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1. Do you have a tattoo?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Fish?
5. Do you dream in color?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Hipsters or Hillbillies?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like musicals?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat ?
16. What are you wearing?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. What's your favorite day of the week?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Current Mood: hyper

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not smoking...
Hey.. if anyone cares... I have totally quit, and it was made so much easier by the medicine. Now I am saving myself $5 a day. COOLNESS!!! Means more coffees @ Starbucks!!
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Chantix...
I am giving it a try. Stupid addictive personality... can't just try something and let it go, gotta get hooked even when I know better. *SIGH* So... I can't deal with the cost.. much better things I could do with $100/month!

Current Mood: blah

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just a thought..


Hale wú yu ga I sv
Do na dio sv i
Wi ja lo sv
Ha le wú yu
Do na dlo sv
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Dear Santa Baby....
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last week I put money in [info]6_and_66's expired parking meter (14 points). Last Tuesday I gave [info]blackwolfalpha1 a Dutch Oven (-10 points). In July I broke [info]jenova_silver's X-Box (-12 points). Last Friday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last Monday I gave [info]gconnor a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points).

Overall, I've been nice (43 points). For Christmas I deserve a red Radio-Flyer wagon!

Sincerely,
rogue_pixel

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Happy Birthday Holly!!!


Happy Birthday Holly! My equinox Baby...born of balance, striving to find her own. Is the glass half empty or half full?

Name: holly
September 23 1987
6:20 PM Time Zone is EDT
Toledo, OH
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Rising Sign is in 01 Degrees Pisces
Very sensitive to your surroundings, other people's feelings become your feelings. Try to avoid negative people because your tendency to empathize with them will make you negative also. An idealist, you must believe in something beyond your normal everyday existence. A dreamer, you like to escape to a world of your own creation. As such, you are known for the vividness of your imagination and should try to share your inner visions with others. Very self-sacrificial by nature, beware of others becoming overly dependent on you or vice versa. Allow yourself to live for yourself once in a while -- you deserve it. Don't be so envious of those who are more aggressive than you -- your gentle charity and true humility are indeed wonderful gifts. on the tenth house cusp (MIDHEAVEN).

Sun is in 00 Degrees Libra.
Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others like you. You despise ugliness, for you being surrounded by beauty and harmony is a necessity of life. You prefer fine clothing, an attractive home and pleasant surroundings wherever you are. Your refined tastes apply to music and to art as well. At times, you are very indecisive you waver and falter when forced to make a choice because you have the ability to see both sides of any question. The positive part of this is that you are very fair-minded and can be trusted to settle disputes. Your greatest challenge is to take any one- on-one encounter and make the most of it.

Moon is in 09 Degrees Libra.
Affectionate, warm and friendly, life must be a "beautiful" experience for you. Unpleasantness should be avoided at all costs. You tend to overlook other people's faults and you would rather give in than fight. You are uncomfortable with strangers, but at ease and sociable with friends and associates. Indeed, you would rather socialize than work -- you can use your prodigious charm to avoid unpleasant tasks. You need the support and assistance of another in order to get you started on any new project -- you are not a self-starter. Be careful of a tendency to be overly self-indulgent (i.e., lazy). Your refined aesthetic sensibilities attract you to music, dance, art and any other cultured activity.

Mercury is in 24 Degrees Libra.
You are known for not jumping to conclusions about things. You tend to weigh all possible choices very carefully before making a decision. When in the slightest amount of doubt, you will compromise rather than ruffle any feathers. You are a true raconteur of culture and taste -- your ideas and opinions are neat, elegant and refined. A born diplomat, you dislike discord so much that you will go out of your way to make others feel comfortable and at ease. You speak softly and pleasantly.

Venus is in 08 Degrees Libra.
A very friendly and outgoing person, you hate to be alone. Beware of a continuing tendency to compromise yourself in order to avoid being lonely. Try to be yourself, not what others would like you to be. You have an innate desire to be in refined and elegant surroundings and will go out of your way to create a plush and comfortable atmosphere around you. You have heightened aesthetic sensibilities and are attracted to music and the arts. Try to avoid using your well-known seductive charm in order to get out of doing what you consider to be dirty work!

Mars is in 20 Degrees Virgo.
Very careful and systematic, you pay great attention to details. You are always seeking perfection and sometimes get bogged down searching for the ultimate when adequacy would have been sufficient. You dislike abstractions, preferring whatever is practical, useful and demonstrable. You have a strong and enduring sense of personal responsibility, and you demand that others be as responsible and upright as you are. Very critical of yourself and others, sometimes you carry this too far and become overly intolerant of others and their right to choose their own lifestyles.

Jupiter is in 27 Degrees Aries.
The way that you grow and develop is by being an uncompromising individualist. You have a great need to be yourself and to explore your latent talents and abilities. Do not be afraid to let yourself go and develop self-confidence and pride in your accomplishments. But try not to become so self-centered that you ignore the needs of others. Also, you may have to build up your self-discipline in order to focus your energies properly.

Saturn is in 15 Degrees Sagittarius.
Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.

Uranus is in 22 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.

Neptune is in 05 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 08 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 02 Degrees Aries.
You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!

Current Mood: creative

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hmm..
Sometimes I feel like I'm cheating by reading my daughters lj... Like I'm reading some secret diary. But then, I figure.... I wont treat her any differently than my friends, I wont go wacko at what I might read.

I'm sooo tired... next friday.. I'm off but I have to go to the hospital for some tests. The following friday I go get a transfusion at another hospital. One day at a time... one day at a time.
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life's bumps..
This week's been rather crappy and I'm trying to see just the good side of it. Just more hurdles of life to jump over and then be surprised and pleased that I could?

This summer.... just when do you count summer as starting? First Friday in June I'm getting another iron transfusion. They didn't want to wait so long, but it's hard to be a new person at a job and have to start telling them that you're going to start needing sick days or personal days. Blood Doc is unhappy that I have to have it again... everytime he does it I run the risk of rejecting it or getting an alergic reaction. He says... get rid of the source of the bleeding. So..... over to my gyn.... going to have to have the hystorectomy. And she is pretty certain that with the fibroids inside it that they'll have to go through my abdomen. Great! Truly.. maybe I can get my hernia repaired at the same time?!?! Maybe..... I can get them to give me a tummy tuck too?? hehee. Really... if I can get that done I'd be so happy! losing over 170 lbs after having 4 kids has really left it's mark... it's not pretty. But maybe... maybe... *wishes* I think if I can get all the ducks in the right row this might be as much a health benefit to me as a physiological, aesthetic and emotionl benefit!! GAwd... as long as it's the last time I need to be cut open! PLEASE!!

Some people kinda sneer about the problems I'm having.. they say I shouldn't have had the gastric surgery... but I totally feel different. So far all these problems have solutions. Being morbidly obese is not living, and there was only the one solution to me. Screw everyone and their "coudln't you just diet?" cuz I had dieted my way up to the weight I was. The body adjusts.... and you really do hit a point where you just can't lose the weight. So I chose to trade it for problems that have other solutions. I do still consider myself VERY lucky... I truly have small side effects. These are not major ones. The uterine problems were there before the surgery... not caused by them. And at this point... I will happily end my periods. Oh yes! anyways... my life is my own and I am so proud of the courage and changes that having the surgery has brought out in me.

I am rambling....

Went to counselor with mate.... got things on the record... one more step at freeing myself from the guilt and worry about my choices in that realm. One day... I truly will be a free spirit and totally self sufficient. Heck..... *thinks to herself* I already am there... but the relationship for the kids needs to be set in a good role before I can fully believe that.

tata... thanks for reading my rambling. And name change poll.... I am who I am here.. and if it should ever need changing.. then so be it. But I'm am not leaving that part of me...so.. mmm...
anyways.

Thank you kasen... and my knight... without loving support like you give me, I would still be a floudering drama queen asking "why me???"
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go to work!
probably not my most liberal moment... but you know what? If you want to be an american citizen.. do it like every other person from every other country in the world who wants to come here.

So... my stand on this.. don't boycott shopping.. don't skip work or school.
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