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. . . gross girls in capri pants . . .
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| . . . ouch . . . |
[Oct. 11th, 2008|01:01 am] |
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| |  uncomfortable | ] |
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| | the arcade fire | ] |
uterus wants to fall out.
pain. dying.
ps the best emo blog evar. |
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| . . . feelings . . . |
[Oct. 10th, 2008|01:01 am] |
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| |  wishful | ] |
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| | rise against | ] |
wouldn't it be awesome if they were simple?
or, perhaps even more, if you could make decisions regarding your feelings for people: choose to either love or hate, etc.
but there are those people who have hurt you so much, who it makes you sick to even think of, who hate you--and you know that part of you will always love them.
oh well. that's life.
gross, but it's life. |
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| . . . pennywise . . . |
[Oct. 9th, 2008|05:43 pm] |
is punk rock for jocks.
punk rock for the popular, well-adjusted kids.
it would bore me if the bass drum didn't sound so damn good. |
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| . . . viva Thalía . . . |
[Oct. 9th, 2008|01:11 am] |
I fuckin love "no me enseñaste."
that is all. |
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| . . . me so old . . . |
[Oct. 8th, 2008|02:56 pm] |
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| |  OLD! | ] |
things that make me feel old, installation one.
when I walk from the family room to use the computer because I want to google something, but get to the computer and have completely forgotten why I wanted to use it in the first place.
¡soy muy vieja!
ugh. |
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| . . . by the way, I tried to say I know you from before . . . |
[Oct. 6th, 2008|06:13 pm] |
...ahhhh, when live conspires to make you emo.
why is my Pandora punkish rockish station playing fucking "By The Way" by the fucking Red Hot Chili Peppers?
ughhhhh.
I'm not gonna let it get to me. but I'm not gonna change it either.
and now the Offspring is on. |
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| . . . bloated! . . . |
[Sep. 30th, 2008|09:54 pm] |
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| | iPUNKradio.com | ] |
tummy hurts!
working 10 hour shifts this week cuz I want more money.
WANT TO GO HOME! 3.5 hours left. arggggg.
bloated bloated bloated and laaaaazy. |
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| . . . speedbagin' . . . |
[Sep. 30th, 2008|01:04 am] |
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| | AT WORK! | ] |
Yngwie Malmsteen, you can suck my balls!!!
Randolph (my iPod) just froze. ugh. fucking crappy generation of iPods. poor Randolph. emotears. |
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| . . . chris martin . . . |
[Sep. 24th, 2008|07:44 pm] |
oh my goddddd how much do I HATE Coldplay???
why the fuck does Jason Bentley play them?
is there a worst band?
dear Chris Martin,
you can't write. you're a trite and annoying lyricist. you can't sing very well. you suck. shut up. SHUT UP!!! |
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| . . . my exciting life . . . |
[Sep. 23rd, 2008|03:31 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | dreams | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  lazy | ] |
I actually had a dream about Crystal Light pink lemonade last night.
yeah. in my dream, I was drinking it. the low cal powder kind you make.
so I got up and thought, "mmmmm...pink lemonade." but all we had was some Crystal Light strawberry-banana-orange power. so I made that instead.
it is not as good.
and it made my tummy hurt.
and then I realized that there were potentially subconscious sexual implications in the dream. HA! I think really I was just thirsty.
no quiero trabajar hoy. ugh.
the end. |
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| . . . pushit on me . . . |
[Sep. 22nd, 2008|06:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | tool - "pushit" | ] |
remember I'll always love you
as I claw your fucking throat away |
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| . . . his red nose went in the punch . . . |
[Sep. 18th, 2008|12:29 am] |
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| | los abandoned - "office xmas party" | ] |
it's crazy to me how much music, even relatively chipper music, can affect me on an emotional level.
like this Los Abandoned song "Office Xmas Party." maybe cuz it reminds me of Prague and being homesick and wanting so much to be at home w/ someone. it's like you're back in that moment when you hear songs.
Something Corporate often makes me feel like I'm 19 again and driving around chainsmoking and crying about Nathan. (get out of my dreams, Nathan! seriously!)
I love Los Abandoned. |
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| . . . leave Britney alone!! . . . |
[Sep. 10th, 2008|11:07 pm] |
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| | working | ] |
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| | britney spears - "overprotected (darkchild mix)" | ] |
I'm sorry, but when Britney's on, she's fuckin' on.
I ain't gonna lie: she ain't no Mariah, but I love me some Britney Spears, too.
so.good.
even though she can't sing that well. |
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| . . . I love my iPod . . . |
[Sep. 9th, 2008|10:43 pm] |
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| | working | ] |
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| | rise against - "six ways 'til sunday" | ] |
oh Randolph, how I've missed you.
dear cubicle mate, thank you for leaving your iPod charger here. yay.
I also love Rise Against.
"I miss the person that you were, but I don't miss you"
gosh, who does that make me think of?
it's slow tonight.
it won't be fair if I hate her, if I ate her
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| . . . my car sucks balls . . . |
[Sep. 8th, 2008|04:57 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
know why? cuz for the second time in a week, it has died on the way to work.
awesome, right?
yeah. kickin' rad. |
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| . . . shit! . . . |
[Sep. 7th, 2008|09:20 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | homework, school | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  fuck! | ] |
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| | the deviates - "so i become" | ] |
I forgot all about my homework. fuck fuck fuck!
now I have to do it right now.
I guess it doesn't matter since it's just courses at Mission and I have an MFA, but still...still...
Mike doesn't like the same punk as me. some of the same, he does, but some he doesn't.
tell me why I spent $75 (after shipping) on a book for my soc class and it's loose leaf, aka not even fuckin' bound. they say it's so you can take only the pages you need to class, but I think it's cuz they're cheap fucks. also, my polisci book was $40 and, including index and all, it is 163 pages.
what the flying fuck is that???
serious |
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| . . . to my friends in Hollywood . . . |
[Sep. 4th, 2008|03:42 pm] |
those of you making the decisions. you bigwigs. a couple things.
a) Mad TV. it is not now, nor has it ever been, funny in the least. please, for the love of god, just fucking stop already. your presence contributes to the stupidity of this country.
b) NO MORE MOVIES BASED ON NICHOLAS SPARKS "NOVELS"!!! I can't take it anymore. yeah, I liked watching The Notebook, but how many sappy, over-the-top love stories do we need? there are enough that weren't penned by the evil hand of Mr Sparks. not only do these movies provide cheap and easy entertainment (and, god help us, yet another vehicle for--shudder--Richard Gere), but they also help to perpetuate the myth that Nicholas Sparks is a writer. if you've ever read any of his "novels," you understand and already know that this is a falsity that really must be dispelled as soon as humanly possible.
c) whoever wrote, produced, and funded College and Disaster Movie: watch your fucking backs, because I'm going to murder you painfully. seriously, fuck you. fuck you for encouraging idiocy. fuck you for pushing witless shit on the American public. fuck you for insulting our collective intelligence with your product.
and American movie audiences flocking to see these latter two movies, FUCK YOU TOO!!! I hate you.
I used to want to work in Hollywood. before I realized that it eats everything that's good and then shits out some bastardized, stupefied version for our mass consumption.
and you know what? fuck George Lucas, too. fucking hack. Star Wars sucks. the writing sucks, the movies suck. yeah, that's right. I said it.
love,
me |
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| . . . "want" . . . |
[Sep. 4th, 2008|04:25 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | music | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the cure - "want" | ] |
I love this song. love it.
it makes me feel so completely and deliciously alone in the world.
and hopeless, as if nothing will ever lift me. as if I'm stuck. solitary.
strange how music can do that to you. |
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| . . . so real . .. |
[Sep. 2nd, 2008|02:58 pm] |
if Jeff Buckley weren't dead, I would so fuck him.
mmmmmmmmmm. |
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| . . . eyeBAWL . . . |
[Aug. 31st, 2008|05:57 pm] |
I feel like my left eye is tweeking out today.
I'm not sure if it is, but it fucking feels like it.
how annoying. |
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