Melinda

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 22:33:45 GMT

This is my journal from 2002, when I was in 9th grade. It is no longer in use, so do not add me. My purpose for keeping this journal is because deleting it would be like deleting memorys. If you wish to view my current journal, it is now vivalameli

A little update on me;
I am sixteen, and a Junior at CCHS. I am still with Peter, my boyfriend of over a year and a half. One of the reasons I am so fond of this particular journal is because it was in use when Peter & I first started dating.

?Melinda

Holy shit--from my first journal [linkinparkm]

Mon, 23 Dec 2002 23:11:30 GMT

Entry from my first journal ever.

What happened to my friend? What happened to the girl I used to play with when I was 10 and we used to play jurassak park (however you spell it) in a little blow up pool or sit in her Moms room and listen to a halloween tape even though it was mid-summer.We had spy notebooks and we sat outside peoples trailors listening to what they were talking about....and then spying on the little kids. We did that last year but it just wasnt fun anymore The time when I broke her Moms crystal and thought it was the end of the world. Or when we made our little "haunted house" in my back yard thing and hung signs on the trees and hung barbies on strings and made them "dead".Or this ummer when we went to her camp and went swimming and destroyed these little girls rock castle n it was funny. And we were listening to eminem in her tiny tent and her dad sang britney spears in the morning when he made breakfast. That was sooo fun that was my best memory of this summer. So many memories I don't want to forget. Or when we went to the doll museum and the dolls scared us and Zack was there too. When Tiger used to give us so many scratches and we used to chill with Zacks little sisters. We used to play Barbies in a big tent. Or we used to have a little pup tent and play "camp". And we made breakfast on paper plates and cunstruction paper. LoL those were the days when I was younger. We used to play all day at that stupid fort and we were witches and we made a brew thing and we were picking berries and Brandis gramma goes "I almost got sick off of those once so don't eat them." We were like "almost"?? Or in the winter when we played Buffy the Vampire Slayer outside and hit eachother with huge sheets of ice. When we used to tell ghost stories and get all scared or that movie we used to watch..."Now and then?" I think. And we had a seance and Brandi started crying and it was sooo weird. And we used to go ice skating every winter and I miss that. Maybe we can go this weekend if Brandi wants to. And...lets see...we both love Halloween sooo much and when it's that time of year we just like...are in heaven or someting lol. Hmm..What about the time we set a fire behind the creek?? Ooops...lol. And the police questioned Brandi and she turned bright red and she was like "idunno" lol. Even this year we have cool memories. Like when we went to the jello factory for the Halloween thing. Or when we went trick or treating and we were little again for one night. Or the apple fest and it was really boring but it was fun anyway. I remember when i used to sleep over when I still lived in the trailor park I used to have to go home bcuz I missed my Mom lol. I was like 10. We used to make magazines and I remember I had a section "Sexy guy of the week" and Michael Jackson was it lol. I miss my old bestfriend. Maybe she hasn't changed all that much but like we never do anything anymore and it's sad bcuz we used to have so much fun and we have so many memories. We weren't like the coolest but it was the most fun I've ever had. We used to have these stairs n we set them by a tree i remember in my backyard and we had our fort n we decorated it with little ghosts made out of tissues and then we got in a fight and i threw her markers all over my backyard lol. I remember she used to sing about monkeys or something ....lol. "My fellow monkeys hunga munga?" And she called selicca a bumble bee becuz sel had this slutty half shirt and shorts on that were yellow and black. And I remember one December night it was a school night but we were outside and it was the night I bought my Garbage cd n we put a cd player on toms shed roof and we were skate boarding down the hill and she pretended i was Josh or something. Or when She was obsessed with randy and she had a randy pillow and I used to try and steal it to piss her off. Hmm...Or our notebook when she hated Joelle and she drew her in a barney thong. LoL. I remember too much. We like have a lot in common and I wish we didn't fight that much and I wish she wasn't sad bcuz we used to have so much fun and I dont know what happened. Wow I think this is my longest journal entry but I dunno. I just got all sad all of a sudden and I wish it was still those times we had so much fun and we never thought it could change.That summer before 5th grade was the best. I just had this like yearning to go back in time and live it again. I am like sad and I don't know I just miss my bestfriend because I really don't have one anymore I guess. I have to go bye....

Mon, 23 Dec 2002 22:08:45 GMT

She was more like a beauty scene, from a movie scene!

Michael Jackson....yess.

Mon, 23 Dec 2002 21:58:51 GMT

i need a code dammit all you people who owe me codes....GIMME! nichole chiazza you owe me one! cough it up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha

Mon, 23 Dec 2002 21:48:16 GMT

Yay $20 and 5 dollars in mcdonalds bucks, woo wooo!

Thank you aunt dianne. lol!

lol Mom: You got a 17 magazine in the mail
Dad: I did, muahaha!

^<33^<33^<33^<33^

Mon, 23 Dec 2002 21:46:21 GMT

So I definetly just avoided a potentially BAD situation lol. I broke into my own house, because my mom is a bitch and she wouldn't come pick me up and Peter was going hunting. So I was like eh just drive me over I'll break in. We went to every window, then finally the one in my dads room was open. Peter got it open. Okay now, my dads room is off limits. I'm not even allowed in there anymore. It's...his ebay palace lol (I'm sure Brandi and Elyse know what I'm talking about) so he has all this stuff? in there. Idk but every inch in that room is covered by ebay stuff, models....coca cola shit...irish collectables...old monster stuff. So Peter hoists me up to the window, and I'm right on a book case with all this breakable stuff, a cactus, plants and some other shit is on it. So Peters holding onto me and I'm so desperate to get in I just start grabbing stuff and moving it. I knock some breakable stuff down (it landed on a blanket thank god) and I knock the cactus over (with my butt, then I hit my head lol) ey yey yey, but in the least I am ok. Haha. So I got out new little vaccume thing and cleaned up all the cactus sand, re planted that (which was *QUITE* discusting because my dad put dead fish in it to um *help* it grow better) and I put everything back. Me n Petey are making the cutest thing for my mom for Christmas. It's a scrapbook, I took like 5 rolls of film of shit last nite, we're getting them developed and we bought this book to put it in, and we're gonna make it all creative and pretty. Actually I took the idea from Jessica but heyyyyyyy whatever! lol. Well my parents are home. And I'm gonna go!
<33 Meli Beli ;;^^ Muahh!

Sun, 22 Dec 2002 18:28:06 GMT

Dammit :( I need a code. Anyone got one :)

Fuck youuuuuuuu!

Sun, 22 Dec 2002 18:21:00 GMT

Uhh...and now I change things around in my journal to make me look cooler.

Cuz I would have to look cooler for someone who I didn't even know was going to look at my journal? Fuck that man.

Sun, 22 Dec 2002 18:15:16 GMT

Yeah I think I'm getting a new livejournal.

Upppppppdaaaaaaaattttttttteeeeeeeeeee hooooooo!

Sun, 22 Dec 2002 17:29:28 GMT

Caroling last night was.....well interesting I guess lol. After that we went to Kmart to buy presents for Peters family. Their all coming here for Christmas dinner. I'm so getting a cell phone for Christmas! Cuz I was like to my Mom "I need a cell phone god dammit" and she was like "Christmas is coming" way to give it away or what! Haha. But I still don't know what kind or if it's on a plan or if it's pre-paid or whatever so I can't wait! Hehe. OMG last night in Wendys it was so funny...they couldn't get anything right and it took like 20 minutes just to get our meal. The main worker persno was this fat kid who looked like big boy, lol my Dad goes "Look it's the model for the big boy statues!" Funny shit. I got pjs from Kmart too, yeah I am so cool. Their like candy cane stripes and the buttons are bells....and they have furry white stuff on the sleeves and the collar. Their sweet, leave me alone! Then we came home n watched Rudolf the red nosed reindeer, and I wrapped presents. My dad went out and bought a 6 disk dvd player and like 600 dvds.......and Christmas is in like 3 days haha! But our dvd player is all shitty and doesn't play anything so it's for the best :) But I'm gonna go bum around the house in my kmart pjs haha.
<3 meli!

Yeah maybe from now on this shit will be friends only, so losers from my school can't get on here and read this shit.

Sun, 22 Dec 2002 17:20:18 GMT

My god, stop reading my shit. My life doesn't concern you. Jesus christ man, get a life and stop fucking with my friends, and guess what....I WOULDN'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH YOU.

Christmas caroling, hell yes!

Sat, 21 Dec 2002 22:37:06 GMT

I'm getting ready to go Christmas caroling, woo. The movies last night was fun, the movie was really good. It was kinda scary in parts though I was like ahh! Hehe. But I just thought I'd update n shit, I'll update later maybe! Peace!

haaha

Fri, 20 Dec 2002 22:44:14 GMT

--random post--
lol when are you going to see that I don't care about you??? or what you say.

Updating from school...again..!

Fri, 20 Dec 2002 14:35:40 GMT

Alrighty, I'm in photography again. Woo! We're having a party kinda haha. Me n Cara just went to the lunch room to get a PLASTIC spoon and the lunch lady was like "They cost money!" And she was all bitchy and shit. We were like OKAY! Dumb bitch. Haha. Next I have math and we're doing work today, which really sucks but oh well. I'm leaving after math because I didn't do my french project because Janelle works a lot. Oh well. Seliccas getting me a belly button ring for Christmas :-p yay! I really want a cell phone for Christmas, I reeeeeeallly do. I think I'm gonna get one too. I hope hehe. Half my class isn't here today, it's crazy. Todays my football season cheerleading party and I don't think I'm gonna go. I didn't get mvp or anything I don't think anyway lol. And I can't eat pizza so why go? I'm going to the movies tonight with Pete Lindsay and Ryan, then Peters sleeping over. And I'm going to sleep in till like, 2 tomarro! Greeat, pink eye is going around. Thats dandy. I better not get it man. We have no cheerleading practice over break! Hell yeah!!!! I'm sick of cheerleader haters man, if you don't like cheerleaders then remove yourself from my buddylist and get a life >=( grr!!! Theres these 3 seniors who have a real problem with all of us, and they constantly make fun of us. And they made a print out about one of our cheerleaders, I mean come on...get a damn life. Seriously. Whats the problem anyways? None of the bitchy popular girls are on the squad. Well the real bitchy ones anyways. We don't run around and make fun of everyone (well Chasity but shes only one person) like everyone thinks cheerleaders do. Stereotypes are so dumb.

lol me and Cara are awesome, shes like 5 feet away and we're talking online because we're too lazy to actually say words :-D

But I'm gonna go try to download the real AIM haha.
<3 Meli and comment

Updating from school...again..!

Fri, 20 Dec 2002 14:35:39 GMT

Maaannnnn oh man

Fri, 20 Dec 2002 03:34:13 GMT

We had the best practice I think this season so far! Except Hannah almost died omg! It was so scary. It was Julie and Kristie basing, and Anothony (yeah we have a guy on the squad) backspotting, and they were doing a basket toss (where you throw the person like, oh about 10 feet in the air) and since all the people throwing her are really strong, she went sooo far up in the air. So the first time it was really good, the second time omg....she flew back way over their heads and I was sitting with Meredith and we both grabbed our mouths and we were like OH MY GOD!!!!! And Anthony jumped back like 5 feet and caught her just in time, they both fell on the floor...ooh my god! I was soo scared. And then Hannah goes "Oh my god that was so fun!" Crazy girl lol. After practice I went to the mall with Pete and Ryan. It was pretty fun, Ryans one of the friends of Peters I actually like lol. Petey, Me, Ryan, and Lindsay Ryans girlfriend are going to the movies tomarro. We're like two married couples it's funny. But I think Ryan said it best when his mom was like "I think Lindsays Mom is like your Dad" "....A bitch?"
But I'm going to bed cuz I'm on the phone with Peter, and I'm not talking to him.
Peaaaaace!

Tis' the season to be gay. Glad everyones in the Holiday spirit!

Thu, 19 Dec 2002 20:20:26 GMT

I had a pretty good day today.
-First block....was okay. Ms. Judd was a bitch as usual, and we didn*t have a party.
-Second block....lol okay me and Lyse are walking to my advisement and we see Sara and Mike P. and their like come skip with us, we*re gonna play candyland! So we were like SWEEEEET count us in! So we*re walking to their "cubby hole" lol to play candyland and Mr. Siminelli (Siminetti?) the huge security guy is like where are you supposed to be! And we*re like "umm...the weight room" so he walked us in and the gym teacher was like "I*ve never seen them before" So we got escorted away and he was like "You're all in the same class?" And we're like yeah. And then I turned right and they were all still walking and hes like "HEY WHERE ARE YOU GOIN!" and I was like..."my class is this way..." So some lady escorted me back to class and I didn*t get in trouble. But Sara did I guess, but Lyse and Mike didn*t either. My teacher didn*t even care.
-Lunch...Selicca skipped and came to my lunch today. So it was me Tanya Selicca Jessie and Christina. Jessica gave Christina this awesome collage of everyone and there was a bunch of pics from lunch and their all so cute! Except Jessie cut me out of the one of me Toni and Bob (the garbage man) but it wouldn*t fit in the collage so it*s ok. But she said she*d gimme the double so I was like yay! And as I was leaving lunch Michelle or Katrina (two junior girls who have no friends except eachother...) said some shit to Tanya, and I didn*t hear her....but Tanya turned around and was like ACTUALLY I WASN'T FUCKING TALKING TO YOU! And she walked out the door and Katrina called Tanya a dyke or something and I was like "LISTEN YOU LITTLE FUCKING BITCH, DON'T TALK ABOUT HER YOU HAVE NO FUCKING FRIENDS! GET A DAMN LIFE!" Meanwhile Bob (the garbage man LOL) is standing there laughing, and Michelle was like "actually i do have friends" and I was like *waves middle finger in the air* "Sweet peaaaaaace!!" That pissed me off, what fucking right do they have to talk about Tanya. So after lunch we went to Tanyas locker which is right by Michelles...and me and Tanya and Selicca were talking and Michelle and Katrina just walked right by..and Michelle ALWAYS stops at her locker....but she didn*t. I didn*t even see her walk by. Who cares...they have no friends and they sit there and pick on Tanya, because they don*t like that she*s going out with Steve? Michelle always runs and trys to get Steve to not like Tanya? Fucking bullshit. Because shes preppy and a sophmore. -English...Sat there and colored with Tanya and Taylor...as usual lol. Having laughing fits...it was fun. We read some sick story about a Hawk trying to kill a kitten and I swear to god I wanted to cry! Haha.
-After English....I went with Tanya to her locker to grab some gym clothes, and I heard Katrina say my name so I looked around and I heard Brandi go "go slap her!" and I thought she was being mean but I guess she meant that she didn*t care about what Katrina was saying...so now I*m not mad but I was at the time lol.
-Gym....sat there and talked to Lyse...haha. Good times.
-Bio lab....sat there with Lyse and Toni and drew on little note cards? I made Elyse a mini xmas card too "Merry fuckin Christmas heres your damn card <3 Meli........FUCKIN HALLMARK" good times lol.
-Bus...sat with...Dave Wergin. He talked to me...sort of? Haha.
-Now I*M WRITING IN THIS FUCKER!
-Now...I am leaving! lol peace

I love my baby!

Thu, 19 Dec 2002 05:15:34 GMT

I*m off to bed to dream about my lovie Petey! I love him soo much :) I*m the luckiest girl ever to have someone as good as him.
:):):):):):):) I*m in a good mood!
AND...
I*m gonna have a good day tomarro :) yay!

You have to see this...tehehe

Thu, 19 Dec 2002 05:01:20 GMT

Santa ;)

I stumbled on this INNOCENTLY, it was in my boyfriends sisters profile :) lol

Haha

Thu, 19 Dec 2002 04:57:14 GMT

speed 0 spank: i feel like a little kid on xmas eve
speed 0 spank: all excited for the next day
JiNgLe BeLL MeL: little kid!
JiNgLe BeLL MeL: I still get that way :-[
speed 0 spank: lol
speed 0 spank: dorks then
speed 0 spank: haha

yay santa clause is coming to...my house...on a firetruck?

Thu, 19 Dec 2002 03:34:05 GMT

Oh yeah Lyses entry reminded me!
Santa drove by on a firetruck last nite! Hell yes! They do it every year, this fireman gave me d candycane too, how cool am I? ;-p

yawwn!

Thu, 19 Dec 2002 03:18:42 GMT

Hey surprisingly cheerleading went well tonight! Yay finally. I*m sooo very tired. I slept all night at Peters once practice was done. I feel bad about it :( but I don*t think he cared cuz he slept too. Tomarro I think I will wear....my cheerleading hoody and my news jeans. Yeah you need to know! Hehe. But I*m gonna go take a shower and get ready for bed, no more 2 am nights for mee!
<3 Meli

***********whoosh and im gone

Wed, 18 Dec 2002 20:39:02 GMT

Yeah so the rest of my day was pretty boring! I have a damn lunch detention for getting kicked out of class and then I didn*t go to my AP. But I sweet talked my way out of it ;) and another detention too. I*m slick baby! As butter. You better believe it. Lets see what else did I do? Math...boring note taking all day. French was gay...Peter drew a deer (it was a work of art I swear) and I drew in Janelles agenda basically the whole time. Now I am on my way to cheer practice. Well yee haw, we*ll see how that one goes. Christinas flying now! Yee! I*m happy for her..the girls mad flexible. But I*m out. Cya!

people im telling you

Wed, 18 Dec 2002 19:38:14 GMT

JiNgLe BeLL MeL: har har
DrSourDill: pirate?
JiNgLe BeLL MeL: argh
JiNgLe BeLL MeL: yeah im a pirate
JiNgLe BeLL MeL: im so many different thing im tellin ya. a cow. a pig. and a pirate. its crazy, and on the weekends, im just meli
DrSourDill: .aight
DrSourDill: aight
DrSourDill: what is ur horniest state?
JiNgLe BeLL MeL: misouri
JiNgLe BeLL MeL: or maybe michagan
DrSourDill: lol
DrSourDill: ooooooooooooooooook

Hmm!

Wed, 18 Dec 2002 15:19:22 GMT

Still in photo. Definetly am liking how quickbuddy (or whatever) works! It*s soo slow. LOL I am the dumbest person ever. When quickbuddy signs on it makes all these weird noises right? And since the speakers are built into the computer you have to turn it down on the moniter thingy. And I turned it up instead of down so everyones looking at me and I*m like :-D oops. Haha oh well. Ugh now it won*t work at all. It*s all frozen and shit. STUPID SCHOOL COMPUTER! Stupid school >=( it*s like 2 degrees (seriously though the thermostat is at 30 degrees) you know. This is supposed to be some little rich school right? We have like a cazillion and one new computers with flat screen moniters and we have had like 6 editions put on the school that cost millions of dollars...BUT THEY CAN*T HEAT THE DAMN SCHOOL! I*m freezing and I*m wearing a big sweater. Not my choice of clothing, but I had to buy like 6 sweaters because it*s so cold in here. Seriously...ask anyone it*s so cold! Ugh.

Stupid stupid stupid. lol