| #010; |
[Sep. 6th, 2005|01:19 am] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| |  pissed off | ] |
Whoever handles the money around here just lives to piss me off. What do they mean part of my payment is missing? Okaa-san sent the check in as usual, and I came in early just to check and make sure it all went through and half is MISSING. You know how pissed off my parents were? Do you know how pissed off I WAS? This is total bullshit.
Now I'm shoved in this workstudy group whose only language currently is SILENCE. Not that I mind the language, since I don't want to talk to anyone while I slice my hands open trying to sew Atobe's stupid face on this ugly ass plushie I had to stuff and stomp on a few times. Another plan that needs to die. Plus, the plushies of me don't flatter my good sides at all. I look bloated and bizarre.
These fucking sewing needles suck. I need more bandages. I'm going to be checking the office everyday, but until then I sew (WHICH I SUCK AT!) and stuff.
My hands hurt. I'm tired. I'm going to sleep.
... GAKUTO I HEAR YOU FUCKING LAUGHING, SO SHUT THE HELL UP! |
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| #009; |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|09:08 am] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | Ryou is listening to |
| | Switchfoot - On Fire. | ] |
It's called being away for the weekend. Away from pests, and soaking up sun. I must say my colour has improved. Shit, I sound like Bigi ni bitch right now.
Oh and I also got guitar lessons. Why? I need another habit rather then sitting around and whining about how bored I am. Besides, I do got some extra time on my hands. I'm not hoping to become some .. huge rock star. (Ha.) But I can make people wish.
Now I'm back, and I found out I didn't miss much.
I did come to a conclusion after coming back, though. I hate the colour orange. |
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| #008; |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|05:56 pm] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| | angry | ] |
| [ | Ryou is listening to |
| | New Found Glory - Your Biggest Mistake. | ] |
....
Die.
All that came out of last night is Gakuto dressing me in a fucking rodeo clown hat that made me want to puke. Other then that, I don't know what type of drugs most of these people are on. Whatever, I don't care enough to discuss it.
( Private ) |
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| #007; |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|09:38 am] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | Ryou is listening to |
| | Changin' my Life - Eternal Snow. | ] |
Gakuto, sweetie -- you're so much fun to piss off. Thanks for amusing me. |
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| #006; |
[Aug. 7th, 2005|08:37 pm] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| |  bored | ] |
A party?
The hell do I want to go to a party for?
Oh well. It doesn't matter. I've been meaning to show off how nicely my hair's beginning to grow back out. Plus, I'm damn sure people want to see me.
Tired. I was out for a few hours, jogging and making sure I don't fall out of shape. It's too quiet around this place though. I'm starting to miss Gakuto's whining and bitching. |
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| #005; |
[Jul. 31st, 2005|04:10 pm] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | Ryou is listening to |
| | Switchfoot - More Than Fine. | ] |
...! ANGER.
Oyaji woke me up to tell me I should start looking for a weekend job.
Who the hell has TIME for a weekend job?
I'd tell him to get bent if I didn't risk getting slapped. |
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| #004; |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|06:57 pm] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | Ryou is listening to |
| | Kangta - PERSONA. | ] |
I'm dead or some shit.
I skipped routine practice, well. I had a good reason so maybe they'll decide to spare me. Well anyway, what did I do today?
Billards today.
Lots and lots of billard rounds, in addition to a movie and inspecting new racquets. (With luck I might get one.)
Who said older brothers are useless? |
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| #003; |
[Jul. 14th, 2005|04:02 pm] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | Ryou is listening to |
| | HIM - Wicked Game. | ] |
Okay well look it's called a post...words or whatever.
Woo hoo, graduated. I'll just be back next year.
God this is so damn lame. Why did I agree to write in a journal again? It's like having a friggin' diary (if any of you comment on that, my foot will go up your ass. NO It's NOT a diary) ... from now on it will be known as my -- log. Yeah.
So how am I spending my summer? Sleeping. Let me be lazy for once in my life until I have to worry about Nationals. I don't need Atobe on me about doing this and that. Training begins for me soon and I need to catch up on a slow afternoon.
I woud be sleeping right now, but hey Oyaji is a bastard. I have to go clean the living room because he said so, when he does shit around the house to begin with. I haven't the time to complain, I better get up before he gets home from work. Nobody wants to be around when he gets home.
Wow, I'm boring today. So uhm, bye. |
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| #002; [Backdated] |
[Jun. 29th, 2005|09:12 am] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| |  hot | ] |
Oh, look did everyone miss me?
Be amazed with how beautiful ore-sama's update is.
God, I can't stand talking like that. How does he do that?
It's early, and it's friggin' hot.
Despite the fact that the mild humidity has ruined my hair--a morning jog did feel good. Anything to get my mind off those damn finals that are about to knock me flat on my face. I've been studying much of this week, but it always seems like as much as I do, I forget about something important. Whatever. I know I'm gonna do good, so bring them on. The only other thing is they take forever and it leaves you really impatient. I'm squirming to get out of here already, because I have more on my mind then just simple stupid exams.
Like Nationals.
If I'm not studying, I'm usually practicing. All the hissy fits Atobe has thrown as he pushed us are really starting to come in handy. Most of the time I do tune him out -- but I get the idea of what he's saying. Thanks to his bitching I've decreased the amount of time it takes for me to finish a game single-handedly. Well, almost. I still gotta tweak on the speed and getting to the net much better. I wanna be prepared for anything and everything. Serves are really no problem nowadays. Bring 'em on. I'm actually eager to see what type of serves rivals throw at me.
As for graduating, many people have come up to me and asked me how I felt about graduating from middle school. The few girls that follow me around said they'd cry .. and I just kind of stared at them. What the fuck. I'm not going far. It's not like I'm transferring to some goddamn unknown random school. I'm just moving up a notch, as they call it. Believe me, I'm not eager to step up and I definitely will not leave Choutarou behind. Yet it does feel good to know that girls will cry to see me graduate. Haha, I feel special. Go me.
Really need to pull Choutarou away one day before I do and do somethin'. 'Cause I understand how hard he's been working now that Atobe's rank will be up in the air. He can do it, I know he can. We've spent the entire year together as doubles partners and he has no let me down once. Always managed to surprise me, too.
( Choutarou )
( Hiyoshi )
But anyways I'm getting bitched at to move my ass, so I'm gonna go take a shower. |
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| #001; OUT OF CHARACTER. |
[May. 30th, 2005|06:29 pm] |
| [ | Ryou is feeling so |
| | bitchy | ] |
Character journal for use for MATCH POINT only.
Don't add Shishi unless you're a member, please. |
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