K-Dogg

Niggaz give me your myspace URL's :) I'll add ya

Are you jokers on myspace? Seems like the rest of the world happens to be on there.

Wow, I almost forgot about my journal. :) Look at that gay picture of me up in the corner there. Hah hah.

Okay, mental note... don't play Doom3 while severely stoned or drunk. You'll suck at it...

It's nights like tonight that really make me remember how awesome it can be to live in Phoenix. As I sit here all alone in my dark condo, I should be fast asleep at this hour. Instead, I sit awake, staring out at the fascinating flashes of light and the torrential downpour as the ravenous thunder rattles the window between us. I sit in awe, and just stare. Not a single part of me feels afraid, nervous, or lonely being here. In fact, the loud booms of thunder and flashes of lightning that fill the entire house with brief moments of daylight are ironically calming. I will admit, it'd be nice to have Kenzie here again tonight as she was last.. but alas. I guess I have this time to share with only myself. And it's a spectacular one, indeed.

I know, I know, posting lyrics is probably the biggest waste of space on a livejournal, next to anything a pre-adolescent teenie bopper would post. Last night, I got the chance to meet this friend of Melanie's, Brittany (or Britney, whatever). She's 19, brown straight hair, thin as can be. Pretty attractive girl, until she started telling me about all of her bullshit problems she's been through. Aah well, I'm a friend to anyone in need I suppose. Maybe I'll warm up to her a little bit after a while of getting to know her. Meth addicts like to talk a lot. About their negative experiences in life. It's kinda draining, actually. I wished she'd have just shut up for 5 minutes and kissed me instead. She seems to need a little sumfin' sumfin' after all she's been through recently anyway. *nudges Melanie* :D Anyway, hopefully we'll hang out again this weekend. Lots more going on, but nothing I really wanna write about. Oh, but I just got a big phatty raise at work. 0wn3d.

The lonesome Texas sun was setting low
And in the rearview mirror I watched it go
I can still see the wind in her golden hair
I close my eyes for a moment, I'm still there

The bluest eyes in Texas
Are haunting me tonight
Like the stars that fill the midnite sky
Her memory fills my mind
Where did I go wrong (Did I wait too long)
Or can I make it right
The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

Another town another hotel room
Another dream that ended way too soon
Left me lonely way before the dawn
Searching for the strength to carry on

The bluest eyes in Texas
Are haunting me tonight
Like the stars that fill the midnite sky
Her memory fills my mind
Where did I go wrong (Did I wait too long)
Or can I make it right
The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

(Instrumental first two lines of verse)
For every heart you break you pay the price
But I can't forget the tears in her blue eyes

The bluest eyes in Texas
Are haunting me tonight
Like the stars that fill the midnite sky
Her memory fills my mind
Where did I go wrong (Did I wait too long)
Or can I make it right
The bluest eyes in Texas are haunting me tonight

KiStrike: Oh, ok, so one of those kids selling candy came to the door the other day. You know, the ones with the big bins full of crappy shit for 5 dollars a box?

KiStrike: And he's telling me it's for some organization to keep kids off the streets.

KiStrike: I'm like "Well, I dunno about that, do you have a place I can give my money to keep kids off my driveway?"

KiStrike: And closed the door :)

Pilot License: Haha

pilotlicense's LJ stalker is midnightkungfu!

midnightkungfu is stalking you because you said something bad about them on your LJ. They are also eating your food when you aren't looking!

last night I had a dream that Bret finally came to his senses and stopped being stupid. he apologized for ever letting a GIRL change him and pull him away from his best friends. It was a good feeling to know that things were okay again, and I had one of my best friends back. I wish I knew where he went, what all happened, and why he suddenly vanished. I remember distinctly telling Melanie that things are okay finally and she was still pissed that he left. Weird damn dreams. :\

I haven't updated in like, forever. I moved out to Tempe into a condo by myself. My birthday is on Monday. I'll be 23. Lots has changed. Nothing I wanna write about.

Now that yesterday is gone, I am going to do everything in my power to make today a better day. When going to bed last night, I found myself just completely exhausted mentally from all of the turmoil in my head. Work is going to be a fabulous day, and I am gonna try to work things out with Jason as well tonight, so as to not have this hanging over me all weekend while on vacation. I hate conflict. I hate problems. I hate tension. Can't we all just get a bong?.. erm, I mean along? :D

Ugh.
Today's been a shitty day, overall. First of all, I got in this fight with J online over something to do with this chick he's been seeing. Apparently, he wasn't very responsive to the jokes I was making about how they always go back to his room and "do math homework". Heh, I thought it was funny. Anyway, he told me that I make her uncomfortable with my smartass comments, and somehow decided to wait until he was really pissed off about my joking around before he decided to tell me that it wasn't appreciated.
That's the thing that pisses me off about the whole situation. Very female thing to do. Also, when I went to apologize and tell him that I wouldn't joke with her anymore, he tells me to fuck off. I'm dumbfounded. He tells me that "it's a matter of respect and common sense". Apparently not. Anyway, I hope that all blows over.
Note to self: sensitive subject. Secondly, work is starting to get frustrating. Brandon is so hit and miss with his moods when he comes in. One of my personal pet peeves is having to be around someone who makes me feel like I have to tip toe so as not to set them off. Brandon lately wins the gold in that event.
When I first started working here, he would pick on me about being a workaholic, and now he gets angry at me for chatting online. There are far more examples of this hit-and-miss
management style, and it's got my head spinning and me beginning to dislike coming to work. Sometimes we all need a break, even if it's 10 minutes, to just release and let loose.. especially on 12 hour days. Hell, he spends MANY hours chatting online during the day anyway. His justification is that he's been here longer. I can understand that, and honestly, I don't have a problem with that; I just need a clear cut idea of what's okay to do and what's not.


Yay.
Jamie is finally here. I'm hoping to see her tomorrow evening, because I'm gonna be in San Diego the next 4 days. Can't wait to finally see 'er.

This weekend wasn't all that bad, I suppose. Friday night, I actually don't remember what I did. Saturday was a lazy day, and Saturday night the roomies and I went to see Pablo Francisco at the Tempe Improv. The show was absolutely hilarious. Had a great time. We all decided that the next time either of us goes to the Tempe Improv, it'd be with a female, since the place is a great date location. *marks that one on the checklist* Sunday was kinda cool, 'cause I got to see Steph again. I'm quite confused on that whole situation in general, but what else is new. I picked her up from her house and we went to Metrocenter around 2:30 or so. We walked around, I went to GameStop to look for a multifunction A/V switch and Steph wanted to go to the Freak Store.. ahem, I mean, uh, Hot Topic to look for a beanie and a hackysack. The dork. After eating a late lunch together in the food court, we headed over to my sister's house so that I could show Tinkerbell to Steph. Love that little doggie. Anyway, laying on the floor of Sis' apartment, Steph and I kinda started molesting each other.. okay, I started molesting her, despite knowing that she has a boyfriend. We kissed once, and although it was awkward after the fact, it felt right at the time, in the moment. I do believe that she wanted it as much as I did, despite her drawbacks. We did some other stuff, I violated her a bit more (hey, she seemed to like it), and just as we were standing up, Mike came in. We decided that we were gonna take off and go over to my house and hang out a bit. We jumped on the trampoline for a while, and I showed off my incredible talent (like I always do.. I rule on the trampoline!) We playfully wrestled a bit, and I kept shocking her with my static electricity. Hilarious. Anyway, after we came inside and cooled off, I got a call from another friend of mine who wanted to hang out. Therefore, I abruptly ended our "friendship" time and took Steph back to Metro to meet up with her other mallrats. Whatever. Friends. Psh. After playing a nice game of pool, socializing a bit, and drinking a tall Killian's, I came home. Took a shower, chatted online with a buddy of mine, and sent in a registration request for ASU. Fuggit, I'm gonna do it once and for all. Imma start out by taking a psychology class and see how I like it. Played some games, and watched some pre-recorded episodes of Seinfield. Went to bed. I woke up sometime around 12:50AM, feeling wide awake, starving of hunger, and horny as... well, a sex-starved 22 year old with overactive hormones. I remind myself that I have to get up in 4 hours, but I can't sleep anyway. So I got up, ate the rest of my applesauce out of the jar that solely occupied the middle shelf of the fridge, went back to my room, jerked off, went to the bathroom, ate some more food, etc. I was trying to figure anything out that would make me tired enough to go back to bed. I went in to see if Jamie might be online. She was, woohoo. I IMed her, and she told me "hey, I was just thinking about you". Awww, I thought. Anyway, I called her and we talked for about an hour (see as it is, I was completely awake anyway). I told her about all the things I was trying to do to get back to sleep, she laughed. I decided that I needed to go back to bed, but she didn't want to let me get off the phone. It was actually kinda cute the way that she kept keeping the conversation going. I'd say something like "alright, I'm gonna see if I can't get back to sleep now.. I'll talk to you tomorrow". And she's pause and say "...so you were saying you have a new job? How is it going?" Amused me. We went back and fourth until I got her off the phone, and while telling her g'night on AIM, she kept flirting with me, telling me that when she finally sees me that she's gonna tackle me to the ground and kiss me to death. Oh no, I thought. *grin*. Kinda like 'er. But then again, I kinda like Steph. Hopefully Jamie is a lil' better at making her fucking mind up about what she wants. Hopefully, me. :)

I rule.

Went to the Metallica concert last night, for whom Godsmack opened. Man, was it awesome. Godsmack was excellent in concert, and they sang just about every song of theirs that I know. Then there was Metallica. They put on a hell of a show. They kept playing that game where they leave the stage and make you think that they're done, and then they come back out and play more songs. Did it 4 times. Although Nothing Else Matters is my favorite song by Metallica, I'd have to say that their performance of One was the best live performance I've ever seen. Talk about pyrotechnics galore. Explosions, bangs, fireballs, fireworks, etc. Amazing. The only thing I was maybe disappointed about was that Lars didn't do his famous drum solo. But aah well, the concert still rocked. I took some pictures with my cell phone that I'm positive didn't come out well at all.

Went to Flagstaff this weekend to go snowboarding. Had a blast. I finally fucking learned how to carve on the front edge, and transition from frontside to backside. Kinda makes things a LOT easier. I was keeping up with my brother and Chip, in fact. Good times. Lots of fun. I need to get my board resurfaced before the next time I go.

Most of you will probably just skip this post, since it's gonna be booring and *gasp* lack any sexual context.. oops, I guess not now.

For the past week or so, I have been racking my brain to get php to talk to MySQL properly, under the right user permisssions, and without hogging 100% CPU resources while they're at it. Everything was finally working, for the most part, earlier today; but I had to go and fuck with it like I always do. Now I'm back to square one, not able to get back into the database due to password or permissions or config issues or your mother. At least I can say that I have learned a whole SHITLOAD that I thought I knew before and didn't have a clue about previously. Yay for stuff.

How sexually compatible with me are you?

I got my 2 books in that I ordered last week. The Evolution of Desire: Strategies of Human Mating and The Dangerous Passion: Why Jealousy is as Necessary as Love and Sex, both by David M. Buss. They came highly recommended by a guy who.. really, I don't even have the time to explain right now. There are a few of you who know who David D is. I read the inside of the cover of Dangerous Passion, and it's got me quite intrigued to start.

"Why do men and women cheat on each other? How do men really feel when their parters have sex with other men? What worries women more - men who turn to other women for love or men who simply want sexual variety in their lives? Can the jealousy husbands and wives experience over real or imagined infidelities be cured? Should it be? In this surprising and engaging exploration of men's and women's darker passions, David Buss reveals that both men and women are actually designed for jealousy. Deawing on experiments, surveys, and interviews conducted in thirty-seven countries on six continents, aas well as insights from recent discoveries in biology, anthropology, and psychology, Buss discovers that the evolutionary origins of our sexual desires still shape our passions today."

Okay, so I tried to copy/paste the source html from the email Match.com sent me from that study and I managed to completely fuck it up. Too lazy to fix it.