| Nov. 25th, 2007 @ 02:15 am Methods (non-linear) |
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Current Location: The Manor
Current Mood:  lofty
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DD is coming by this week, and I am going to try to get KCF to come at the same time (so maybe we can go over some of the details of what really happened during our respective lives together). She is so much more organized than I am, and she has a neatly filed history through objects, images, and artifacts, which combined with my recall (and that of KCF) has helped us in piecing together what I hope will eventually become something of a biograph thing. Another project on the works. My last entry was a fragment born from said project.
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"Art" seems to have become a dirty word around a lot of people these days. And when you select from coincidence the things that seem like displacements of reason, you begin to imagine some kind of cosmic synchronicity exists between us. So, we keep records, journals, files, albums, and so forth, and we try to cull a history from the wreckage, hoping that it bears a kind of accuracy. If you could fold human beings into one another, the flesh being like paper and the nerve endings being like words, you would have an idea of what it feels like to pursue this work with DD.
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Sometimes one or the other of us will recall an event or occurrence and it will trigger amazing sensual impulses, pulling us back quite vividly to a point in time which is relived with crystal clarity. Just today, on the telephone, DD found a clipping regarding a boy that we were in 8th grade with, and it manifested in the actual smells of boys locker room and baking bread from the cafeteria just beyond that. Then a cool breeze, and I was actually walking in my body at age 14 to the edge of Bramen Avenue. I am not at all sure of how this works, but it is no mere hallucination. Unlike psychedelic experiences where the present stimulus is merely amplified, what DD and I seem to have tapped into is something like playing a cassette that plays flesh and nerves and all senses instead of just words and images. She seems to be able to manifest in me a kind of biosensurround, if there can even be such a thing.
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Have I told you lately that I love you? We are connected.
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Yes, I am pondering the beyond and the meanings of why and how and all of that. What the skeptic would surely dismiss as mere coincidence seems too severe to ignore. That DD and I and KCF and Dave (my bro) were positioned together, and even when thrust apart became remerged, is too much for me to believe "coincidence". I am reminded of how only a small zoning error kept Rhoda from our circle for a few years, but that even then, she and I were brought together via KCF on "the night of the weird couplings". And if you don't know already the strange story of how we came to know Peter and Randy, which lead to the meeting of most of the rest of you, well... again, it was all so much more than what I could ever dismiss as coincidence. And now DD has tapped into this brain cassette phenomena. Weird stuff.
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Just as cut-ups merged past and future for Burroughs and Gysin, so now does our very existence act as a medium for a kind of time travel. And if that can happen for a couple of kids who never learned how to grow up, then what might be possible for the rest of the world if they tried?
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Could this phenomena be at all related to remote viewing? What are the pathways taken during a remote viewing experience? Are they the same as the sensory manifestation of memory? And how do we formulate something we can not fully comprehend?
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Read any good books lately?
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FCGST (sensory mode experimental)
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