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Jul. 3rd, 2008 @ 11:43 am Around-around!
Current Location: Canton, GA
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: silence
I haven't been here in a long time. Much has happened.
I will begin to teach in this month. A class I call Energy Weaving which is based on my Bardic Exercises.
We'll see.

I have become very active in YouTube and have a channel there:

http://www.youtube.com/user/rhosebard

And maintain a Yahoo Group that I am pleased with:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/dreamerslodge/

I've finally finished a new Chapter in one of my books that I continue to write. Perhaps I'll post something more about that here later.

Around around!
:-0!
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bardobop
May. 1st, 2007 @ 11:38 am Bards, Bards, Bards - why not?
Current Location: Eldrtich
Current Mood: ;-)
Current Music: treesong
Tags: , ,
Worked a while this morning on the further finalizing of my Bardic Workbook. I have hopes of getting some more of that done of a significant amount within the next week or so. I have finished putting together the First Level in a format I intend to upload to Lulu and am trying to get the Second Level done. It's all basically written - has been for quite some time - needs to be finalized. For now. Certainly to me, something that is a Workbook is always subject to future changes.

It is something I've taught in the past and would like to see me teaching in the near future once more. I also wish me to go back and rework an Initiation. I want something that allows a person Self-Initiation. Although it is better to be Initiated for this by someone who is already a Bard because the intention is to make spiritual 'ties' from one Bard to the next. Still, I think I must be reasonable about it if I intend to be putting a book out there.
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DLR&MW
Apr. 27th, 2007 @ 10:04 am Slowly coming around
Current Location: Canton, GA
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: wind in the trees
I've been out for several days. My back decided it had had enough. I call it crashing - though it really means that I've done too much and it became overloaded (well - that's my Chiropractor's term for it - does that make it more official?). Anyway, I watched Television off and on for two-three days. Not my norm & not something I'm that wild about. I'd rather be creating, being outside or blogging.

But, I need to be more careful. I am wont to overdue it at times. But, this time hurt an awful lot. I still hurt some. It's taxing on my husband, too. He's kind and he's good about it. But, I can see it drains him. And neither of us is getting younger, as they say. But.... I am feeling better and expect I shall as time goes by. So I am back online. I just need to move a lot more and not be so tied to it. And be more aware of things in general.

Argh!!!!!!!!
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fraidy
Apr. 18th, 2007 @ 09:06 pm Synesthesia
Current Location: Elsewhere
Current Mood: calm
I've been doing a series of Videos about having Synesthesia (crossing the senses).
There are three - and I will probably leave it at that. At least for now. I am very pleased with all three, too. I have created a new WebSite for articles that I hope others will submit to. It is for Adepts both large & small. From Beginners to actual Adepts.
http://www.adeptsportal.com
It also has a blog it is tied to that I am using for Podcasting.
What I hope to do with the Synesthesia pieces is to write either one article - or maybe three. To Podcast the Videos, but also to embed the Videos from YouTube into the article(s).
My favorite of these Videos is the current one, so I will include that here!
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Fraidy-Oh!
Apr. 14th, 2007 @ 04:23 pm May be a Storm
Current Location: Canton, GA
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: wind
Getting spooky outside. Supposed to be storms on the way. I expect I need to turn the computer down and go cover the plants outside. We've a decent garden coming this year and I hope to see it come to fruition. However - going to also be cold again tomorrow - cover, cover, cover.

Still looking for Mr. Whiskers.
Hope he's still looking for me.
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pfaffer
Feb. 19th, 2007 @ 10:35 am Return of Mr. Whiskers???
Current Location: Canton, GA
Current Mood: Return?
Current Music: Purring
The most curious thing has happened. A cat has been hanging around our house for several days, I think. I have two female cats that live outside most of the time. Miss Kitty comes in a lot at night & sleeps with me. She suddenly had an infection in her cheek & I had to take her to the Vet to lance & get antibiotics. I just thought she had an argument with Hattie (her daughter) though this has never happened before (infection - not argument) & I've had them for about 7 years now.

A week later, Feb. 16th, my husband, Gary, spotted a cat. He claimed it to be Whiskers! I went out & called him & though he looked a lot like Whiskers I could never totally tell as he wouldn't come to me. However, he did seem to respond to his name and called back to me when I called Baby-baby - which is what Whiskers always did.

It's been almost a year & a half since he disappeared. If it is him, perhaps he's become some feral. But, I will continue to call and make sure food is around. If not him, I will be happy to help the little guy, anyway. Who knows? Perhaps I will have a third cat again, anyway.
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whiskers
Dec. 14th, 2006 @ 03:58 pm Dreaming of Cymru
Current Location: canton, ga
Current Mood: Ummmmmm!
Current Music: my cat's purr
I had the most curious dream a few days ago and wanted me to put it here - just because it was interesting.

I do journal dreams sometimes in an actual book, too. But, who knows? Someone here might stumble on this & find it interesting.

Anyway... I had on a long skirt of deep, bright blue. It was very stiff - leather, perhaps? There were knots all over it that I was putting in. The knots had to do with history/mythos of a Welsh (my)family. It was important for me to knot it all. Somehow I had to do the knotting for my/this family. The knots were of red/wine colored leather.

I am not Welsh by blood, but I have a great affinity for the Welsh/Cymru. Actually, yes, I do have 'some' Welsh blood. But, I have far more Germanic, really. However, I guess, the Welsh speaks strongly. Perhaps I was/am weaving/knotting my family's fate in some way?
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whiskers
Dec. 3rd, 2006 @ 12:22 am The Sacrifice
Current Location: Canton, ga
Current Mood: ohah!
Current Music: The Wind in the Trees - the Raven's call
And here I am again - after long and curious absence.

Where does she go? Who is she with? What sort of mischief might she be part of in the twilight?

Perhaps she is making poetry. Ah! And I have found her!



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5idG8jbu9Y

Reciting the Poem - The Sacrifice - a poem that is about a Bard speaking of the White Lady - the White Goddess - and how She impacts the Bard and all others that may approach Her.

It is both an invocation and an imploring. It is a statement and a reflection. It is the Sacrifice of oneself that one makes in following Her.

& It is a poem about my personal interactions with the Goddess and what She means to me.
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bardobop
Nov. 6th, 2006 @ 07:15 pm Lulu again
Current Location: atlanta, GA
Current Mood: ohah!
Current Music: something dark - something gray
Finally have my poetry book on lulu. I am really very proud of that one. It has my early poetry & later works. I actually wrote several new pieces. It also has invigorated me to continue writing poetry.

I have also done/uploaded to lulu.com - the first of a series of books called 'The Bardic Chronicles' - & is book one of Rhiannon, Child of Twilight. There will be more than one book of Rhiannon. At first I was going to do Rhiannon all as one book, but it was getting long enough that I saw a way to divide it up some & get that published.

I am also about to begin work on putting the Bardic Workbook together and online.

Anyway.... the new books are at lulu as before:

http://stores.lulu.com/illusgraph

I continue to podcast & do hope to get some new Fraidy flicks out there soon! I've recited some poetry for the podcasts and have been rather surprised that that has actually been more popular than anything else I've done for podcasts! I am definitely thinking of doing a CD of my poetry - though that will take time. I might just have some takers for that! :-0!
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pfaffer
Oct. 6th, 2006 @ 08:59 pm In praise of Lulu - & Others!
Current Mood: we will rock you!
I like Lulu, as well as other services online, that help people get their artworks of all kinds out there. I honestly think that it changes the OverSoul Consciousness as we put into actual manifestation our creativity. By making our ideas, dreams, fantasies, inner world physical via writing, painting, etc - we bring into this realm more of our spirits. More of Spirit. For ourselves - and for our children.

To me, it's not so much that I may write/draw/paint/compose the greatest or best - but that there is 'something' of who I am in a more manifest way imprinting into this reality. That anyone as an Artist is all doing so - & that we live in a time of doing so. That it will have an impact on the future. That videos and photos actively imprint the signature of our energy within this realm.

& I'd really encourage folks to take advantage of Sites like Lulu, Cafepress, Zazzle - and all those blog Sites, YouTube, Archive.org, on & on!

Get some of it printed up/put on CDs & iPods. Even if it is just for you, your family & friends.
That aspect is important, too. Perhaps the most important.
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Fraidy-Oh!
Oct. 2nd, 2006 @ 06:20 pm Forward to Poetry Book
Current Mood: oh yeah!
I decided to post the forward to my Poetry Book 'of Secrets, Nature & Cats'...
The book is not online yet at lulu.com, but will be soon! I'm still writing a couple more poems for it - but will have that finished in a couple weeks.

I did, however, put up a new book - a Novella called 'The Blessed Isle'.
Actually, it's a piece I did a long while ago. It needs a rewrite, but I felt, hey, that's what Second Editions are for!

http://stores.lulu.com/illusgraph

Anyway - the Forward to the poetry below:

I seem to return to poetry – to write poetry. Poetry is like snap shots of literature. Both external and internal. Meant to be shared with oneself and others. I’ve always liked biographies, autobiographies. Because I was able to get inside someone’s life – in a sense becoming part of it, be it. But, poetry shares bits of the soul. That is why I love poetry. It is sacred, it is communion, it allows one to become one with another in a deep and personal way.

I’ve always considered myself a Poet first as an Artist. Because I have a deep need to share soul. It is why all Art is important, really. Not just to create, but to share what we are. Art is continuum in this World. For ourselves as individuals, and as humanity.

These poems are divided into Early Works and Later Ones. There is a span of real years between them. Likely 15 to 20 years. But, what is most interesting to me is not so much that fact, but rather is the approaches of each phase. In my early poems, which themselves span about 15 years in their creations, I was very concerned with sound as much as meaning in my choice of words. With sensual impact both externally as well as internal. Lately, the poetry I write is meant as personal and private, to be very one on one with the reader. Though I still enjoy playing with sound and its impact; with visual internal colors; I am less concerned with that aspect. I am more concerned with touching the reader with ‘who I am.’

I don’t consider either approach right or wrong. Or even better. Just different. I also hope by saying this that I am also giving the reader a better understanding of who and why these pieces came to be.

Share my soul, share my being; for a moment see what I see, feel what I feel, know what I know. It is my hunger to feed others, to give of my soul. Poetry is my way of becoming part of the continuum of Life.
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pfaffer
Sep. 23rd, 2006 @ 06:47 pm Carolina on my mind
Current Location: asheville, nc
Current Mood: and the band played
Coming back again from North Carolina.

Saw Asheville for the first time this time through the trip.
What a view! More people than I'd like - but very beautiful.
Some delightful rural areas to the East. And mountains.

Got the Podcasting going pretty well.
I am quite pleased and looking to get that under better control.
I am hopeful to be setting up some interviews soon.

Magdalen's Gate is up and truly running.

http://magdalens-gate.spaces.live.com/

So is Net Bard - & both actually have some Subscribers! Some from iTunes, too.
Hope it all continues well!
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fraidy
Sep. 2nd, 2006 @ 06:45 pm Been up North - Carolina, that is!
Current Mood: ta ta ta ta
Just came back from North Carolina... and will be going back in a few days!

We (my husband & I) are looking around at the landscape and may well get property there eventually. We are mostly interested in the Western most corner that is a wedge between Tennessee and Georgia. And between mountains!

We camped by a lake surrounded by big, beautiful, bodacious mountains - and at night had the most curious visitors!!! Skunks! Who were very unafraid of us. I about thought they had their little paws outstretched saying 'So, where is our dinner, eh???'. There was a cat that tagged about with them - though he/she wasn't much liked. One skunk was nearly all white - looked like a little ethereal Queen. & I greeted her as such.

Interesting, too... I felt 'tested' by the energies there - by the lake, anyway. At night - weird dreams. Challenged. Finally left be.
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pfaffer
Aug. 25th, 2006 @ 07:26 pm A Neat Video from YouTube!
Current Location: canton, ga
Current Mood: crazy
Just thought I'd 'Share' this Video with everyone!
No, it's not mine - but I sure wish I had done it.
It is great fun.

Thanks for 'sharing' this Maya. I hope others may do the same!

Enjoy!



& If you'd like to see more on this Video, you can also go here:

REEL
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bardobop
Aug. 24th, 2006 @ 04:58 pm Is it Autumn yet??? Too hot in the South (Not the good kind!!!)
Current Mood: cheerful
Just to say that I've done my first book in Lulu.com and I am very pleased with their product. I would certainly recommend them to anyone that is thinking of doing any self-publishing. I have several projects in mind for the future. Come see me!

http://stores.lulu.com/illusgraph

The first work is a play I hope to see put on one of these days at a Gathering!

I am also trying embedding a YouTube of a Faerie Solstice piece I've done. If that works, I may do that more here, too!



And the direct Link is:

Faerie Solstice
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bardobop
Aug. 9th, 2006 @ 09:59 am Moving forward? I hope!
Current Location: canton, ga
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: silence
I have finally gotten a way to upload more successfully at OurMedia. They seem rather screwed up, but they are the only way I know at the moment to make something that I can create Podcasts for without paying a fee somewhere or using my own Site to do it. It's rather messy!

I have done a Zazzle account for t-shirts. Some of Fraidy! And of my Astrology pieces:

http://www.zazzle.com/RhoseZazzle

I am also trying out lulu.com for some self publishing. We'll see how that does.
If I like it, I will certainly recommend them!
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bardobop
Jul. 30th, 2006 @ 06:41 pm Between Comments
Current Location: Canton, ga
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: BrainWorking
I have been in the Between more and more of late. I wish I could tap into more information somehow - I guess in a genealogical sense - that would help me. I feel I am being connected to someone or someones of my ancestors that were 'Soothsayers' - possibly Runsters. Maybe even myself in previous lives.

I've seen my Father several times in the Between, too. I've seen him speaking with my Mother. They are much younger - walking along a bridge. Bridge is likely metaphorical, though it also seems they may be in Milwaukee where they really did meet. Though I am hopeful that my Mother will remain in this reality for several years yet, I get the impression my Father is helping & also 'prepping' her in many ways.

Whiskers has appeared a good bit lately - and though it is far from easy - it is strong and I am able to sense him better and better in the physical. He is like my 'cord' in the Between. He helps me to have better awareness and consciousness there.
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bardobop
Jul. 8th, 2006 @ 11:57 am The Library
Current Location: Georgia
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: The Murmur of the Trees
Another interesting experience in the Between.

Accessing 'library'... I seem to be a sort of librarian. The trees are part of that system. That is why I recall the trees teaching me when I was a child. I expect they continue to do so. This is also part of being a Deva.

I am beginning to remember a good bit about this and will remember more. Starting to feel more a continuum about this. Being more aware of others in the Between - both living and beyond. I even convinced someone to give me their 'books' - as they were trying to bury them... Not sure what that means. But I added their books to the library. Or filed them.

I visited with my Father (of this life) for awhile. Not much more to that other than visiting. I expect he is pleased by this sort of continuance.

I think this all will help me be less concerned. And I wrote this in my physical journal as well.
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bardobop
Jul. 3rd, 2006 @ 03:11 pm The Library
Current Mood: Away - away!
I had an interesting experience this morning.

I didn't sleep well because my cat was inside and she kept sleeping next to my head, licking and scratching.
She's inside at the moment because there are some birds she's after and we hope to get those birds elsewhere!

But sometimes not sleeping well leads to more activity between realms.

I am given to understand that I have access to 'books' - a 'library' in the between and that I was 'reading' from it. It seems to be my way of staying 'connected' on many levels. I also realized that it was easy for me to do and will be able to return to easily as well.
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bardobop
Jul. 1st, 2006 @ 04:23 pm Initiation & Movement
Current Mood: optimistic
Much going on internally.
I am being outside a good bit - not as much at the computer.
Though I expect I will do enough of that soon.
I rather hope I may become more balanced about it.
The trees help so much.

I do a bit better. I am realizing that I have already done what I meant to.
That in some ways I've already done as I had hoped.
That I simply extend the possibility of more. Hard to explain.
That I am like to continue my work in another life should I leave anything unfinished that I had thought to try and do.
That I am continuing work from other lives even now.
And that I can recall other lives in minute detail should I wish to.
And I shall be able to recall minute details of this life if I so desire in future (even past) others.

I am one of the 'spirits' that helps to guide my physical family.
I am sometimes seen as a Banshee in my family - but am an Eldritch element in general.

The Angels wish me to play - to enjoy...
That is part of what I am doing, too!

today, today, today...
morrow, morrow, morrow...

It all falls together.
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bardobop