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[18 Feb 2004|09:24pm] everyone should join my friends rating community: beautifulweird Comments: 2†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

im the one, natural one, make it easy [17 Feb 2004|02:44pm] [ mood | recumbent ] [ music | folk implosion, natural one ] who is going to the Ska Is Dead Tour show tomorrow at the knitting factory? (12$ mustard plug, planet smashers, big d& the kids table, catch 22--> 74 leonard street) Comments: 14†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

[05 Feb 2004|11:02am] oh ps alex is a smartpants he got into yale hahah hes better than you, and he has a bigger penis, and hes more macho, and he has better clothes, and hes better at wrestling, annnnnnd he takes me out to good dinners, annnnnd we are going to have more fun than you guys on valentines day annnnnnnnnd im so happy that my alex got into yale =0 Comments: 7†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

pixiewomb pixietomb [05 Feb 2004|10:59am] [ mood | touched ] [ music | sluts, how to be a whooooore! ] so im sure you noticed that i dont update this journal anymore, and i dont plan to. im keeping it because i like looking throught the calendar and reading about things i've done in the year that i had this journal now i used my other journal most of you are on that friends list. but there are a few of you who are not so maybe you should add the other one. anyway pro-cancer fo lyfe yo, ♥ Comments: 5†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

its a way to lose control-IM READY TO BLOW MY MIND [14 Jan 2004|08:52pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | caeser's palace, jerk it out ] i'm very uncomfortable with how fast time seems to be moving. i miss summer, with my slip dresses and flip flops. and my damaged hair. and cranberry chapstick! oh oh oh can someone call me and make me feel bettah? Comments: 3†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

[10 Jan 2004|07:04pm] my mom isnt coming home tonight does anyone want to come over and watch a movie or something? Comments: 2†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

the alice in wonderland desease [05 Jan 2004|11:24pm] hi hi everyone for my science class im doing a report on depersonalization disorderl/derealization disorder, and dissasociative disorder. i have all three of these disorders, and because 70 percent of the population has experienced one of the symptoms in their lifetime, im assuming SOMEONE ELSE on my buddy list also must have it, even if they are unaware. i want to interview some poeple who either have one or more of these disorders, or who hhave experienced one of the symptoms at one point in the their life. IM me or leave a comment im too lazy to include links, google th disorders to learn more about them Comments: 6†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

[04 Jan 2004|10:20am] alex got into yaaaale yay and he sent out his harvard ap last week. he's going to get into harvard too. my xbf is better than yours. !!! Comments: 1†rµ†h - .::ƒißs?::.

[30 Dec 2003|12:48pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | techno ] does anyone know if i have to write an essay to get into a cuny/ or do you just fill out those forms? help me please, im lost Comments: 5†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

is true [27 Dec 2003|10:58am] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | the primadonnas, skin of an other man ] today is going to be an amazing day ///EDIT:: jk no its not Comments: 2†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

isnt this obnoxious? [25 Dec 2003|11:49am] [ mood | angry ] [ music | deftones, cant even breathe ] before you read this survey, i just want to say, how much i fucking hate it when people i dont talk to all yr IM me saying merry christmas. 1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? travel for 4 hours. on a greyhound bus. to see a boy, who didnt like me. =( oh i stopped taking shit from boys. kinda. 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? no 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no 4. Did anyone close to you die? no but then again im not really close to anyone. 5. What countries did you visit? oh wow... this is the first yr i didnt leave the us!! add this to number one. i went to mass, kinda for a vacation. same with philly 6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? school work, love, sex. 7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? march 22, august 18, november 19-- i dont wnat to talk about it 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? not having sex with poeple 9. What was your biggest failure? having sex with certain people. oh ya and losing count of how many. 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? ya post traumatic break up stress disorder 11. What was the best thing you bought? a 40 of beer every day in june. i needed it. oh ya and the 50 blue dress that i hate now. 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? kristi. 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? ali g. myself. and others who i wont sayy. 14. Where did most of your money go? beer for the first half of the year, metro north, and american eagle 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? alex being my boyrfiend again. fucking melanie griffith's son. getting rid of kris. 16. What song will always remind you of 2003? brighteyes, calender hung itself.... i think thts what its called 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. Happier or sadder? sadder ii. Thinner or fatter? fatter. iii. Richer or poorer? So, so much poorer. 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? school work, partying, drinking, not caring, fucking, ruining my life 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? friendster. 20. How will you be spending Christmas? listening to my mother tell me about how much of a a failure I am. and copying justin 22. Did you fall in love in 2003? ya, but i dont know if my passionate hate outweighs the love. 23. How many one-night stands? 3 24. What was your favorite TV program? gilmore girls 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? kinda 26. What was the best book you read? geek love by katherine dunn 27. What was your greatest musical discovery? lightning bolt and brighteyes. 28. What did you want and get? i always get what i want. always. 30. What was your favorite film of this year? swimming pool and Spun 31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? got really drunk, almost died when my friends porch colapsed, got kissed by my friends boyfriend, and i was 17 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? not falling in love, at all, and doing more during this summer, instead of pining 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? vintage trash... and in the past few months, its been-- im cold, im scared, i dont want to try 34. What kept you sane? kristi 35. Which celebrity did you fancy the most? john leguizamo 37. Who did you miss? alex g, alex k, ct alex, uh i really didnt mean to list alexs in a row, and also nancy 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003. if you ignore him, he will like you. im wasting my time, i hate my life. Comments: 5†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

[25 Dec 2003|10:19am] if i werent seeing kristi today, then this would be the worst christmas ever. and considering that i havent had a good christmas since i was little, thats a really fucking serious statement. i dont know what we are doing today together, but im sure its gonna be fun fun fun. and tomorrow im maybe maybe seeing alex. "yay" my life is so retardo, i dont know what im suppost to do to fix it. Comments: .::ƒißs?::.

[24 Dec 2003|06:11pm] xmas is wack, i hate my life Comments: 6†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

shirt [17 Dec 2003|11:12pm] this shirts only for winners do you want it? its alex's its a collector's item- made for the 1998 tour, never to be sold again goes to whoever offers the highest price. }adult size small{ <3<3<3<3 Comments: 5†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

[17 Dec 2003|09:32pm] omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg its 9 32 im dying to talk to you but i dont want to bother you and i dont want to interrupt and i dont want to be a problem and i dont want to be annoying its 9 33, please talk to me? Comments: 1†rµ†h - .::ƒißs?::.

oh ya incase you didnt know [16 Dec 2003|02:08pm] ps. my boyfriend bestfriend/soulmate got into YALE oh your jealz i know you are its ok yay alex!!!!!! i love you i love you i love you i love you also, i saw rasputina yesterday with my friend sam, and they were fucking awesome. clap clap for sam, he came into the city from ct to hang out with me! i ♥ fast cars, and fast boyz. Comments: 12†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

holy shiiiiiit [15 Dec 2003|05:31pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | beyonce, your luffs got me looking so crazy right now ] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ oh ah holy shit alex, my one and only, who i'll love forever and ever no matter what, who drives me fucking crazy GOT INTO YALE yes!!!! yay im so happy for you my nightjar i love you so much, i kneeeew you would get in you smartypants, you hungry caterpillar, i love you so much yay for alex!!!!!!!!!! i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you Comments: 5†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

some things baby i just cant swallow, mama told me girls are hollow =0 [13 Dec 2003|09:12pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | cramps, the crusher---- tATu, malchick gay ] im not gonna go to adult tonight- no one can come and im sort of coming down with a cold AND I HAVE TO BE HEALTHY FOR RASPUTINA!!! and you have to be too!!!! i got an ipod today, shit is sooooo sick... im dancing around like in the commercails do the hammer lock rarrrrr do the hammer lock you turkey necks!!!!! EDIT////////// ps oh my good i forgot how good tATu was Comments: 7†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

lalalal [13 Dec 2003|07:32pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | prima donnas, reagan's dead! ] does any one want to go to adult with me tonight? please? knitting factory at 10, you get in for free with me Comments: .::ƒißs?::.

[11 Dec 2003|09:34pm] i decided that im not gonna think anymore it doesnt seem to other people that i do it much anyway and when i think i just end up obsessing and hurting myself hmhm Comments: 3†rµ†hs - .::ƒißs?::.

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