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Jul. 24th, 2008 @ 03:12 pm Loved "The Dark Knight"
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Nolan does justice to the 'Batman' character. Two thumbs up!
Jul. 23rd, 2008 @ 11:55 am The story of rights and wrongs. And then the thing called compensation...
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I don't believe in the thing called 'Fate'/'Destiny'. It's either for losers or for those who are not good at finding good excuses otherwise :P. BTW, is there any link between between destiny and destination?

If the people were simple, straightforward and worthy of taken on face value then action <-> result mapping would have been simpler and straightforward. But simplicity is not simple to attain, and then to retain. Sometimes we introduce complications, sometimes someone else does the honour. Who does it, matters less. What effectively happens is introduction of (sometimes, a long running) turbulence in our personalized universe. Things become (or appear) chaotic, vision becomes blurred and mind becomes numb. Panic creeps in. I am so reminded of the quote from 'the replacements' movie. I love it. Keanu Reeves explains his fear -> Quicksand. We are winning. We make one mistake. Then we become cautious. Then we make another mistake. And another. And another. And then we lose.

It's tough when such time comes in. Many fall prey to it and only a few survive. Sometimes wounds/cuts are deep enough not to heal for ages. Sounds miserable, right? How come a human who's supposed to be intelligent of all animals, cannot control the direction of his/her life? Why would any intelligent being just surrender to situations? Are these the ones, the so called 'emotional fools'? We humans are so good in introducing jargons for anything :)

Life by itself is a journey. Whether you like it or not, you have to take onto some road for this journey till the time you reach the 'D-bed'. At each crossroad, we are subjected to choices. Choices of direction without knowing what road type it will lead to. In between you will reach some dead-ends, some pitfalls and some milestones. Do we sit over and make merry of reaching one milestone for all our life? Or do we sit in between road mourning the decisions made in past? May do for sometime. But can't do it forever. Until we start walking again, we can't hope for making it to the destination just like that. There are so many times when we have to rise above those feelings of the choices we made, and the rights and the wrongs. Whether you believe it or not, someone (I call it Time) compensates it all to you eventually.

So... Keep walking. That's the only way to make it to destination. And yeah, the journey called life doesn't have too many shortcuts. You will have to be patient. Or you will end up as patient :P
Jul. 21st, 2008 @ 03:17 pm Mindless ramblings, meaningless lines
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ultimate boriyat kae kuch pal )

A few of these lines are seemingly borrowed ones (though don't remember the original source). It possibly might turn out to be a borrowed poem. Who knows...

Who cares! :P
Jul. 20th, 2008 @ 12:41 pm Kungfu panda is good
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Loved this movie for the philosophy it carried. Writing down a few quotes from the movie -



Po's dad: There is no secret ingredient


Oogway: Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present.


Oogway: There are no accidents


Shifu: I said you are free to eat
Po: Am I?
Shifu: Are you?



Wanting to see The Dark Knight. IMAX is next to hotel in Hyderabad and has cheaper rate than the ones in Mumbai. Hoping to see this one in Hyderabad in coming week.
Jul. 19th, 2008 @ 07:48 am Using the 5 senses or them using me :)
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Who's the master? Them or you? For me, it seems to be them :)

I thought that I was not falling prey to the 5 senses. But then that was disproved so many times.

The worst weakness of all is the 'taste' thing. What I would eat or rather agree to eat is a smaller list and nothing else outside the list would make it to my plate. I won't take them or if someone forces them in, it would go to trash. I hate to waste food and believe in finishing everything that's in my plate. But if something from 'dislike' list comes in, it would go to trash and never to my tongue. Don't feel like talking about other senses. Not so worse, but still not good. They are bad too.

Wishing there were some ways of switching them off.
Jul. 18th, 2008 @ 10:28 am Well well
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There is not enough time to find answers to all questions.

Better go about inventing them :)
Jul. 16th, 2008 @ 07:17 pm This evening (which means, am into post office hour zone)...
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marks completion of 8 years of association with my pet place. NCST stays and will stay as place I dreamt and dream about. The institute that brought me across so many good people, so many great minds and so many adorable hearts.

Kids probably don't have power to bless their parents. All I can do is hope and wish for best things to come to my institute. It has survived bad times, beaten the odds and has very much the spirit of that of Mumbai.

I wish my NCST to flourish and attain the height it deserves to :)
Jul. 12th, 2008 @ 10:13 am Remember the monkey stories on my blog?
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Neah, don't have link. So won't be able to provide any of the past reference. Besides, since this one isn't linked to older ones, don't need to provide reference.

Yesterday we listened to one of our monkey's talk in evening. The kind of arguments that were being put across, no one was finding sense in that. Almost everyone was laughing because it was amusing listening to the arguments being put forth. How good's a respectable tag if people find it difficult to respect you and be with you? But monkeys don't understand and so it rarely matters to them.

Prior to this evening incident, monkey went about spoiling my colleague's mood in afternoon by claiming that our project hasn't fared well in a recent review that was conducted by external auditors. None of us trust this person but this project is quite close to our heart and it did tensed all of us. My colleague just couldn't eat her lunch properly. Later when the review results were being declared, almost each one of us were counting backward and nervously waiting to hear what our results were going to be. It wasn't negative. Rather it was cited to be one project which did care about non-functional aspect (thanks to client's specific needs) which others didn't (because they don't have those needs for right now). The moment the count reached 0, we all looked at each other with a sign of relief and sense of pride in heart. It's not something to feel proud about. We just did our duties and are quite satisfied about our performances. But we surely are sensitive about our work. We care for it, we guard it and whenever needed, confront monkeys for protecting it.

Yeah, this one too has a sword. We should fear so that we don't go complacent and don't blindly rely upon others for protection.

Congratulations to the my family (SENG) and like I always say, it feels great to be a member of it. Folks, you rock!
Jul. 9th, 2008 @ 09:47 am Dis-Order 'N' complexities
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http://www.rediff.com/news/2008/jul/08ndeal8.htm

Oh, isn't something like this covered under RTI?
Jul. 7th, 2008 @ 07:32 am Wordic
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Mind's notorious when it comes to fiddling with any language. I have always scored poorly in literature when in school and even now I have tremendous problems in wording, rewording, dewording grammar stuff. But then why aren't things in any language as straightforward as mathematics. For those who respect language thing, please don't read ahead. Besides, it's a brainless stuff. So never mind.

sandhi sodwa for english )

I don't know if there is any equivalent of sandhi sodwa/lagao in English. Any gentleman or gentlewoman may kindly help.
Jul. 6th, 2008 @ 04:04 pm The numbers and the labels
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Was reading Ranjan's disheartening experience (http://ranjankumar.com/2008/07/05/whats-in-the-number/) on his blog. Was reminded of few of my memories. Earlier I had written few blogs about various job experiences I had been through. These ones come from the times that were possibly from the prior to get a job or in between them.

College times was pretty dreamy times. Not that, we were in all air, unaware of ground realities. Just that there were enough hopes, few dreams. No, am not talking of me as individual. This was between us friends. We would be waiting for time to pass by. We were waiting for college to get over, get ourselves on road, find some job, get started and then finally make it big someday, sooner the better. We even used to feel bad those times that we came in quite late in this world otherwise we would have been kings or the big names of those times. And finally when the college was over, I especially, was upbeat of the timings. That was the last year of this millennium. It was 1999. Next year would mark the beginning of a (new) millennium. The one that belonged to us. I used to call ourselves - The Millennium Kids.

In between 1994 till 1999, I already had accumulated 5 job experiences. Was quite confident of clearing my interviews. Well, the confidence was shaken a little bit when I flunked campus interview. Something that would have saved me a position in Wipro as Network Engineer. Cleared the technical stuff and created nonsense in HR interview. Person asked me about my weak points, strong points etc. Felt that everyone has some weak points. I must be having some. Thought hard, could not find any on finger tips. Then just for the sake of it blurted out - Frustration when things don't work. Person asked what do you do then? What do I do? How do I know? I never got frustrated with anything. What should i say... "Well, I go out, have tea, come back and solve the problem". I lost that opportunity. Was quite sad then but today, I feel quite lucky that I missed out on it. What came after an year from then, was something much more valuable. I became part of NCST which for me is a dream come true. I am madly in love with this place and its people [sniff sniff...] :p

Okay okay, back to regular track... But after I was through college thing, I learned what frustration means. 15 days on street and no job in hand. Reasons cited was me being a fresher (the big O in experience). Then one day when I returned home after whole day of search for job, mom informed about Infotech Computer Education's call for interview. A private institute barely 200 meters away from my place of residence that time. Whatever happened after that, would appear in some other blog some other time.

Then after sometime when I joined NCST, I used to be pushed by institute to attend various seminars and workshops. I started finding them boring. Crowd used to come together in order to build up/expand their network by means of these seminars/workshops. The informative thing used to be very minimal. It was more for marketing something than knowledge sharing. Things slowly became unbearable and I stopped attending such things. I would attend only when am pretty sure that there's going to be some bag or tshirt or something be available from it. That IBM haversack's still coming handy, though I guess I can accommodate one such marketing seminar yet again. I need a new haversack, you see :p
Jul. 6th, 2008 @ 12:28 pm otel n ome are way apart :p
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H-otel can't match up to h-ome. It feels great to be back home. Last 15 days were very stressful but rewarding. A few important findings, ability to stay on track and the great team spirit. Things I am quite satisfied about.

There are some stories, lots of photographs, a few clips worth sharing but won't be sharing until I take/get permission from others. Could not manage to meet Shrinath this time too. May be next time. Or (best!) may be when he's able to come to Mumbai :p

Seems like rain and me are playing hide and seek with each other. We heard news of Hyderabad raining when we were in Mumbai and Mumbai used to be quite dry that time. Then once we were in Hyderabad, news channels informed Mumbai getting drenched, people not able to reach office etc etc. Hyderabad was quite dry that time. Dry is only in context of rain evading us. Weatherwise my stay has been comfortable at either place. Buddy's taking good care of me :)

I realized that the frequency/proportion of crazy blogs on my journal is reducing. Seems something gas hone srong womewhere. Err..., I mean - seems something has gone wrong somewhere.

Have two baby projects in my arms. One has quite nicely matured to some extent and seems that it can be moved to some other hand for further growth. The other one needs more focus and attention. Lets see, If my request would be acceptable to seniors.

Game wise, I once again attempted to play bluff. I lied just once in two/three games. Became quite predictable, so retired from it. Seems I am meant for only maths, chess and sudokus.
Jul. 3rd, 2008 @ 12:19 am Simpleton class
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One of my colleague said this in morning - Hyderabad folks have started identifying you. May be, yes. May be, no. I don't know their names, they don't know mine. Faces are known but names aren't. Yet, we are friends.

Look in eyes when talking, greet with smile, return smile, shake hand, wave hand, laugh, joke, don't cast hurting jokes, be sensitive, be gentle, be humble and be simple.

This is not a preaching post. This is not written for anyone else but for me. The times when I may start losing myself, revisiting these possibly may help.
Jul. 1st, 2008 @ 08:06 am Corporating discounts, discounting corporates
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Of all the three encounters of tiny spots of south, I have found Hyderabad the most comfortable one. Rickshaw drivers aren't that bad. People are simple and ready to help. The most comforting thing, they speak and understand Hindi.

Now for the fun side. Corporate is the magical word here. Everyone is ready to offer unasked for discounts if you flash your visiting card. Of course, feel free to snatch further discount on it. So far Mangatrai (seng ka personalized jewelery supplier) fellow has given flat 30% discount (without bargaining) on flashing the card. Restaurants (MacDs included!) give you, furniture guy will give you. It's amazing.

And tempting too... We are quite tempted to flash our visiting card to autorickshaw guys and the chai-walahs and the dhobis(yet to find one, though) etc.

When do I return back from Hyderabad? There's no return ticket. Seems like no one wants me back in office. Lessons learnt - never let office get accustomed to peace, serenity for more than 3 days.

All of us are longing to return back home (office, that is). May be the finest prize for all of us would be a return ticket for now.
Jun. 30th, 2008 @ 12:10 am Two quotes from two places
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From Kosheen - Wasting my time
It isn't over if we never begin

From some movie being aired on Set Pix
It's not over until I win
Jun. 28th, 2008 @ 08:03 am The I of me
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When I was (for some, I still am :) a kid, I never liked to take help from anyone. It would be doing things 'aape-aape'. Doing it self. Call it self reliance. Or independence. Secondly, there would be no 'udhaar' khaataa. No credits, please. The mind/brain/heart was trained in such a way that I would not be taking any favor from anyone unless and until I could possibly return it back in minimum time. And then I don't even know how much time will I have to be able to return it back. May be I won't be there tomorrow. May be the other person won't be there tomorrow. Who settles the 'account'? Possibly my buddy would do it for me. He and my mom are two entities, who I can never repay back in any form. Possibly, I don't even want to :)

I have been trying to get rid of I factor. One of the reasons why you would see "me" occurring in places where "I" usually is applied :p. Will I ever be able to do that? It still gives me pleasure when I am able to do things without taking assistance from anyone. So there are still a few things that I would reserve for self. Do it relentlessly, find ways out and enjoy the little joys of discoveries. These things are never for others, it's for self. When my friends used to suggest me a job where I would be proposing ideas and getting them shaped up, I could not agree to it. Reason being same. Whatever small time discoveries I do, is for self. I doubt if it works at institute level for me.

Few days back someone asked me how I differentiate between self-respect, pride and ego. I don't know. I believe there's a thin line between these three. Self-respect possibly is managing an image of self in view of self and others. Pride is usually linked to boasting in community. You don't boast about self, people will not accuse you of being proud etc. Ego possibly is 'I am always right' thing. But to be honest, I am not the person who could identify what these three things are and how they differentiate from each other.

The I of me is a small universe of myself, for myself. Destroying I means destroying that mini-universe. The creation was automatic. I hope its destruction be automatic too.
Jun. 27th, 2008 @ 07:59 am And so the bell starts ringing
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Wishing Urja many many happy returns of the day. My cube partner, mentor and quite an inspiration. I so wish I were in mumbai celebrating her bday but seems like me missing out bday celebration is gonna continue :(

Happy bday, dear Urja :)

Meanwhile, may I request either Swapnil or Tahir to play "jai mata di" in background? :p
Jun. 26th, 2008 @ 01:15 pm Congratulations to Mowgli! (Not just Mowgli but also Ashish and Chris)
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Today's great day. Am loving it!

Abhudaya (AKA Mowgli fame :)) has scored 91 percent in SSC. Yay!!!

Ashish, my cousin, scored out of marks in mathematics in SSC (120/120) good marks (Okay, I goofed up in hearing this one). I remember him struggling with lot of things during earlier days. But he has managed it quite well. Has come a long way in scoring decent marks in SSC. Commendable thing :)

Chris, my buddy, scored 5th rank in online contest at concept art (see this - http://conceptart.org/forums/showpost.php?s=6fa695dcb02445079094d7112a9bf4d5&p=1804671&postcount=35).

Congratulations to these friends of mine. Am very happy for all of you.

Darn! What am I doing at Hyderabad!! I wanna hug him them right away!!!

Vrushali is participating in another contest in concept art. See this - http://conceptart.org/forums/showpost.php?p=1812830&postcount=3 (theme details for it - http://conceptart.org/forums/showthread.php?t=126144). All the best to her for results. I wish that her wish comes true :)
Jun. 25th, 2008 @ 11:15 am Second round started since 22nd
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My team @ NIC, Hyderabad, originally uploaded by peeyush.

This time am gonna be away from home for some 10 days, it seems. Yeah, everyone is celebrating and relishing the peaceful days at my office. Baki khabre break kae baad.

Rest of the pics here - http://www.flickr.com/photos/peeyush/archives/date-posted/2008/06/24/

Jun. 15th, 2008 @ 01:00 pm Travis, Kosheen and *.*
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Last time I blogged (http://peeyush.livejournal.com/389252.html#cutid1) about songs I used to listen to in Vienna, I forgot to mention about Travis. Re-offender was one of those that would be re-played again and again. I too liked the tune of it. Yesterday, Satchit reminded me of them during our chat. Thanks buddy. This was one of the band, I was trying badly recollect but could not remember somehow. Here's the youtube video of the song -



Why I love youtube? The song which I was looking for since 2003, but could not because I didn't remember the name of the band/artist, was found today on youtube. It's "wasting my time" by Kosheen. I remembered the song, the video but not the artist's name. Since the artist has disabled the embedding of youtube plugin, you may refer the URL - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQYQrDunjqg

Well, the memory still continues to defy me the title of some song by "The white stripes" which had an okay song but a good video. So leaving out this one, all other songs of that time are back to my mind and lappy repository.

Talking on the hindi side discoveries, recorded the following three melodies from youtube.

Bazaar - Dikhayi diye


Ijaazat - Mera kuch samaan


Mausam - Ruke ruke se kadam


Meanwhile, Satchit and his gang has built following group on google - about-music@googlegroups.com . If music discussions interest you, you may subscribe and contribute to it.