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rawr111
03 September 2008 @ 10:33 pm
Soo....  
So yeah! ive been bulimic for 2 years, since i was 14, So i'm 16, going through normal teen shit, I smoke way too much weed, drink til i'm way too drunk, and care about what people think about me tooooo much. I dont take rejection very well. Fucking bulimia is every i have, i have the control only this one thing, fasting is hrad, of corse its fucking hard, you're not eating for ages! get the fuck over it! I'm over being FAT! 72.5kgs is HUGE! i'm only like 5,3" if that! ewwwww, so yeah, im over eating, over drinking, over eating fucking pizza! i dont even like the shit! I miss having that person to fall asleep with, that person to go home to after work, that person to 'be' with.

GAAAAH!

Food no-more!
 
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rawr111
27 March 2008 @ 10:17 pm
Mia...  
Me and Mia know each other well.. For a couple of years now, But last year we got really close.
Yes, I am bulimic, I am not ashamed of the fact. But I am proud i can be myself.
Yes i know I am killing myself, From the inside out, but i can;t stop until i feel beautiful...
Achieving perfection is my lifes goal....

Hmmmmpf
 
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rawr111
27 March 2008 @ 08:37 pm
Belonging  
Hello, I'm so lost in this world, not knowing what way to turn, My life just seems to be spiraling down and around... I'm no longer belonging, just wanting to dissapear.

Theres so much wrong, YET hardly suffering...

Ohk, So I'm _ _ _ _, I live in New Zealand. YAY!
I love my friends, They're the only people that keep me alive.
They are you oxygen. My Water. The Beat of my heart.
At the moment, I'm not as happy as i could be.
My BF broke up with me last week, So I'm not yet Over that...
Kinda sucks. But I want to be Happy.... HAPPY!

Please Comment me, I want your comments....
 
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