南無阿弥陀仏

a pineapple.


i have lots of things due, ! man, im gonna fail this sem. seriously////

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so, someone's been calling me every night the past few days, some fagget who's threatening me, in his words.

"pag nakita kita, bibitayin kita, bakla, gago.."

another variant goes like:

"bakla bakla, bading, pag nakita kita.. GAGO"

seriosuly, if its a prank, oh well, but if its really someone who's threatening me, man, i gotta watch my ass.
and im not kidding, that dude is persistent, he calls every 10mins or so, nonstop, sometiems he talks, sometimes he breathes heavily, and most of the time, it jsut sits there, you can hear his TV or something... oh, and i cant recognize his voice because he talks in a forced voice shift manner (like a fucking fagget), and i dont ahve caller ID, so i cant track him down, unless you help (?)

man, fucking creep. its annoying, whoever you are, fucking get a life. i have no time for you bullshit, im running a business and your fucking calling the business-use phone... fuck off.

come to think of it, if it really IS someone who i've offended, is awaiting revenge or soemthing, man... what have i done? i know ive been a douchebag to most people, its not really surprising, but man, who is it then?

maybe he's reading this, lol, liek the pink eh?

anyways, you he has an accomplice whom i know personally, man, you better fess up...
i ahve made one person's life a living hell once, i can do it again, i have connections to the...

i stop there, before i get arrested for criminal activity.


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so i took a long nap today, i dreamt of something... which makes me LOL, but also made me O_o
it went like this. (funny how i can remember it pretty well)

I was at the library, it looked like the rizal library, but the chairs/tables were arranged differently, I was sitting/talking with someone, i dont know who.. then from a distance, i saw two girls. I said to the guy beside me, "hey, i know her, lemme talk to her for a moment", so i stood up and approached the girls, turns out it wasnt who i thought it was, so we just lol'd and stuff, and asked if she knew where -personA- was (personA -the girl who i thought she was), then she pointed behind me... and there she was, -personA- was approaching... we said out greetings and stuff, then, the two other girls left, then -personA- dragged me towards a table and said she had something to say to me.... so i sat down with her... i looked over that dude i was with earlier, he just nodded with a grin..

anyways, and so, -personA- started talking about how she wanted to say something about me, she asked me "how's living solo going so far?" i said "meh, a bit tough, but its okay i guess"... AND THEN, she started talking loudly, (in the library), she then began psycho-analyzing me, like, Freud stuff... her speaking volume increased as she talked more about my deep inner thoughts, psych stuff about me.... which obviosuly got the attention of other people in the library, then everyone started to get annoyed and began looking at me with a "MAKE HER SHUT UP" look... but i couldnt do anything, cuz she was saying deep shit about my "feelings" and "desires" which had me O_o and it became more and more loud.....

then i woke up.

now -personA-, is someone i know, in real life (lol), i wont say who though.
(maybe you already have a clue)


am i going batshit insane?

my skills are rusty :P

G - A - D - Dsus

So last week, September 2, I turned 20.
Its an epic number, sorta, not as epic as 10, 18, 21, 16, or even 7. But its epic enough, if that's even possible.
I had no form of celebration, due to the grueling, schedules and work/school stuff. But, im glad some people in one way or another greeted me a HBD, i appreciate it.
Of course, my family called too, my mom said her bday wishes for me, and my sisters in the same fashion said thier greetings too, my dad, was driving. For whatever reason they decided to call me from the car, i have no idea.
B-day gifts? Well, i bought some cake, ate it, had a sore throat that monday. sweets.

The week passed just as usual, except for wednesday, which was beyond awesome, someone actually gave me a bday present. and it was from Tala. again, thanks. as simple as it may have been, and as cheezy (or buttery...get it?) as the symbolism was, i really appreciate it. effort + thought is just as good in this case. again, thanks.

And as promised.

now my guitar has wax stains on them. :P


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And so, saturday, a sudden, rooftop drinking session/pool "party" took place. Some old friends from highschool. It kinda also took as an oppurtunity for them to "whoot happy bday dave!" stuff. So, it was the usual 'inuman' fare, as Allen kept on saying "we're just gonna do the thing we do best, bum around", as so we did, with booze. Ren's pool was open, so he insisted we dipped in too, but, JJ, Me and Allen weren't 'into it'. Small talk and fun.

Quite a few revelations too, top of the list, me and my, 'douchebag' ways really hit and got a few guys angry, at me. And i did, get a fucking gutpunch, so-to-speak, esp cuz they were there. One of them, Fiel, really confronted me... i didnt try to defend myself, I did what i did, i guess im sorry, i have no excuse, im really a mean person (at times). The main guy who i really backstabbed, Carlo, kept it 'plastic', and didnt really bother to talk to me, at all, actually, ignored me. I kept still and laid back. Enjoyed my crappy drinks. I know he's very angry at me, so be it. If he wants to beat me up someday, i'd gladly take a hit, two even. Its a bit tougher (?) because those guys are in Ateneo, so, yeah lol.

Anyways, on with the good parts of the night, some 'ol sausagefest session. Girl problems and pleasures, lots of drunk-dialing, which i apparently started (im really sorry, btw), and KFC. The gin-juice thingy plue two bottles of grande Redhorse really took a hit, it was fun. My head still hurts :) There was talk of internet humor, anime/manga, and vidyagames. as usual. it was laidback and fun. btw, Thanks JJ for the transpo.

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and so, i continue with epic homeworks and projects. back to reality~

PS - Allen, if you think about it, im still relatively a good person. right? get me? *wink*

girl

yeah, i guess.

he's to hoping, one day, all will be good.
*raises mug*

i am hopeless

my birthday is near, yeah, im advertising :D
so on september 2, give me a small greeting, i'd appreciate it... but considering to the number of fags i've been a jerk to, lol....
1st solo b-day ;p, im gonna miss the family dinner thing we do everytime it's someone's bday, and no gifts! bah...

but i will make a cake though! (or buy one, if time permits) i always liked chocolate mousse, so, im gonna look up a recipie for that. im sure its in one of my mom's books...

and it's midterms/lots-of-shit-to-do weeks, so.. im not even gonna hope for some 'going-out/dinner' with friends and stuff, i'd just be a bother to the well-off dlsu folks.
same goes for my blockmates/school people, i dont know those people, dont give a shit

if i had money, i'd buy a personal gift, like... a wacom tablet. argh. (pirate voice) or a geetar, telecaster ftw \m/, but priority = tablet.


im gonna be 20 :O
1 year older, 2 eyes more stressed, 3 hairs turned grey, 4 fingers in pain, 5 teeth more-yellowed, 6 toes dirtier, and several pounds heavier.