I'm feeling so frustrated! I've tried everything I can possibly think of and thought of everything to be thought of! Nothing works! I am surrounded by idiots!

It's at times like these I wish I were an oridinary girl with someone to love and hold her and eat chocolate ice cream with when feeling down. Maybe give me cute presents every once in a while.

I think I'm going to go cuddle with my pillow.

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I'm feeling very...relaxed right now.

Sakuno made some very nice clothes for me. They fit perfectly and bring out my best features. Sakuno always says that's my small waist and breasts but I don't believe her. What an odd thing to say...

Sanada also stopped by for a short time so I'm feeling very appreciated right now. He had to leave to take care of band stuff.

Don't worry, baby. I don't feel neglected at all.

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Sanada-baby. Your angel wants to play >D

SAEKI YOU STUPID BASTARD! I'm never doing anything you say again! NEVER!!

Wahhh!! It was so scary! Falling like that out of an airplane. I thought I was going to die! GYAAAA!!

Something went wrong when we jumped. They said there'd only be a freefall for a few seconds but mine went on for so long! It had to be 3 minutes at least! Maybe even five! I thought I was going to die.

So never again am I going to listen to that stupid...stupid...COW! THAT'S RIGHT! COW! I don't know why a cow but I heard someone else call you that! SO YOU'RE A COW!

But everything was really, really great and fun after that! There was a really awesome cake and dinner and so many cute guys! KYAAAAHH!

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And also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAEKI!! Kyaaa!!!

SCHOOL SUCKS!

I forgot my homework assignments!!

WAHHHH!!! How did I miss Seigaku's first matches?! UWAHHHH!!!! How HORRIBLE!!

I'm the worst cheerleader ever and Ryoma-sama had to play without any support and I missed a match!!

But I did make to the Hyotei match and KYAAA!!! Seigaku's so awesome!!! We won we won we won! YAY! Our senpai are the best ever!!

I should make a cake for Seigaku as well as Rokkaku! I wonder what kind it should be...

School SUCKS! They gave me homework so I would catch-up or something stupid like that.

AH! Now Kaasan is making me spend the rest of vacation studying! How un-fun is THAT?!

GYAAAA!!! I can't believe it!

I had to cut my hair again. WAHHHH! I was babysitting the twins again and they got something in my hair and kaasan made me get it cut again. She said it wasn't worth the time to get it out but...my HAIR!!!!

uwahhhhhhh.....

I completely forgot about this! Uwah!!!!

But the school thing has been all figured out and I'll be back in Seigaku in fall. Maybe I'll even be placed in Ryoma-sama's class. KYAAAA!!!

I...uhhh...haven't heard from Sakuno yet. Does anyone know what happened to her? She's never home and not returning my calls and umm...I'm worried.

WAH! I have all this work to do now that I'm back at Seigaku! Kaasan and I have been visiting and talking to people every day all day long and it's so tiring.

They say there's some problems with my transferring back in but I don't get it. And now they say that I might not get back in until next year! WAHHHH!!! I'm so worried. What if I have to go to another school? What will I do?! Where will I go? WHO WILL RUN RYOMA-SAMA'S FANCLUB!?!

Oh! But the party last weekend was...umm...fun. I got to see Saeki again! Kyaa! And Ryoma-sama! Ryoma-sama was there but I didn't get to talk with him much. I think I've been slacking on my duties as Ryoma-sama's fanclub's president and will have to put forth a better effort this next season! More signs! More cheers! More members! And that means more advertising! WITH MORE SIGNS!

I wonder if Sakuno can help me. She always has really nice ideas for pictures of Ryoma!

We had to go up to Hokkaido before school started because of some family stuff tousan had to take care of. I think it's all done now. I hope it is because I don't want to go back there again! Wah! It was so cold and I didn't get to see the sakura until May! It didn't feel right at all!

And I missed Sakuno and Ryoma-sama soooo much! And I didn't even get to tell anyone what was going on! I don't even know what was going on!

But I'm back in Tokyo now and so happy! Tousan got Chichi and Maiko back (I had to rename Kaka for some reason wah!) and they're so big now!

Ahhh...I have to go now. Tousan says I got an invitation to some party tonight!