Okay, I am EXTREMELY desperate to buy one of the following Disney art books:

• http://www.amazon.com/Disneys-How-Draw-Little-Mermaid/dp/156010161X/ref=pd_sim_b_1/102-1328451-1362538?ie=UTF8&qid=1188437571&sr=1-11

• http://www.amazon.com/Disneys-How-Draw-Beauty-Beast/dp/1560101628/ref=pd_sim_b_2/102-1328451-1362538?ie=UTF8&qid=1188437571&sr=1-11

• http://www.amazon.com/Disneys-How-Draw-Aladdin-DC04/dp/1560101636/ref=sr_1_11/102-1328451-1362538?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1188437571&sr=1-11

I used to have them when I was a kid, but my mom gave my copies away, even though I begged her not to.

I AM WILLING TO TAKE MONEY FROM MY COLLEGE ACCOUNT. I really need these for my animation class that I'm taking this year! Please help guys!

So I printed the first volume of my Photo book of my trip to Japan!

http://www.lulu.com/content/1135253

Half of my funds goes to my college savings. Because I only have $500, and my parents flat out refuse to pay for ANYTHING. Lyke oh gawd help. ;___;

The other half goes to charity. I was going to keep all of the proceeds for awhile, but I wanna help other people too. ;_; Some don't even have the $500! AHHH.

PLEASE ENJOY/PIMP. I REALLY NEED THIS. XD;

Here's the progress for my novel!

10,233 / 100,000 (10.2%)

So, in an attempt to get some money prepared for college which I will be paying for as long as I live and even afterwards I'll be paying, I've decided to sell prints of some of my Japan pictures.

My deviantART account.

I'll be adding more when I get home from the beach. Tomorrow's my last day, and I'll be home later that day, soooo. Yeah.

Help a poor senior prepare for college. XD

If anyone is curious, I've applied for the following schools:

-Bloomsburg
-Sarah Lawrence
-Pittsburgh Technical Institute
-Flagler
-Penn State

8D

3,983 / 80,000 (4.0%)

I'm done with the pictures! YAY!

This made my dayyyyy. <3

Don't worry, all spoilers will be placed under cuts! <3 I hate people that ruin books like this. D= IT MAKES ME A SAD DUCKIE. DX

Well, I WAS going to go to the Hallow's Ball. Here's what happened:

On Friday, my boyfriend asked me to come to NY to see him. I said okay, and I went up on the train. Now, this was my first time alone on a train for this um, far of a journey I guess. And I lack a cellphone, too. Well, I made a small mistake at first. I accidentally got off-peak tickets instead of peak ones, so I had to pay a bit of an extra fee. I was cranky since I had not had breakfast, but I gave the conductor some more money.

Well, I got to NY Penn Station. And guess who wasn't at my track?

Basically, I spent five hours huddled and frightened in various corners of the station, since the thing is so fucking big and confusing. I used the last of my change to call him, and it turns out that he had looked for me for about three hours, and had gone home. He came rushing to get me when I called, and just as I was about to cry, he appears before me, sweating and with eyes bulging in both terror and happiness, and he hugged me tightly. Granted, he smelled terrible from the sweltering heat, but I didn't really care. I was so scared, and I was happy that he had found me.

By this time, it was about one in the afternoon, and there wouldn't be enough time to go to his home and then come back to the station to drop me off to get home.

However. I went to his house, and called my parents, and my mother asked me if I would like to sleep over at his house. Now, at the time, I honestly wasn't in a rush to go on a train in the near future. But, I realized, I would be missing the Hallow's Ball. I looked at my boyfriend, then back at the phone, and sighed.

I agreed to sleep over.

He was really happy that I had chosen him over Harry Potter. Yes, that's how addicted I am. Honestly, I think I had more fun at my boyfriend's then at the midnight party.

The next morning, we slept in and missed two trains. Oops. Luckily, his mother had called my parents, and everything was okay.

I waited and got my book at about 12:30pm. I read about 12 pages, though, and my ex-fiance a.k.a. best friend, calls.

"Want to hang out!?"

Despite wanting to just relax and read, I said okay.

So, I didn't get to start Harry until 3pm yesterday.

I finished at 10pm. It was a new record! And, this is how much of a dork I am. I cheered because it was seven hours, and it was the seventh book! (NERDDDDDDDDD).

Okay, NOW I shall rant about the book!


Soooooooo yeah! I'm now suffering from post-Potter depression. D=

Kairi has no wearable wig. ;o; SHE IS BALD AGAIN NOOOOOOOOOOOO. *CRIES IN AGONY*

Apparently, while I was in Japan, my cat sneaked (someone please make snuck a word already!) into my room, and DESTROYED my Sora!fur wig that I had. ;o; And then I accidentally butchered two of her wigs, and then one got destroyed when I tried to boil it. T_________T ARGH. I AM NEVER GOING TO ATTEMPT TO STYLE A WIG AGAIN.

I have a good chunk of money left over from my Japan trip. $450. o______________________o I don't know if I should save that towards my new doll, or splurge on my current dolls. DX

Here's what I THINK I'm going to do (though this is far from final):

• Get Ryoki a new faceup from Sera
• Buy Kairi a new wig
• Save towards Malina's body?
• Save towards my next doll?
• Commission an outfit for Kairi/my next doll

We'll see. +_________________+

I was wondering if some people would be willing to put some creative criticism into my writing?

It's for my school graduation project, and I'm writing a memoir about my trip to Japan. Which, by the way, I leave for tomorrow.

Um, it's just the tip of the prologue, and much of it was written during strange hours of the day (like 5am).

Thanks in advance? XD I know it's dumb to ask, but can we keep any levels of disgusted sarcasm down? Thank youuuuuuuu. XD

Help with organization would be really nice? 8D Everyone always tells me it's a weak point of mine, and boy do I know it! XD

Again, thank ya kindly! <3

In case anyone was wondering who Kairi likes.

http://www.denofangels.com/forums/showthread.php?t=144563

:D

Kairi has a crush.

And it's unrequited.

Oh goodness. D:

I'm making a story in a few minutes.

Uh ohhhhh. D:

I decided that I'd like to share a little bit of information about my future characters.

Ayame Nakamura is a nasty, rich, spoiled brat. He dyed his hair bright blond, and likes to keep is spiked. He smokes cigarettes, drinks alcohols, and flirts with every woman that moves. He used to be best friends with Ryoki, until they got over a disagreement concerning their common love interest, Mizuki. Before they met her, though, Ryoki and Ayame used to be the school troublemakers.
Ayame will be a Delf El.

Nietzsche is an American "beatnik". He's extremely tall, and has long black hair. His parents named him after Friedrich Nietzsche, and he's a laid back guy. He always seems to have a relaxed smile on his face. He actually met Mizuki when she traveled to America in order to find Ryoki. He's in love with her, so he tries to push her together with Ryoki so that she can be truly happy.
Nietzsche will be a Dollshe Hound.

Mizuki Hinao is a spunky young girl from Hokkaido. She's generally shy at first, but quickly opens up. She's very small, but has a huge heart! She moved from Hokkaido to Tokyo when her parents died, and she was forced to live with her abusive aunt. She actually got into a big fight just before Ryoki left for America.
Mizuki will be a Volks Kun.

Inspired by nezumitoo.

• Finish Kairi's coat.
• Save for Ryoki's faceup.
• Save for someone to fix Ryoki's broken leg.
• Buy lace.
• Pattern, cut out, sew Ryoki a gothic lolita outfit.
• Pattern, cut out, sew Kairi a fancy dress?
• Buy snaps.
• Buy zippers.
• Buy more white thread.
• BUY SOME EYES!

Speaking of eyes!

Does ANYONE have a cheap pair of acrylics they could throw in my direction? Like, for free? XD One of my dolls is eyeless, and um, it's creeping me out kinda. XD She's a villain, so I guess she should be creepy, but, STILL.

My friend Aaron died. I'm completely shocked. He was a big guy on the football team, engaged, and he had a good life planned out.

Here's what his girlfriend said about his death:

"On Friday, as he was dialing my #, he collapsed around 4pm from his brain bleeding, meaning he had a second aneurysm that burst. His family called the ambulance, and he was rushed to St. Mary's, where he had surgery, but the doctors shifted his brain too much during the surgery that it disconnected from his brain stem. Then, he was helicoptered to Jefferson in Philadelphia, where they did one test for vital signs around 9pm, and had to wait another 12 hours to do the second test. Then I got there around 11:30, after receiving a phone call while I was at a friend's Sweet 16 party. I found out around 10:30, and rushed over there. So his family and I spent the night at the hospital, trying to sleep in the visitor's lounge, but I couldn't sleep and spent the night next to him, holding his hand. On Saturday, he was supposed to have his second test between 9 and 11, but the doctors didn't test him until 4:30, when he was pronounced brain dead."

I just found out about two hours ago.

First, I'm shocked by the doctors, and how this seems almost unprofessional. I understand that, God forbid, there are other people, but, this kid was DYING.

And now he's gone.

I called Anderson (my new boyfriend) and even though it's late, he still was there to talk to me. It was really nice.

Oh yes. Updates in my life.

a. My fiance left me this week, even though I had told him I chose him. So, now I am with the other boy.

b. I am being harassed by a majority of the student body because my ex-fiance is telling them that I cheated AND left him. So now I am being literally pelted with rocks and being called a bitch. Hurray.

c. Aaron died.

I need a vacation. I know I shouldn't complain, since I have a good life and stuff, but, just, wow.

Is it sad that I really want Meevs (a.k.a. my Miyavi doll) here now? I really just want to hug him. Anderson is hinting that he might buy him for me. I'm trying to convince him not to. But, it's just, dolls calm me down, and, Miyavi would be a great person to hug right now. And since I can't hug the real person, then, a doll might be the next best thing.

I'm such a nerd.

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Why does the Jew have to be missed by the oven? D: I just found that sooooo.... I dunno.

Pretty much everyone is mad at which guy I picked. Except for me. And him, obviously. However, I followed the advice that most of my friends gave me. They told me to actually care about myself for once. Normally I don't, because I consider other people to be more important than myself. But, I actually prioritized my own happiness above everything else. It feels kinda good. I mean, I still feel guilty, and a little selfish, but I shouldn't have to listen to anyone else about my own romantic life.

:3

I love how I am mean enough to not say if it was A or B.