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April 17th, 2007
03:56 pm - Technology and V. Tech Murders Lifted from TCS Daily, here.
Evil is unspectacular and always human and shares our bed and eats at our own table. -- W. H. Auden We are now enduring the endless outpouring of words from those trying to "come to grips" with what happened at Virginia Tech. (I found myself about to type the word "tragedy" to describe what happened, but we have succeeded in rendering that word so lame and so far from its original meaning that even its generally accepted sense of "any dramatic, disastrous event, especially one of some moral significance," is imprecise and not really useful here.) We tote up the figures. We compare this slaughter with Whitman at the Texas tower, or that guy at Luby's Cafeteria, or the boys at Columbine. All the dumbed-down and numbed-down words are poured forth, column after column - slaughter, massacre, grim, terrorized, etc. We still seem transfixed by old technology. We endlessly gabble about "automatic weapons" and the speed with which they can kill. We are reminded that a "hand gun" can be easily concealed - in a backpack or a winter jacket. Well, yes, this Korean emigre could not have killed so many people so quickly if he were firing and loading a musket - or for that fact, wielding a baseball bat or a machete. But the power to kill, to slaughter more efficiently and at a distance has been in man's hands for centuries. And yet we continue to wallow in the world of if only. If only it were not so easy to get a hand gun. If only those hapless campus police had locked down the school. If only there weren't all those video games where you can mindlessly shoot people at the push of a button. If only it weren't so easy to kill. Bronze made it easier. The broadsword made it easier. The crossbow. The musket ball, the bullet. The revolver, the Winchester, the Gatling, the Maxim, the Browning. Brass and powder and lead, packaged and propelled so rapidly by physics and man's inventiveness. But whether the tool is a rock or a 9mm. pistol, the "easier" part comes from a man's heart. Technology will always make it ever easier to live and die. And its "proper control" will continue to be the first refuge of those who find it difficult to believe, let alone deal with, the truth of an evil or demented mind, a dark heart, a hellishly bent soul and its capacity to surprise, horrify and confound us. Current Mood: contemplative
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April 1st, 2007
01:09 pm - *grin* Yesterday was a great day for many reasons. It started and ended well. To those involved in making it a great day, you know who you are.
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March 25th, 2007
11:11 pm - There are many here among us.... ......who feel that life is but a joke.
BSG = Wow.
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03:50 pm - Contact I'm glad life is funny, or at least it pretends to have a sense of humor.
A lot of times, just when you see yourself picking up, it boots you in the teeth, just to let you know that maybe you aren't in the clear yet. I think I managed to achieve some sense of balance lately, between bootings or whatever my crappy metaphor is here. :)
Ehh, I can't really complain I guess, life has just been hectic. Feeling light on friends lately too. I know it's not the case mind you, but a lot of them have moved away in the past year, and that's kinda hard in some ways. Had a little party last night...and I mean little. 6 people came over, when normally these partys are around 12. So I have a crapton of leftover food now. Oh well...diet out the window I guess for the time being. Aww, who am I kidding, I was never on a diet, but I was eating better...guess I should clarify that.
Anyway...back to wherever the day takes me.
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February 26th, 2007
11:15 pm - Anybody miss me? Don't worry, it's cool if you didn't. Man...can't believe it's been over a year since I posted anything. Mass kudos to those of you who stuck it out. :)
Lot happened in the last year, learned a lot about who I was, who I wasn't, dropped 15 lbs, did some things I was proud of, some things I wasn't so proud of, made many new friends, lost a couple friends too. No deaths though....gotta count that as good for the past year. I tried being someone I wasn't. I didn't like him. Left him in a ditch somewhere.... Remembered who I was, if you missed him, he's back. :)
I did learn something interesting though. How easily people can have misconceptions about things...little things, big things. Something you might think of as inconsequential can move the world, for good or for bad. It's in trying to fix the bad that you learn I guess. :) Some lessons are harder than others.
Do I have anything to share with any of you? Yep. Don't ever get bogged down in negativity...not within yourself, not from external sources. If people around you are too negative..challenge them. If they can't be positive, move on. If you're too negative. Pray that someone tries to help you be less so.
Deep enough for you? Don't grab your waders or anything... ;) Current Mood: thoughtful
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February 17th, 2006
12:29 am - Update What more than once a year?? I know..you're ALL shocked.
Let me give you the short version...
I was getting a house, I had been married 3 years. (Yes, read into that...no house now, and wife is divorcing me...why you might ask is she doing that? Someone needs to explain it to me, and everyone else who knows her, because NOBODY knows why. At this point...I'm cutting my losses, gonna power through, and find me a woman who appreciates me.)
I still like my new job.
I still like all you peeps...sorry I don't post more. :(
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January 2nd, 2006
11:37 pm - Fear the Happy Bunny Meme
 hi. cram it.
Who's Your Happy Bunny? brought to you by Quizilla
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December 30th, 2005
12:21 am - Annual update. Ok, all you haters who want to get on me for not posting. Don't.
That said, here's the news:
New Job. Oracle. Start in January.
Building a House. Should be ready in July or so.
Haven't yet conquered the world...work in progress.
I still make and enjoy alcoholic beverages.
Annoying addendum to the previous statement: some grapes come treated with sulfur, they use it as a fungicide..however...it produces beautiful red wine..that tragicly smells like rotten eggs.
Further addendum to the previous addendum (addendum is a fun word): Rotten egg smelling wine can be fixed by using copper in some way shape or form...hoping to salvage that wine...more to come..check back for annual update #2 in 2006. :P
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August 16th, 2005
12:19 pm - I'm back, and all I brought you was some stupid meme. :)
All-Around Awesome
You have: 77% SCIENTIFIC INTUITION and 85% EMOTIONAL INTUITION</b> |
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Your Emotional Intuition score is a measure of how well you understand people, especially their unspoken needs and sympathies. A high score score usually indicates social grace and persuasiveness. A low score usually means you're good at Quake.
Your Scientific Intuition score tells you how in tune you are with the world around you; how well you understand your physical and intellectual environment. People with high scores here are apt to succeed in business and, of course, the sciences. | |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 99% on Scientific |
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You scored higher than 99% on Interpersonal |
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June 17th, 2005
04:48 pm - Batman Begins Long time no post, and all you suckas are gonna get is a short movie review. Hold your sarcasm, kthx.
Batman Begins.....has resurrected the Batman franchise that Joel Schumacher attempted to kill. We finally have a Batman again who fits the mold. A mold that was adhered to more closely with the Mike Keaton Batmans than the latter two (who I will NOT dignify by naming here).
This movie is dark, brooding and on some level even a little scary. This is what I expect Batman to be. The 1960s campy Batman had it's place, but this Batman isn't that Batman. Confusing, no?
Long story short. I liked the heck out of Batman Begins. It was a good way to spend a couple hours of my afternoon.
Oh yeah...and I hope all you guys are well and whatnot..you know..the obligatory well wishing that comes from not posting for an age. :) Current Mood: impressed
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March 14th, 2005
04:18 pm - Darn Funny This is pricelss
Long Linked Story Short: Overly sensitive fellow from CA finds his name in a walkthrough for some crappy Blair Witch game made years ago and asks the game site that hosts the walkthrough to remove his name from their site. A HILARIOUS exchange of e-mails ensues between the site editor and this obvious jackass. Worth the read, and good for a chuckle. Current Mood: amused
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January 27th, 2005
11:14 am - Fear the Black Badger
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January 20th, 2005
04:44 pm - Yeah....bout right. Sunny/Dark: 7/10 drY/Gross: 2/10 Traditional/Offbeat: 5/10 Active/Passive: 8/10
You are a DYT--Dark Dry Traditional. This makes you a Cynic.
You're a realist. You'll take the piss out of anything, and do it with style and a skinny gray tie. You find humor in the mundane. When the mundane is thousands of working class families watching their retirement savings get snarfed by unpunished white collar bandits, that REALLY gets the larfs.
You bring humor with you, and can flip over any situation to find the tender funny underbelly.
Incidentally, you're better equipped than anyone else to shake off the bad things happen to you. Mysterious lump? You've seen scarier lumps in your garlic cheesey grits. It seems like nothing makes you truly happy, but nothing really upsets you, either.
Your comic sensibility was more in tune with the eighties. But cross your fingers -- another coupla years of Bush and maybe we'll work up a nice Reagan-era national bitterness again. A sardonic orange cat will once again rule the newsprint, and Springsteen'll write more righteous Jersey retro-cock-rock anthems for the progressive pols of 2024 to cold gank. What's past is prologue!
You might like David Letterman, or maybe stay up to see if Conan has another "Pierre Bernard's Recliner of Rage."
Of the 3667 people who have taken this quiz, 10.5 % are this type.
Your Active humor score of 8/10 means you are a comic house on fire. You are Def Comedy Jam (for the first five minutes, before it becomes repetitive and degrading). You are a library of witty rejoinders, in-jokes, ad-libs and meatballs. Yeah, I said meatballs. They're underrated.
The trick for you is to ease yourself into a situation, since you have the capacity to dominate. If you're socially well-adjusted, you're awesome. If you're kind of nervous and twitchy like Daniel Radcliff in the Prisoner of Azkaban special features, then there can be trouble.
Want to know your brand of Funny?
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December 21st, 2004
11:31 am - Merry Christmas Well, it's not really my thing to send out Christmas Cards, but I want to wish all my friends a Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and Happy Chanukah, or whatever holiday you want to celebrate. Best Wishes to you all in the new year. Current Mood: content
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November 2nd, 2004
09:58 am - Remember... Tammany, Pendergast, and Daley; Kennedy in Chicago and Texas in 1960; Clinton and the Chinese in 1996; Al Gore and the military vote in Florida in 2000; Torricelli in New Jersey in 2002; California in 2003.
What am I talking about? You tell me.
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October 7th, 2004
01:57 pm - Everyone Loves Flipper! http://www.kerryoniraq.com/
Got 13 minutes? Go watch the evolution of a position on Iraq..or is it a revolution, or an absolution??
I'm not going to torture you with any more words that end in "-olution". :)
"I can think of a lot of words to describe Senator Kerry's position on Iraq; ‘consistent' is not one of them." - Dick Cheney Current Mood: amused
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September 28th, 2004
02:56 pm - Theme Song Meme Stolen from fontosaurus:
Cut and paste this. I want to see how far this goes. If you could choose any song to make an entrance to, sorta like your "theme" song or whatever....Which one would it be?
1. prizm - The Prodigy - Spitfire... or Metallica - Leper Messiah 2. villainousT - Madvillain (Madlib & MF DOOM) - Rhinestone Cowboy 3. megerber - Bolero - Ravel 4. glitter-ninja -- The Pixies, Where Is My Mind 5. schwa242 -- Frank Black - Hang on to Your Ego 6. mezdeathhead -- The Monsters - creature from the black lagoon. 7. atillathehung Motorhead, "Born to Raise Hell" 8. trista: Copland - Fanfare for the Common Man. 9. fontosaurus: "More Human than Human (Warlords of Mars Mix)" - White Zombie 10. snocat: "Shin Jingi naki Tatakai" - Tomoyasu Hotei Current Mood: bored
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September 8th, 2004
09:27 am - Have you had your meme today? Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I'll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty.
Post it in your journal after I do yours so I can see the reverse.
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August 24th, 2004
01:49 pm - Got the G-mail Hookup. My little bro set me up with a g-mail account. So if you wants to reach me there....send to:
jthoward \at/ gmail \dot/ com
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July 27th, 2004
10:46 am - I suck. I never really post much anymore...but I'm actually busy...honest!
I'm kinda broke at the moment...and can't attend the wedding of a friend like I wanted to. (but to make up for it...I got tickets to take him, his wife, and me and my wife to go see The Vikings play Green Bay on Christmas Eve...so I guess I'm not that bad of a friend)
Work kinda sucks...wouldn't mind a different job...but it's not urgent I guess...
So yeah...lately...it's just been 'meh'.
Hope your days are less 'meh' than mine. :) Current Mood: blah
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