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Friday, August 29th, 2008
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| Subject: | A million here? A million there? |
| Time: | 9:49 pm. |
| Mood: |  determined. |
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Milwaukee is alright these days... I suppose. I don't really know anyone anymore and at times I'm almost uncomfortable around people that I've supposedly known for years. I'll admit... its slightly unnerving. Buuuut I've been trying to slowly assimilate myself into the status quo and thus far it seems to be going okay. They should make insulins flavored candies. Whatever.
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| Time: | 10:40 am. |
| Mood: |  blank. | | Music: | Black Sabbath - War Pigs - Luke's Wall. |
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I haven't slept more than 8 or 9 hours the past 3 days. It kind of sucks. It makes me very cranky, but my body won't allow me to sleeeeeeeeeeep and its pisssing me offffff. Maybe I'll start popping pills, taht could help. Yeah right. Take some more pills, pill-head. I want mardock the sun god inside of me.
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| Time: | 8:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  hopeful. | | Music: | Jello Biafra with the Melvins - Enchanted Thoughtfist (Enchant. |
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I felt it as my obligation to those of us who love the Violent Femmes to email the booking agent and request their appearance in Milwaukee/any vicinity. Everyone hope all is well. If you don't like the Violent Femmes, get beat!
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| Subject: | random thoughts |
| Time: | 1:05 pm. |
| Mood: | hopeful. | | Music: | Sublime - Live at E's. |
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3ish weeks to go. ish. sticky stinky shiny. if only you sexy ladies knew how much posthumous joy you're going to bring everyone.
frat house burned down yesterday. wish i could have seen it. sadface.
silvermine subs must be run by a bunch of inept monogoloids. i always make it VERY clear to go to the side door. but what do you do, you mongoloids? bang on someones bedroom door at 3am. polesmokers.
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| Time: | 10:06 am. |
| Mood: |  pensive. |
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I kinda feel like I'm wasting my time here in Madison. Yeah, yeah.. I think this every once in a while. It's not like I'm planning on not going back to school or anything like that. I am kind of sick of some of the people around me though. Like the guy I live with who should be on pills, but suddenly decided to stop taking them. Then he tells all these people... and it seems like he made it a point to not tell me. That's probably a good thing because I would have bitched him out for risking his sanity(and mine). I got over that whole thing...kind of... I guess I'll just have to trust him a little to keep himself from bringing the police to my house... again. But then I walk in the door last night and his crazy ass is blowing a line of drugs in the living room. So I'm like, 'Uh, you're doing some?' and he just looks at me like, 'Yeah...'. So I left for a few hours instead of being paranoid about being at my own house... which I often am. For various reasons, the police are the last thing that need to be around my place of residence, and I shouldn't have to be worried about them showing up in the middle of the night because someone freaked out and called the police because they thought they were dying.
Actually come to think of it, hes cool, but by putting myself and the people I live with in danger, so he's at the top of my shit list right now.
Nobody else really irks me that much, aside from the fact that I sometimes feel used by people for their advantage. It's not THAT big of a deal because I don't mind doing people favors... but when it's people who claim to be my good friend then only contact me when they want something, then it pisses me off. My time might not be worth all that much to other people, but I personally feel that it could be spent doing something other than their bidding.
I really like the city itself, but maybe it's time to make some new friends or maybe see some old ones again. rantrantrantranyabout nothing
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Tuesday, January 8th, 2008
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| Time: | 12:07 pm. |
| Mood: | predatory. | | Music: | Dead Kennedys - We've Got a Bigger Problem now. |
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i remember livejournal. i think? i want a caribou burger so i am going to get one when im done getting dressed. i really hope i didnt lose my jar and its at britts
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Wednesday, October 3rd, 2007
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| Subject: | dethklok is the best band since slayer. |
| Time: | 1:13 am. |
| Mood: |  hyper. |
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awaken. mustakrakish the lake troll.
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| Time: | 3:50 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. |
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sneaking in to roger waters at the marcus ampitheatre. awesome.
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| Subject: | I am a golden god |
| Time: | 6:26 pm. |
| Mood: | fucking fantastic. | | Music: | Flogging Molly - The Kilburn High Road. |
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I feel this strange power in me. It needs to be released. Or channelled into a more powerful power. I'll do my final jig in the belly of a squid.
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| Time: | 5:30 pm. |
| Mood: | pleased. | | Music: | David Bowie - The Man Who Sold The World. |
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lays italian rosemary and herb chips remind me of turkey and stuffing.
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Thursday, April 5th, 2007
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| Subject: | argentinian heavy metal fucking rooooocks. soooo much. |
| Time: | 1:41 pm. |
| Mood: | heavy metalllllll. | | Music: | Rata Blanca - El Sueño De La Gitana. |
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spring break fucking blows. just because its freezing cold outside. and because i have to go to eater with my religious side of family
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Saturday, March 3rd, 2007
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| Time: | 3:51 am. |
| Mood: |  depressed. | | Music: | Pink Floyd - Welcome to the Machine. |
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I'm pretty sure I've lost a lot of respect for myself after thursday/friday blurday. Not to mention all the people who I'm sure lost respect aside from myself.
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Monday, February 19th, 2007
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| Time: | 4:40 pm. |
| Mood: | apathetic. |
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These past few weeks have been really really fucking intense. On all levels. But, winter is almost over thankfully. Aaand, that being said........ I'm fucking done with some things. Like winter.
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Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
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| Subject: | http://www.madisonnorml.org/blog/archives/000132.php |
| Time: | 3:13 pm. |
| Mood: | glorious. | | Music: | Pantera - Clash With Reality. |
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its a wicked world we live in, these days. but you know... im fine with it. such is life. c'est la vie. or something. carpe diem? sum res cogitans? heavy metal and vegetables make it all worthwhile. oh yeah, and bodacious big breasted beauties that fall from the sky. seriously, ive been so malnourished that i can physically not stop eating these nutritious vegetables. i mean, i just ate 90% of four servings. i just ate over 3 peoples worth of food in like 5 minutes flat.
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Tuesday, February 13th, 2007
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| Time: | 9:47 pm. |
| Mood: |  accomplished. | | Music: | Pink Floyd - Remember A Day. |
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"-there is a way of practising mental development ('meditation') with regard to all our sensations or feelings, whether happy, unhappy or neutral. Let us take only one example. You experience an unhappy, sorrowful sensation. In this state your mind is cloudy, hazy, not clear, it is depressed. In some cases, you do not even see clearly why you have that unhappy feeling. First of all, you should learn not to be unhappy about your unhappy feeling, not to be worried about your worries. But try to see clearly why there is a sensation or a feeling of unhappiness, or worry, or sorrow. Try to examine how it arises, its cause, how it disappears, its cessation. Try to examine it as if you are observing it from outside, without any subjective reaction, as a scientist observes some object. Here, too you should not look at it as 'my feeling' or 'my sensation' subjectively, but only look at it as 'a feeling' or 'a sensation' objectively. You should forget again the false idea of 'I'. When you see its nature, how it arises and disappears, your mind grows dispassionate towards that sensation, and becomes detached and free. It is the same with regard to all sensations or feelings."
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Friday, January 26th, 2007
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yeah so i only went to class half the time this week. i need to get a better alarm clock.
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Thursday, January 25th, 2007
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| Subject: | why dont we doooo it in the rooooaaaaoaoaoaad? |
| Time: | 1:20 am. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | Unknown Artist - Track 5. |
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the two best beatles songs in a row
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Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
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| Time: | 11:49 am. |
| Music: | Pantera - Hollow. |
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i overslept because i was up late taking notes for the classes i missed this morning. dumb
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Sunday, January 21st, 2007
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| Time: | 10:59 pm. |
| Mood: | apathetic. |
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school starts tomorrow.
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| Time: | 12:30 am. |
| Mood: |  pissed off. |
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It's a lot easier to feel angry than it is to feel extremely lonely.
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