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[02 Mar 2008|10:56pm] |
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Flint and I are going to try to work things out. I am not the queen of forgiveness so, I'm not sure how well this is going to go. But he groveled and I care enough to try... once.
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[02 Mar 2008|03:56pm] |
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I cold busted Flint cheating on me. I am done with this relationship. As of tonight one of us is moving out. I am voting for him since I know he can't afford the place solo and I can.
I can't fucking believe this, and yet I can. I saw it comming, but really I guess didn't to beleive it. This what I get for dating some one 12 years younger than me.
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| Here is an intersting show... |
[19 Nov 2007|04:16pm] |
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Nova did a documentary about the Federal Court ruling that Intelligent Design should not be taught in the Dover school district.
I was riveted watching it, despite dying of hunger I couldn't stop. The science arguments are wonderful, I couldn't get enough (but I am a nerd).
Here is the sight for the Nova documentary, if you interested.
http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/id/program.html
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| This is GREAT |
[16 Nov 2007|10:17pm] |
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This is a story about a religion that was created to counter the arguement that intelligent design should be taught in Kansas schools in their science department. The creators of the argument sight the "Flying Spaggetti Monster" as a religion followed by 10 million people and argued they should have a right to have their beliefs expressed in schools as well then. It's a good read and makes you think...
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21837499/?gt1=10547
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| I need a time machine to send them back to the Dark Ages... |
[04 Oct 2007|10:31am] |
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Christian Fundamentalists scare me. They scoff at using rational thought to guide their decisions. People who don't want to use the brain God gave them are frightening. The kinds of people who don't use rational to make their decisions do things like start wars, perpetrate hate crimes, and do things like terrorist bombings. The more fightening thing about it is when you ask one of them WHY they believe what they believe, and tell them you don't want to here the brainwashing propaganda they were fed as a child or young adult, most of them can't tell you. They fall back on rederic instead of real answers as to why they believe what it is they believe. That is horribly frightening. Someone who would harm you or wish you harm because of their beliefs and they can't even explain to you why they have them. You can't reason with someone like that, because they refuse to use anything resembling reason.
They also tend to scoff at science, right up until they need sugery or medical treatment that was brought about by that evil science stuff. They love all the conviences and medical break throughs that it has made, but they sort out the parts they don't like. Hell they even talk badly about the stuff they do like, until they need it. Did it ever occur to them that one of the other reasons God might have made us with brains is so we can use them to better ourselves and our world? I suppose not.
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| So I read the comments... |
[04 Oct 2007|02:28am] |
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First this is not directed at my friends with kids. You guys rock. As a whole your pretty well adjusted ;p and love your kids, just because you love your kids. Not to mention you don't ride my ass about my not having kids.
I just read an article about this guy who at 28 decided to get a vasectomy, because he didn't want kids. I made the mistake of reading the comments. Oh my. THe people callind him selfish for not having kids listed there unselfish reasons for having them as things like, some one to take care of them when they are old. Real unselfish right. They made it sound as if the people who don't want kids are broken, selfish, and mentaly disturbed. Some one even said that having children is the greatest thing you can do for society. Ok, well what if some one didn't want to have kids but wanted to dedicate their lives to say developing a cure for cancer? Is there contribution less than some one who had a kid and is broke on welfare? The kid apparently being what makes them better for society. It's damn sad. Children are a personal choice. It's great if kids are right for you and you want them, but I don't see were it's wrong to not want kids if you know you aren't right for parenting.
The other arguement was that it's God's plan for us everyone to reproduce. If there is a God, I seriously doubt there is a single person on this planet who knows his/its/her plan, and it's damn arogant to assume you do.
The only down side is that more idiots than smart people are breeding. I fear the world becoming a place similar to the one in the movie "Idiocracy".
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| Writing... |
[21 Jun 2007|10:06pm] |
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I am taking a creative writing class in fiction. I have found out I write some dark shit. Nothing is funny or light, it is all dark and depressing. The teacher says it's well written which is good because that means I'll pass... but still.
Am I really that dark a person?
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| Just a thought here... |
[23 Apr 2007|05:40pm] |
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I am perplexed. See what I don't get is people who say horrible things to other people, slanderous and mean things. Then when all is said and done it is shown they were wrong. Whether they want to admitt it or not I guess is up for conjecture. When you dump on your friends and ditch them for some said perfect person who later ditches you. When you stand up for some one and find out yeh they were the lier the other person/persons said they were, or what ever the accusation was. The inablility to say, hey yeh I'm sorry, you know I was wrong just perplexes me. Is their soap box that high? Is the whole fabric of their very being so fragile that the words, I was wrong, would completely unmake them?
People who can't say they are wrong or sorry are pathetic. They are ego whores, and usually attention whores to boot. The shame is they will never be decent friends either, or role models for that matter.
There is nothing wrong with being wrong,however there is everything wrong with always being right.
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| who's ready |
[06 Feb 2007|01:07pm] |
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Who's ready for the winter storm? Up to 6 inches of snow they say. A Saturday ago they said a dusting and we got 2 inches... I'm betting it will be more like 10 inches...LOL
I hope clss is canceled tomorrow... I'm sure it's to much to hope that they won't make me drive into work tonight....
Bleh
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| Bleh... Monday Sucks! |
[05 Feb 2007|03:02am] |
Well tomorrow is another day of class from 11am till 7:30pm. Lucky me!
On an up note my tooth has finally stopped hurting.
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| WoW |
[31 Jan 2007|04:43pm] |
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So who plays World of Warcraft? And what severs/characters? I just picked up a copy to give a try.
Root canal tomorrow at 1pm. Then physics mid-term Friday at 5pm... depending on how much pain I'm in and how much I can study in said pain... I may ask to do a make up. Luckly the professor allows make ups.
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| Ow... no fair |
[25 Jan 2007|04:25pm] |
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Went to my morning classes and then to make up a lab I missed on Monday. By the time I was done my tooth and jaw hurt so bad, even with the painkillers I was in tears, so I came home. I will be missing a lecture tonight at 6pm but there is a lady in my class I can get a copy of the notes from. I just can't do it.... I want to take more medicine and lay my jaw on my heating pad... yes I know it sounds weird but it makes it ache less.
Very little chance I will be out anywere tonight..
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| I am the vomit queen. |
[24 Jan 2007|11:48pm] |
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Well today I got sick. I had a bad headache and felt like my stomach was upset this morning, but I went to school anyway. About 2-3 minutes after I sat down a my desk I threw up. I also threw up in the trash can and down the side of it. Got home and got sicker, and my headache got worse. I had to call off work... and about 15 minutes ago I had my first food of the day, a bowl of soup. With luck I will hold it down and what ever was wrong with me is over.
bleh...
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| Can't Sleep .... The tooth will kill me.... |
[23 Jan 2007|10:06am] |
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Well another sleepless night because my tooth hurt. Ok the medicine is making it more tollerable but damn it still hurts. The doctor said when the antibiotics for the infection start working it will hurt less, well I guess I will see. Until then damn am I TIRED.
Ok off to sleep walk through a lab. Then I am going to try to grab a nap when I get home before work. The drunks better be nice to me tonight... pain makes me irratable :p
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| Well .... guess what... |
[22 Jan 2007|03:56pm] |
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I get to have my very own root canal. Yay me! But seriously even though I have dental plan and I will not pay as much I still don't like shelling out the money. However on the flipside I am actually happy they will be able to save the tooth and not have to just yank it out.
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| Owwww.... |
[22 Jan 2007|01:53am] |
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Ok I broke my tooth about a year+ ago and I know I should have went and took care of it, but I am scared of the dentist (yes, me a full grown adult woman). I know it's stupid but I am. So I put it off and put it off, well now I am pretty sure it is going abcess based on the huge amount of pain I am in. Tomorrow morning I may miss class anyway if I can get a dental apointment. I need some pain meds or a root canal or the thing just yanked out (its the very back tooth so I doubt anyone will notice).
Ohhh it hurts so much... I have been trying to go to sleep the last 2 hours and I can't ... *sniffle*
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| You know.... |
[21 Jan 2007|09:12pm] |
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If the weather gets as bad as they think since there is a winter weather advisory tomorrow until 10am because of freezing rain, I am not going to my classes in the morning, even if UC doesn't close for the morning classes. My professor can kiss my but too, I'm not going to risk my car or my life for their lectures.
I should be able to make my afternoon lab I hope, I can't see why not. Granted Ohio sucks ass for clearing roads well enough... but by 2pm I would think they would have managed it.
Bleh.... I hate bad weather.
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| A moment.... |
[18 Jan 2007|07:23pm] |
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A woman who regularly comes into my work died yesterday. She was only 28 and died of complications related to her diabetes. No one not even her friends were aware of her health problems, and she had been in and out of the hostpital for about 6 monthes so it came as a shock. She was a really nice lady, and I will miss her. It's always odd when stuff like this happens out of the blue, kinda puts a perspective on things.
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| Happy B-Day to Me! |
[16 Jan 2007|02:44pm] |
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SO I plan to go out and get myself a steak or possily Indian food for my B-day tonight. Who would be interested in going with me? Flint will be at work tonight, so it's just me.
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| Bleh.... local theatres suck! |
[12 Jan 2007|07:34pm] |
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Why isn't 'Pan's Labyrinth' playing at any of the local theatres? I did a 40 mile search on Movietickets.com and nothing. I really want to see this movie.
-Edit... Never mind it seems it's playing at the Esquire starting January 19th... Yay!
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