i act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy...

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you know the drill.

"Ain't wanna do it, but now I got to pop my collar
You actin like y'all real tough act to follow
I got medallions the size of a half a dollar
And about to buy my best friend a beauty parlor
I know y'all don't wanna see Kim on top
Please stop worryin about what I got
What the fuck y'all know about the Yonker Rock
When I'm cookin, keep your hands out my pot
Them boys ain't bad and ain't no bitch greater
Stop tryin to use me as a respirator
I'm the same bitch on the escalator
And I still ain't got no time for you fuckin haters
I might start my day at Piarage'
Or with a Mafia meetin at the Brooklyn Cafe
'Okay, y'all wanna play?'
Like 9/11, you gon' remember this day"


i love you, lil kim.

i had a presentation in my business class (the televised one!). it went well, but it was nervous, because its on TV and i think my face was red but what can you do?

yeah and im almost done with my film paper, which im quite glad about. ill probably finish it tomorrow morning before class and ill be good to go!

nothing to say really, other than im going to the gym tonight like a good girl. and my period should be gone by tomorrow, so maybe ill weigh less? thatd be divine.

princeSSSjenni04: are you talking to kop?
princeSSSjenni04: *koup
jbert2004: umm yea why
princeSSSjenni04: i knew it
princeSSSjenni04: she told me she had to go
princeSSSjenni04: and then didnt put an away msg up
jbert2004: hmmm
princeSSSjenni04: its cool im used to it
jbert2004: well she is asking me for ideas about her paper
princeSSSjenni04: not that you were apoligizing
princeSSSjenni04: she couldnt ask me?
princeSSSjenni04: like both of us i mean
jbert2004: i dunno
princeSSSjenni04: sexy
princeSSSjenni04: cant wait for dee to be home
jbert2004: oh man i can
jbert2004: lol
princeSSSjenni04: well you already have friends around you that like you so you know
jbert2004: lol i gues
jbert2004: s
princeSSSjenni04: m hm

fuck. i love people (my "friends" mostly).

i decided not to go to the gym on account of the fact that i have very little gas and hate getting gas at night (and need to be able to get to school tomorrow-ill get gas after my english conference). i am, however, going to go tomorrow night after accounting. i ate too much today, but is that really a surprise?

i am so ready for school to be done for a month! i cant wait to see dee (she comes back next weekend!) and spend more time with jeff. its gunna be tres lovely.

speaking of jeff, he called me on his "lunch" (i put it in quotes because he calls it that, but its at dinnertime) break today. we only talked for like 15 minutes, but it was nice. i feel like were starting to have more of a real relationship, because we talk on the phone on days that we dont get to see each other now. although itd be nice if he had aim (he had it but then deleted it because his computer is crap and has too much shit on it), i think its for the better that he doesnt, because it forces me to have real live conversations. i cant just bring up stuff on aim like i did with jake, which is scary for me, but i know itll be good in the long run (like when we have real issues).

im really full and its gross.

im glad i only have my english conference tomorrow and not the whole class. i never really have that class again. the only other time i hafta go is next wednesday when i turn in my research paper, and were only gunna be in there for like 30 minutes. so sweet.

im really bored.

omg im so excited to see closer tuesday evening with jeff! and wow twisted christmas on thursday! its gunna be super fun!

i need to finish my film paper thats due tuesday. well, technically its due no later than dec 10th, but i only have that class once a week (tuesday) and i really dont feel like trying to hunt him down some other day. plus, itll be better for me to get it over with sooner rather than later.

i want a digital camera really badly!

i want to write more, but i dont really have anything else to say. so, more tomorrow, i guess!

bubblebobble

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. jenni
2. jen
3. thats all

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. goodgrrl03
2. sexyballerette
3. princesssjenni04 (the one i currently use)

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. scottish
2. british/english whatever you wanna call it
3. irish

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. love
2. boys
3. why i cant be rich

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. jake
2. koup and caleb and their ongoing drama
3. my sister

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. clowns
2. losing a loved one
3. being alone forever

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. gum
2. mascara
3. chapstick

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. khaki pants from guess
2. dark purple bebe shirt
3. cute underwear

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
1. cell phone
2. purse
3. pens

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. sexy
2. hot
3. aww

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. new found glory
2. taking back sunday
3. the ataris

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
(Of the moment)
1. im not okay-my chemical romance
2. my prerogative-britney
3. number 5 with a bullet-taking back sunday

THREE PEOPLE YOU'VE SPENT THE MOST TIME WITH LATELY:
1. koup
2. jeff
3. jake

THREE THINGS ABOUT PEOPLE THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. truthfullness
2. humor
3. ability to have fun

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. love my body
2. lose the damn weight
3. stop shopping

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. shopping
2. cuddling
3. driving around

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. to be 95 pounds
2. an ipod
3. a digital camera

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. flight attendant
2. personal shopper
3. travel agent

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. the atlantis resort in the bahamas
2. new york
3. italy

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. be married
2. travel
3. be truely happy

 

sweet...do it if your bored, like me! i hate work, but thats nothing new. okay im gunna go, ill probably update again tonight sometime.

convo between jeff and i (hes on his cell, im on aol):

princeSSSjenni04: i wrote you back last night, but maybe you didnt get it again. and i also called you after you didnt respond and it went straight to your voicemail :-(
HIM: I got this msg. My fone sucks. I still never got it last nite tho
princeSSSjenni04: maybe at your house sometimes you cant get them if you dont have reception, it used to happen to me a lot
HIM: How was yer day?
princeSSSjenni04: it was okay, really boring. how was yours and hows work?
HIM: Got a couple more hrs left but its been ok
princeSSSjenni04: right on. miss me? jk
HIM: Defntly.miss Me?
princeSSSjenni04: of course! you know what i dont know what to get you for xmas :/
HIM: What?
princeSSSjenni04: for christmas...you
princeSSSjenni04: or are we not doing that?
HIM: Doin what?
princeSSSjenni04: christmas presents
HIM: Oh yeah, im down
princeSSSjenni04: we dont have to if you dont want to
HIM: I want 2
princeSSSjenni04: you didnt sound so sure, but its up to you, k?
HIM: I do. I will call u in 1 hr if thats ok?
princeSSSjenni04: of course it is. call my house line though, k?


so...i guess we are doing xmas presents, but i feel like he isnt too fond of the idea or something. i wish i knew if i was even able to call him my boyfriend. like, i know he isnt dating anyone else, but i dunno. i havent even gone to his house yet (aside from in like 3rd and 4th grade when i was best friends with his sister and 9th grade when i went to his sisters bday party).

boys are mucho confusing.

omg im fucking freezing.

oh i went tanning and im starting to see the difference! yay for that, huh?

i want these shoes: ($63)
but, im poor right now. if i order them by dec 10th, shipping is free! i get paid the 8h, so maybe ill order them that day or the next.

m k. im done. ill update tomorrow, im sure.

I.HATE.WORK.

its so fucking boring and ugh. plus, pat (the main agent in this office), basically told me she hates me hair (although in much kinder words). i look much better as a blonde and its too dark and bla bla bla. hmm...did i ask for your opinion? nope!

im just in a grumpy mood i guess. i just dont want to be here and im tired and on my period and just not feeling the greatest, you know?

it was one month ago today that jeff and i went on our first date. i wonder if he knows. i wont get to see him until tuesday though, which sucks really bad. but were going to go see closer, which im quite excited about. i think it looks really good.

i think im going to go tanning after work, and tomorrow after work, im going to go to the gym. skinny and tan, yes please!

i didnt have breakfast, but im pretty sure ill be able to have lunch, because the floor person scheduled for the 12-3 shift is usually pretty reliable.

all i really have of school is next week (and i dont even have to go to english monday or wednesday, because were having conferences for our research papers-mine is monday at 8:20 and theyre only 10 minutes long), and then monday and tuesday of the following week are my finals, and wednesday morning i just have to go to english and turn in my research paper. THEN IM FUCKING DONE FOR A MONTH! you have NO idea how excited i am!

what sucks, though, is that for the month that im off, i wont have any homework to do at work. i mean, yeah, homework sucks, but it takes up some of my time. now, ill just be sitting here even more than i already do.

hopefully, ill be getting the job at the tanning place come january. i think i have a pretty good chance, but you just never know! if not, ill start getting apps for restaraunts and the like.

i still dont know what to get jeff for christmas. i hate shopping for boys!

damn, i am so tired.

omg so my hair! big change, but i love it! my mom hates it, but thats only because she thinks i need to be blonde forever. oh and dana only charged the haircut portion of it as $12, even though haircuts are $30. what can i say, she loves me! (the total for all of it was $62, which is so good compared to the $100 it usually costs for highlights and the like)

i just registered for my classes and got in all of them, so that pumps me up! and i used my moms credit card to pay for them and filled out the form to get my parking pass (now my mom just has to write a check and mail it in). and the last step (aside from showing up) is to get my books.

i think i was gunna say something else, but i gotta go because my mom wants me to go to folsom with her.

later.

um one quick thing-
i know i really shouldnt be mad about this, and im not mad, just like i dunno. anyway, koup and jake hung out last night. fortunately, it wasnt just the two of them this time, because koups friend nikki was there, too, but its not like nikki would care if they were flirty or whatever toward each other. im grateful that koup told me this time, but i dunno it still kinda sucks, because the last time i hung out with jake koup was there, too, you know?

ugh. whatever.

so caleb pisses me off so bad. well, you already knew that, but he did it again today. well wait, did i ever post in here about the fact that he blocked me on his aim buddy list for no reason. we didnt talk and fight or anything, but the other night jake told me to read calebs info and i was like hes not online. and hes like yeah he is. but it didnt show up on mine and i couldnt check his info or anything, so yeah. but now heres more...

( (last night i imed koup and asked if she and caleb wanted to go see closer with jeff and i on tuesday, but she never wrote back) )

okay black angus was mucho yummy. then we came here and watched tv (like always!). um then we made out and he touched my boobs. haha i feel like im in 7th grade.

oh before we went to dinner, i bought two tickets (for jeff and i) for KWODs twisted christmas show (the used, my chemical romance, taking back sunday, papa roach, the donnas). he was so pumped! he wanted to go so bad, but didnt have anyone to go with and plus he thought it was already sold out (being that the concert is a week from today), but it wasnt! and its general admission, so it wasnt like there were only crappy seats left. now we just gotta get there early to get a good seat and were good to go.

im freakin tired man.

omg im going brunette tomorrow. i am so nervous! but its just hair so whatever.

oh i got a new shirt tonight at abercrombie and two new bras. fun stuff.

okay im out.

okay, as you know, koup and i have already planned our schedules for next semester, but i decided to go to ratemyprofessors.com anyway, to see if i wanted to change anything based on their grades.

my humanities teacher-easy grader, interesting lectures, easy a
my psych. teacher-isnt on the site
my math teacher-funny, helpful, sometimes confusing (but the person who said that took a higher math class than im going to take)
my child development teacher-basic, not very in depth, busy work
my communications media teacher (who i already have for film history)-easy homework, grades on a curve, easy a

so im not sure about psych, although i enjoy it, so im sure it cant be too bad regardless of the teacher and i expected my child development class to be busy work, in the same way that it was in high school. so i think im pretty set.

my mom and i are going shopping today at like 2:30. were gunna get some more presents for my dad and use that gap coupon we got. oh yeah, jake came and got his jacket the other night, so i dont have to return that anymore. i do, however, need to put the money he gave me into my checking account.

umm...not much else is new in my boring life! oh except, jeff and i are going to black angus tonight, so thatll be fun.

now i think im gunna go to ratemyteachers.com and see the ratings of some of my teachers that i had in high school. wow, im a nerd.

well today has felt like quite a long one. but now, it is essentially over and for that i am glad.

i didnt do tremendously well on my eating today, BUT i went to the gym and burned 330 calories on the elliptical, so im not too worried about it. plus, my period should be here, like, tomorrow, so im probably retaining mucha agua.

omg it is december 1st! christmas is arriving! ay ay ay!!!!!!!!

ummm, so i have a research paper for my english final and its pretty much done, but if anyone wants to give me any suggestions or what not, feel free to do so.

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so i was only online yesterday for a total of 30 minutes. damn my hectic life, keeping me from my precious internet! haha jk...sorta.

so that math assessment test seemed easier than last time, but i know there were definitely some i got wrong. i honestly want to be in the dumb math. i mean, if i barely make it into the regular one, ill struggle so much, you know? and then ill get a shitty grade. so, id rather be in the lower one to sort of refresh my brain and then ill be good to go for the other one.

koup and i planned our schedule for next semester (assuming we got into the lower math) and were gunna take 17 units. are we crazy or what? the reason is that the lower math doesnt count for anything, not even as an elective or anything (because the number is below 100), so we hafta work pretty hard to be able to get done in two years (without taking summer school).

were planning on taking: american humanities, psych 300, math 30, a child development class, and an online class. its called communication media, but heres the description: Survey of the mass media: history, philosophy, structure and trends, as well as theories which help to explain effects and the importance as a social institution. Exploration of economics, technology, law, ethics, and social issues, including cultural and ethnic diversity. Not open to students who have received credit for JOUR 310. i think itll be kinda interesting and i know itll be easy, because the teacher for it is my current teacher for film history and hes really easy.

it shouldnt be too bad, because i dont think any of the classes are really hard, theres just a lot of them. well, not more than i have now, but 1 more unit. and itll be nice that we have all the same classes, because then we can help each other and stuff and do our online class together.

umm not much is new. last night after class, jeff, caleb, and i went to koups. we played trivial pursuit 90s edition. it was really hard! and it took forever, but it was fun. well except for the fact that caleb was being an ass most of the time and he and koup kept fighting, but thats really nothing new.

i dont think ill see jeff again until thursday. :( im sure well talk before then though.

weight-wise and food-wise, im doing horribly. im back up to 112.5 and i just cant stop eating. granted, my period should be coming like today or tomorrow or something, so i know that has a lot to do with it, but it still sucks. ive had about half a poppyseed muffin for breakfast and im not planning on eating lunch. i have class from 1-3:50 so thatll keep me from eating, but we dont always have class for the whole time. actually, we rarely do. if it doesnt go for the whole time, im gunna go tanning afterward. it doesnt take that long, but any amount of time away from food is good! i really need to get to 108 and then 100 and then 95 so i can be happy!

wow this is a pretty long entry. see what being away from my computer and lj can do to me? haha.

i really need to go write more of my english research paper. ugh.

My journal is called This is me because my journal is about me. duh.

My subtitle is take it or leave it because its my journal and if you dont like what i say, you dont have to read it!

My friends page is called Sexy People because my friends are sexy and i like to overuse the word sexy. :)

My username is princessjenni04 because im a princess, my name is jenni, and i graduated in 2004. wow, i am so interesting.

My default userpic is currently britneys legs in ripped jeans because im obsessed with britney and destroyed denim.

My name is listed as jenni lynn because its my name and im boring like that.


i went tanning and im probably gunna be working there come january! yay!

i hafta take a math assessment test tomorrow. not fun! oh and i made my hair appointment. its for friday, because the time she had available thursday didnt work for me. and i also register for classes friday after 4pm.

okay im done now and no more updates today!

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so i went to bed at like 9:30 last night. am i a loser or what? having no friends is quite a drag sometimes. dani worked until close and then her and cj probably did something. i called her at like 6:30, but she never called me back. she sent me a text message at 10:50 (i was already asleep, i got it this morning) saying she was sorry for not calling me back and bla bla. im sure she called caleb! ugh.

i havent talked to jake in days. i kinda like it this way, because when i talk to him and hang out with him, i miss him (even though i know i shouldnt). i mean, i miss not being his friend, but he puts everyone else before me, which i think is crap. i already have one friend (dani) who puts people in front of me, i dont need more than that.

oh, speaking of jake, my mom and i are going to the mall on thursday to get some more stuff for my dad and to use a gap coupan thing we have (we didnt use it when we went friday, because its only good dec 2-5) and im gunna return the jacket i got for jake. ive given him plenty of time to come and get it and give me money and im tired of waiting around, dammit! ill let him know i am doing that on thursday, just in case he decides to get his act together, but if not, peace out!

so im gunna try to go tanning tonight. hopefully ill just go straight from work or something, so that theyre still open. oh and i still need to make my hair appointment. i wanna make it for thursday, so ill make it for the morning sometime, so my mom and i can go to the mall after she gets off work (around 2). im doing it all dark brown and im kinda nervous! oh well, its just hair, right?

im freezing (surprise surprise!). okay i guess ill go now.

umm i didnt go tanning, because it was 6 by the time i got done eating dinner and they close at 6 on the weekends. whiteness is oh-so flattering, dont you think? oh and speaking of dinner, i ate way too much and none of it was good for me (but hey i didnt cook it!). fatness is flattering, too!

now im just bored as hell. koups at work, but i dont think shes gunna wanna hang out, she probably already has plans with caleb. jeff is at work until close (10:30 or 11) and, well, i dont have any other friends.

itll probably be a nice date with me and my tv. oh joy!

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im at work and its oh-so-joyous! its freezing and boring, like always.

a rough draft of my 6-8 page research paper is due wednesday and ive only written a page and a half so far. i hate writing! it really isnt too terribly hard, but its just time consuming and not very fun.

woke up weighing 112.5. it just keeps getting higher, kids! joy joy joy! the gain could have something to do with the fact that i went to the gymn last night, but it sucks nonetheless.

i didnt eat breakfast and i dunno if ill be able to eat lunch (it all depends on whether or not my afternoon floor person shows up). i think im going tanning this evening after i eat dinner. ill only be able to go for like 10 minutes without burning, but its a start. i also need to make my hair appointment sometime today, because thursday is rapidly approaching and that is the day i want to do it!

man, i really dont wanna go back to working on my paper, but i have nothing else to say and i finished the book that i brought. :/

yes, another entry.

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A little sweet, a little sour - you've got the flava! Though, you do tend to squish in people's mouths...

umm just got back from the gym, where i burned 325 calories on the elliptical. im getting back on track kids!

oh and im over whole gloomy thing i had going on in my last entry. me and jake are done; he doesnt want me and im really excited for what the future holds for jeff and i. i always think about a lot of things while im at the gym, and its usually about me and jake and how shitty things are and wah wah. well, tonight, i thought about jeff and i and how i cant wait for it to be christmas break so he and i can spend a lot more time together. i really think this is the beginning of something good.

okay, no more updates until tomorrow! xoxo