FF3 is being really dumb.

And I need to study but I really don't want to, especially because that means I'd have to go out to my car to get my books.

I <3 MLK.

And my gloves are sexy but yet horribly ugly at the same time.

Queso is good..

Uhm...

Don't really have a class to spend day dreaming this semester.
Sociology I should probably pay attention to cause it'll be an easy A if I just put some effort into it.
Speech.. I don't know that class is just amusing XD
Chemistry, yeah, definitely need to focus.
Chemistry Lab, definitely need to focus.
Acting, I have no reason to want to not focus, that class is bitchin.
Art History, if I don't focus I'm screwed, but the teacher makes it so uninteresting so I'm oh so tempted to not focus and it's just a disaster waiting to happen.

*grumbles* testing the water XD

I'm just astounded on about 24 different levels.

Like, honestly, wow. XD Who would have thought? Spectacular timing, too.

THERE IS *counts* at least four! Haha, I don't know what happened. For a while there weren't any, then there was one. Then there were four.
(Maybe Dan will appreciate this?)
Maybe this signifies happy things? XD
I don't know, but people broke into my car three days in a row in my dream last night, and that wasn't happy things.

It's the same old shit, so it's how you deal with it.
it's the glove that fits that you wear.
So when the wind blows strong, I put a few more layers on,
and I tell myself I don't care.

So right now we're just going to put the fate of my life in the hands (err.. this personification doesn't even work) of fortune cookies.
I had a dream I was on Flavor of Love, I think it's a sign that my life is heading in a downward spiral XD
Honestly, does it get worse than being on that show?
Well, I wasn't eliminated.
But I was like wearing blue jeans and some random shirt and then I had a blue scarf and this insanely pretty and expensive on, it was like a heart but half of it was made out of diamonds, ANYWAY. Flavor Flav said I looked like a hobo :(
I don't think it gets much worse.
I'm getting a new phone which is exciting.
My credit card is 3 seconds away from being maxed out, damn Christmas and gas :(
No, it's partially my fault too, I went on some comfort shopping trips. I didn't buy a lot, I just have a low limit and if I make any alien purchases well my card can't handle a lot of those.
But it could have been worse, I could have bought a carton of Ben and Jerrys and listened to BSB and now Drake Bell since I bought his CD. God, he's gorgeous, I can't believe I missed him when he visited CHS.
I have a lot of homework I should be doing right now.
I guess I'll get to my genetics in a few seconds.
On the bright side I pretty much have all my Christmas shopping done, it's just a matter of buying the gifts. Now I just have to write up 20+ cards and wrap presents and finish 2 portfolios and study for finals.
If I get a C on my last Philosophy paper I get an A in the class.
If I get an 84% on my Genetics final I get an A in the class.
If I turn in my Design portfolio I get an A in the class (or I fucking better :#)
If I put a lot of effort into my Creative Writing portfolio and turn in everything I get an A.
I have to get an 89% on my Chem final to get an A in the class
And no idea for Chem lab but it should be about the same thing.
Seems simple, right?
Meh.
What else do I want for Christmas?

So my fortune cookie today told me to pat myself on the back for the decision I made.
Thing is, I don't think I'm made this "decision" just yet XD
At least I'll know when the time comes to make the "decision" that I'll make the right one.. and get a pat on the back.. errr. or something
Yeah I'm confused and tired and tired about writing papers about god. :P
No offense, just thought there'd be a bit more variety to this class.
Day 19/30 the plan failed XD
Go figure :D
As long as my genetics test goes well life will be good.

Basically... most amazing picture ever. XD






So I finished the 6th Harry Potter last night which was pretty sweet.
Well, actually, I still don't know why Snape killed Dumbledore but I figure I'll find out soon.
But it was pretty sweet.
Now I have to do that summer reading, "The Spirit Catches You and You Fall Down", yeah that sounds exciting.
But seriously I don't even care. XD I just can't get over how adorable they all are. *melts*

XDDDDD

"Well, if you die, that's a bummer"

He's next. ;-;

Yes today is the peak of my life XD It's all downhill from here.
But seriously...
oh god I'm so f'n happy.

So previous to the concert I went over Katie's and gave her a skirt so we could look pretty for Muse together. And then we hung out with Jay and that was fun but then we went to teh concert which was even more fun.

We bought tshirts (more on that later) and watched Cold War Kids. They were pretty sweet.

Then Black Rebel Motorcycle Club (right?) came on. They were pretty good.

Then Social Distortion and they were pretty amazing as well but nothing compared to..

DUN DUN DUN

MUSE! XD
Basically, they were the shit. And I got a few videos of them preforming (for my own person records, I'm not putting 10 second clips onto the internet) so I'll always have them haha.
Anyway (here it goes again, longest entry ever) they began with:

Knight of Cydonia: Best way to start a show. ever. Yeah Um. Love.

Hysteria: OOF. Just freaking amazing. That song is just something else... and the solo... seriously.. *sigh XD

(At this point I forgot the order of songs XD so I'll just go with what they played)

Supermassive Black Hole: This song is insane live. Recorded I'm not uber fond but when it's life it's just a whole different atmosphere. Plus, it makes me feel sexy. Instant win.

Map of the Problematique: "When we bleed we bleed the same" That song owns just for that one lyric. Anyway I love the song and it's amazing live. Period.

Starlight: Good song, good live. And the clapping ^^ It's just a cute song I adore it. I love Matt XDDDD
Ouuuuur hooooooooopeeeeeees aaaaaaand eeexpeeeeectaaaatiiioooooooons
Blaaaaaaaack hooooooles and reeeeeeeeveeeeeelaaaaaaaaaaaaaatiiiiiiiiiiiioooooooooooooooooooons

Invincible: I was never fond of this song and even when I heard it last time live I wasn't crazy but this time I was like ajsfdiopafjsa holy shit this song is the shit. Hah, like when it gets intense it gets intense and the guitar solo is sexy ^ max. It's such a cute song, too.

(They played a good amount of songs off other albums which made me insanely happy)

Time is Running Out: Yeah, this song can't NOT be awesome. I was just like jumping around the entire time and screaming about beautiful contradictions and how our time is running out. And then I realized I was sweating like a pig and I was going to look awfully ugly and scruffy for them XD

Butterflies and Hurricanes: I was singing this song on the way there. Well, like reciting it hah so I was so stoked when I heard them play it live. I LOVE like in the beginning from when it goes from quiet to totally intense. I turned to Katie and I was like "ready?" and then it went all intense and I rocked out.

New Born: Holy f'n crap. Like between the piano and guitar.. instead of just the dramatic silence.. Matt did this awesome shtuff with his guitar and I was like HELL YEAH!! XD Yeah this song is just amazing too and one of my favorites and you can't complain.

(These are what got me really excited)

Feeling Good: Yeah I like flipped my lid when I heard the beginning to this.... because the sexiest part of any song ever is when he whips out the microphone and his voice and his oh my god. Anyway I got that on video just so I can always listen and value his beautifulness XD Back on topic I was so excited to hear this song cause it was my first time hearing it and it was spectacular.

Sunburn: Matt was all "this is the first song from our first album" and I immediately knew it was Sunburn so I started freaking out hahaa. DUDE It's freaking insane. I LOVE the chorus live, with the lights and the music and the rocking out and the omg everything.

Speaking of which, the lights for the show in general were ridiculously good. Then they went off stage and I wanted my f'n encore and I got it. Best.encore.ever.

Plug In Baby: I knew they were missing one of their best songs from the line up :) Yup yup I was just jumping around and screaming about whatever the hell the song is about but it's a great song with a great melody and great everything and it deserves to bask in it's greatness. So, go on and bask Plug In Baby, you deserve it.

(They saved the best for last)
Stockholm Syndrome: I was looking to this song the most. Easily my favorite song live by them. Easily. It's so intense and badass and the song is just oh god. Just oh god haha. I didn't even bother whipping out my camera because I didn't want to miss a moment of one of the greatest songs ever. Anyway, I know I'm a dork.

So then teh show ended and Katie and I ran around trying to find our backstage place. We got our stickers and put them on our boobs (mistake XD) and stood in line while I started freaking out XD Then these two awesome girls were behind us and we made friends and we're gonna friend them on facebook. Me and the one was talking about how amazing Stockholm is and how hott Matt is and how excited we were and it made me so happy ^^

And so omg.. they let us in... and omg.. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
So Dominic.. the drummer... shook my hand first. And then I started freaking out and squealing uncontrollably. Then the bass (Chris) came over and shook my hand and I kept on spazzing. I was like "omg.. katie.. they were just on stage.. now they're here... and I'm here... omg" And I was just telling them how awesome of a band they are but I don't know how well they came out in between me freaking out.
Then Matt came over ^__________________________________________________________________^
XD
I think that explains most of it. haha, he shook my hand too! And then I just like completely lost it. He said I was cute though and he liked me!(In his british accent) And I was like "omg, you're so amazing.. with your vocals and guitar and you're my favorite band ever" (and apparently I said and forver) And I gave him their present and they told me they'd listen to it that night
fdsjhaipfojdsaiofpsad

And I was like "Can I hug you?"
And he was like "yeah!" (in his cute british accent, still)
AND HE F'N HUGGED ME
lmfao but I accidentally dropped something mid hug and it like fell between our legs and I didn't know if it was my camera but I didn't want it to fall on the ground so I reached for it then I realized where my hand was and I was like "OMG I'M SO SORRY!" XDDD
Anyway, they were the nicest people ever and he signed our tshirts but unfortunately we didn't get enough time to have the other two guy's sign our stuff.
So we got our picture taken, which will be up on the 89x website XDD I WAS STANDING NEXT TO MATT
fjdsaifdpa
Hell yes.

Then they shooed us away and I was kinda like wjfioapsfjd jerks but still I was insanely happy to like.. have met my favorite band and have them be so nice and to hug them and omg. Seriously, omg that's all I have to say XD I am so f'n lucky and I love Katie and the fact that she called for me and won and won backstage passes and decided to take me and Katie's dad for driving us and her uncle for buying us pizza and pop. And that Muse was nice and MATT HUGGED ME ^_^ And I accidentally like groped him but that's not the point ;)

BUT HE LIKED ME AND THOUGHT I WAS CUTE! XD

EEEEEEEEEEEE
Now it's time to not be able to fall asleep tonight



"Matt *heart* xxx"

Okay so the tickets we won aren't exactly front row. But umm... Katie and I get to meet Muse.

*dies*

Seriously, Katie is the best person in the world XDDDD
Olivia is too but Katie won flipping tickets and we're going to teh concert together.
Wow, just wow. This is amazing. Haha oh jeez.

Alright, so my previous 24 hours have been pretty schweet.

I went over Katie's last night with Olivia and Callie.
And we uhh drove around for a bit before we decided to get ourselves a dinner.
And then Chris was there.
Letsee we had the yogurt, cheesy pretzel things, nachos, and cream puffs.
Hah yeah my stomach didn't like that.
And we listened to music.
Planned our spontaneous trip.
Took a walk with teh doggeh.
Played a game I really sucked at but it was fun anyway.
We woke up at 8:30 to try to win tickets which didn't happen.
And again at 11:30.
But I have like an entire army trying to help me here so my chances are good!
XD They're awesome like that.
And then I learned how to make myself feel sexier or something like that..
It told me to grab my guy by the belt and sneak a peak down his pants? I think? XD
Honestly, what the hell.
I think I'd rather not.

And now I'm just uber tired.

I was one person off.
Tartar sauce.

Well last night was pretty sweet.
The box fort, that is. Not that random people driving around.

My attempt to win tickets isn't going so well but I still have many more chances so wish me luck!
*crosses fingers*

So my parents have been looking for a car for me lately and today they found one that looked good so we went to check it out today.
It turned out to be in really amazing condition and it looks uber so we're getting it ^_^
It's basically like my current one but 10 years younger and a different color..
I'm stoked.

And then on the drive home we spotted an Olive Garden, and my parents said they'd take me out to dinner for a graduation present and I had decided Olive Garden was the place.
So yeah it was yummy.
Desserts ftw.

I was wearing my Bright Eyes shirt today as well and a waiter saw me and we talked Bright Eyes for a few minutes and that was cool.

I'm so determined to win those tickets. I swear it's gonna happen XD

Uhh so I got my AP grades and I was too scared to look so I made my mom.

Mom: What does a 2 mean?
Me: Um.. not good.. *me getting really nervous*
Mom: What does a 3 mean?
Me: Uhh.. okay.. not great.. *I was seriously thinking I got a combination of a 2 and 3 on my two tests this year*
Mom: Wait, what did you take?
Me: Calc and English..
Mom: OMG YOU GOT A 5 ON CALC!
Me: SHUTUP SHUTUP SHUTUP SHUTUP SHUTUP!

XDD
That makes me so unbelievably happy, I was so worried I got like a 3 or something. And then I was going to be ticked because I usually do so well in math but I'm ecstatic.
*dances*
Not as great (but better than I expected and getting me 6 credit hours) is my 4 in english. I don't care about the people who took like five tests this year and got perfect scores on all of them XD I'm content with myself.

Once again I learned that VH1 rocks at 3 a.m.
They actually played some NIN (which completely destroyed my plan of sleeping - I started dancing in my bed XD)
I was like woahmg I've never seen The Hand That Feeds on tv. Ever.

But not so good when you realize how late it is and how you have to work in the morning.

Oof.
Meh.

Okay I think this might take the cake (LOL I'm eating cake right now) for random dreams lately.

I woke up uber early this morning and did stuff and when I got home I was insanely tired so I just put on the cooking channel and went back to sleep.. yeah that's where things get strange.

So it began with me going shopping, I went to Target and was looking for a video game. In the process of doing that this random guy comes up to me and introduces himself and his friends (his two friends are in a relationship and an anniversary is coming up). They all seem fairly nice so they help me find my video game and we become buddies. Then the other guy says he needs to get his gf's present and he's going to make her some sort of dessert/drink.

The chick disappears XD

Then the three of us go running around Target for the ingredients he needed (I have a feeling whatever show was on tv had a part in this). We finally get everything and we find a blender and some cups and we make her the drink and then she reappears and we give it to her.

Then I go home and do random things and they go off elsewhere and then my dad walks into my room and wakes me up and makes some comment about sleeping. And I was like oh haha that's a funny dream but I miss those people they were nice.

I fall back asleep and I'm on my computer on aim or msn and I'm talking to the one guy I first met. He asked me to meet him up somewhere, like an abandoned house or something and I leave to do so. I get in the car to drive up there and two of my friends are in there and one mentions the cooking channel and the show that was currently on and then he starts rambling off the opening speech the woman gives about the show and what it is. I'm like wow.. you're drunk I can't believe you have that memorized that's sick.

Once we get to the place I kick him out and hang out with the cool people I just met. Then I realize I need to leave but I end up driving back to someone else's house. I just walk in the door and say hi to the parents (which is really weird because I've never spoken to them more than once) and they sit me down and make me eat. It's really weird it's like.. relish and mustard and anchovies on a pita roll up or something XD

And I'm like uhhh no thanks.

Then I leave and I realize how messed up this dream is and how badly the cooking channel must be interferring and how late in the day it must be getting (12:30) and how I want to play ff12 so I wake up and go "wtfmate".