I'm seeing Christina Ricci on The Tonight Show and wondering, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED.

First of all she looks like anime in human form, and second, and most importantly.........

Where the hell did her giant Boobs go? I mean, unless she has them strapped down like Hilary Swank in Boys Don't Cry, girl has had a MAJOR boob reduction. 

And I can actually understand her getting one, as she is not a large woman and I'm sure those knocker were killing her back and posture.

But unless somebody did a major wrap-job on her chest, she overdid it with the boob reduction.

I mean it's almost Jennifer Grey-getting-her-nose-fixed-and-now-no-one-knows-who-she-is overdone!

Say it ain't so Christina!

Someday I'll have the right accessory to take photos off my phone, but on the drive home today, the clouds look like a giant wave about to engulf everyone. The clouds swept straight up, and at the top, it looked like a foam crest. I have never seen anything like it.
There was a huge storm out at sea the last couple days that never made land, and the clouds were clearly from that. 

It was so amazing looking I had to stop and take a picture. All I could think of when I was looking at it, was that it looked like a special effect from Deep Impact. I don't know if the pictures I took can do it justice. The cool thing was I was driving right at it for about twenty minutes.

Really amazing looking.

My Birthday is tomorrow. And I look at what I have accomplished in my life, which is nothing. I get a kick out of people in their 20's lamenting their lives. Wait another decade or 15 years, then comment on your life. Then you can say you've accomplished nothing. I can say this.

Single, still haunted at times by old relationships, with ailing and indebted parents that I cannot help, and very little put away myself for my future. There is where I am. 

When your parents hurt physically and mentally and you can't help them but in emotional support from a distance, it eats at you. They are dying and I cannot help them. 

Were I like the majority of my friends I'd be settled down by now with someone and at least have some grandchildren for the them to keep them going. And not just for them. I really want kids. I have siblings settled down with SO's, but no children possible or on the way. They both say they HATE children and don't want any. I want some and can't seem to get any. Seriously, if I was a woman, I would so get myself pregnant. Seriously.

So my parents ache and cry for help. I hear their cries and cannot help. And of course I also can't help myself get anywhere in my life either.

I'm hoping getting my blog going again will spur me to new things, like getting me act together after too much time sitting on my ass playing status quo.

I could've done more in my life. I wish I had done more. Time is clearly getting shorter if I want to do anything.

I would do anything to help my parents escape the hell they are in. Please God, look out for them and help make their lives better.

That is my birthday wish.

Driving home from work tonight the sky was really and truly a blanket of clouds. There was not a break in the clouds anywhere and clouds rippled over one another like a crumpled blanket lying over the sky. 

It almost felt like God had covered the earth like one covers the birdcage with a sheet at night.

A beautiful and amazing site to see, truly.

So Ticketmaster send me an early deal on tickets for an upcoming concert ;

JOURNEY
HEART
CHEAP TRICK

WTF?

What did I ever do to deserve this? In the last year or so I've seen, Radiohead, The Police and Foo Fighters.

I'll concede The Police thing, but really? That's what they think of me?

Gimme a grunge/90's revival show  Lemonheads/Meat Puppets/Screaming Trees or something and  I'm there. 

But this? 

Eesh. 

........not denying that I have some of those three bands on my Ipod though!