Ahhhh GOD, THANK YOU SO MUCH for letting me came to family meeting today *dances*
and THANK YOU my dearest auntie and uncle.. you're the best <3

Because FINALLY they can change my parents mind and gave me permission *and even* support me to take colleges overseas~ hahaha YEAH!
I don't have any idea what kind of magic they used D:

but I still have graduate and National Final Exam to come first.. hoho

( I wonder If I can go to these University..??? )

I don't know... I don't have any university in mind, actually. What I want to go most is Technology..
Biotechnology...*hides*

I'm lame at chemistry hahaaaa but I still want to go there *A*

OH OKAY SHALL WE STARTED, FINAL EXAM?? I'M not READY YOU KNOW...

Ahhhh my parents will see my report this semester tomorowwwwww!!

I'm going to die so soon, ahahaha -____-;


Btw, my dad retirement is tommorow.. uhhuh. So long, delicious and expensive sushi, so long expensive doujin and my favourite BANANA MILK.. hahahaaa..
my money will be cut in a half, due to an financial problem DX
I'm not going to buy you all again after tommoroww -_____-;

..and so long, my nice house-dial up- internet.. uhhuuu I'll only online at school without any privacy

there;s somehing wrong with my 'W' button in this keyboard... *gaaaspppp*

I have to make an essay in English for my university entrance application D:
But I don't know how to write properly *headdesk*

I have no improvement in writing DX

I don't know what to write.. The topic is about 'my talents' but duhh..
I have many things in mind but You know.. essay is supposed to be written in a proper grammar and... my grammar is lame lame so I can't arrange right words in a right sentences haha =(

Laugh at me if you want, I'm not a native english speaker and my TOEFL PBT score is so LOW D:

Huumm the deadline is on monday.. I hope I can make it in time =(
pray for me guys. I'll make it tommorow 'cuz I'm so damn sleepy now..

I hope i don't write OTL and LOL there hahaha

YAY I FAILED AT SEJARAH AKA HISTORYYYY!!

Friday will be chemistry... gawwwhhh Me scared =____=;;

Dude, something wrong with my Firefox...
I can't open any pages there... O____o;;;

anyway, random art I made today.. Taking a break from studying, yes =)
I even put their profiles hahaha.

( FEAR MAI OLD HUMPY DUMPTY ART OF RANDOMNESS HAHAHAHA )

AHH SORRY FOR THE LAME ENGLISH!!
tell me if you can't understand my words DX

P.s : Since when 'lame' become my favorite words??

not another random day.. D:

Me and Ayu supposed to go to UI today.. Because we stupidly left our identity card there DX
But due to the heavy rain....instead of going there, we spent our day shopping at ITC Depok. Now that I've spent Rp. 90000 ... I can't remember what have I bought... ^^;;;

Stuuupid meh.. My parents left to Singapore until tuesday and the money left are only Rp. 20000

NOW I'M GONNA DYING BECAUSE OF HUNGER T____T

Ayu This is your fault for taking me shoping dammiiit!!!


Ipeh told me this awesomely terrible GHOST STORY

Note Note : THOSE WHO LIKE TO CHAT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT  NOT ALLOWED TO READ THIS
Why??
DON'T BLAME ME IF YOU TOO SCARED TO CHAT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT  XD

There, I warn you =D
Here the story :

This story happens around, 12 pm. Yes it is in the middle of the night. Ipeh's sister who likes to chat was chatting with her brother in Germany. After sent some words she went to the bathroom while waiting for her brother's reply. There was nobody in the house that time. Only Ipeh who already fell asleep and her. After spent around 3 minutes she went back to the computer and saw something unusual on the monitor. There is a reply. Unknown reply. Right after her brother's reply. From font's color and size it is definitely from her computer. But who?? There is NO ONE. Ipeh is already sleeping and she was alone. If it is, indeed Ipeh. Then there'll be noise from typing the keyboard and such. The chair's and keyboard position have no change. Private chatting is for 2 people only, no? SO WHO IT IS?? Scared, she hurried turned off the computer and went to sleep with Ipeh. She told Ipeh on the next morning. .. and too scared to chat around 12 pm again

You hear that people. If you likes to chat in the middle of the night.. be careful. Who knows that there'll be unknown reply from your computer when you're alone. NOT YOU. But it is from your computer.

WHY I'M SO STUPID!!!! D:

MOMMY I'M SORRY YOUR DAUGHTER IS BORN WITH STUPIDITY!!
The University Entrance Exam TRY OUT version result is out today D:

MINE :

Basic Math : 0/25
Bahasa Indonesia : 14/25
English : 16/25
---------------------------
Science Math : 2/15
Physics : 2/15
Chemistry : 2/15
Biology : 4/15
Science : 2/15

------------------------

Your Total Score : 90 << I don't know where this is come from D:
Percentage of Entering : 17%

SEE?????? I'M SO STUUUUPIDDDDDD
I EVEN FAILED AT MAY OWN LANGUAGE AND ENGLISH!!!

SEE THAT BASIC MATH IT'S 0! LOL

I'm feeling DEAD DX

PLEASE PLEASE YOU DEAR INTERNET PLEASE WORK!!!

WHY DON'T YOU COOPERATE WITH ME YOU DAMN SLOWPOKE INTERNET!!!!

I'VE SPENT Rp. 10000 JUST BECAUSE I HAVE TO ONLINE AND FIND THE ASSIGMENTS TODAY BUT WHY YOU DAMN ODD THINGY DON'T WORK WITH ME!!

GAAAAHHHHHH PLEASE PLEASE STOP TORTURING ME WITH ERROR : REQUESTED URL CANNOT BE RECEIVED DAMNNNNNN THINGGSSS AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!




lol at least it works :D

MY GAWD I'M TIRED AND SICK OF SEEING BANANAS AND SMELL TEH BANANAS' SMELL AND EAT BANANA D: D:

<< random lol :D
Lol, it's my responsibility since I take banana as the topic for my experiments XD
Now I'm scaared.. if the teacher kills me because I'm soo WEAK at arguments and such D:

today, I was on my way to the canteen with Ayu when suddenly there came the boy from social class, Rio.
This Rio - strangely has something to do with Ayu. D: I don't know why he is sooo obsesed with Ayu. Here is the dialogue i can catch so far :
(please note that Ayu is too lazy to talk with him, so I ALWAYS answer his questions)

Rio : Ayu, can I ask something?
Ayu : ......
Me : Okay, what is it?
Rio : Ayu, you likes to wear clothes that shows your belly everywhere when you go to the mall, right?? you wear them.. right??
Ayu : D: D: D: D: D: D:
Me : Whut? Ayu NEVER wear that things!!
Rio : liars. She does, doesn't she??
Me : WHa?? Why you think so?
Rio : Because she and Tessa were classmates.
Me : and...?
Rio : Tessa does wear those clothes. So Ayu must be.
Me : WTF Rio!! That has nothing to do with Ayu!!
Rio : they're classmates. so Ayu must be wears those clothes too
Me : WHY??? WHAT CLASSMATES HAVE TO DO WITH CLOTHES????!!
Rio (back to line 10 )
Me : WTF?!!! (back to line 13)
Rio : (back to line 14)
Me : (back to line 10)

...and so on so on.. so on.. the question never end lol.
Ayu get bored and grab my hand, turned away and said this before we go, "DIE YOU!"

aww ayu, that harsh you know.

Please note that Ayu wears Jilbab. So there is no way she goes to the mall with clothes that can show your belly everywhere.
and there's no way she will wear those clothes D:

While Tessa.. well.. she really that type of person ^^; (wears those clothes I mean.)
and they're classmates 2 years ago D:

If you know them, They REALLY a different person.

Well actually that Rio person still obsessed with Ayu. and the dialogues ALWAYS the same D:
Don't you get bored if you're Ayu??




I FAILED AT TRY OUT TODAY!! LOLZ I CAN'T DO CHEMISTRY GAAAH SOMEONE HELP ME WITH CHEMISTRY!!! *dies*

I was on my way to UI (University of Indonesia) yesterday to go to the library for find some references for my script. I went there with my friends (there're total 5 of us)..

Soo.. after the loong loong road, we arrived at UI. Lol, my friends prayed that next year we will go there as students XD not a random visitor like us XDD.
I don't know.. since until now i don't know which university i want to go.. D:

( My Bad Day at UI D: )


Despite the fact that we Were not student from that university and what worse is that we're still in high school... so we runaway and those students look annoyed- or maybe angry?? I don't know.
Its happened to us 3 times D:

Are we really looked like university students???

After finished rumbling around at the library... It's already 4 pm and we don't know that the yellow buses only work from 8 am to 2 pm today D:
So we waaaaaalkeddddd awayyyy agaiiinnnnnn from Science to the station D:

I just can't imagine that the train delayed and FULL. So we decided to go by the bus D:

Ughhh.. 'm tireddd D:

And I made the characters of my mangawannabe hahah :D
I finished them a lloooong time ago, but too lazy to submit it hehe ^^;
The title is Flower of Flusia. Story?
Later later... my english still a noob DX

( Beware my lame name and designing )

SORRY FOR MY LAME ENGLISH DX

Thank you everyone for commented at my latest journal^^
I have more courage to face my problems, yes :D Hoho

It's just because I'm so down to see my scores and the exam result and the percentage to graduate which are soooooooooo low. DX

Frustrated already from mai homeroom teacher's advicesofhell XDD

lol

Anywaaayyyy yes. Anyone who played WA 5 can't you see the hawtness inside Greg???? I mean it guys, Greg is HOT XD Noeeessssss D: I'm supposed to be shota DX

and Kartikeya/Greg? lol



And I need your help here..

INDONESIAN WHO PLAYED NDS!!!!
Kan kemaren gw beli kaset NDS yang 80 in one yah... teruuuusss
berhubung yang maenin tuh game 1 keluarga, gw kagak tau mereka save apaan aja dan suddenly pas gw mau main lagi tulisannya gini..
'Memories are full, please delete some data'

WTF???

Trus gw ngga tau cara delete datanya gimana.. uhuuuu

Duuhh please please help me anyone?? DX I wanna play Pokeeeemonnnn D:

Uhh.. okay.. just after that virus accident. I got problems problems and more problems coming at meh D:

Ughuuuu....
I hate to write the details.. 'Cuz the fact is I want to run.. *sigh* But I just can't run... I have to face it. yeah. I have to D:

I need someone to hug meeee *____*

uhh.. UAN is drawing near *sigh* I'm tired from studying.... like noone cares enough to my scores anyway... -_____- They know and noticed that my scores WON'T Ipmrove at all... *sigh*
sadly, that's the truth..

Now I have feeling that is useless from trying... *A*


ahaha lol. I'm so emo. Sorry....
Just hate it to keep this in mind XD

and so I figured out that my FD is an Virus'nest TT^TT
and before that I kept used it alllll timeeeesss and now I realized that my notebook is also an virus' nest TT^TT


that so damn antivirus of mine has gone 'error' and won't update.. DX Just after I download the newest series. Oh good.. I mean GOD Help meee TTATT
Why I never can et rid of vruses??!!!

Uh... is an 5-days off but I'm so damn busy DX
I need to do something....have to finished my homework


aahaahaha random.
Sorry about ranting XD

justwritedamnit

TTATT
Really sorry I can't see you todaaay *A*

I'm gonna miiisssss youu soo muchhhhhhhh

Good Luck di Malaysia yaah~

Jgn lupa kasih tau alamat kau. K?

Yes, Yes I'm pretty sure that a motorbike just bump me and... succesfully created an traffic jam DX

I feel sorry for 'cause I'm created such a mess ;_____;

In fact that that rider didn't see me because it's already late (11 PM lol) and I was wearing dark shirts DX

So when I crossed the street, I heard someone yelling and BUMP! That motorbike hit me DX

Well, despite the fact that I was in hurry that I don't pay to much attention for people around me ( Blame my Dad for that 'coz he mad at me and forced to HURRY GET HOME BEFORE THE GATE LOCKED OTL )..... I made a little traffic and the rider kept apologizing on me.

But I'm glad that the rider is a nice person XD

Yes I'm alright. It's just a little scratch on my right hand and a little bleed. My right leg is a little hurt, but I'm Totaly Fine.
That's why I feel sorry because made the rider apologizing on my many timeees .___.

I'm more afraid of my Dad's angry yelling so I just hurry ran away to home, and try to hide those scratches. lol

Well I did hear some of people talks.. like
"Dude, she's alive?!! That's quite sorry " << I swear I'm gonna hunt this guy If I was dead lol
" Careful when you crossed the street, girl."
"WHOA?! How come she's not badly injured?!"

.. and lot lot of people talks.
(I don't remember quite well )

But I'm quite happy that it happens at night, so it's like nobody remembered my face and so My Dad won't know about this.

In fact that he did, He will never let me go home late anymore ;____;

Before it's too late ;

"SELAMAT HARI LEBARAN 1428 H, MINAL AIDIN WAL FAIDZIN MOHON MAAF LAHIR DAN BATIN"
'Cuz I know I always made you mad at me ._____.

Since I bought a new scrapboook...

I just wanna made P3 art lately But I always messed it up =<
Like this?



Umm.. I guess not ^^;
Yukarii... you're just hearing things XD

( Are here yaa...> Let's just skip the details /=< <img src= )
D8 WHY I FEEL I FAILED AT DRAWING THEM TTATT

U____U

Oh right justwritedamnit  last sleepover at your house sure was fun <3
Even all I did just sleeping around X___X
...and I wished my Dad didn't call me .____. Sheeesh..

Oh and You know? What my Dad said after I got home :

Dad : There you are. Where have you been?
Me : Geez Dad, I told you I'm from justwritedamnit 's house! .___.;;
Dad : Oh right. Then, You're fasting, right?
Me : Of course I am! =___=; What made you think I'm not doing fasting?
Dad : Isn't she a non-moslem? so I thought you're not doing fasting..
Me : WTF Dad?! She's my Junior High friend!! Of course she is a moslem!
Dad : She was??
Me : Yeess!! I like to go to her house at that time! and I went for her 17th birthday last time!! Geez Daad >____>;;

...and after that, my Dad just nodded and thus I went to my room..
I don't think he remembered yet, thou...

Oh okay then, My Dad doesn't remember you =_____=;; .... Maybe that's why he kept calling me that day. Oh gawdd .___.;;;

( On my Way to the hospitalll )
[Unknown LJ tag]


Well, strange things happen.. I hope those people who get that accident will be allright .____.

Maybe he hates me because I stole his copics DDD8 Or maybe because I found his hentai drawings

I just waaant to tried his Wii T___T

Yeah, about my scores... IT'S AS BAD AS I THOUGHT.
I swear Mom! That's not because I staring at Akihiko-gayness my PS 2 all day!!

There are only a few people who passed on Math.. still my score is 2nd from bottom *A*
..only 4 people who passed on Bahasa Indonesia. I'm not included Gawd.
ZOMG I'M INDONESIAN YOU KNOW *A*

stolen from shizuu

Which Harry Potter Marauder are you? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Padfoot You are Padfoot- aka Sirius Black! You are an extremely loyal person who will risk anything for your friends. You tend to be a bit of a rebel, and don't place much importance in family. But your friends mean the world to you. And they always will. Padfoot 81% Wormtail 75% Moony 44% Prongs 38%

Lol.Padfoot XD XD
Yeah, My friends mean everything for me 8DDDD

Gawd. I went to dentist today...
Cleaning the caries sure is a pain in the ass... Gah.. 1 hour of death >__<;; I don't know why I have that much of cativity..
and the dentist found another holes on my tooth ^^; It was covered by the caries..

I promised I'll take a good care of my teeth so I won't need any caries-cleaning DDDD88

and the dentist tell me I have a good teeth 8D
So I must take care of them very well..
She even told me how to brush my teeth rightly ZOMG

I'm running out my scrapbooks D8 When I'll buy a new one >___

Noooooo!! There's school tommorow and I'm lazy as shit to go DDDDD88

I'm too lazy to wake up in the morning.. =___=;;
But why I fear the most is...


BECAUSE THE MIDTERMS' SCORES WILL BE ANNOUNCED ZOMGZOMGZOMG


gawd I know I flunked the last' midterms scores ^%#$%$(%*^*)
Specially the math hell yeah THAT Math. My score like.. 2 number from the bottom hohohoh..THAT LEAVES ME DEAD LOL

....AND MY BRO'LL GET HIS NEW NINTENDO Wii!!!! ARGHHHHHHH
I WANT DS DS DS DS DS But it's immpossible with my current scores lol

I don't want to goooooooooooo... Maybe I'll pretend that tommorow is still a holiday XD XD
..no that won't work because school will call my mom TTATT

oh and anyway..

You scored as Tear Grants, You are Tear! You pretend to be strong amongst others, even if you are hurting inside. You feel strongly about what actions are wrong, and care for those close to you (even if you don't look like it). Bottling up your emotions can be hard to maintain, though you manage. </td> Tear Grants 80% Luke Fon Fabre 70% Jade Curtiss 70% Natalia Luzu Kimlasca-Lanvaldear 70% Gailardia Galan Gardios 65% Vandesdelca Musto Fende 65% Florian 60% Legretta 55% Sync 55% Mieu 55% Ion 50% Largo 50% Anise Tatlin 50% Peony 50% Asch 45% Dist 45% Arietta 45% Original!Ion 45% No really. Which Tales of the Abyss character are you? created with QuizFarm.com

WTF.. I wonder..
WHy Tear =____=;;

Ooookaaay.. Ramadhan is still... 2 weeks. My dad usually get a lot of Parcels.. but strangely nothing came to our house this year >___>
It's because the government rules to not send any parcel to the boss' houses and sooo.. >__>
My dad bosses way too stingy to send him any parcels. U___U

Right. Today is holiday, so I stayed at home... Means I'm home playing my Persona 3 hohohoho

But I just realized my bro's..... activity is... abused??

He wakes up on 04.30 AM Doing Sahur and thus he goes back to sleep......... until I woke up on 09.00 AM and know that he still sleeping. I ignored him and goes back played my Persona 3 8D 8D

... until 01.00 PM he still sleeping.
.... until 04.00 PM when I stop playing and decided to take a break (lol I played that long?!) . he still sleeping.
..then when Maghrib camee.... he still sleeping and I decided to wake him up.
He mumbled then ate something and take bath and sleep again >__>;;

What is he?!! A sleeping human?! /(O___o;)\
If my Mom knows he will be.... dead lol.