roboc ([info]roboc) wrote,
@ 2005-06-16 14:58:00
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Feelings...
Hey guys,

Look, this is going to sound a bit on the weird side, but i have to ask you all something. Have you ever met someone who, despite making you so angry sometimes that you want to tear your own hair out just to make yourself feel better, still makes you feel like you are the most special person in the world? Have you ever felt such a powerful emotional connection with somebody that you honestly dont know if a word, any word, can be used to describe it? Have you ever been doing something, some random thing, and a single thought about this person pops into your head and completely derails you?

This is whats happening to me. I dont know how it happened, i really dont, but it has. Now im not going to say anything more here, but maybe, just maybe, she will see this message and reply to it. She should already know how i feel. At least i hope she does.




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[info]reetinkerbell
2005-06-16 02:54 pm UTC (link)
I'm not even going to pretend to think that you're talking about me (:P), but I thought I'd answer that first part of your post if you don't mind.

So far, I have not meet anyone who makes me want to tear my hair out and who makes me feel like the most important person in the world.

Its kind of either of them. Or neither. Usually neither. Well, actually, usually its the tearing out of my hair. :P

Good luck and all that.

And hey, look, my first comment in your LJ. :P

Ree

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(Anonymous)
2005-06-16 06:46 pm UTC (link)
yes i've been there. =) and it absolutely derails you! *pets*

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[info]roboc
2005-06-16 10:16 pm UTC (link)
Thanks for that - glad to know that im not alone or just plain crazy. That isnt to say that im not crazy - im just not the plain kind of crazy. Tee Hee Hee - tu ra lu ra lalee - sorry, thats just the lep in me coming out.

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[info]roboc
2005-06-16 03:33 pm UTC (link)
Hey Ree,

No honey, it isnt you...sorry :P

Thanks for the comment...i know this is an odd sort of situation. I dont feel like pulling my hair out all the time, but there are moments :P. You wanna know something, i wouldnt change it if i could - i wouldnt change her for the world...sounds soppy dont it?

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[info]reetinkerbell
2005-06-16 03:45 pm UTC (link)
lol. Don't worry, I don't mind at all. Not that I think you did worry or anything, but yeah. :P

And yes, well, emotions are always odd. Well, usually. At least when you put it out there, and try to explain them, but you don't want to say too much. Then its odd.

And yes, a bit soppy, but its all good. :D

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[info]raffyv
2005-06-16 04:38 pm UTC (link)
Have you ever felt such a powerful emotional connection with somebody that you honestly dont know if a word, any word, can be used to describe it? Have you ever been doing something, some random thing, and a single thought about this person pops into your head and completely derails you?

I know EXACTLY how you feel.HugThis whole thing is simply mind-boggling; not to mention surreal but... here we are...

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yes indeedy
[info]roboc
2005-06-16 04:51 pm UTC (link)
Here we are is right...where were going i have no idea, but its gonna be fun finding out, dont you think ;)

Cailin is ailin i, an gra mo chroi!

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Re: yes indeedy
[info]raffyv
2005-06-16 04:54 pm UTC (link)
Cailin is ailin i, an gra mo chroi!

Translation, please?

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Re: yes indeedy
[info]roboc
2005-06-16 05:02 pm UTC (link)
Confused you did i? :D

The line is pretty simple really - from the gaelic it means:

She is the most beautiful girl, the love of my heart.

but , on reflection, it should read:

Cailín is áilin ar an domhain í, an grá mo chroi.

(She is the most beautiful girl in the world, the love of my heart)

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Re: yes indeedy
[info]raffyv
2005-06-16 05:24 pm UTC (link)
Blushy 2That's really nice...

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[info]clannoire
2005-06-17 03:05 pm UTC (link)
Hey, Rob has an LJ! =D Why didn't anyone tell me?

I'm going to be the bold, straightforward, busybodyish person that I enjoy being and am going to ask you: Is it [info]raffyv?
I mean, you guys are just being so SUBTLE. O_o

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subtle?
[info]roboc
2005-06-17 03:10 pm UTC (link)
What? Us? Subtle? NEVER!!!

And yes - I do have an LJ - I just dont use it much, well i havent until now...but hey, things change.

So you think its [info]raffyv do you? Hrm...why dont you check out her LJ and see if you get any further clues over there?

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Re: subtle?
[info]clannoire
2005-06-17 03:29 pm UTC (link)
So you think its [info]raffyv do you? Hrm...why dont you check out her LJ and see if you get any further clues over there?

You suck. =P
*scampers off to Raffy's LJ*

THIS ISN'T FAIR! She's being subtle TOO!
I demand direct answers so I can finally publish my [info]raffyv/[info]roboc fanfiction already! *stamps foot*

=P

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Re: subtle?
[info]clannoire
2005-06-17 03:32 pm UTC (link)
On a slightly related note ...

If Draco/Hermione is Dramione, then Rob/Raffy must be ... Raffyob? Raffoc? Robertaffy?

I know! =D
ROFFY!

Yeah, I need more of a social life, I understand. =P

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Re: subtle?
[info]roboc
2005-06-17 03:39 pm UTC (link)
ROFFY? ROFFY? I dunno...*tries it out in his head*

Yes, i think that will do nicely. We may get tired of it real fast, but for now it will do. Is THAT a straight enough answer for you?

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*launches fireworks*
[info]clannoire
2005-06-17 03:53 pm UTC (link)
HOLY RAVIOLI.

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[info]tigersmeleth_86
2005-06-17 06:44 pm UTC (link)
Hi this is Tiger the lurker (but a big fan of yours) from one of the Dramione groups on yahoo :)

And yes, I know exactly what you're talking about. I hope she does reply to you, you deserve it! But, I don't think it would hurt if you just came right out and told her...it makes things much easier. :) at any rate, goodluck!

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thanks
[info]roboc
2005-06-17 08:50 pm UTC (link)
Cheers tiger, greatly appreciated advice.

But yes, she does know...you havent figured out who it is yet? :P...thanks again for the comment though, really.

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Re: thanks
[info]tigersmeleth_86
2005-06-18 12:27 am UTC (link)
Ha! I'm reaaaaaaly stupid...I think I might know? Requires more thinking on my part....

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Re: thanks
[info]roboc
2005-06-18 12:31 am UTC (link)
Right - the humanitarian in me is coming out here - read this whole post from start to finish - and if you are still not sure - look up [info]raffyv's journal...i think that might shed some light on somethings for you :P

Seriously though - appreciate that youre a fan...i seem to have a few - though i dont know why.

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Re: thanks
[info]tigersmeleth_86
2005-06-18 01:07 am UTC (link)
My god, you don't know why??? Your writing beats all in the D/Hr fandom! I mean talk about wow...Call of the Circle was full of plot twists that I really wasn't expecting, and Draco going onto the good side so to speak was amazing, much smoother and more realistic than a lot of the stuff I've read out there.

Yes the humanitarian in you is absolutely wonderful, congrats to you and Raffy! I think I need more sleep :P

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Re: thanks
[info]roboc
2005-06-18 01:19 am UTC (link)
Ok so this is the blinkered bit of me talking - cos seriously, from my pov, there are no plot twists in COTC - i know whats going to happen. Just for my own curiosity's sake, what didnt you see coming?

Plus - thanks for your kind words about Raffy - im seriously too happy about that to even speak :)

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Re: thanks
[info]tigersmeleth_86
2005-06-18 01:44 am UTC (link)
Well, the way Draco found out about Narcissa for one, that shocked the hell out of me. I suppose I should have picked up early hints of Hermione's growing power, but for whatever reason, that surprised me as well.

Man, don't I know that feeling. I was on my first date with my boyfriend (mind you, it was just supposed to be the two of us hanging out, good friends type of thing) and he kissed me. You kind of just get to the point where your face (or the color of your ears, you pick lol) explains everything for the other person!

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[info]itsbeenvery
2005-06-18 08:21 pm UTC (link)
Hey Rob,

I'm one of Raffy's friends, and I'm glad to hear you care so much for her. She's so happy and as you're the reason, I think you're wonderful. So, keep being wonderful. :)

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[info]roboc
2005-06-19 05:46 pm UTC (link)
Wonderful? Me? I dunno, im glad you think so. I just want to take this opportunity to say that Raffy's happiness is very important to me. I didnt see this thing between us coming at all...but now that its here, its hard to imagine not feeling this way about her. As i said in the original post, she makes me feel special in a way that i cant even describe it to you, honestly.

I like to think that i make her feel the same way, and i hope that I make her even a tenth as happy as she makes me. Seriously, this is gonna sound soppy, but there are times that just thinking about her makes me feel lightheaded.

Im not sure if I'm the only reason that shes happy right now though, she did just become an aunty for the first time afterall, and lemme tell you, shes positively deleriously happy over the lil fella :)

Thanks again for the comment, you seem to be a really good friend to care about her so much. I dont know the future, i dont know where this will take us, all i can say is that i will try my best to continue being 'wonderful' as you put it...who knows, i might just manage it.

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