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FRIENDS ONLY,
because I am paranoid as hell

However I am normally a very nice person, so feel free to read a little bit about me here and if you still feel like friending me you are very welcome to do so. Leave me a comment so I know you didn’t just add me to have a bigger number of friends – if you never intend to read my entries or leave a comment you shouldn’t add me.

In case you are only here for my icons (or the rather old resources) – those entries are unlocked or visit my graphics-journal: ghost_sheep

( In solitude the mind gains strength and learns to lean upon itself )

Okay, I'm gonna feel so bad after this, but:

Friends Cut
I realize the last is only two months ago, but I just feel like there are still some people that I have very little to no contact with and... that just doesn't seem right after all. I am really trying to get to know people on my flist, but sometimes I just don't have the energy for that many people and I am sorry for that.
If I cut you I deeply apologize, I am sure you are a very nice person, but I just didn't feel much of a connection - correct me if I'm wrong please.

And again, if anyone who stayed on my flist feels like cutting me then now would be the best time :)

sorry again

I'm sorry you guys, but after thinking about this for quite a while now I did a friends-cut today:

If I cut you I am sorry, but there just wasn't any communication going on between us and I probably didn't even read your entries, which makes me feel like a bitch, so I think it's only fair that I did what I did instead of pretending.
Correct me if you think I'm wrong 'though
Also now would be the best time to remove me if you don't want me on your Friends-List anymore!

No need to thank me if you stayed - simply shows I have actual interest in your life :D

And with that I also unlocked all the old icon/texture/tutorial-entries if any of these were the only reason you added me.

Yep... I said it before: fall is here! It's raining all day long... oh I love it :D. Autumn rocks!
footie:
- Hertha lost against Energie Cottbus - really, as much as I love Energie - DAMNED! this can't be real... I can't believe it and I hate the referee, yeah I shouldn't but arghh! f. him!
- Bayern won... now what a surprise -  did anyone not realize I was joking... of course Bayern won!
- Werder won - another surprise *haha* against Mainz... I feel sorry for Mainz but at this time no one seems able to beat Werder... they rock!
- ManU won! 4-0! Oh yeah baby! Three Rooney *cheers* the other one Ronaldo!
stupid about it: -Chelsea won, too. Means still not leading - I mean by goals: yes, but not by points.
Whatever they were great!

Music: I love, love, love The Veronicas! Can't get enough of listening to the record.
- finally the Christine Evans album arrived (came from Canada o_0) it's good. I like "Push"... some others too, well I guess I like her first record more.

Resources:
- 2 sets of light Textures (I am so lame...)
- 1 set of cloudy sky Textures
- 1 Brush set (various icon-sized decorations...)
- 1 600x300 Grunge Texture

Okay… celebrating my 1000. Icon!
Yeah that’s right I already made 1000 Icons - actually more because some (like the text Icons) are just named icon388_1, icon388_2 and so on… meaning there are actually a lot more, but by naming I made 1000 Icons - and Icons #1000 is…? Andriy Shevchenko! Celebrating his first goal for Chelsea (in the league).

Anyway because of this “special event” - yeah as if you would even care ;D - I made this big Post of doom!
Meaning I have Icons, Resources and Wallpapers for you guys!

I hope you like it - or find anything you like since there are a lot of fandoms in here :-D

BTW: I finally got the album from Jewel and The Veronicas! That’s basically why I included both in the post ^^. Both are really good.
And I changed my User-pics... I had some trouble deciding which Icons I use... but I like these and I'm happy :D

- 60 Icons

[16] Alias
[05] Andriy Shevchenko (1-Dark OTP)
[04] Werder Boys (Diego, Naldo, Owomoyela, Fritz and Schulz)
[03] Cristiano Ronaldo
[06] KT Tunstall  
[05] Avril Lavigne                              
[04] Jewel
[04] Vanessa Carlton
[03] The Veronicas
[03] Alexz Johnson
[03] Fiona Apple
[02] Katie Melua                               
[02] Amy Lee (Evanescence)
                         
- 5 Wallpaper

[01] Joss Stone
[01] Kristen Bell
[01] Anne Hathaway
[01] Ryan Gosling
[01] Amber Tamblyn

- 1 Brush set

- 1 Light-Texture Set

teasers:
4. 23. 49.

I am so addicted… No, I just don’t have anything to do. I started HP 6 though *proud*. And you gotta stand it - sorry :-D

Anyway: I am madly in love with Katie Melua these days. I don’t know why I haven’t listened to her album before since I have it for a while, but now I did because I heard “Nine million bicycles” on the radio. And it’s really good. Anyone who has it?
I especially like “Shy Boy”, “Piece by Piece” and “Just like heaven”.

Maybe I’m in a melancholic mood because - finally - autumn reached Germany. And it’s getting dark earlier, I like that… I don’t know why but autumn is definitely my favorite season.

I also have goodies this time:
- 1 tiny text - Brush set
- 1 set of nature textures… taken from various stock images

 

So I am in tutorial mood because I've done the stuff I had to do and even more...
I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing... ;D
But I have holdays so...

 

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Okay… so, actually I am writing this entry the second time - but I was way too tired to post it yesterday so I do it today :D

First let’s come to some Football News:
- I saw “Deutschland. Ein Sommermärchen” („Germany. A Summer fairy-tale“) Thursday. It was amazing! I loved it… I mean how could I not? At least half of the players half nacked! But okay… that’s not the point ;D. If you get the possibility to watch it (and you like football a bit) do it! Great movie! The music is great and all the german goals are shown again - also the BRILLIANT Lahm-one :D. And some quite funny scenes like Schweini making fun about Poldi because he’s interviewed by a woman ;-)
- The game against Georgia on Saturday:
Ahem… well I don’t know what to say. We won. But it wasn’t good at all. I mean as much as I love Timo, let’s be honest: he sucked. But he knows! I saw an interview with him and he said that Jogi already talked to him and he really should think about this now. He’s so cute but he just isn’t good enough to be #1 - or at least not at the moment.
The Newbies were alright. I mean Trochowski was actually really good! He even shot on the goal once. Fatih was okay. Manuel Friedrich: Ah I like him actually. I saw an interview with him and he seemed really nice - and he’s cute. Hitzelsperger and Hanke (okay they aren’t new at all but whatever) weren’t good at all but well… they didn’t suck completely. Schlaudraff didn’t really get a chance but he seemed to be willing. And… ahem… *thinks*. I forgot someone… Madlung… well I really can’t remember him *blushes*.
Podolski’s red card however was a bit funny. I mean he really looked like a horse… but of course that wasn’t fair. He’s lucky - and so are we - that he’s allowed to play against Slovakia on Wednesday. But I think the other player provoked him. I mean it looked like he said something like “Come on don’t act like a sissy.” - ‘cause he hit him like that. Maybe I’m just fantasizing… but I just have to protect him ;-).
The goals were really cool. And fun actually: first Schweinsteiger with help from Ballack, second Ballack with help from Schweinsteiger. And the Ballack-goal made me twice as happy ‘cause he so deserved it. He played great! Seems like he wants to show the younger players that even though he’s a bit older (30) he can play just as good as them - if not better :D
- the other EM-games:
Portugal won! Yay! Can someone tell me who shot the goals??? I can’t find it… no newspaper says anything about the game and even TV didn’t bring something *cries*
Italy won. NO!!! And - honestly - I don’t say this because I hate Italy but because I wanted Ukraine to win. But after all Sheva didn’t play so maybe that was… lucky for Italy ;D
France lost. WTF? I have no idea what to say about this…
Netherlands kinda lost. YAY! Okay, as much as I love Oranje, I hate MvB! And only because of him I don’t like Oranje that much anymore… I mean I’m glad van Persie shot the goal and Edwin was cute as usual but… ahrrr… *Marco-hate-takes-over*…

 Okay… that was that and now:

40 Icons:

4. 10. 29.

Oh and in other news I updated the User-Info again. Everything looks shiny and new :D. Informations are still the same ‘though. (btw: I don’t really have red hair) and thebassbear: Ich schreib dir Mittwoch, spätestens Donnerstag zurück :D

So… did anybody realize that shortly after I changed the header they (ManU) scored a goal? I guess I’m enchanted ;D

Anyway… I made some Icons… and this is truly a girls musical post :D

10 Icons
[01] Nelly Furtado
[02] Avril Lavigne
[03] Hilary Duff
[04] Christina Aguilera