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[06 Dec 2006|10:53pm] |
I got bored...Figured I'd try to do a new drawing of 'myself'.
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[06 Dec 2006|02:03am] |
...So far I have watched...
Elfen Lied,
Gunslinger Girl,
Noir,
Chobits,
Twelve Kingdoms,
Hack,
Hack: the Twlight,
Azu Manga Daioh,
Gravition,
Hellsing,
Exsal Saga,
FLCL
-Added after looking on hard drive.-
Wolf's Rain
Fruits Basket
Tokyo Mew Mew
Ghost in the Shell ( Haven't watched it but I have it.)
Utena
Utena the moive
Cowboy Bebop
CowBoy Bebop the moive
OutLaw Star
Candidate For Goddess ( Pilot Candidate )
Serial Experiments Lain
Blood, the Last Vampire
...And...Um, I know I'm forgetting one.
Plus a few moives.
But seriously, I'm looking for more series..
And Recs?
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[05 Dec 2006|01:53am] |
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-Eye twitch.- ...I...I don't know what to make of this anime!
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[02 Dec 2006|01:42am] |
Shiloh gave a weak shiver, warms wrapped around her torso as if to ward off the thoughts that flooded her mind, slightly glazed over green eyes watched the distorted figure of her seemingly only lasting friend as he watched her with sad eyes.
“ I-its not my fault.” She said quickly head tilted downwards as she let her brown hair fall around her head and hide her face. Why had she come here? She shifted her footing, the scoffed at the ground as she quickly looked down the street. “ ..No, that not I meant to say.” Came her voice, the jersey accent it carried more pronounced as she quickly tried to explain herself..” I..I mean -”
He cut her off as he moved away from the door and made a slight sweeping motion with his hand…” Come in…Its gotta be warmer in here then out there…Once you get warm, we‘ll talk”
She looked him in the eyes for the first time since he had opened the door to her, somewhere in the green orbs, under the glazed shine that they seem to carry all the time now, the young man swore he saw a part of the old Shiloh looking out at him, that just maybe he was seeing a little of the young woman that he had grown up with.
Holding herself tighter the young woman past him, he went to put a hand on her should as she noticed her start to sway...But she jumped away as if burned, wide eyes staring at him. There was a sigh and he nodded.
“ Right, sorry.”
She nodded her head once and slowly brought herself further into the warm house, eyes going to the fireplace all at once. She glanced at him for a second before making her way to in and slowly sitting down, ignoring the fact that he was hovering around her like a watch dog. Turning her head slightly she spoke again words harsher then what she had intended.
“ Your don’t have to watch me, I’m not going to fucking broke or anything.”
Jaw she his had, shaggy dark locked falling into his blue eyed gaze as she muttered under his breath. Not gonna brake? How was she other then broken? Feeling her eyes on him again he merely shook his head and instead questioned as he made his way to the small kitchen. “ You hungry at all, want something to drink?”
He heard a weak chuckle from the direction of the fire place as Shiloh answered. “ Something hard would be good.”
There was a tense pause between them.
“ Fuck! Shiloh are you trying to kill yourself!?”
Jae had finally snapped, after a year of her doing this, running off then coming back when she had no where else to go, he simple couldn’t take it anymore. He ignored the way he eyes widened and the winces that shook her body.
“ Every time you leave this place I wonder if I’m ever gonna see you again, I worry that the next time I’ll hear anything is someone coming to come identify you, lord know no body else would do it. Besides. “ He paused his ranting to give her a hard look. “ I doubt they would even recognize you. “
Sudden there was a crack in his voice as he dropped his head. “ I…I don’t understand why your doing this to yourself.”
Shiloh sat silent, staring at him as the words sunk into her thick skull…There was another tense silence as he tried to gather himself.
“ I’m sorry, “ he started gruffly “ But I-” Eyes narrowing he stopped and watched her carefully…
…There was another second, and then it happened. She broke. Her shoulders slumped, her head drops, hair shadowing and hiding her eyes once more. Her arms tightened around herself all that much more, as if she was scared that his next more was to strike out at her. She knew better then that, but the fear gripped at her heart like a cold iron claw. Images flashed over lapping reality turning it into someone she didn’t recognize. She knew nothing more then emotions and even they seemed unclear.
Panic, Fear, Sorrow, Amusement?, more fear, concern, Apologetic, Pitiful ness, Envy?
And then there was nothing…
Jae gave a strangled yell as he watched her body start to fall, within three bounds he was next to her, the medium size women cradled in his arm.
“ Shi..” Came his own broken voice. “ I miss you..”
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[01 Dec 2006|07:30pm] |
Wrote up as an Role play post, but I am rather fond of it and the character.
Ten points and a Cookie if you can guess what she took.
Her mind was swimming as some of the lasting effects of her drug of choice finally started to wane her....She drew a shaky breath, her glazed over eyes trying to focus on the settings in front of her. She knew she was seeing both the real and the fake...and yet she was having a hard telling the two apart... Colours warped, sounds were weird, different even, enchanting almost. It seemed as if her hands, and skin its self was hypersensitive. She could feel every layer of clothing she wore, from the ragged grey long-sleeve, to the ripped up baggy pants. With a wince she closed her eyes and placed her hands in her head shaking it slight to true and clear it...but to no avile. Where was she exactly? How long had it been since she had popped that pill? Hell, did she even want to know what she had
done during the trip? Another shiver went through her body and she mumbled into her hands…“Why the fuck do I keep doing this.” At least she had enough power in her to form a few lucid thoughts…Of course, she knew what she was doing this to herself, but ….There as a wince as she swallowed back the bile that had risen at the thought of it… Clearing her head, if only slightly, she tried to gather herself enough to stand and wander away for the sidewalk bench and towards the source of light. The world churned and turned…The feeling the she was falling became strong once she was standing on her own power. “Come in Shi..” She murmured aloud as she paused…”Just get to the light…” Yeah, get to the fucking light…then you can rest. Arms wrapped around herself to try an stop the shaking
as well as to warm herself up from the cold she half walked half stumbled towards the light that she saw…She only hoped it wasn’t the drug playing tricks on her. To be honest she didn’t know what was worse…This feeling of unknowing…Or the fact that she knew she would do it to herself again the second she got the chance.
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[29 Nov 2006|10:15pm] |
Ooo....
Theres a wiki-therian I, I did not know of this.
Theres also a wiki-fur
-Tilts head.-
...I wonder what other interesting branches wiki has.
And yes...if you can't tell I'm feeling rather...Sharey tonight.
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[17 Oct 2006|10:19pm] |
Embrace Me,For I Am Your SinI am smart wise beyond my years, yet I know nothing. Nothing of how life works, but only of how it doesn't. I know what not to do, but never rarely what to do... I am a soul that lives in the past, and a spirit that live in the future...And last but not least an being that lives in the here and now. Indeed there is no day but today...Yet I often find myself waiting for tomorrow to come when infact there is no tomorrow it is always a sunset and a sunrise away.
Though it within that moment I allow myself to look back and see the mistakes I made. And sometimes I regret. But in no way would I every wish to change the mistakes in my life, only to learn more from them. I've lost many a games, only to learn what moves not to make, yet I still haven't learned how to win. And with those loses I have learned how to win most some of the games put in front of me.
Me only hope is that I can continue to learn.
And Save Myself From This Wicked Embrace.
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