| ooo can't believe it |
[Thursday
Sep 4, 08 @ 6:24pm] |
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crazy, crazy. Today I bought the new LG ENV2 which I love. I didn't need it.. but it's nice to not have a phone held together with scotch tape. I'm at work bored becuase it's so slow and no one comes in here.. yet I still am not studying for either of the quizes I have tomorrow. So I'm sitting here and this older man comes in asking me about the salon next door. I don't know where the guy is.. I don't know why his door is locked.. why are you asking me? Then he started asking me tons of questions and took a card and made me write my name and 6 lucky numbers on it and he left. He was very nice. About an hour later he came back in with a lotto ticket. Haha. He said if I win just give him 10%. I asked him where I could find him and he took me next door to the salon to meet Abott. He started taking pictures of me with Abott and with him it was strange to say the least. My mom brought me dinner and I'm sitting here in silence becuase I'm sick of B103.9, Chris Brown, and the Jonas Brothers, shoot me. Tomorrow is friday, TGIF! Hopefully I don't have to work 3-9 for Courtney so I can party right aftre school.
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| come on petunia |
[Monday
Aug 25, 08 @ 7:26pm] |
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My life is a shocker.

Things have been very up & down, very unexpected, very say what?. I try to take it easy but I tend to explode with my feelings. Why shouldn't I be able to say exactly how I feel? I have gotten out of hand but who hasn't?
Work is good, easy. I do it alone so there's no one to bother me.
Summer went by so fast. I didn't do anything. I didn't go anywhere. I NEED to see new places. Put me on a plane and fly me to anywhere.
School started today. Most stressful day ever. Couldn't find building K so I parked in the only spot I could find, which ended up being on the complete other side of campus. I wore my favorite new shoes which happen to be 4 inches... why? I found another chick looking for building K so we found it together. I realized I brought my old schedule which had the wrong Comp class on it so I thought maybe I'd get lucky when I followed the chick to her Comp class. Thinking I was straight, I sat through the whole class not knowing that I was supposed to be somewhere completely different. Anyway I'd much rather be in that class than the other Comp class so I'm going to see if I can get them switched.
My shoe broke. My sunglasses broke. I got lunch and headed back for Art Appreciation which I really think will be interesting.
I still have yet to get my textbooks because I haven't gotten paid and I need them ASAP.
The AC in my car is broken so every ride is a sweat session.
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| true affection sinks like a stone |
[Thursday
Aug 21, 08 @ 10:02pm] |
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shit |
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the blow |
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Your depths made a pressure that punctured my works and all your fluids couldn't tolerate the force of my thirst I love the place, where we shared our tiny grace But just because it's real don't mean it's going to work
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| ma bbygrl |
[Thursday
Jul 31, 08 @ 3:39pm] |
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chillin |
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vh1 |
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| please don't shoot me down |
[Tuesday
Jul 1, 08 @ 6:46pm] |
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chipper |
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My birthday was rad!

( i'm flyin )
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[Tuesday
Jun 3, 08 @ 6:43pm] |
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ecstatic |
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Baby, where would we be without saturday night?
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| humpty dumpty |
[Wednesday
May 14, 08 @ 11:55am] |
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Today was one of those days that felt fragile. Like I had to walk on my toes to make sure everything would go smooth. Not like a bomb was going to go off, or anything huge, but that's just how it felt today. I got through first and third period and even made it out of personal fitness without having to run the mile that I owe Frank. I haven't dressed out once in that class and he gets on my ass everyday about something but I walked out with an A and an exemption form for the final.
I got over today's hump and even though Friday is supposed to be my "last day" I know it won't be. I still have tests and quizes and work to turn in. I'm so behind, sometimes I wonder if I'll ever catch up with my shit.
My parents were supposed to go to Miami today and I was so excited to come home to an EMPTY house. It's not horrible having both my parents home all the time but I can never just shut the door and be left alone.
I've been reading a lot lately. Book after book after book and usually I don't have the patients to finish one.
++ book & job recomendations.. send them my way!
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| it's my habitat, it needs to be cleaned |
[Wednesday
May 7, 08 @ 9:24pm] |
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"What I liked about grass was the way it caused me to pay attention, to notice detail and texture and sequence. Without it, things went by too fast."
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| move along |
[Monday
Mar 17, 08 @ 3:00pm] |
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mood |
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silly |
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( lollipop )
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| wanna play calm |
[Tuesday
Mar 11, 08 @ 5:27pm] |
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high |
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vitamin c |
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( but i'm out of control )
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| eat the meal don't let the meal eat you |
[Wednesday
Feb 27, 08 @ 9:27pm] |
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madonna |
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Since we all play our parts am I the victim or the stranger? Is it the people or the places that land the role of danger?

( questional behavior )
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| i am not human |
[Monday
Feb 11, 08 @ 5:20pm] |
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blah |
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 i am just an illusion organized confusion amusin'
( hahaha )
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| fake |
[Sunday
Jan 13, 08 @ 9:46pm] |

I don't want to hear it.
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| If my love was liquid you'd be smashed |
[Wednesday
Dec 26, 07 @ 10:08pm] |
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Some people are so strange.
( rule of 3 )
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| Tell me what you're sippin on.. |
[Thursday
Dec 20, 07 @ 9:45pm] |
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Thinking back, there's not one thing that has played a constant, important role in my life. I danced for 5 years as a kid and quit. Why? I don't feel like I was ever a real kid. I never rode on the handlebars, I sat back and played it safe. I feel like I've done nothing but observed my surroundings. But, then again, I'm content with where I am. My part will catch up with me one day, or maybe I'll catch up with it.
Anyway, I'm really excited for Christmas, although, Christmas shopping is way harder than I thought. My debit card jacked $75 from me today and so far there's nothing I can do about it. I've gotten so lazy I skip school atleast once a week. Next semesters schedule is fucked, as usual. I really need to get my grades up becuase my SAT scores are embarrassing.
I really can't wait until I get a new cameraaaaaaaaa.
I feel like my friends are growing sort of distant but certain circumstances created a barrier that makes me stay pretty close to home. Hopefully that ends with 2007.
I don't even know wtf I'm saying anymore........
“I never thought I was wasted, but I probably was.” -Keith Richards
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