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Friday, October 4th, 2002
8:12 pm	um I couldn't resist. Okay fine LAST post. Lloyd: well... when life gives you a bitch.. get a male stud and make them give you cute puppies LOL! (Spread your wings...)
7:42 pm	Heh :) THE FINAL POST. Thanks crys shar, kar, peich, sze, ru, jo, and any other 'mates, and lastly, Jeth. Thanks for believing in me. And even if you didn't, thanks for having faith in me and have the clarity of mind to realise that whether it was true or not it doesn't make me a rotten person all around. All of you've been there in many different ways and just wanted to say it means a lot to me, every little thing counts. It's been a screwy year alright, and I've made certain realisations about myself, not pretty ones. I'm not quite the Saint around here. Lotsa sucky things happened and I take the blame for those that did and the loss of some of my friends. What's biting my nerves is that some people are equally at fault and they failed to see that they're accusing me of the same things they do. Hm I shan't say anymore. I know how easily my words can be twisted, misconstrued and invite a flurry of vicious ripostes. Anyway some little announcements to make. This going to be my last post. I can't believe it. I'm a little upset and miserable because I love this livejournal site so much. So many memories, good and bad. 400 over posts all here. But I'm rather pissed at all the unwanted attention I'm getting, where people come to read my journal, not for light entertainment, not for caring about me, not to see how I'm doing and be in tune with my going ons, but try and bitch about my life. thanks for the usual commenters here to have pulled me along all the way and standing up :) so what if we're delusional? eheheh kudos to jeth for that nice post about "business" and peich for the follow up. You know I'm so largely amused I'd just feature them one last time. (Although I stand to correct Peich, I probably did some people wrong some time or another, but not enough to warrant anything.) Jeth/Equivocal: basically, whether we screw around or not, whether we make out or not, whether she gets pregnant or not is my business, her business, my parents' business, my brother's business, her parents' business, her brother's business, our good friends' business. in other words, if we don't inform you about what exactly is happening in our daily lives and when we go out with each other (with the status of 'friends'), it most definitely implies that we don't want you to know, neither do we bother even if you know. and please, grow up will you guys? go ahead be a sparkling clean virgin who doesn't surf porn all you want, but don't spoil others' fun (albeit anonymously), for that is just low. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread) Peich/Verdigris: (Anonymous) 2002-10-04 04:18 (link) yeap you heard the guy. First of all, Michelle's private life is her business and hers alone (plus whoever else she chooses to involve). Second, she's done you (whoever the bitch is) no wrong. And finally, I cannot believe that there are people with such malice. Such behaviour bespeaks a poisonous, rotten heart and cannot be justified. Please go and get a life. Get laid if not getting any is what's making you so cranky. -verdigris So yeppers I'll be moving to a new blog which layout would be customially done by sze :) and i'll post stuff starting from tmr, although the layout will only be up on monday (hopefully. and it might just be a YnM theme! :) I'll be giving the address to those who I allow to peek into my life. If I miss you out (trust me it'll be by acccident) or if you genuinely want to care, just drop a comment here with your email (unless I know it) and I'll get back to you :) And those who know of its existence, I give you the burden of keeping it secret. p/s it's a damn lame address but yeah well. um *^_^* so good bye so long farewell. I might move back to LJ one day. I love the user-friendliness. sigh >.< take care each and everyone of you smile and be happy *fooey wet fat kiss* Current Mood: artistic Current Music: Yami no Matsuei - Tsuzuki Asato (2 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
3:10 pm	Which Yami no Matsuei Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla yes feeling utterly tsuzukish. been stuffin' myself sinfully with coke, ice cream and potato chips from shar's place and elsa's yummmy pineapple tarts which she's baking in mountains :) -fatsy look- tired yeah today was like bloody sleepy. snozzed through english.. oh bbq was fun last night :) kar's dad bought hfer 50 roses :) hehe big large bunch! and we were taking picture of bevis the turtle :P or rather terrapin :) had these nice little pink taiwanse uehafhw tummy ache post later >.< damn the chips. Current Mood: content Current Music: the calling stigmatized (Spread your wings...)
Wednesday, October 2nd, 2002
11:25 pm	There are many things I would like to say to you but I don't know how. I can't believe my blog's becoming so snipey, angsty, bitter and rotten. Everything from my pocket to the television to the weather and religious and world going ons have started busting balls. My balls. If they can't cut me any slack, I'll cut it myself. I've always thought of it as theoretical. I've talked about it mentioned it in a theoretical sense. Happiness isn't what people think of you, but what you think of yourself. I've never needed to put it into practice. But who says I can't start mm? :) Get slapped on one side there's always someone there on the other that'll caress your cheek. It's 11.35 and I'm waiting rather impatiently for CSI to start. Last word on prelims: 10 points 3 bonus points. Trying to push VJ, if not AC. now shush about my shitty results >.< OH OH I bought the 100 dollar pair of shoes from Skechers today. Nice blue pairs that look like Nike skechers :) And a nice blue hat from Top shop >.< results from going shopping with crys *pleah* Now to convince my mom to get me the mango jacket! :) unhealthy obsession with the colour, Blue. ate lunch at taka. found hair in yakitori so I got the lady to get me a new one :) poppped in lots pop doh samples, 3 yakitoris. (shared 1 with jeth) shared jap noodles with jeth. 1 cheese kueh thing. Jeth ate 1 yakitori 2 jap noodles packets (how does he do it?) I love the taka foodcourt. And their papa beard cream puffs overstuffed with custard so people like me can fling it around :) Current Mood: curls. Current Music: oasis - little by little (Spread your wings...)
11:05 pm	Reality TV. Oh yes. I admit it. I'm a big sucker for reality tv. Survivor? What's that? (heh just kidding.) No no. Not -that- kind of reality tv. Those are intersting, have their own merits I agree, but they don't attract me. Neither am I attracted to bimbotic shoes (oh I once was though.) Like charmed, dark angel, alias, roswell, and you get the gist. Where something unbelievable happens and one large promotional factor of the show are the flawless looking people. Nope. Got over that phase. crime-buff fanatic me's growing into a drama-crime show addict. One plus point is that it brings out all the "realities" of todays world. It's still TV, yes its sensationalised, true. But it's the closest I can get to what the truth is really. It surpasses me lying in bed wondering what happens in the Amircan Justice system or the crime lab of Las Vegas. Though not entirely accurate and focus on America, it's sufficient. Some things are universal. Just watched the last season of the practice, where Richard Bay got murdered (they just wanted to kill him off.) It was pretty sad. Hm. Yeah. The other sucky bit about watching such shows by David E Kelley. It really breaks your faith in a lot of things. Oh yes there are the happy endings but there are equally unexpected controversial ones and it questions the american system a lot. And it throws some provoking questions applicable to everybody. And it makes me too jaded, too synical and skeptical. It isn't just tv shows. Books, newspapers, documentaries, unfortunate personal incidences that took me years to get over, that haunts once in a while. It's sad. true. I've stopped caring. I'm a mix half the time I'm positive there's hope for all this rape of girls, killing of tigers, leopards, persecution of white farmers, black farmers brown farmers. The list goes on. And I've already decided that the rest of my working life's going to be dedicted to one cause. (That has yet to be decided) There's a lot of anger, feeling.. but there's the other half. Where I don't give a fuck. I don't care. What's the point? I can pluck this weed, but another will grow somewhere else. It's an endless fight against so many things. And I feel like giving up. Ideal is impossible. I don't believe. Current Mood: cold Current Music: promise me - beverly craven (Spread your wings...)
7:59 pm	futbol On better news. Bayern Munich lost to AC Milan. You think they would make it past the group stage? Well they'd have to beat Deportivo La Coruna, AC Milan and Lyons again. You think so? -smirk- I think Real Madrid's going to make it past grp stage. I think Arsenal would too. somehow I doubt bayern would. So we'll happily watch bayern lose and then you can be the fucking pissed one. Oh grace dearie :) Don't worry about Kahn. you still got cute Raul to ogle at! And Casi||as :) And uh. David Beckham >.< was watching the Valladolid-Real Madrid match last night. Creepers.If real marid doesn't work on their team spirit, Esprit de Corp, or something they're going to lose. IMHO, they actually have the potential to beat Brazil, if they played in the world cup (lessay if both sides had r. carlos and ronaldo.) but if they play like they did with Valladolid the odds turn against them. Its hard to believe that Real Madrid could lose a game with such expensive and talented players on their team. There must be something pretty wrong. Then again football has 20%-30% to do with luck. will stay up to watch the madrid match at 2.30 it was amazing the valladolid match. yellow cards were flying all over the places. And the penalty was SO not valid. Poor skipper Hierro.Growly. (3 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
7:37 pm	Tiscket. Tis. bloody bothering. And it has nothing to do with me being pissed this morning and nothing to do with m.fers leaving inane anonymous snide comments on my blog. I mean wtf. Get this straight, Booty may like to have hot lesbian sex with Laar and my journal may have outright or subtle sexual connotations and stuff. BUT someone people don't seem to understand. talking sex does not equate to having sex. It's amazing how people can get their a1s for maths and not figure out such a simple equation. Oh go ahead you know, roll your eyes and go "yeah right of course she's lying again as usual." Bloody hell jeth and I broke up ages ago and we're just good friends now. what making out was scraped off beginning of the year. PAH. (7 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
8:27 am	I'm pissed i'm like fucking pissed. not red boiling rage no. Just thick black pissed-offishnes. And no i'm not going to tell you what it's about because some fuckers are going to bitch about it again. Anyway yes on good news Bayern Munich lost to (3 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
5:58 pm	sleepy. Boodle. Had the whole day of school (except for one miserable SS lesson) filled with all the different pracs. Had fun times maiming slicing dicing long beans for Bio, stoning and doing voodoo with pins for phys. I hate doing that damn light glass block experiment. Fugging screws up my eyes :P Of course the best part came during chem where we had weird experiments involving sodium nitrate and copper nitrate where everyone was choking to death on the "brown pungeant acidic NO2" what was MORE fun was thank to sze, realised that the copper nitrate does that green flame thing. So i smartly put copper nitrate crystals on the rim of the bunsen burner you know wehre the flame comes out? Yes I lined it with crystals (the green burner flame. Nearly happened 2wice today.ones :P not the liew ones) and turned on the flame and woot. I got a visible green flame. Very very helpful because I have a great tendency to just swing my face or arm or skirt into a bunsen flame. hehe :) anyway my sweet teacher Mrs Chong from p5 gave EVERY ex RGPS girl a little squishie sanrio pen thing weird stuff AND the picture she took of the group of us who attended her wedding in p5 where we were made to sing lol! :) We look like tiny 8 year old kids. I'll post the picture on my blog soon :) when somone nice would host the pic fer me :) oh yun has an "intimate friend" called albert :) some life guard who she met in last year's class chalet. Okay so he isn't the ideal boyfriend, quit ITE, working now but according to her he's got a great body. (I *don't* really wanna know.) I guess many of us couldn't really accept him at first but you grow to be okay about people. And he's actually damn sweet to Yun. I mean okay so what if he's like this or that. He's nice and at least he isn't like after sex or anything like other major pervs out there. He buys her stuff and runs to get her tiger balm if she's aching or got those bites. I guess it was wrong I suppose for us, me, anyone to snub him .. well not snub, but not warm towards him just because he's different. I don't know. I'm not going to become all pally, I'd rather keep a decent distance but the wariness level has dropped rather. It's really sweet I think though. It just is you know When your own love life is non-existent/in Diablo Hell Level facing Diablo with no EQ on, level 1 sorceress. Gives you something pretty to believe in and look forward too. ah well :) Spiffy Miffy Current Mood: chipper Current Music: someone to call my lover - janet jay (2 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
Monday, September 30th, 2002
8:40 pm	Cos you make me feel wild wild. you touch my inner smile. such a sweet concept. An inner smile. Can you smile from the inside? It must look sweet. watching comedies is so therapeutic. Just finished with Frasier and that 70's show. I'm not too big a fan of frasier. Oh sure it makes you laugh yeah but he uppity-ness of it just isn't my taste. I prefer 70's show, everybody loves raymond, friends, the simpsons. But it's just good to laugh. like a temporary pain killer. That it was. yes laughing gas. Yeah such a pity though. In singapore you can't grab your ex boyfriend and french him when he says "I still care you even though we aren't together." then grab him by his shirt drag him to your bed for a good rumble. I'm so in love with you. I'll be forever blue. That you give me no reason you know you're making me work so hard. A brownie point for the person who guesses the lines from above! And another if you can guess which version I was listening to :) think: grain. hint: guitar introduction. cryptic. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: hen xiao de li mao. (4 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
4:12 pm	The thing about JC results.. is that you can get weird words from them Take for example Da's friend. Who started of with FOOD which later turned into a BEEF and of course Peich's results which reflect one of her most outstanding featuers: BOOB And Mamamia! (here we go again!) we have Jesse the "Supertrooper" score of ABBA And not forgetting jeth who's fretting over his presently triple Os. might be quadruple but we shall all pray not. Almost in verbatim: "What am I going to tell my mom. mom:What did you get for your results jeth? jeth:Ooooooooooooo. (as in the sound when you see good food) mom: oooooooo ? jeth: "O"s Mom: Ah "O". Is that good? How many Jeth: O O O O my gawd. *wild giggle* Current Mood: giggly Current Music: abba - chiquitita (2 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
Sunday, September 29th, 2002
11:41 pm	-o_O- been plying d2 like a maniac the whole day. got some nice items. killed mephisto. a few cows. meh my life is becoming a boring farce. Just drank some iced wine (white) it's so so so deliciously sweet unlike other wines which are normally irksomely bitter and unbearable (to me) a little tipsy now. well. not so much as tipsy but slightly unclear. *blursome* Ooh can sense traces of a headache. ooh verdigriso's back from malaysia :) may the kinky things return :P i can't believe people are actually reading this! *bemoans* oh late news. got 80 for geog :P humbuggish I never ever top it somehow. Looks like I won't be shaking the principal's hand ever >.< this is becoming bad i'm just writing down rubbish for the sake of writing oh did i write about the x-files ending? how it's so bitter sweet like the world's going to end and how mulder and scully still has hope. How theyey laid in a semi-dark motel room. The sweet words. "When I first met you we were in a motel like this." And how he fingered her cross (I knew the cross was significant.) And held her close towards the end? It's so sweet. And yet so painfully sad that it'e last episode. I just love that couple. Oooh i'm just such a sucker for hugs more than anything else. Hugs and cuddles. and the occasional french. It's so much more intimate than sex on tv for some reason. -hughughughughughug- need to move blog soon. but i wanna personalise my blog/lj first :( offering task to anyone for a peck on the cheek as payment. Anyone interested? :) -bzz- hitting the hay now. wine setting in headache. fooey bambooey. Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: mom on ye phone. (3 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
Saturday, September 28th, 2002
9:32 pm	satiation To Jeth the bunnie barbarian (who leaps around like no one's business) :) Sorry for blowing my top and ranting at you today >.< T'wasn't your fault just my dumbass brother. Though stop running so fast *sulks* "..so if i lose my patience you must try to understand (try to understand) if i lose my patience oh yeh cause you make me feel cause you make me feel wild you touch my inner smile you got me in the mood so come on and make your rule and free me..." Texas - Inner Smile humbuggish. Kousekiame's at senior's dinner no one to play with :( He's all dressed in black ^^ night camouflage. Whoa whoa Arsenal's on fire. It's like the EPL's Real Madrid just that they spend much less money. Arsenal 4 Leeds 1 (nice goal by Kewell (only leedie i like!) david seaman's fault kinda though.) Lovely shots by Kanu, Henry and Toure :) Like three quarts of the team are afro americans and they like. Rock. Hum that's it for epl this weekend. Maybe I'll catch the Betis Barca match. :P Go betis tight shirt green freaks :) Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: agua de beber - astrid gilberto (Spread your wings...)
6:08 pm	TAN ( ah tek,wen li,xin ying,yin xing,hup foi,hui ling,hui xian, yeng yong,jie an) in the past 2 days I've encountered 4 people showing off their tans. Why is like everybody so into tanning? Being a coffee-milk coloured chinese who gets called a mud occasionally and almost and got whacked up by mz once because of it, also an anti-sunny singapore person I can never understand the joys of tanning. Now why would one plop her ass in the middle of the sun instead of cuddling up in a comforter in a freezing aircon room. Or do something more productive in the sun. Like swimming or kayaking or playing tennis (uh. but it's rather tiring.) Rather than lie in the open just to look a little browner. It's kind of like risking your life for beauty in this abstract way knowing you'd increase you chance of skin cancer :P Abstract reflections after reading another's blog: Okay why is it a guy and girl can't live together without having sex? Why the hell is it called cohabiting? Is it even possible to be close friends with a guy? Animals say no :| But we aren't animals. (really?) Strange for me (of all people) to be asking such a question. It's harder for me to believe in than anyone else *kicks feet in air* Why why why? Why can't I cuddle under the covers with a male and giggle through the night without being frowned upon? How come we can't just sprawl over the bed in exhaustion without any sexual tension. Would it work if were blindfolded? castrated? so bad isn't it? till we can't even hug and say "it's okay pal." is it the world? is it singapore? † tµrn ãroµnd bright eyes now and then I ƒall ãpãrt ãnd I need yoµ now tonight and I need yoµ more thãn ever † hate mandy moore hate mandy moore hate remix of someday we'll know hate atomic kittens hate hate hate *fooey* Current Mood: I'm a monkey protege! Current Music: new radicals§someday we'll know {yi tian women hui zhi dao} (7 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
2:44 pm	Ping PONG is in :) lol finished act 5 of diablo today. Actually I don't need a merc. Just need Jeth's barbarian with cheater eq and I just stone and let my shadow assassin do the work :P Anyway now we're addicted to pong :) it's damn hard! !! http://www.vtecsucks.net/pages/pong.dcr (3 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)
8:50 am	Fwah. just woke up . humph Went out with crystal yesterday :) they weren't showing road to perdition and she didn't want to slap her she's french nor the tuxedo (ewww jennifer love hewitt) so we ended up watching the way home. I wasn't all that keen because it's a korean show. After I was left stranded in seoul, that dumb tv series and after the world cup I've a growing diffinity (such a word) for korea. south korea mainly. Actually i thought it look pretty sweet though "rural grandpa" meets "brat city grandson" and crystal said it's about "old people" and "kids" and I agreed. Well I wouldn't quite recommend people are love action packed exciting movies to watch it. It's very very slow moving and you just pity the old lady (his grandma) like mad because she's bent to nearly 90 degrees and she totters around taking baby steps at a time and she *tries* so hard and the guy just pushes her away in every manner he can think of you just want to pick him up and give him a fat smack on the rump. Well the odd thing is I swear I saw "rural grandpa" not "rural grandma" so I spent on hour of the show waiting for the darn grandad to come out! the plot's as unoriginal as a channel 8 serial. But it grew really sweet and stuff towards the end and had us weeping like crazy. I was leaking like no one's business. (So when I told jeth later he's like "AHhahaha! korean show! And a promptly said "It's old people and children. different.") When we went to the toilet around the hand washin' area crystal was grinning and mentioned how we the ladies inside probably came from the same cinema because everyone had red eyes. Oh yes squashy bunnie apperaed in the movie :) It's actually pretty funny sometimes. Yeah but it's slow moving. Then we went around scouting for the newly opened zara at taka :P Hey it's spanish! passing by st mike's on the way to pick up chcolate covered raisins and peanuts to happily pop into our mouths worsening my throat situtaion :( Then off to taka! Where crystal incurred the wrath of a few "aunties" by bursting a balloon at a taka walkway with a loud BANG. Of course we were in our school uniforms ^_^ It seems to me the fashion's that in nowadays is sick pink. Everywhere seems to have sick pink clothes. Some aren't too bad either. Went into MNG first, lotsa sick pink clothes. What I did fall in love with was this half jacket (plasticky kind) which was blue colour (same colour as my roxy wallet) blue and white and it's only 80 bucks which is rather cheap imho. Then pottered around. Oooh saw nice purple undiewears (normal ones) at Miss Selfridge with a cool fairy on it :P Want that too! Found an FCUK store walks a bit more. Finally found Zara which is Crowded like crazy with people madly rushing through the mountains of clothes and makign purchases. Zara has gorgeous jeans I must say. Distinctly something spanishy about their clothes. Didn't see anything I like a lot though. Oh oh nice strappy sandals at MNG! Then popped by campers who has nice comfy shoes... Barf at posters of f4 boys then went to sports link or some sports shop where I once again fell in love with a light blue pair (hm) of shoes from Sketchers i think. Lovely stuff 99 bucks though. Irkle. At least you know it fit my feet. They actually have pretty nice sports clothes there. Then we went down to the fourtcourt (best in da world) crystal stole pop doh samples and I bought a cream puff. Its choked filled with custard and I got a large glob on my hand which I proceed to lick off in public. I also decided to flick my hand around which got custard splatterd on certain unlucky passerbys. Just a note it's very hard to wash of custard with just water. Oh yeah we walked into british india too where the clothes were insanely insanely high priced. I really quite doubt her teachers get her clothes from there. Then totter down to wisma. aaah I want this project shop blood brothers dress well it comes in dress and half dress. The front looks like a nomral purple dress but the behind's really nice. It's like two straps to hold on the dress and it goes through this hole at. Okay it's quite hard to describe but the material feels so goooood. And it's nice and purple! Then over to topshop. :) Where crystal promptly dragged me away from the underwear section to the hat section where he had fun throwing hats on each other's head. Ooh there's this nice blue-jean cap like a little english train boy hat/cap thing. I wannit :) I want smth else besides my normal caps. Agh so much to buy so little moolah. fwah :( Current Mood: noddy Current Music: Eden = Yami no Matsuei (Spread your wings...)
Thursday, September 26th, 2002
9:07 pm	Hewwo :) Well that's it I HAVE to move my blog soon. absolutely. doesn't matter though it's becoming pretty banal anyway. Yeah okay so I've got a ten. Hum ho. Can't make it to premier jcs. Even with encouragement to NOT go acjc my mom says it's either rj vj nj or ac. She isn't to keen on me going aj. ten points hum ho. I feel a little sorry especially for the lit people who didn't do too well. It's kind of like me not getting A1 for geog. I'd feel terrible. Ah well. the ny prelims are screwed. I don't wanna talk about them anyway. Our whole lives seem to be centered around them. It's kind of like missing the big picture. Although it's all still pretty hazy met haogen and his bunch of tch friends at serene centre today. got the latest issue of fables. hm. the comic store guy's interesting :) was telling me how he got like 50 something for his o levvies. But it just goes to show that results don't matter all that much its you that counts. You can be perfectly happy with shitty results. It's not how much you earn its how you love your job. I'm sure if i work hard i can be like a famous prostate surgeon but I know i'm going to hate my job even if I'm earning millions a year. Current Mood: artistic Current Music: the men don't get it!!! (1 fallen angel | Spread your wings...)
Wednesday, September 25th, 2002
7:17 pm	Bunnie Wabbit Bunnie Wabbit sits on the wall Bunnie Wabbit has a great fall Bunnie Wabbit's not very tall Bunnie Wabbit is very small Bunnie Wabbit bounces a ball Bunnie Wabbit runs down the hall Bunnie Wabbit shops at the mall Bunnie Wabbit has a big gall Bunnie Wabbit plays with toy doll Bunnie Wabbit makes a prank call Bunnie Wabbit says that is all. -beamification- today's slightly better. i'm still getting a ten it's just pleasant that i got an a2 (Scraped it in fact) for bio :) passed chinese (phew!) thanks to a cross level addition of 5 marks. was frantic had 48.75 and needed just 1 mark (over 200!) to pull it up to 49.25. as panicking then suddenly the moderation announcement. whooped i did. okay so I'm still going to acjc. But never mind :P Pleasant surprise though a2 for bio :) Oh sharon's in love with Utt (isn't everybody!!! Utt tatuttat) She saw donita in a supermart and they were looking at the same stuff and she thinks maybe they have the same taste :) Everytime I pass by a Giordana store (2 at suntec one at westmall!)I'd see utt *swoon* and I think of shar going uttt tatutttat :P He's good looking :) long goodbye Sometimes I ask my heart did we really Give our love a chance (just one more chance) and I know without a doubt I turned it inside out And if we walked away would make more sense (only self defense) But it tears me up inside Just to think we still could try How long must we keep riding on a carousel Going round and round and never getting anywhere? (on a wing and prayer) Current Mood: giggly Current Music: Van Morrison - everyone (1 fallen angel | Spread your wings...)
Tuesday, September 24th, 2002
4:44 pm	I'm depressed oh yep I am depressed. The prospects of getting into acjc looms even nearer now. It isn't too bad you know I don't mind it that much. My dad's a good sport too as long as I get my education he's okay he isn't into prestige and all that stuff. it's my mom who's getting pissed at giving me lectures. the lowest i can get is 9 points. what I'm probably goig to get? 11. toodles. i'm guess i'm not too bad now. Just unhappy. you know everything seems to go horribly wrong at the same time. I got my fair share of 1 minute hugs from you and that made things a little better. then it became worse. worse worst and yes good bye this journal will be silent for the next few days while I attempt to wear off this horrid feeling. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: buzz buzz whirr whirr of cd drive (Spread your wings...)
Monday, September 23rd, 2002
9:23 pm	Take a piece and pass it on I'm gonna dunk miss lee in cold water some day *growl* She told me this morn she wanted to see me after school because of something important got me worrying till recess where i ran to see her and she absolutely refused to tell me because she needed at least half an hour to talk to me so I had to go to see her after school and she looked sorta pissed sorta smiley. but she can look smiley even though when she's pissed about something. and it concerns my exams, i should know better what it is, it's very very bad and very very important. I hate suspense more than anything else gets my guts all tangled. AND when i went to lookf or her after school she made me wait from 2.35 to 3 then she came into the staff room with giant beans or peas or something in her hand, said she had to rush home and she'll see me tmr morning. and i'm like WHAT!??1?!?!?!? you make me suffer the whole day rush here like a mad hatter pacing around, wearing the staff room carpet and and.. -mutters- on more interesting news. KAREN'S IN MOROCCO. Shush :) No one's supposed to know. She's in some market with "snake charmers and perverts. Some cad tried to press his hard onto my ass. Islamic law--chop his dick off.. otherwise it's great here sleeping on the roof terrace coz it's cheaper and we're dead broke. And ppl here keep calling me bloody nakata..." LOL :) I wanna do stuff like that when I grow up :P Gotta find a cool german boyfriend first or at least a buddy who enjoys doing fun stuff like that. oh a lousy note I got 53/100 for a math probably an a2 for english (i got 30/50 for compre.) didn't get an a1 for bio *miserable* Current Mood: moody Current Music: zephyr song - red hot chili peppers (2 fallen angels | Spread your wings...)