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| Subject: | wow |
| Time: | 10:51 am. |
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working... when all of a sudden... i hear whispers... saying... "livejournal!!.... livejournal!!.... livejournal????!!!???"
this is sooo weird... i completely forgot i had an lj account... i guess i'm just so into myspace i forget there's such a thing as a cool lj account... wow...
i feel sooo weird....
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Sunday, January 15th, 2006
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| Subject: | WEBPAGE |
| Time: | 12:42 am. |
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hey guys, do any of you know of any webhosting company's that create really cool sites (or templates)??
i'm working on the church site, but every time things change, its like hell to go back and re-link everything. I mean, dreamweaver makes it easy enough for me, but i really want something for super lazy people that's nice.
any ideas?
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Thursday, January 12th, 2006
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| Subject: | Livejournal or Myspace? |
| Time: | 10:19 am. |
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Can it be true? People from LiveJournal are moving on to MySpace?
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Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
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Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
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| Subject: | my priceless morning... can't wait for the rest of the day! |
| Time: | 2:39 pm. |
| Mood: |  dorky. |
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* guitar lessons: $ cost of internet connection and wasted time on aching fingers
* a trip to the grocery store: $ 2.oo dollars
* tortillas: $ 3.00 dollars
* extra munchies not on list: $ 5.00 dollars
* light pole getting on my way as I try to back up my car: $ don't know yet, not much, hopefully
* freaking out and running away from my first car accident before the cops got there cuz' i'm broke: $ priceless $
for everything else, there's stupidity
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Monday, December 12th, 2005
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| Subject: | My first time... |
| Time: | 9:01 am. |
| Mood: |  happy. |
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I remember the day I was playing hide - and - seek with my brother and sisters. I was about 8 years old, ran into my dad's truck, and covered my eyes (oh so very tightly) with duct tape!! I thought that maybe if I couldn't see anyone, that no one would be able to see me... ha ha, not so funny when pieces of my eye lashes were being plucked out savagely in a desperate manner by... me.
I remember the day I first lied. I closed the door on purpose on this girl I didn't like and smashed all her fingers (when I was in 4th grade). She told the teacher I had done it on purpose (cuz' I warned her) but I sweetly looked at the teacher and shyly explained that I just hadn't seen her comming out the door behind me and that I was oh so very sorried. Ha ha, he believed me!
I remember the day I saw an infomercial for the very first time. They talked about how this natural product made out of hot peppers was able to make your hair grow. Being the adventurouse 6th grader kid I was, I decided to make my own home-made product (since it was purely natural, what was the difference?) So I smashed a few very hot peppers together but then realized there was no part of my body that I wanted hair on, so I had to shave some off. The infomercial said it would grow back miraculously overnight so I didn't think anyone would notice. I shaved my bangs off and part of my top head. I then proceeded to put on the hot peppers. And then, I knew what it felt like to be stupid. I literally felt the peppers burning for 3 straight days!! And my hair didn't grow back overnight, in fact, it took about 8 months for it to return somewhat close to its original state. Stupid infomercials!!!
I remember the day I first wore a thong. Backwards! I had no clue as to how to use that thing. It looked like a tangled string from every angle. Very painful!! Silly me! It took about a month to get used to that thing and I never wore it backwards after that. In fact, I can't live without it! ;)
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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:15 pm. |
| Mood: |  sleepy. |
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Can you see me as a woman preecher?? lol I don't want a ministry!!! I just want to learn!!! :)
BTW: Heather, I think you're a much better person than some of the most devoted "christians" that I know. ;0)
Oh Yeah!! I LOVE this song!
Artist: Casting crowns
Song: Who am I lyrics
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt,
Who am I?
That the Bright and Morning Star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart,
Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are,
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),
A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am..
I am Yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin,
Would look on me with love,
and watch me rise again,
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me,
Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are,
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),
A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am...
I am Yours, I am Yours.
I am Yours,
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am Yours,
I am Yours.
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Monday, December 5th, 2005
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I've been in Laredo for over a week now. Its pretty cool. I'm really enjoying spending time with my family. We've been going to church a lot and I've been talking with the pastor a lot too. It's been pretty fun and exciting!
I miss Matt and Angel and Heather and all my friends though. ;( I never go to hang out with Sandra, or Jimi, or Heather, or anyone who didn't go to the club that weekend. I miss chillin by myself at my appartment. :( I get nostalgic sometimes. Eh, whatever.
Oh Yeah, I went to Mexico too and this is why driving in Mexico scares me. So maybe people don't drive bad because its in their nature, maybe they drive horribly bad because the city doesn't know where to place traffic signs.
Look to the left, there's a stop sign and the light is GREEN . So what do you do, do you stop or keep going?
And they're everywhere!!!
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Monday, November 28th, 2005
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| Subject: | Jack |
| Time: | 2:19 pm. |
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Hey Jack, here are a few pictures of the aptartment when I left. They didn't fit through e-mail. ;) Love ya!!
This is just as you walk in. (just rotate, lol)
And this is the Living Room:
Dining Area
Kitchen
Hallway Pantry
Restroom
Bedroom
Wahser & Dryer
Some Outside Views
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Friday, November 25th, 2005
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| Subject: | packing |
| Time: | 3:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  nostalgic. |
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I'm gonna miss sooooo many things...
Like taking pictures of Matt waking up!!!! LOL
And friends...
events....
places....
If things don't work out, mark my word, in 3 months, I'm comming back (unless otherwise)....
Miss you all!! ;*
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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:09 pm. |
| Mood: |  excited. |
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I have to post this, or else... hahaha j/k
Heather Posted:
Here, have a meme:
One word comment meme
Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me.
It can only be one word.
No more.
Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.
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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
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| Subject: | uuuuhhhh look at me, i'm such a great person! |
| Time: | 11:29 pm. |
| Mood: |  dirty. |
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it seems to be that everytime i write on my lj... well, most of the time... is about problems.
i seem to run in circles and only write about negagtive stuff, so here it goes again (since i've already made it a habbit anyway)
i just lost an awesome friendship over something stupid
so what do you do when you don't know what to do? how the hell do you say you're sorry and return to normal
you can't
and that makes me sad
so aside from feeling sad, i feel stained, and it won't come off no matter how hard i try, so i give up
i let down the most important person in my life and a great friend
i betrayed what i thought was the most important thing in the world
so now i'm helpless, lost, i don't even seem interested in finding my way back to forgiveness
and what's worse, i enjoyed every bit of it, and if i could, i'd do it all over again
i may say i'd like to go back in time and correct it, but whom am i kidding?
i know given the right circumstance, i'd jump all over again, even though i'd know i'd break my head, i'd jump off the bridge, i swear
yeah, that's how freaking smart i am
someone, please tie me up and beat me up
i deserve every bit of it
maybe then i'll learn
until next time i need to bitch,
me
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Friday, November 11th, 2005
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| Subject: | Oh LJ looks sooo cool! |
| Time: | 11:41 am. |
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I still think MySpace is way better, but at least LJ is speeding up now.
Quick Update: I'm moving to Laredo,Tx. Hopefully I can get that job @ Texas A&M cuz' they pay for your education and I'll get to be close to my family AND get all my certifications (for free, weeeeee)! And I accumulate experience too so that rocks. Cost of living is awesome. It sucks that most of my friends will remain in Dallas, but I think I'd rather have to call a friend for their birthday than have to call my parents. I love my family. We are all so close. I don't see that too much in the families up here, so I think I'll take and cherish it.
I'll be working on the webpage for our church so it'll give me something to do (aside from all the things I have to do) ha ha
Anywya, take care.
I love you all!
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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| Subject: | GRADUATION |
| Time: | 10:58 pm. |
| Mood: | bouncy. |
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I graduate Sunday, the 23rd at 3:00 pm at the UTA in the Texas hall!! Whoooo hoooo!! Go me! Go me! Go me!
You guys better be there! Consider this your invitation! lol
Hummm.. not much going on. Just work and stuff. I got turned down for the bilingual helpdesk (35-40K) cuz' they said I was over qualified and now school called me this afternoon saying some other company wanted to meet with me tomorrow @ noon (30K)... uuuuhhhh... I got shit to do cuz' im leaving out of town and i can't fucking squeez time!!! :( So so sad! :(
Eh, I'll get over it...
You guys take care! i love you all!! :*
you know, i miss being with matt. in a good way. ;)
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Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
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| Subject: | blah blah, blah blah, blah blah. |
| Time: | 2:53 am. |
| Mood: |  thankful. |
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Uuuuhh... theres nothing new to say. same old same old.
oh yeah, i have only farted like 15 times today! yay! i'm impressed! hahaha
uuuhhhhh, there's stuff i cant post. dammit.
so when i go to mexico i'm gonna get my glasses. maybe i'll get me contacts. i don't know yet. cuz' the eye doctors here are like "oh, you have almost perfect vision! you don't need glasses. we can give you reading glasses, but don't use them all the time. and you won't be able to see from far away" but yet i can't see right with my right eye, i know, dangerouse when i drive yet they refuse to give me a fucking prescription! bitches! i got my first pair of glasses in mexico, which i lost at devry, an they made a huge fucking difference. its hard living without them. :(
uuhhhh... so van fixed my passenger door and got me an oil change AND installed a bad ass stereo in my car, not that i've seen it, yet, but if he says its bad ass it must be. that's the greatest thing ever. no one has ever been sooo nice to me, except for when blake paid for my movie ticket! love you blake!
My b-day is on the 15th!!
that's it. peace out!
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005
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| Subject: | what the shizzle! |
| Time: | 11:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  silly. |
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I ROCK BITCHES!!!!!
Yeah, that's all.
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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| Time: | 4:14 am. |
| Mood: | sleepy. |
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Tomorrow I start my new schedule at work... uuuhhh... I guess that's today??
1:30 pm - 10 pm ... so I get to have about 3 hours of sleep from today to tomorrows change of schedule... i need to sleep...
ha ha ha my doggy Yay is licking and chewing on her own back, right paw... that is sooooo cute!!!
anyway, so here I am... got me a new cell# line... prank called Nick which was funny but he figured it out cuz' it was a 956 area code... oh bummer! :(
I've been thinking about my love life. I'm soooo content with things right now. I don't feel lonely and definitely don't miss anyone. I guess sometimes I do, but for the most part, I'm all right... I'll be graduating in Oct. 23rd... everyone's invited!!
Senior Project presentation went well. I saw Van right before the presentation which made me feel sooo much better and the fact that Angel and Julie were there was just awesome. I was really nerveouse though. eeekk...
I think Sean is soo soo very hot. I'm gonna miss picking on him every day!! ;(
And, now I actually get to have time to work out! hooray for lilly!
On another note, if I die, blame it on my tires or the mafia. don't ask.
but i really do need tires!!! there's wires comming out of it!! that's noot good! I know that much!!
ehh, enough ramblings... must go to sleep now... :* kisses everyone!
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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| Subject: | And you think this isn't real? |
| Time: | 2:34 am. |
| Mood: |  pensive. |
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Last week, “Noticiero Univision” in Nuevo Laredo, Mexico interrupted their normal programming news to bring an exclusive. They said, “Today something never before seen in the history of the world has occurred here in Nuevo Laredo, Mexico. Leaders and followers formed a group of over 1,500 people from 8 different congregations to be joined together and pray for peace. These include Buddhists, Baptist, Methodist, Catholics, Presbyterians and Evangelical among others. Never before has there been observed such an event. Leaders have expressed their concern to end conflicting views between religions and come together as one family to pray for world peace and expect that joining all the religious denominations will bring blessings for all.” ( Keep in mind that although it IS in Mexico, religions extend to the US and have ties. Its the same congregation.)
Not only that, but, the ceremony was also joined by the governor and other political leaders from Mexico. Where are they going with this? Religion is not a part of Politics!!! There’s a reason for it! And to make matters worse, there are speculations of President Bush wanting to do the same thing. How many times has he come out on TV making statements like, “I would like for everyone to experience Jesus” or “The catastrophe of Hurricane Katrina will be remembered as a day for prayer”. I don’t mind him being religious. That’s not the problem. That’s great, actually! Be a believer! But, as President he must keep a fair mind and not mix politics with religion.
(( If you want to read it, the online article is at http://www.terra.com/noticias/articulo/html/act238251.htm and gives a brief overview of the actual TV transmission. It’s in Spanish. I couldn’t find one in English. )))
But, where have I heard this before?? Oh… I know!!
Does the Bible not say that during the 7 years of Tribulation religions would come together to pray for peace but that although their interest would be genuine it would lead to a one-world religion primarily based on belief and not biblical scripture and that those who worship through this new one world religion would be actually worshiping Lucifer? I’m not saying we are during those 7 years, but, is this a preparation for them??
I see this like a stepping stone for many things. This to me is very alarming. People see God like he’s a fabricated story. Like he isn’t real. Some want hardcore evidence. Sad sad story. We have all the facts we need. There is historical evidence from over 200 non-religious historians who wrote about Jesus and what he did. They did not identify him as the Son of God but did state that that was what he claimed to be. We have found, scientifically, Noah’s Arc. We have even found the remains of Sodom and Gomorrah. We even found the salt statute of that woman who turned back to see the city burning. What more could we possibly ask for?
The sad part is, even if people would see God in front of them, showing them his hands once pierced savagely by nails, even if they would see him, they still would remain skeptical…. Sad sad world we live in, I tell you.
Some call me crazy. But how can I not worry if I truly know the prophecies are true, that he is real, that there will be a day in which he will come back, literally, and that that day is almost here and I know its almost here because of the diary of events he provided us with. It’s so easy to ignore these events especially when you have so many things going on at the same time. But that is precisely the whole point. The more diversions to the truth you have, the easier it becomes to ignore it and the easier it becomes for you to lose yourself to sin.
May God forgive us for being humans.
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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
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| Time: | 2:26 am. |
| Mood: | exhausted. |
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So I haven't posted. Ehhh...
I got a new myspace account. www.myspace.com/binarywink and it'll be used for other stuff rather than bitching and bitching lol if you check it out you'll know what i'm talking about....
I was feeling pretty bad monday cuz' of what hapenned with norma, but now, its going away. i think i over-reacted. i could've been more understanding. oh well. i was drunk and she pissed me off.
i got to talk to Leo the other day! God, he makes me soooo happy! he's one of the greatest things that has EVER happenned to me. i also talked with his boyfriend for a little bit and he seems pretty cool! i just wish i knew what his boyfriend looks like. oh well...
so i get to see him when i go back home! yay!
hummm... i'm tired and pretty stressed and i have to finish all these power point slides. i was gonna keep working on it today at work but i forgot my print outs! oh bummer!
well, back to work... :P
Meli, I love you! Where are we going this weekend?
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Monday, September 19th, 2005
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| Subject: | Senior Project and stuff |
| Time: | 4:12 am. |
| Mood: |  apathetic. |
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So I haven't heard from Jimi at all since saturday before class. the abstract from the final paper was not written correctly. sucks major balls, especially when i was in charge of putting it together. dona came up to me to ask for forgivenes. wtf? religion has nothing to do with this project at all. but she says she's a christian and all this bullshit i told her i wasn't buying. truth is, evaluations are here and she wants a good review. eugh, trying to bend me for a good review? dont think so. not gonna happen.
haven't heard from you SEAN either. i mean, what the hell? this is a GROUP effort. waiting on instructions for the power point? if no one calls then you'll say "well, no one told me anything..." see, i know what Jimi is talking about when he says that no one is stepping up. this time around since the completion was left up to me, i can see what he meant. he did his part but it was difficult to get extra from you and dona. and its not only about putting it together. just e-mail your part and you're done but the person in charge has so much more work to do. oh well. i feel for jimi. we're such a bad team. we suck. it's like, he's carrying us. i've never been carried. until now.
i'm gonna start on the power point. at least the skeleton and stuff and send it to jimi. hell, there's always an excuse for everythning now a days.
on another note, i'm so freaking tired and hung over. the club was nice. norma had the nerve to show up with this skinny little girl. you know, the stereotypical Gwen Steffani wanna-be. she IGNORED me the entire night. WTF?? i was so excited to see her, finally, after a fucking year almost, and she IGNORES me? bull crap. so we got into an argument. i don't think we would've if i had not been drunk off my ass, but, we did. i deleted her number. told her to do the same. and she sends me a sorried ass explanation through myspace? don't think so. hey, people come people go. learned that the hard way. screw it.
oh yeah, did I mention i was hung over? so don't care about much right now. ehh
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