll make any sense to me at all. I guess you can make anything fit if you really want it to but i'm not really expecting much.

I've been kinda daydreaming all day today at work, just couldn't really get my mind on anything, i must have gone through pages of paper just doodeling, drawing names i shouldn't do at work and then scribbling them out when i realised what i was doing!, geez i have an interesting life huh?

Now i'm off to look for cheap hotels in blackpool.

you do someone a favour and thats how they repay you, you know if its not address to you don't fucking read it.

I have had pms from hell today, not exactly helped by the fuckwits i have to deal with today. You don't realise how truly fucking thick people are till you have to deal with them. I had a woman today who bought a dvd player thingy for about £600 and she said it wasn't working she said it was a manufacturing fault but it was out of warranty, turns out shes kept it in the box for 6 months after she bought it before she tried it. Maybe its just me but if i'd forked out £600 for something i'd a least check it fucking worked straight away not leave it in the box for 6 months and then decide to have a look at it. i swear i've been wound like a spring all day waiting to blow, just a good job i was only in for 4 hrs or i'd have ending up screaming at someone.

Then you get the moran who haven't paid for 6 months and owe £5000 who call up and ask if they can order something, some people should just deserve to be slapped.

i'm not looking forward to christmas, sitting at my grans bored out of my brains. Its not even a question of what we're gonna do at christmas, i don't have a choice, i'd love to just stay home on my own and chill out soend the day doing what i want to, but i know if i even mention it my gran will get all upset and my mum will probably wanna stay here if i do, so instead i end up doing something i don't want to do just to keep everyone happy. Sometimes i just wish i could get on a bus and not come back.

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i have a butterfly living in my house, hes been on the ceiling for months but nows hes flown onto the lamp, pondering if i should buy him a plant, what do butterflys eat?, whats he been eating for all the months hes been on my ceiling?, is it wrong that i've named nim bertie :)

pg 158 of the boots gift guide, look real close and see whats there :)