i hate me so much 

why can't i just say no to food 

i dont care if it tastes good 

nothing tastes as good as thin feels 

i just wanna be thin now! 

i'm fasting until sunday 

i dont care if my parents find out that i'm ana 

if the dare threaten to put me in recovary i'll just run away 

x

i'm such a fat pig 
i ate my tea  today 
so i think i will resart my fast at the weekend 
cz i'm going out with my friends so i should be able to get out of eating then 
thank you for all of your comments btw from my last few posts they where very supportive =) 

xx

i swear i've put on weighttttttttttt
ewwwwwwwwww
its all the shit i've been eating cz its half term and i dont want me mum to know that i'm still not eating!
i've been eating like a thousand cals a day =\

and i used to eat 200-300 a day
=(

but half term is over now so am gonna work so hard next week maybe just a 100 cals a day all week

then back to 300 maximum a day
i'm so week why cant a control my self ?