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FRIENDS ONLY.

Please leave a comment stating that you would like to be my friend and why. :3

I really do like meeting people and making friends, I won't bite~ n___n

( The best freaking christmas EVER. )

That's right. Red Vs Blue: The Blood Gulch Chronicles came out with it's last episode ever approximately 7 hours ago (6/28/07 2:34AM PST). I was still up at that time but didn't bother to go look.

I had to do a little bit of unnecessarry hunting to find the actual episode itself, so here's a link for the episode directly. Be warned that it's really long and pretty heavy, and my computer lagged through half of the motion.

There's closure, so trust me, it's not coming back.

http://rvb.roosterteeth.com/5x100boxy.htm

Mood:

depressed

HAHA, FUCKER.

Today was really, really shitty and I ended up taking like 6 tylenol over the course of 6 hours. I know you're probably not supposed to do that, but I really don't care. I had a headache, god dammit.

So then of course I get put in the front (station 4, which has SEVEN tables, and close enough to the front doors to be in fear of having DA VAGIN MAN sit there)which is hell on earth on Sunday anyway. Then I had 24 people barking at me for things when I was in the middle of helping another table, or CARRYING A HEAVY TRAY FULL OF DIRTY DISHES (which is my pet peeve-- not the carrying part, the being-bothered-while-I'm-so-obviously-doing-something-else part). I had a full station and a lot of people, ( 6 x 4 = 24 + 6 = 30 people) but I didn't let it get me down. I really didn't. I kept a smile on my face and a song in my heart.

Until I went back to get (...What was it? 4 iced teas, two soups and three V8s, I think) and mistakingly got 4 lemonades instead of iced teas, which I laughed about because Danielle had just done something similar. Then when I finally got the tea right I carried them over to get the V8, put the tray down on the counter and could do little less than watch in horror as someone bumped into me and the iced teas -- all four of them-- went crashing to the floor, breaking the glasses and getting the tea everywhere.

I almost cried. Not because I broke the glasses and made everyone else's lives inconvinient, but because I had just gotten that order right, and I knew that if I went out there to give the other shit to the people they would scream at me. (I took two tylenol.)

Then a while later, my station is full, and I go out to give someone their food or whatever and someone is continually yelling "Where's my food?". The buffet line, mind you, has been overflowing with people. IT'S SUNDAY. Everyone goes to O 'Neilly terrace on SUNDAY. So the buffet line is slow. I had to explain to this woman that... yes, the buffet line is slow and it is going to take a few minutes. She rolled her eyes at me. (I took two tylenol.)

Then, two fourty three comes, and James comes up to me and goes, "Get Igell to watch your station. You're going on break right now." Which made me smile. I had started muttering and talking to myself, and James probably heard me when I walked by him or when he bused one of my tables. I went and told my ONE PERSON (all of my other people had left)that I was going on break, got Igell to watch my station and went on break.

So I'm eating pleasantly. Having nice conversation with James, Margaret, and Lu. When, suddenly, who comes in? Annette. Apparently, my table(S!) didn't know I was going on break. ... I just had one person a second ago. I told her that, and I told her that I told him that I was going. Did I tell Igell? Yes, I told Igell. I always ask before going on break. She left the room.

Upon coming back from break, I go back to my station and see that I now have three tables. WHAT THE SHIT(I took two tylenol. Not kidding.)

Things went poorly for the rest of the night, and I finally just got to go home. So now here I am. I'm seriously considering befriending a younger roleplayer, and I'm not really sure why. I think, maybe, that I'm tired of being the younest person I know who roleplays? I donno.

And by the way. THIS is bullshit and I'm tired of it. I know a few people I rp with have considered, if not totally acted upon, picking up and moving whatever rp they happen to be in, or even their personal journals. Personally, I hope this Asscrack guy gets canned for this, for he is weilding a power that isn't even his. Secondly, I'm not going to get chased away from LJ simply because some Asscrack and his Asscrack-smoking followers are going crazy and witchunting people, okay? I understand the circumstances and I understand where they are coming from, but a little investigation is necessarry before assuming shit and acting upon it, and I think anyone with a head on their shoulders knows that. Or should know that, rather, since Asscrack and his Asscrack-smoking followers are living proof of the fact that not all people do.

That's like one of my coworkers, who's a bit biblecrazy but nonetheless a nice person. She looks at me and Geoff one day and goes, "So are you guys, like, for child pornography or something?
Me and Geoff: O__O
Me: NO!
Geoff: What the hell makes you say that?
Her: Well, what are you doing to stop it?
Me: Um...
Her: See? And you guys should go get AIDS tested, too.
[She had recently told me about some guy she liked that had a boyfriend, and how she was so happy she didn't end up sleeping with him because then she would have gotten AIDS, and those were her exact words.]
Me: =__=; *goes back to work*
Geoff: *too*

Ugh. So, okay, anyway, I also found out that my BOSS and one of my coworkers were/are really sick. Richard had 93% blockage in one arterie of his heart, and 76% in another, and was really close to a serious heart-attack, he told us. Rozalie has kidney stones, I think, but she's been gone for a week or two. And Karina quit, so I'm gonna miss her.

WORK. ASIDE.

I've been trying to get back on top of my RPs, but it probably won't happen until Wednesday, when I no longer have school to worry about. But I guess that still is work, isn't it? Eh, oh well.

I watched "Turostas" with my mom this weekend. ... It was really, really weird. Very good, but very weird. It was about this guy, his sister, and her friend (Alex, Bea, and Amy) who go to Brazil for vacation. They end up hanging out with one native, two Columbians and three Austrailians (Kiko, Svend, Annicka, and Pru, Finn, and Liam). Like I said, very good. I actually wanna watch it again... My aunt said it was really gorey, but The Descent was much, much worse as far as that goes. Turistas was just like... watching ER, or something.

And, huh. I got back home at 5:30, and my parents said they'd be home in four minutes when I called them. ... It's currently 7:05. ... Word.

Well, I'mmuna find something to do...

Mood:

tired

( Hey there, Cicada )

Anywho, I go to work in a few hours, so if anyone wants to bother me they can go right ahead. <3

And Mikayla. Check out the info for modding_fr. I would have put up the rest of the layouts while you were out, but SOMEONE FORGOT TO ADD ME AS A MOD. ... >__>

Anyways. I'm going to bed now. xD My actual update is one back. Right here. :D http://powder-trauma.livejournal.com/113221.html

Mood:

tired

Thanks, school and work! :D

Ugh, but it's no big deal. =__=; I'll have to get over it eventually. It just sucks because I don't get to see those friends too often.

So, while I have like 16 hours to spare being by myself this week (xD;) I'll get that shit done that needs to, finally, just get done.

Eh, who knows. Maybe being by myself will be good for me for a change. e__e;

OR MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GO TO WORK AND BITCH ABOUT MY HOURS. D< That sounds good, too.

Personally, I think it's bullshit that I ahve to work saturdaysondaymonday every single week anyway.

I'm 16, kaythanx. I got stuff I wanna do. I actually didn't mind until it started constantly butting into my social life. There were like 5 things i could have done this weekend until, "Oh, wait, I have work".

Goddammit. Anyway, here are some great words from Emma Goldman, and truer words have never been spoken that really call out to me.

"Under the pretext of a great love you have done your utmost to chain me to you, to rob me of all that is more precious to me than life. You are not content with binding my body, you want also to bind my spirit! First the movement and my friends---now it's the books I love. You want to tear me away from them. You're rooted into the old. Very well, remain there! But don't imagine you will hold me to it. You are not going to clip me of my wings, you shan't stop my flight. I'll free myself even if it means tearing you out of my heart."

I love Emma. xD You go, girl.

Today was the Orchestra and Choir Concert, where we sang a whole bunch of opera... things... Ugh, I had zero fun, trust me. Especially during the "Bridal March" or whatever, I hate that song and I'm so not playing it at my wedding. .__.

So... Bird test tomorrow ... Hahaa...

I officially cannot wait until summer. I wonder if Sakura is still going to vist this year? Even though she hates me, I'd still make the trip to give her that hug i told her I would give her so long ago ...

Okay, anyway, I'm going to really not miss this school year. Next year I'm taking great classes, and I'll be with great people all day (Mikayla and i are bound to have Major British Writers together, and Marc + Angela are both taking Adeventure Challenge 1 and 2 next year.) TCD is gonna be great, too.

My History Teacher is probably getting angry at my being in the counselor's office all the time recently, since it always seems to fall during his class. =__=; I can't help it if Winokur said a few mean things that got to me.

What is this? You shouldn't have turned this in. I'm going to give you a zero for this ... because I don't think I can even consider this the assignment I gave you. ... You had a million chances to ask me or someone else if you didn't understand. What motivated you to write this?

Ugh, whatever. I'm over that. I think.

There are a lot of things I should be over, but I'm not. I've been hurting a lot of people and not feeling anything until later. I need to get my head out of my ass if I wanna get anywhere in life. =__=

I GOT TO SEE THE SEASON FINALE OF 24 HFSDHGSGSGBDSGBS

I still miss [OMG SPOILER WARNING WHAAAAT?]. e__e; Mikayla and I are going to make a community devoted to those in 24 who have not received a silent clock when they died, because that's just not fair. e_e;

I can't wait for that.

And I really should get off my ass and get those damned layouts for f_resistance, god damn it...

Well, that's all from me. If you happen to see meiko_matsui or if you wanna just send her a comment or whatever to show her some love (people at sh_alternate_rp, she plays Eileen) IT' HER BIRTHDAY TOMORROW. Celebrate it. :D Even if you can just scream "HOLY SHIT IT'S MIKAYLA'S BIRTHDAY" into a video camera and send me the file. That'd be cool. xD

I donno, I'm a bit weird and tired right now. xD;

I can't help it if I get jealous really easily. xD So sue me.

LET'S ROCK.

Mood:

optimistic

I gave blood today at the blood drive. They gave me this cute little sticker that says "Be nice to me, I gave blood".

It was a good experience, save for the fact that it took 3x longer than everyone else's, since the lady didn't stick me right and she had to re-stick me about four times. So, yeah, I'm in a lot of pain right now. Not to mention the fact that I'm woozy and dizzy if I stand, so I didn't go to Eastwinds.

And now for my daily complaining, as it were.

1. I love being ignored. I love even more when I'm talking to someone and when I turn around they're not there anymore. I usually wouldn't be mad, but I'm a bit emotional today. One of the Nurses said it's because of the blood giving thing. I don't know, since I've never done it before.

2. I love being hit with things. I was standing with Marc, Marybeth, and Angela before going in to gym today, and I got hit in the back with a frisbee. No apology, mind you, just, "IT WAS JOSH" or whatever. And then I got hit in the back of the head with it. Again, no apology, just "IT WAS EAMON." Do I care who did it? No. I care that I didn't get an apology, especially since I wasn't doing anything but standing there. Funny how hard it is to find some common courtesy in this day and age, jeez.
What's sad is that I even cried after that. I usually wouldn't, but I had been wanting to cry ever since I got blood taken, and I think this was the last straw, you know. Oh well, I'm not mad about it. I just thought it was a bunch of BS.

3. Giada is the only thing on TV. e___e; And my game hasn't come in the mail yet. Ugh.

I'm gonna stop complaning, before people think I'm a complain-a-lot jerko.