I wish i could still feel your warmth
I wish i could see you smile
I wish i could lie on the grass listening to your favorite song
with you on my side
staring at a clear blue sky

But i can only feel your cold fingers
But you can't smile any more
But I am alone
in a dark cold night
the silence surrounding me

I want to hold your hand , but it's cold and pale
I want to hear the beat of your heart , but it remains still
I want to scream your name , but you can't hear me

I want to tell you i feel so guilty
I want to tell you i don't want you to go away
I want to tell you i want you to be happy

But you'll never hear me
'cause you left me all alone
With my fears and those memories of you

And this voice that haunts my mind
And this hand reaching my face to dry my tears
Are only shadows of you , haunting my soul forever