| tv shows - meme |
[Sep. 20th, 2006|12:23 pm] |
The instructions are simple: change the color and/or bold the shows you've watched at least three complete episodes of, and italicize a show if you're certain you've seen every episode of it.
You can add up to three shows to the list, but keep them in alphabetical order. (copied from ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) angstycarrot)
(added HEX, Red Dwarf & King of the Hill)
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[Sep. 5th, 2006|09:20 pm] |
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i am lacking direction. i dont know how to find the direction i need.
i feel like pretty much everything is meaningless.
my job has no purpose. i dont feel like i "do" anything, nothing useful anyway.
i miss dealing with clients or customers. i dont help anyone. what's the point? |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2006|11:10 pm] |
i feel like i've done something wrong, but i dont know what it is. i feel like i've somehow, inadvertently destroyed a great friendship, but i dont know how i did. or when i did. all i know is it feels like its gone despite my efforts.
i'm struggling to fix it but its like fighting quick sand.. the more effort i make the further i sink. the more it disappears.
i didn't think i lived in denial. I've watched so many friendships fade into 'barely acquainted' over the years. sometimes it was my own doing, sometimes it wasn't and i just sat and watched as precious people sailed on out of my life. and i rarely put up a struggle.
this is what happens.. we all grow and move in different directions. it never bothered me before... i always had someone new and even more special come into my life, so these old dying relationships didn't make me overly sad.
but this time its not my doing. i dont want to grow apart, i dont want things to change.... or if it does change, can't we change together? while the rest of the world spins by, shouldn't a good friendship be your one stable focus point?
i think i'm living in denial...clinging to something that doesn't seem to exist anymore |
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| bubbles |
[Jul. 17th, 2006|05:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | the office | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the subways - rock & roll queen | ] |
how frickin' sweet is my icon? blow blow blow that bubble!
that's about it really.... well ok there's heaps more things to talk about, but i've been blogging on my site fairly often so the livejournal has been neglected.
highlights:
breast reduction and lipo - all went well and recovery was and still is a breeze. still wearing this damn compression suit which is a pain in the ass (tho it is crotchless.. mmmm yeah!) but smaller boobs are sweet.
one year anniversary of the boy and i. met his whole family and love them very much! i wish my family was as crazy and noisy and funny as his. relationship still going well i think.
sometimes it feels like its just too easy.... but i think i'm just scarred from previous relationship which made me think that a relationship was 1)painful, 2)emotionally draining, 3) very hard to maintain, 4) full of jealousy, manipulation, mistrust and deceit. when in fact its not, and not ever male is a completely selfish, self-absorbed, lying, cheating scumbag. tho we all know from experience that too many of them are and need to have their worthless penii cut off and shoved down their throats.
but yeah, i do find myself sitting back with amazement at just how easy it is with us. and occasionally the unstable female emerges and panics, and causes drama just for drama's sake. usually when i'm drunk. ergh i'm so emotionally retarded when not sober. i guess its emphasised by the fact that the boy doesn't drink.....ever.
i'll admit it, i do miss having a partner who drinks with me. i miss going out for dinner and someone having that first drink with me, both of us relaxing together.
which is retarded, because who says you need alcohol to relax. and the boy can be just as crazy/loud/drunk acting as i can, so its not like he needs booze to open up.
but i still sometimes miss having someone to drink with me.... of course i just reminisce and remember back to those horrible nights where the ex would drink himself into a stupor, come home absolutely stinking of sweat, alcohol and cigarettes and would just pass out beside me. ew ew ew never again, god he was such a grot. i can't believe i put up with that shit sometimes.
i seriously hope he really has turned a new leaf, otherwise i dont know how the new girl is putting up with him.
wow, i miss this. just being able to write openly and freely, without worrying about who will read it. of course, i dont know who really does read this... but i'm hoping since i haven't written here in ages, no one other than LJ friends and real life friends will read this. of course i do link to it from my site.... :| doh! |
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| selling off my stuff |
[Apr. 27th, 2006|01:45 pm] |
i've got bags and bags full of clothes I don't wear anymore so I have put a few things up on ebay. If they sell ok, I might keep adding more.
So yeah, this post is just to spam my ebay list. Click here to view!
I've also given up smoking as of yesterday. So its been about 24 hours... The week is not a huge problem as I barely smoked at all, but come the weekend, it'll be hard! |
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| Another Quiz |
[Mar. 27th, 2006|02:32 pm] |
Your Social Dysfunction:
Happy
You're a happy person - you have a good amount of self-esteem, and are socially healthy. While this isn't a social dysfunction per se, you're definitely not normal. Consider yourself lucky: you walk that fine line between 'normal' and being outright narcissistic. You're rare - which is something else to be happy about.
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Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
Please note that we aren't, nor do we claim to be, psychologists. This quiz is for fun and entertainment only. Try not to freak out about your results.
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|09:29 am] |
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Random Gentle Sex Master (RGSMf)
Easy to turn on. Hard to beat. You are The Playstation.
You're a nice girl, and you have lots of sex. It's therefore highly likely that you're attractive, and you're certainly outgoing & friendly. Plus, this healthy physical attitude of yours indicates deeper emotional well-being and stability. Unheard of. When guys dare to dream, they dream of you.
You don't get attached too easily, and, to wit, you're not necessarily looking for something long-term right now. That's a bigger asset than you know. Though, physically speaking, you're open to anything, you're keeping your emotional side well-protected. This means there won't be a lot of wreckage to clean up whenever you decide to settle down.
Your exact opposite:
The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer | In the meantime, the men you share yourself with actually respect you. Like them, you enjoy sex for its own sake and don't need any other validation for pleasure than pleasure itself. Hopefully, you have the good sense to blow off anyone who thinks less of you for that. Usually, this is the part of the description where we offer some life-correcting advice, but honestly, we can't think of anything about you we'd change. Keep on fucking, partner.
ALWAYS AVOID: The Mixed Messenger
CONSIDER: Anyone else |
Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: reanon16 |
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[Feb. 17th, 2006|10:50 am] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Kylie Minogue - Impossible Princess | ] |
Here's an iTunes Meme - idea taken from Daniel at Boudist.com
(This is my work iTunes, not my home one. I probably have way more music on my work computer anyway)
How many total songs in your library?
3282 songs
Sort by Song Title
First song: "En Gallop" by Joanna Newsom
Last song: Zoot Suit Riot by Cherry Poppin' Daddies
Sort by Time
Shortest song: Bye! from Tegan and Sara's Under Feet Like Ours 0:05 seconds
Longest song: Well I have a couple of Krafy Kuts Essential Mixes that go for almost 2 hours, but the long actual song is D) Pt IV from The Mars Volta's Scabdates 20:00 minutes
Sort by Album
First album: 100,000 Hz Legend by Air
Last album: Zoolander Soundtrack (I just liked the Wallflowers cover of I Started A Joke)
Top 10 Most Played Songs
Helicopter - Bloc Party 34 plays
Pretender - Eisly 31 plays
She's Hearing Voices - Bloc Party 27 plays
Like Eating Glass - Bloc Party 26 plays
I Wasn't Prepared - Eisley 25 plays
Pressed In A Book - The Shins 25 plays
Tree Tops - Eisley 23 plays
Mother Mother - The Veronicas 23 plays
Neighbourhood #3 (Power Out) The Arcade Fire 21 plays
Marvelous Things - Eisley 20 plays
First five songs that come up on Party Shuffle
These Wooden Ideas - Modest Mouse
This Is How It Goes - Missy Higgins
Wild Wild West - The Escape Club
What Makes You Happy - Liz Phair
Father's Day - Weddings, Parties, Anything |
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| What do you think of me? |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|04:50 pm] |
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| | The Beatles - Revolver | ] |
If you know me in real life and are half as bored as me, click these links:
The Bad Things About Me
The Good Things About Me
It asks you to pick 5 or 6 adjectives out of a list to describe me (good and bad points)...
"The Johari Window was invented by Joseph Luft and Harrington Ingram in the 1950s as a model for mapping personality awareness" |
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| 2005 in a nutshell |
[Jan. 5th, 2006|03:39 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Shins - Chutes Too Narrow | ] |
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
Went on a holiday with 3 friends (Sydney, August 2005). Best trip ever!!!!
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and did you make more for this year?
I didn't really make any resolutions last year, except (in the wake of a nasty breakup and ex-boyfriend moving out) I hoped that I would stop letting him emotionally hurt me, and not let myself get trapped in a toxic relationship again. And yea, I'd say I kept those.
I haven't made any new years' resolutions for this year. I have a loose savings goal, but that's about it.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Not really. My aunty gave birth to her second child, but they live in Sydney.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Luckily, no.
5. What countries/cities did you visit?
Bundaberg, Sydney, Gold Coast. wow that's sad.
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
More focus and drive in my career. OH and a romantic Valentine's day (as I was single last year)
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Saturday 19th March - I finally make the move and initiate the kiss that starts the whole whirlwind of emotions.
Friday 15th July - The before mentioned whirlwind of emotions becomes an official relationship.
Sunday 14th - 17th August - Sydney Trip
Saturday 20th August - Tegan and Sara show cancelled, so go with Rach & Dan to see The Panics gig, and more importantly, see Pilate support them. Hang out with the Pilate boys all night and partied hard with both bands. One of the best nights ever!
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finding a happy living situation/flatmates, keep an awesome job and falling hard for the RIGHT guy.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Hanging onto some of the hurt at the beginning of the year - by not letting go of that hurt, I was angry, bitter and spiteful for a few months. I don't like to hold grudges.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Just my regular 3-4 colds.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Willow, my ibook :)
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
um... not sure.
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Mine - mostly in the first half of the year.
14. Where did most of your money go?
savings, alcohol, rent, bills
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
TEGAN AND SARA AUSTALIAN TOUR!!! flew to Sydney to see their solo show, and then luckily Little Birdy cancelled so I got to see them another 3 times, including another 2 headline shows.
16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
Bad Day - Daniel Powter. The boy and I danced in the lounge room many saturday and sunday mornings to this song.
Emancipate Myself - Thirsty Merc. I silently screamed along to this song often at the beginning of the year.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you...
i. happier or sadder?
much happier
ii. thinner or fatter?
perhaps a little bit more toned
iii. richer or poorer?
richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
More travel..... of course, my bank balance is thankful I didn't
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Less excessive drinking
20. How did you spendChristmas?
Probably going home to Bundaberg again, like most years, and hopefully I'll have company again :)
21. How did you spend New Years?
Had a few people over at my place, yummy cocktails, good company, no vomitting/passing out early!
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
Yes
23. How many one night stands?
One
24. What was your favourite TV program?
Nip/Tuck, Lost, Veronica Mars, Arrested Development, Scrubs
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not at all
26. What was the best book you read?
Memoirs of a Geisha (again), Perfume (again) The Da Vinci Code
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Pilate, Death Cab For Cutie, Bloc Party (I can't remember if I started listening to them in 2004 or not), Eisley, James Blunt, Joanna Newsom, The Faint, New Pornographers, Magic Numbers, The Shins, Vivek Shraya
28. What did you want and get?
The boy, an iBook.
29. What did you want and not get?
The money and time to travel.
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
oh god, I can hardly remember what came out this year. Nothing is coming to mind.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I didn't do that much on my actual birthday (it was a Sunday)- recovered from the awesome day before and the party the night before, enjoyed a lazy day with good company. I was 24.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Not much, it was a pretty good year in the end.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Slightly more 'grown-up' and 'corporate' this year, but still mixing it up with arm bands, legwarmers and tights every so often. I definately fell in love with layers during winter - a tight black long-sleeved shirt can go underneath anything! Oh and started wearing Converse sneakers again for the first time since 1995. OOOH and I bought a pair of tightish black jeans (oh i'm so emo!)
34. What kept you sane?
My growing collection of tv shows on dvd (Re-watching the whole of Buffy and Angel kept my mind off the breakup and dealing with single life during the first few months of the year)....
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Tegan from Tegan & Sara
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
No comment
37. Who did you miss?
Everyone I care about was in my life this year... perhaps old highschool friends, who I wish I saw more of.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
new person? perhaps devo? I don't think I met him in 2004....
Honorable mentions: Dan and Ellen (though technically I met you both in 2004.... i think- Dan when did we meet?!?!)
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
Re-finding myself, my strength, learning that I can be by mself, I don't need someone to make me ME!
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
blah after a long time debating and listening to a shitload of songs, i have decided - this is IMPOSSIBLE to find. maybe i listen to depressing music or something but i can't find a lyric that sums up the year. |
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| WHAT AGE DO I ACT?!?! |
[Dec. 7th, 2005|09:51 am] |
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| | The Arcade Fire - Crown of Love | ] |
| You Are 16 Years Old | 
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
BAHAHAHAH i would have said 18, but that's cool too!
sucked in granny's... erm i mean, girls! :P |
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[Jun. 6th, 2005|04:10 pm] |
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| [ | Current Music |
| | Eisley - Blackened Crown | ] |
The True You | | You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you. | | With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. | | You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck. | | The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. | | You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. | | When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out. |
it actually ended up being quite accurate so that's why i thought i'd post it.
gir/boyfriend to be more open with you- BINGO
you spend as little as possible - HAHHAHAAH spot on!
you expect bad luck - not really
satisfied to care about things with minimal effort - yup
care about others feelings - yea
eager to be liked - yes
i have fallen back into a blog slump- where i just dont feel like writing anything. life is just life.. its ok most of the time, nothing great, but i can't bring myself to whine and moan about how bad my life is, because it really isn't. i honestly wish i was more pessimistic.... more depressed..... more ANYTHING.
being depressed seems to bring out people's creative side, where as this non-caring doesn't. i am so easily distracted by the little things in life, i dont ever seem to have time to retreat into myself and get depressed by the enormity of life, or the feeling that i'm not doing enough with my time, the uncertainity of where i want to be in 10 years.
its way too easy to just live day to day, to look forward to the weekend, to spend my whole time worrying about petty things like clothes, or my social life, or my (currently non-existant) love life.
i dont understand how some people can just ignore everything good they have going for themselves. how can they only see what's bad and never see the good? do people really find no enjoyment in just the little things of life?
immersing yourself in a tv series, or movie.
reading a good book.
eating a good meal.
drinkng a glass of wine.
listening to your favourite music.
having a great conversation with an important person in your life.
how are those things not enough for some people? how much more do you need to be happy, or are you just destined to be unhappy no matter what you have in life?
well... i guess i had something to rant about afterall.....
today is day 1, of what will no doubt be a long month. someone i see every day, chat to on msn all day and night is overseas for a month, and already i miss him. work is so quiet without him here, and i'm actually being extremely productive (which is a good thing, i guess). |
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[May. 13th, 2005|10:44 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Cars Pass In Cold Blood - The Faint | ] |
do you like to cuddle after sex?
this was asked by umi in her livejournal and I decided to respond to it. My response turned out to be a rant, which I feel like posting.
my answer:
depends who its with.
someone i have feeling for- HELL YES. someone i am just having a hot fling with (one night stand? argh that sounds so tack), then no.
you've done your job, now get out! *points to the door*
NOT that i have one night stands all the time. but yea :/
this one guy a few months ago, sure he was a nice enough guy. we all got mega drunk and he was super duper hot, so we ended up back at my house, did the deed and then i was all ready for him to leave- he only leaved a street away. but instead, he follows me to the shower, joins me, and then jumps back in my bed and fucking sleeps over!!!!!!
NO NO NO!!!! if i like you and sex is a byproduct of our growing like for one another, then yes, you may sleep over. but if you're just a hot piece of ass and we've only met a few times and never really had any big indepth conversations, then there is NO SLEEPING OVER!!!!!
the answer is yes (for boyfriends and crushes) the answer is no (for one night stands)
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thoughts? do you like to cuddle after sex?
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| A-Z |
[May. 11th, 2005|09:53 pm] |
so i haven't posted anything here in a while (its friends only, so if
you aren't on my friends list it will look like i haven't posted here
in AGES!!!) this one is public tho.
A-Z stolen from Talluleh
A - Age you got your first REAL kiss: 13 (end of grade 8)- me, fiona
and rebecca were sleeping over at Leah's after her birthday party.
Rebecca and I hadn't kissed anyone, and Fiona and Leah had, so we all
kissed each other to "practice".
My first boy kiss was when I was 14 (start of grade 10, hadn't turned
15 yet coz my birthday is late in the year) - Hayden Grosman. My
friend's next door neighbour. I was pretty sloshed, I remember dancing
and singing to Wonderwall - Oasis all night long.
B - Band listening to right now: Eisley
C - Crush: no one. MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY (ok, i lie, i still am crushing
over you-know-who (if you dont know then you obviously aren't spose to
know), but i am trying my hardest to get over him).
D - Dad's name: Gary.
E - Easiest person to talk to: rachel
F - Favorite bands at the moment: Eisley, Tegan and Sara, Rilo Kiley, Liz Phair, Rachael Yamagata.
G - Gummy worms or gummy bear?: I dont really eat either, but bears.
H - Hobbies? the internet? watching dvds? drinking? going to the gym? oh god, i dont have any hobbies.
I - Instruments: that I've learnt to play at one stage in my life-
piano, violin, piccilo recorder thingy, guitar (that didn't last long
at all)
J- Junior High: Grades 8-10 were at Bundaberg State High School, in Bundaberg (obviously).
K - Kids: so dont want them yet, if ever.
L - Longest car ride ever: about 11 or 12 hours from Brisbane to Newcastle, October 2002 for the TINA festival.
M - Mum's name: Jan.
N - Nicknames: Rhi (pretty much everyone), Nannon or Nannonhead
(strictly cousins and aunties only), Chookie (mum), Skanky (sister),
Livian (online), Reanon (user name/online)
O - One wish: I wish I could stop and start time.
P - Phobias: insects, needles.
Q - Quote: It's all fun and games til someone breaks a hymen - Me, 2000
R - Reason to smile: my complete buffy and angel collection
S - Song you sang last: Outloud? Probably "I want candy" singing along to the song during Step Class on monday.
T - Time you woke up: 7am
U - Unknown fact about me: my toenails on my little toes are practically non-existant, they are so tiny.
V - Vegetable you hate: I will eat any of them, but i dont really like squash or brussel sprouts.
W - Worst habit[s]: fiddling with my nose ring, or picking pimples.
X - X-rays you've had: Mouth x-ray to see where my wisdom teeth were before I got them out.
Y -Yummy food: Thai, Indian, Himalayian.
Z - Zodiac sign: Libra |
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| i dont usually like these quizzes... but..... |
[Jan. 19th, 2005|10:42 pm] |
 | You scored as Interpersonal. You enjoy being around people, like talking to people, have many friends, and engage in social activities. You learn best by relating, sharing, and participating in cooperative group environments. People like you include salespeople, consultants, community organizers, counselors, teachers or any other helping profession.
Interpersonal | | 86% | Intrapersonal | | 64% | Verbal/Linguistic | | 61% | Visual/Spatial | | 61% | Musical/Rhythmic | | 57% | Bodily/Kinesthetic | | 39% | Logical/Mathematical | | 29% | </td>
The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
created with QuizFarm.com |
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| DONE SOLD |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|11:52 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | No Aphrodisiac - The Whitlams | ] |
as much as i'd like to confess my inner most feelings on my website, i can't. there are too many people to consider, feelings that could be hurt and i dont think i need to add any fuel to the already gossipy fires.
and this is why this journal is friends only.
i'm going through a nasty breakup, and once again i am depressed, sad, angry, angsty and bitter and that means... AN URGE TO BLOG!
so if i dont know you in real life, and you want to read what's going on, listen to me whine about love, life and lust, then leave a comment, or add me and i'll add you back. |
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| i'm a working girl |
[Aug. 17th, 2004|01:16 pm] |
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| |  optimistic | ] |
second day on the job, and it fucking rules! this is the coolest work place EVER! firstly, we're on the 10th floor and i have sweet views from my desk.
that pic so doesn't show it off. i'll bring my digi cam in one day and get a better photo.
then there's the staff- everyone is soo nice and friendly. and there's more than one other female which is bloody nice. the kitchen/lounge area (yes that's right... LOUNGE area) is amazing. they have every bloody appliance you could ever need to make any sort of dish- rice cooker, toaster, 2 microwaves, oven, sandwich press, cappachino maker, and George Foreman's Lean, Mean, Fat-reducing, Grilling machine.
There's also 2 huge fridges, one devoted to alcohol for friday afternoons, a pool table, a tv, couches and a play station. Not that its had much usuage that i've seen, as most of the guys are playing Battlefield on their computer during lunch.
Lunch- everyone is whipping up a storm. i thought i'd end up spending shitloads of money getting takeaway/ food court food for lunch. NO WAY. Olivia (other new girl) and I went and bought a heap of stuff to make big fat yummy toasted sandwiches for the rest of the week.
There's also a fish tank! I've so wanted to work in an office with a fish tank!
And what about the actual job? well its great! yesterday was mostly just going over everything they are hoping all of us will be achieving, and how it fits into the company and explaining exactly how the company works/operates. today we're already getting started on our first few sites.
anyway, will explain more later.just wanted to share the greatness which is my new work place. |
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| welcome back to the gabba |
[Jul. 27th, 2004|03:15 pm] |
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| | the faint sounds of Triple J in the background | ] |
i will become a LJ'er, I PROMISE! i keep saying it and it never happens, but i've finally decided to make it private or friends only or whatever, so i can rant and rave about everyone and everything that pisses me off. i'm becoming quite a stressed out person - its probably coz i dont talk, blog enough.
anyway work is just fucked, i am really not liking it. the general manager is gone for a week which sucks coz he's the nice and rational one, the boss is a drug fucked loser who stutters over the letter M and mumbles his head off. i can never fucking understand him. "so are the gloss or m...m....mm....mm.. matt!"
hahah it annoys me to hell but cracks me up as well. he used to be a body builder- his bible is the arnold schwatznegger biography. hehehe
there's a new chick at work, she's only like 18 or 19 or something. she's doing phone/reception. go the underage workers! ahh that's what this company is all about, stingy pricks. anyway, i have TRIED so much to talk to her, include her in conversations etc. but i've been busy, or when i do try, she kinda looks at me funny or hardly says anything back. maybe i'm coming across wierdly, or coming on too strong. she's kinda pretty, but its like her profile is more pretty than front on.... when she first came here i was like "oooh pretty!" long dark hair, olivey skin, kinda mediterainean looking (ok that is so spelt wrong). but then up close and front on, she's kinda not that pretty.
i'm like the opposite. i dont mind my face front on, but profile- EWWWWWWWWW! i hate those change rooms with multiple mirrors so you get every angle. god, i leave target and myers almost in tears. i'm happy not knowing what my ass really looks like from behind.
anyway, i dont want to get back to work but i guess i fucking should. ergh ergh ergh. |
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