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shxtgun @ 2008-07-24T16:11:00

2008-07-24T21:54:01Z

i'll have to wonder why

this summer has been so boring.
i'm so tired of standing still.
everyone seems to be down about
something. even my bones hurt.

i am lacking words.

a while ago brock and i went to
BR for a lost marathon and lots
of sushi. nice and lazy.

my baby kitabell!

one weekend alex came visit me in hma.
webcam pics are redundant, i know.

went swimming. woo.

jordan and adam came swimming too.

madeline and natalie [and tiana and kervin!!]
came for a visit. they are moving back
to louisiana and i am sooo insanely excited.

i am not me lately.
someone shake me.

shxtgun @ 2008-07-02T03:37:00

2008-07-02T09:54:40Z

slow down because nobody

yaaaaay!
update time!
update time!

i don't remember when this was...
tried to play with sparklers with
phil. total disaster. hahah the
humidity and mosquitoes killed us.

danced it off.

mini picture day with bbygrl amanda!

playtimeee.

TOO HOT

doof-fest webcam pics with percy and pip.

random night riding around with two
cute boys. oh haaaaiiii phil and corie.

night with phil, corie, and alahna.
so good. flashlightssss.

TATTOO PARTY.
playlist: miley cyrus on repeat.
haaaar, love it.

guh is TUFF

chalk day.
bad idea.
it was so fucking hot outside.

phil

jordan

percy

me

brock

it is 4:53 AM.
i'm 90% moved back to houma. things
have been looking up. in other words,
i am keeping busy and i like it. i have
good friends and i have better friends.
i can't keep up with myself. you just
don't notice yet. i will figure it out.
bigger things have happened.

"jesi, yr not a mess."

move one inch at a time.

shxtgun @ 2008-06-06T13:39:00

2008-06-06T22:49:07Z

she said she never envisioned him

what the fuck.
where have i been?
i'm sorry. i've been busy seeing friends
and not taking many pictures because i
have barely been on an adventure in a long
time and i drive too much and i am lazy too
much and i am moving home soon and i need to
make bigger plans and this is such a long
sentence so i think i should shutup and update.

drove drove drove with adam.
no intentions of anything but found
a house and tboy and bayou talk. i'm
not making any sense. shuuuuboy.

downtown with adam, phil, and mark.
i want to steal phil's camera. i want
louisiana's weather to not be so fucking
hot and humid.

phil and i ran off into the sunset. haaar.
we made each other laugh even though we both
had headaches and troubles. wub BFF phil!

so my sister sarah [readers may or may not
know abt because she is VERY anti-getting
her picture taken]...has moved back to houma
with my dad and had a babyyy!

haaa.okaydumb.

introducing audrey elizabeth.
aka mcmuffin!

lol dis is my dad and mcmuffin!

i love her. hahaha gloworm.

mini photoshoot with her.

amanda, adam, and i went to that house amanda
showed me a while back...went at night to do
some long exposure experiments.

fucking stumbled into a huge piece of
glass that i couldn't see at all...

yeah, so that hurt a wittle bit.

this was an accident.

this weekend should be epic...
so another update sooner rather
than later. i have nothing to say.

i have way too many bad habits.

shxtgun @ 2008-05-07T03:56:00

2008-05-07T10:30:27Z

i can't believe this is happening.

sorry i haven't updated in a while.
my apt hasn't had internet in weeks.

in case you missed the news, after my
lease is up i'm packin' up and moving
back to houma. ugh. for the best, blah
blah. until then, unfortunately, my
updates will probably stay few and far
between. BUT I'M STILL LIVIN' SO
DON'T UN-ADD ME, JERKS.

obnoxious webcam pictures. ya know.

we actually took like...50 more.
but i won't bore you more.

window markers on a rainy day.

adam, brock, and mark came for a visit.
really strange night...smartassitism,
hick cop, tickle fights, dexter. oh
sooo cryptic. IT IS 5:20AM FUCK OFF.

lol three minute graffiti to spare
my feelings getting hurt when someone
paints over it. SNAZZY.

doodlez:

anyone remember that jrnal i started
two years ago? no? well, whatever. i
have added to it VERY little by VERY
little ever since the first time i
posted a few pages.

dis jrnal:

here is what i never posted [some very old
some very new]:

some paintings...again //
some old, some new:

i want to get an etsy site soon.
start selling some of those and
other things...like these:

careless care less.
care less careless.

lately, most of my days are just lazy.
what a waste of time. so what.

shxtgun @ 2008-04-16T16:51:00

2008-04-16T21:52:26Z

don't even say a word.
you had your chance and

i haven't updated in so long.
eeek. sorry abt being a slacker.

quinn has come to visit me a few times.
love herrr. we played with tiny cat.

and made brownie bites.

yummm.

some other time.
"hotel party part one"
with adam, brock, alahna, and jasper.

had such a fun adventure day with some of
my favorite people. phil, adam, and brock.

abandoned something. idk. as you can tell,
i'm not big on captions today.

then we ate the best sushi ever followed by
i'm not sure how, but we found this old
boat and took goofy pics on it. really
silly, but i'm proud of my editing of these.

yup, these are very repeatative.

then to a park!

brock is awesome.

lol.

to top off the randomness of the day,
we stopped at one of those creepy fairs
and phil and i went on the zipper. haha
kind of a "why not" type thing.

lately things have been a total downer.
i learn more and more not waste worry on
situations out of my control. whatever
happens, happens. i just can't wait to
really feel settled. my friends are being
such a big help and i couldn't be more
thankful for that. stayin' posi. nonstop.

here's where second best overtakes the rest.
people like you are why people like me exist.

shxtgun @ 2008-03-27T15:50:00

2008-03-27T22:20:26Z

the truth is, you know,

hi new friends
and old friends.

this is a decently large update.

STORY TIMEZ.

so, i got to be an extra in a movie
with jack black and my crush, michael
cera and a ton of other semi-to-really
famous folks. it was definitely different
but i had a blasttt. and not bragging,
but it made my day...or week...or year,
i talked to michael cera for like...
two minutes.

i'm totally awkward, but who cares!
he is adorable. swoon!

the back of the set, lol:

i have a picture of myself in costume, but
i'm actually too embarrassed to show it. hahaha
yeah, i look that gross. and normally i don't
mind showing me making fug faces.

whatev...imagine me dressed up like the masses
if you can even really tell what they are wearing:

the last scene of the day was jack black giving
some speech and then it starts "raining" and we
all had to dance and jump around excited. i really
doubt you will be able to see me in the movie, but
i am basically in the front, middle section. paha.

oh and for the LOLz, check out the people that i
literally was close enough to high five. [and did
speak FEW FEW words to:]

kyle gass from tenacious d:

horatio sans from SNL:

paul scheer from human giant / best week ever / VH1 stuff:

and christopher mintz-plasse aka MCLOVIN:

haaaahaaaa. so good.
after a loooong day i got to drive home...
all sleepy and sunburnt and curly hair
from the "raining" scene. yuuup!

so, i kind of took a break from going to
houma, but ended up missing everyone way
too much, so i went for a nice visit last
weekend. first night was just time with
quinn and phil. we went to my old junior
high school for really no reason at all.

but ya know. time with my bbys is time
well spent. plus we had candy and snackz.

next day//
phil, quinn, kaitlin, and me!

it was pretty outside, so we played.

rolled down a hill:

got real itchy and messy from the grass:

awwwwwwwwwww!
love them! love them!

"senior picture"...lol.

climbed a treeee.

cart wheels:

then the battle started.

...almost.

...almosttt.

BAM!

handstands:

crazy jumps:

battle part two:

BAM!

BAM!

POW!

hahaha yeah, we're dorks.

then we went to this field place for
some pretty cliche but still cute pics
where we all look kind of angry minus
quinn because quinn is always happy. :p

[i always ruin patterns because it tends
to take me longer to stand still. haha]

that night minus phil plus tons of
friends, went to mainstream for a show.

hey shawntizzy and brock lookin' all fly.

roseline:

[fav]

PAX ROMANA:

sunday percy dropped by for a very little
while. webcam photoshoot? i think so.

lots of pretty faces. mmmmmmmmmhm.

pretty content as of late.
keep it up.

all that there is from here to there.

shxtgun @ 2008-03-16T14:43:00

2008-03-16T20:52:56Z

i don't know why you're holding on

this was a whiiiiile ago.
hung out with phil and keri.
mini adventure, you know.

i've posted abt this place before
but i'm too lazy to go find the old
entry. so whatever, kind of a repeat.

bet you can guess what comes next!

jumpz, duh.

so we went to this pier thing and
were having fun hanging out, eating
chips...and we notice all these
birds so we decide to feed them chips...

then all of their friends showed up.

no, i mean it.

hahaha so...bird photoshoot!

i ruin it cause i don't know how
to make a normal face!

keri is hot.

so is phil!

oh, and we feed a puppy.
i would have kept her but she
kept running away. :[

drive homeee.

i wore phil's amazing bird hat the
whole way home and kept waving at
every car we passed. such a spaz.

got some lomo film developed! yusss!

split cam:
some of these are soooo so so old.

the other half is way more recent.

colorsplash:
new years eve!

some of my babies came visit me
in BR like a monthish ago. didnt
post abt it, but here are the pics
from that daaay.

thanks walgreens photo processing...
WAY TO NOT KNOW WHAT ONE PHOTO FRAME
LOOKS LIKE SO YOU CUT IT UP.

continuation pics from my last update/
hangout with phil bby...again, thanks
walgreens, wtf.

i read some really old journal entries from
back in the day when i had a deadjournal. it
was so weird for me to read what a negative
thinker i was. i'd like to think that i approach
things differently now. strange time for such
a reflection when lately i'm taking notice to
some people's self-centered actions.

that's all i will say abt that. on a different,
sweeter note...i'm excited abt a list of things
right now. i will explain all that sooon.

oh, and i made a d00fy pillow.

i'll tangle up my legs
if i don't slow down.

shxtgun @ 2008-03-06T14:05:00

2008-03-06T22:35:06Z

well, here i am and now

kind of feel like complaining,
but what's the point? it will
get better or worse no matter
what i say. but i will sayyy:

my head fucking hurts!
but when doesn't it?

shutup, whiny.

okay.

mini adventure with phil.
mostly took lomo pics to
be shown on a later update.

blurry, but whatever.

thanks to snowpupgirl's suggestion,
amanda and i explored an abandoned
nursing home...fucked up because of
hurricane katrina...

it was smelly and we had to walk around
in about five inch deep mud the whole
time [definitely almost fell on my ass
more than once] but it was worth it.

in da mud.

house down the street.

then we went to a school that was
also abandoned because of katrina.

lol, bye.

special happy birthday shoutout to my
babyboy, pip! HAPPY BDAY MUFFIN!

i love you!
i love you!
i love you!

i finished that painting i was working on.
i want to start another one. i want to sell
some. maybe some other things, too. little
project ideas. dootdoot. you know.

i don't mind the meantime.

shxtgun @ 2008-02-27T13:48:00

2008-02-27T19:48:55Z

on the one tightrope

i'm so behind on posting.
anddd i still am not feeling like
captioning much. bummer.

i always avoid mardi gras. this
year being no different, amanda
and i road tripped to texas.

we went to downtown houston where
there were like three abandoned
hotels...all of which were impossible
to get into. and it was dark outside,
hence dark pictures. baah.

apparently we should have brought wire
cutters. instead we just walked around a bit.

then after getting bad directions and lots
of confusion we found china town...which was
definitely the highlight of the trip.

oh, hey heaven.

then we ate the best chow mein ever and
drove all the way home. it was a nice girl
talk day, yuup.

ADVENTURE WITH PHIL AND PIP.
sup 9th ward school.

lol lookin' grosssss.

best part!

daaaaaamn.

"accentuate the positive"

i really love this pic.

we felt like we had some time, so
we went downtown new orleans and
took a few more pics.

do i even need to say how much i love
these boys? yeah, didn't think so.

i started a new painting...that makes
my mood a little better. overall, i'm
just stressed lately...getting out of
my apartment only delays the stress...
just keeping myself busy and knowing
eventually i will figure it all out.

i'm just being impatient.

shxtgun @ 2008-02-16T13:25:00

2008-02-16T20:17:20Z

i paste my eyes wide open.

puuuh.
so sick of studyinggg.
kind of behind on posting pics.

tiny bit of captions.
such a slacker.

pip baby got his wisdom teef out.
get well party at his house...phil
and i brought the fun gifts to
entertain. balloon party, WHAT!

mah poor little drugged up snuggle puff.

balloooooooonz!

adventure with phil and alahna!!!! love dem!

kickass school exploration anyone?
shhhhhyus!

one bummer: i have NO idea how, but
my ISO was set on 800, so excuse the
grain. i didnt get to notice until i
was editing. fuckiiin' BULL!

TYPICAL UNTIL I CANT JUMP ANYMORE.

creepy, no?

total cutie, no?

BFFPHIL!

oh look...my car.

lookin' like a turtle. haaai.

escaping pt 1:

escaping pt 2:

what? jesus? butter?

the drive home.

got stuck in terrible mardi gras
traffic...so...you know.

dance party on wheelz. [lol spaz]

okay...so every once in a while some
sugar cane fields get burned...idk some
junk to do with harvest - WHATEVER.

point is, you pass it a lot driving
around louisiana...and i've always wanted
to stop and take pics...lol finally did.

fiya!

college! im trying to do well...we'll see
how i feel after this week. test in western
civ. test in art history. test in algebra.
three hours math lab. first draft english
paper due. so much. not leaving my apartment
all weekend. someone bring me a bubble tea
or maybe some sushi.

back to work now. :[[[

feeling overly uninspired and
that makes my headache worse.