Meh... looks like I need to buy yet another new desk/drafting table lamp. My desk lamp won't click on. I haven't used it in a couple weeks but last week I remember both Dad and Darren (on separate occasions) trying to use it while I was sleeping and neither being able to get the turn switch to twist properly (you have to push and turn, not just turn). Seems one of them must have accidentally grind the switch mechanism and now it's not working. Dammit.

Guess I'll have to buy one in 2 weeks. Bleh.

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Quote of the Moment

Brian Johnson: I'm a fucking idiot because I can't make a lamp?
John Bender: No. You're a genius because you can't make a lamp.
- The Breakfast Club (1985)

Feel all antsy and excited, and yet I don't know why! Curious.

( All this in one Friday night, I hope I don't get used to so much excitement... )

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Quote of the Moment

Indiana Jones: Wear your jewels to bed Princess?
Willie: Yeah... and nothing else. Shock you?
Indiana Jones: Nothing shocks me. I'm a scientist.
- Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom (1984)

Reading: Reaper Man by Terry Pratchett
Drinking: ice tea
Digesting: 3 hamburgers, large fries and small onion rings

► Darren was supposed to take me to Walmart tonight so I could pick up groceries. However, last night I talked to Deana on the phone, and considering how Darren would be in a hurry after work tonight (he's been helping Jen's parents put up crown molding at their house) I'm going with her tomorrow evening. I'm thinking about passing on chocolate bars and potato chips. Though, knowing me I'll still buy a bunch. Also wanna check the DVD cheap bin; I haven't had a proper look in it since they filled it with new stock a few weeks ago.

► Last night I decided to check out the character creator program on South Park's official website. I hadn't played with it in a good 4 or 5 years so I wanted to make a new me. Low and behold, I was surprised to see they added more options than just the 4th grader body types. Awesome.

Here's the new South Parked me:


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Quote of the Moment

NBS News Anchor: The Canadians. They walk among us. William Shatner. Michael J. Fox. Monty Hall. Mike Meyers. Alex Trebek. All of them Canadians. All of them here.
- Canadian Bacon (1995)

Reading: Reaper Man by Terry Pratchett
Drinking: water

When the zombie plagues start, keep plenty of shoes on hand.

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Quote of the Moment

Marge: Homer! Did you barricade the door?
Homer: Why? Oh, the zombies! No.
- The Simpsons (1989 - )

Haven't heard anything about the gunshot like sounds last night. Guess they probably were just fireworks.

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious. You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way. You are curious about the world. You love doing something new. In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from. You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports. You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

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Quote of the Moment

Carl Denham: Holy mackerel! What a show!
- King Kong (1933)

Watching: Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street (2007); King Kong (1933)
Drinking: ice tea

About an hour and 20 minutes ago (11:42pm) I heard what sounded like 2 quick successive gunshots outside (my window is open). Now, every so often late in the evening you do hear kids setting off fireworks, but this didn't sound like that. This sounded like 2 "movie" like gun shots. Went and looked out the windows but nothing outside seemed unusual. Pretty calm actually. In the time since I haven't heard any sirens or anything either. Guess I'll wait and see if there's any news about it tomorrow.

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Quote of the Moment

Sam Gerard: You play any tricks, I gotta shoot you!
- U.S. Marshals (1998)

Drinking: water

► Nearest I can tell, Dad and Claire should be in close to Europe by now, as they left for their plane ride to get to their 16 day cruise around Italy and Greece. They stopped by yesterday to see me (the others all being out at their in-laws for Mother's Days) and give me contact information. Dad also called me this morning to get my email address in case he can send me emails from the cruise ship, which would honestly shock the hell out of me since he can barely use a computer to check his hockey pool scores.

Oh, had a talk with Darren tonight and officially I'm back to paying $200 rent come the end of the month. This means they'll be picking up my groceries again, although I'll still buy them for the rest of May.

► Since Saturday I've been having some mild dizzy spells, most likely psychosomatic. They seem to go away when I'm laying down so I've been spending most of the past 3 days in bed watching DVDs. I've watched about 10 so far, so that's helping cut down on the stacks on my night table. I'm going to try to watch more.

Just finished watching Bandidas. An action comedy western starring Salma Hayek and Penelope Cruz as to female bank robbers from different backgrounds in turn of the century Mexico. In all their pouty lipped, heaving bosomed, cleavagy, Latin firebrand sassiness. I liked it!


► Also, I finished reading Terry Pratchett's Mort on Friday and immediately started Reaper Man after it, but I only read a page and a half so I'm not sure how much that counts.

► Saturday night I had to babysit Max for a few hours, which was tough because of the aforementioned dizzy spells, but I got around it by laying on the couch in the family room and letting him take my slippers off and put them back on me (repeatedly, and sometimes on the wrong feet), and run around the room wearing them. We also kicked around a little ball he had when I was a little more steady standing up. I swear, he must love my name because he says it a lot ("Deh-wick! Deh-wick!"). He has trouble saying Darren's name so he just calls him "Uncie D" (I think cause the first syllable in Darren is the same as Derek he thinks it's the same name and shakes his head no, says my name instead, and points at me).

► So Liv Tyler's marriage is over. Does that mean I finally have a chance? No? Just checking.

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Quote of the Moment

Freddy Benson: I've got culture coming out of my ass.
- Dirty Rotten Scoundrels (1988)

watching: Bandidas
Reading: Reaper Man by Terry Pratchett; Essential Avengers Vol 2
Drinking: cranberry juice

Deana came by tonight to wait and see Brett and Max (they're spending the weekend here at the house). Seems Deana decided to get another new tattoo today, this one is a Celtic cross just below the base of her neck between her shoulder blades. She now has 8. While talking to me she said Darren questioned why she got a Celtic cross when we're mostly French. Turns out she has some surprising information.

All this time we've been under the belief that the 4 of us (Deana, Darren, Brett and myself) are half French, quarter Scot, 1/8th Irish, and 1/8th English:

► Grandfather (Paternal) - French
► Grandmother (Paternal) - Half Irish/Half English
► Grandfather (Maternal) - Scottish
► Grandmother (Maternal) - French

Apparently the mother of one of Deana's best friends (who she also has a friendly relationship with) is into genealogy, and did some research on my Maternal Grandmother's family (of which she's a distant cousin of ours) and discovered that while my Grandmother's family are francophone, they're actually of Celtic extraction. So, we're actually mostly Irish and only a quarter French. I guess all the times I used to joke that my dark hair, black eyes, and pale complexion were the result of my being black Irish, I wasn't far off!

Now if we can just find out about the Canadian Indian connection on my Paternal Grandfather's side.

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► My back and my ribs are still really hurting. I'm wondering if it's the mix of humidity and windy cold we've had lately. Guess I'll take another extra-strength acetaminophen.

► Ok, when I move out at the end of September I want to live in Elizabeth Hurley's cleavage. **melts**

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Quote of the Moment

Jack: Conan, this is important to me. So, we can either do this the easy way or the hard way.
Conan O'Brien: What's the hard way?
Jack: You do a live Christmas Eve special from Kabul every year until the War on Terror is won.
Conan O'Brien: Tell Tracy I'll see him tonight, you black Irish bastard.
Jack: Back at you, red.
- 30 Rock (2006 - )

Since yesterday my back and my ribs have been acting up. My lower back is all sore and tense and hurts, while my left ribs seem to be a bit looser and snapping and popping around a bit more freely than usual. My right rib cage is aching and I can't help but wonder if that and my aching back are sore cause of the left side. Dad's talking about getting me some of that Lakota pain reliever rub-on stuff.

I ache.

( Other things, and capture pics of my watch... )

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Quote of the Moment

Hal: Okay, who do you think is the most beautiful woman in the world?
Mauricio: Wonder Woman.
- Shallow Hal (2001)

Reading: Mort by Terry Pratchett; Essential Avengers Vol 2
Drinking: water
Eating: brownies

When I get a thing of jujubes I like to eat the colours/flavours I don't like first so that I'm left with the ones I do like last (red and yellow). It's annoying when other people ask for some and just take reds. At least I managed to get a bag with an unusually high percentage of red jujubes yesterday.

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Quote of the Moment

Jeffrey Goines: There's no right, there's no wrong, there's only popular opinion.
- Twelve Monkeys (1995)

Reading: Mort by Terry Pratchett; Essential Avengers Vol 2
Drinking: water
Eating: jujubes

Mother
Tell your children not to walk my way
Tell your children not to hear my words
What they mean
What they say
Mother
Mother!

Sorry... I've got Danzig's Mother stuck in my head (the song... not his actual mom). I just ate supper. Fried up some Steak-ums and made 2 sandwiches. God I love those... Haven't had them in years as you can only buy them in the US (Darren picked up a box of frozen ones on the weekend).

( Finally got a few things I've been needing, and stuff I didn't... )

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Quote of the Moment

Darkseid: Let the universe howl in despair for I have returned!
- Justice League Unlimited (2004 - 2006)

Reading: Mort by Terry Pratchett; Essential Avengers Vol 2
Drinking: ice tea
Eating: jujubes

With this post I think I officially cross over to curmudgeon. Just a short list, off the top of my head, of some of the things that bug me:

► The saying "have your cake and eat it too." That has to be the stupidest, most illogically trite saying ever. What the fuck are you supposed to do with cake if not eat it?
George Carlin: "When people say, 'Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too.' What good is a cake you can't eat? What should I eat, someone else's cake instead?"
► When people say "literally" when they mean "figuratively."
► While we're on the subject of language, people, please stop saying you give 110% or any number greater than 100%. Every time I hear an athlete say that they gave it 110% or 150% or 1000% I want to smack them.
► Dennis The Menace. Seriously, was this comic strip ever funny? Every time I read it in out newspaper I wonder how no one has shot Dennis in the face yet.
► X-Men heroine Rogue's name is spelled Rogue, not Rouge.
► Any time there's a new movie that gets released and it's a critical and financial bomb, there's always people calling it the "worse movie ever". My god people have short attention spans. Unless you've tried to sit through Manos: The Hands Of Fate you've not seen the worse movie of all time.
► When people equate killing with character depth. Wizard Magazine just listed their choices for the 200 "Greatest Comic Book Characters Of All Time", and number 1? Not Batman (#2), not Spider-Man (#3) and not Superman (#4)... Wolverine. And why? Because he kills and the other 3 don't. Riiight.
► Why is it, when you're at the store, there's always people standing in the center of aisles having conversations and blocking the way of everyone else. Are people really that oblivious? Or are they obnoxious or just stupid?

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Quote of the Moment

Peter Griffin: Another thing that grinds my gears is when I can't find the droids I'm looking for.
Stormtrooper: Yeah, me too. What gives with that?
- Family Guy Presents Stewie Griffin: The Untold Story (2005)

Reading: Mort by Terry Pratchett; Essential Avengers Vol 2
Drinking: water
Eating: Twix

Note: I'm seriously getting sick of all this recent "slice of pathetic life" stuff my journal has turned into. I need to start posting different things again.
End Note

( My daily twaddle... )

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( Blankie stuff... )

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Quote of the Moment

Manfred Powell: Enough of this twaddle!
- Lara Croft: Tomb Raider (2001)

Reading: Mort by Terry Pratchett
Drinking: water

So yeah... that was tense at times.

( Family drama, sheesh... )

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I'm a wee bit burned out from 60s Avengers cheese, so I've put aside my Essential Avengers Vol 2 TPB for a little while and read the comics and Justice League Unlimited digests I bought on Wednesday. I'm also now reading Terry Pratchett's Mort and nearly 100 pages in. Feels good to read a Discworld book again. Hell, feels good to read again period. I just hope I can keep it up. I've got a lot of unread books and trades.

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Quote of the Moment

Judge Larren Lyttle: **dismissing the prosecutor's claim that Sabich's sarcastic reply "yeah, I did it" was a murder confession** Shoot... in my neighborhood, had Mr. Sabich come from those parts... He would of said 'yo mama.'
- Presumed Innocent (1990)

Reading: Mort by Terry Pratchett
Drinking: water
Eating: my insides

Depressed today and feel like crap. Yesterday it became official, Darren and Jen want me to leave. Dad had dropped by in the afternoon to tell me that Darren said the 3 of us, and Deana need to get together and talk on Sunday. I told him that pretty much means I'm out. It was confirmed later in the afternoon when Darren got home from work and started asking me if I had a talk with Dad. He's trying to put it off as no big deal and keeps saying it'll be better for me and bring us closer again, which is a joke given how they're been ostracizing me for the last couple months. Supposedly Darren had mentioned this to Dad a few days ago. I don't know why Dad would have waited so long to tell me, or why Darren and Jen had been telling me how I can clean out the big closet up here for my stuff. Seems pointless in the face of their wanting me out.

As of right now I think I'm here for the rest of May (Dad and Claire are going away on a 2 week cruise in a week and a half so we can't do anything while he's gone). I've no idea when I'm moving and where to. I haven't talked to Deana about any of this so really, I have no idea.

I've been living in this house for 23 years, and with my agoraphobia and through all the problems I've had over that time it's been my only safe haven. That's now gone, and my nerves are pretty much fucked at the moment worrying about the sea of uncertainty ahead of me. I'm wondering if I should start packing stuff now. Though I'm going to need a few big bins for my DVD and figure collections, and a shit load of boxes. Also numerous comic boxes for my collection of comics (currently in a big filing cabinet) and my TPBs.

Didn't win the $20 million lottery either. That would have helped. At least Darren seems to be a bit extra cordial to me now. They went to Ottawa shopping for the day, he offered to pick up a blanket I've been wanting, I gave him $20 for it.

My nerves don't feel so good... Head either...

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Quote of the Moment

Spock: I have a responsibility to this ship. To that man on the bridge. I am what I am, Leila. And if there are self made purgatories, then we all have to live in them. Mine can be no worse than someone else's.
- Star Trek (1966 - 1969)