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Self Acceptance, Otep style -- "Perfectly Flawed" [May. 14th, 2008|09:56 pm]
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[music |Otep - Perfectly Flawed]

Please try out "Perfectly Flawed". I'll know if you don't.

"I'm rejecting my reflection 'cause I hate the way it judges me"

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Not so fast, buddy - daily lol [Apr. 26th, 2008|01:10 pm]
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http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/sdo/71303052.html
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How are you Perfectly Flawed? [Apr. 24th, 2008|11:21 pm]
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[music |Otep - "Perfectly Flawed"]

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OTEP - acoustic performance of Otep's poetry [Apr. 10th, 2008|06:31 am]
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[music |OTEP - And I Burn]

1st time I've heard acoustic OTEP. Thanks to Z93 for hosting the band.

"And I Burn"




Here's the text, from her book "Caught Screaming"

there is this
weight

within me

a kiss

heavier than
the sun

a slow
invasion
of strange
beauty

injected
in the flesh

an odd
nourishment
for my soul

thickening
far away atoms
like fat, happy
buddhas

an intimate
new language

softer than
the breath
that slips
from
your lips

in veritas

the depth
of you

fills me

and I burn
and I burn
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super bowl [Feb. 3rd, 2008|07:01 pm]
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[music |The Pineapple Thief - "Dead in the Water"]

will someone post the EOQ scores so I can see if I won anything in my work pool? I don't have TV.

Thanks. :)
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A little politics [Jan. 11th, 2008|12:18 am]
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[music |Otep - "Thots"]

http://headbangersblog.mtv.com/2008/01/10/might-makes-write-otep-shamaya-preaches-political-change/

“Politics, it seems to me, for years, or all too long, has been concerned with right or left instead of Right or Wrong.”
– Richard Armour

And yes, well, here we are again, wrapped snugly in the stink of another election season.

More solicitations, more scandals, more bias, more punditry, promises, defamations of character, and compulsive idealism. It’s tantamount to mental murder in my book. Ah, but so it goes for those of us who carry the moniker “political junkie” with pride and honor. I get especially nostalgic during these days of combustion and chaos. I am brought back to memories of writing and recording our first (overt) political song, “Warhead,” which successfully placed me on many secret government lists as an agitator, malcontent and refusenik. So be it. I am proud of this song and the bedlam it caused the Conservative Right, but also of the empowerment it gave to so many who needed to scream the rage away. I am also honored by all the messages we get from soldiers in Iraq and around the world thanking me and the band for creating this song and our new battle anthem, “Confrontation.” Indeed, I sleep soundly knowing our small artistic contribution to Democracy is running amok among the stoic fields of yes-men politics.

Writing political songs is a different emotional experience for me. It’s hard to explain but it feels like I’m doing some good on a level that someone like me was never intended to impact. When we filmed the video for “Warhead” it was in front of a green screen and, at first, I found it difficult to summon the emotion needed to fulfill its visual birth. So I asked the production crew to print out various photos of George W. Bush and hang them all over the lighting rigs and camera stands so that no matter where I turned, I had no choice but face this enemy swine. It was horrifying seeing that smug, pug-ugly grin and scumbag scowl staring back at me. But it heightened my awareness and made for great drama. In fact, I think I frightened the crew on several occasions because most people rarely see the kind of rage, dedication, and violence someone like me can conjure. I can’t help it. I care about my country so it’s impossible for me to know any other way. But I digress.

Indeed, I remember those early days of the Bush empire with a suffocating remorse. It felt as if the whole world had been stuffed inside a burlap bag and thrown into a placid, rancid pond. And all of us, Democrat, Independent, Anarchist, and Republican, were sinking, little by little, into the thickening muck. Well, not much has changed, but at least now, it seems, we’ve finally remembered how to swim.

Last week, the story on all the news channels was ‘The Youth Vote Rallies for OBAMA” and “RECORD TURNOUT AS FIRST TIME VOTERS SWARM POLLS”. I read this with great delight. This is the sort of age I want to live in — where the disenfranchised, disillusioned majority finally stand up, raise their fist, and gut punches the establishment. I have always been a fan of and written about this type of cultural heresy. I believe in the power of the people. I believe in manipulating the system to work FOR us by using it AGAINST those that have hijacked our rights and freedoms.

Now, I know some of you probably just switched off and wondered aloud, “Why can’t Otep just stick to music? Why does she have to do this political s–t?” Well, never you fear, shallow swimmers, there will be plenty more music and paradigm destruction to come. But with the recent assassination of Benazir Bhutto (Google it) I am reminded just how delicate and precious our form of democracy truly is.

When I first began writing oppositions to the Bush (p)Residency and the Iraq war, there were so many who felt helpless and replied, “I agree with you but WHAT CAN I DO?” Well, there is a new spirit rising in the necropolis of America. Now, the messages I receive have a similar wording but the meaning is different. People still reply “What can I do?” but now it is an offer of engagement. Now, the crust of our soul-crushing slumber has been wiped away. Now, we are ready and focused to secure our voice in the cries for change.

This week, Hillary Clinton won the New Hampshire primary. Is this the headline that excites me? No, not as much as the reality that the people (again) had their say and proved every single pollster and pundit completely and utterly DEAD WRONG. Every election season has its story. I believe this epoch will be defined by YOU, by those that have decided enough is enough, that it is time for action. You will be the authors of this amazing moment in American politics, the likes of which our nation has not seen since the Youth Movement in the early sixties. Now, I am not publicly endorsing a candidate, although I am drawn to the policies and leadership abilities of Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton. (I can hear the Kucinich, Ron Paul, and Bloomberg supporters groan with opposition). But don’t listen to me or Oprah or anyone else but your own heart and mind. Get involved, be informed.

And if I may exercise a stunning display of hubris, I will quote a lyric of mine (from our new song “Confrontation”) that I hope provokes you to step out of your comfort zones, out of your apathy, and push the membrane a bit further from the nucleus:

STAND UP,
SPEAK OUT,
STRIKE BACK!

Quaint? Idealistic? Oh, even unrealistic? Perhaps. But you try telling that to all the people who invaded the polls (in record numbers) throughout Iowa and New Hampshire the last two weeks. Try telling that to these beautiful souls who gave the proverbial finger to the “Man” and pimp slapped the archaic, aged Authorities and made them rethink everything these vermin disciples of self-entitlement herald as their own.

I am not as jaded as some might presume I am supposed to be. Until recently, I lived a life of violence and overall ugliness. But through the love of friends, family, art, and a raging pathology to win, err I mean, competitive spirit, I believe in fighting for what is right, that our action (or inaction) matters. This is an exciting time in America, I am proud to live to see it.

So, yes, well, here we are again, wrapped snugly in the stink of another election season. But truthfully, dear friends, I am beginning to adore the smell.

To victory …

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Me again. Thank you, Otep.
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My new CD [Dec. 14th, 2007|10:07 pm]
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[music |purrrrr]

Stolen from meeper.

1. Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article. That is your band's name.
2. Click random article again; that is your album name.
3. Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.

The new CD by Gordon Greenwood Elementary School -- "Woodbury, Pennsylvania"

Featuring the tracks
1. Polar-ring galaxy [If Hawkwind can have a song called "Spiral Galaxy 28948" we can damned well have one called "Polar-ring Galaxy".]
2. Jipsinghuizen [ We sneezed and made a song about it.]
3. Swedish Left [A political song, intending to show Americans that their government isn't the only one around that sucks.]
4. Culture of Turkey [That's right, Turkey the country. I'll have you know that part of its culture is derived from that of the Ottoman Empire.]
5. Leighton Coleman [An ode to one of our favorite PA clergymen.]
6. 497 in Ireland [Not all songs have a lot of meaning.]
7. Well-formed XML document [Instrumental.]
8. Theories for Everything [We expound on philosophical matters.]
9. Gabriella Paruzzi [Our cross-country skiing heroine.]
10. Kia Drayton [Our first secret crush.]
11. Fremont Hotel and Casino [Our mob connections revealed.]
12. Kantianism [More expounding.]
13. Cantaloop [A cover of the US3 song.]
14. Lake Wilkie [Oh, memories....]
15. Sitter (football) [No howlers here.]
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Check out Analog Missionary [Dec. 2nd, 2007|06:23 pm]
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[Current Location |Chair]
[mood | happy]
[music |cat purring]

I found these guys on MySpace a while ago and really like them. I finally got around to buying "Transmitter" from them from their page. Please check them out. The vocals can be reminiscent of Tori Amos, and they actually do an awesome cover of "Caught a Light Sneeze". Here's what last.fm says:
"Analog Missionary is an atmospheric/cinematic art-rock band from the Southern USA. Utilizing atypical instrumentation (such as theremin, banjitar, Chapman Stick) and world-music influences, its members include Anstrom, Tony Novak, Kevin Kaiser, and the Mark. They have released one full-length album, Transmitter, a music video/short film for their song Lilith, and a soundtrack for the 1920's silent film classic Nosferatu, entitled Voyage of the Demeter."
http://www.last.fm/music/Analog+Missionary

Recommended songs: "This", "Secret Race", "Dirty Road", below, and then "Transmitter" which isn't on this player.
http://www.myspace.com/analogmissionary <--also


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Has anyone seen this? [Nov. 24th, 2007|02:41 pm]
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[mood | scared]
[music |heater]

Zeitgeist
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Yay or Nay? [Nov. 23rd, 2007|06:58 pm]
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[mood | contemplative]
[music |dishwasher]



I can't create a poll any more, so just comment if you want to.
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Facebook [Nov. 22nd, 2007|02:05 pm]
[music |Suck - "21st Century Schizoid Man"]

What do you think of this:
The Facebook Betrayal

I saw a scary facebook video too but I don't want to embed it w/o checking into it a little more.  Booo.
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Check out OTEP! [Nov. 22nd, 2007|04:45 am]
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Join OTEP on ReverbNation [Nov. 14th, 2007|09:19 pm]
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[Current Location |Chicago]
[mood | bouncy]
[music |OTEP - "Breed"]

OTEP have joined with ReverbNation to reach out to new fans and friends. If you would like to be a part of the action, fill your email in here. The band will be offering free stuff for anyone wishing to promote, or you can just come over and explore and hear new music.

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That's right.... [Oct. 4th, 2007|07:58 pm]
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[Current Location |chair]
[music |zip]

Yeah.
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Fine, I'll update [Dec. 13th, 2006|11:47 pm]
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[mood | exhausted]
[music |Red Sparowes - "Buildings Began to Stretch..."]

The kitty is doing better.  PSA for the day -- if your precious feline companion loses weight, don't just think she'll snap out of it.  Kitty livers are not meant to handle the fat that mobilizes when the kitty loses a lot of weight, and the liver can become "fatty," (hepatic lipidosis) or diseased , then eventually fail.  Waiting too long will get you a dead cat. 

I am calling her "chicken leg" because you can see how tiny her actual leg is in the shaved part where the IV was. 
She's on --
antibiotic - liquid
laxative - liquid
anti-nausea - liquid
antacid - pill
appetite stimulant - pill
anorexic diet (a/d) prescription cat food - force fed

She's eating on her own, finally, but I still have to make sure she gets enough or force feed her the difference. 

$1000 in vet bills.

DON'T WAIT IF YOUR CAT LOSES WEIGHT.  TAKE IT TO THE VET.
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Come, be my children [Dec. 13th, 2006|11:30 pm]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |Jorn - "After the Dying"]

COMBAT CARDS 2.1
watch sillylibra fight
CREATE YOUR CARD
what should i read next
(It's sort of like Progress Quest.)
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Interpretation of Trivium [Aug. 8th, 2006|09:22 pm]

Boat!!!! Rudder!!!!
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American Pervert [Jul. 12th, 2006|08:15 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |Dirty Vegas - "Save Me Now"]

Bad, bad man.

I don't even remember which one he was.
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[Jun. 23rd, 2006|02:30 am]
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[Current Location |In front of the computron]
[mood | listless]
[music |Otep - "Requiem"]

I want this
Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Which was made by
Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Someone please make this happen, once the tribute to Dime is over. Thx. :)
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For Gizmorox [Jun. 22nd, 2006|08:27 am]
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[mood | sleepy]
[music |This video]

I thought you might like this.  It's a kid caught singing and dancing to that Gnarls Barkley song that you like.  Hahahaha.

http://www.break.com/index/gnarlskid.html
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