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neitherday
Date and Time  - Feb. 24th, 2004, 04:26 am

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i'm worried the urologist is going to poke me places i don't want to be poked
i'm worried the urologist is going to tell me that i need to stop taking my spironolactone
i'm worried the urologist is going to tell me something is seriously wrong
i'm worried the urologist is going to tell me that he can't help me
i'm worried i'm going to end up in depends
i'm worried the urologist is not going to see me at all because i can't find my medicare card
i'm worried my neurologist will tell me to stop taking geodon
i'm worried about what will happen if i stop taking it
i'm worried about what the eeg might show
i'm worried about what the eeg might not show
i'm worried that i've missed too many eeg appointments and they won't reschedule me again
i'm worried my money problems will only compound in the coming months
i'm worried our gas is going to get cut off
i'm worried i'm becoming unstable again
i'm worried i'm going to start cutting again
i'm worried i'm going to start purging again
i'm worried because i've been so tempted to cut lately
i'm worried because i've been thinking of good dates that i could commit suicide on
i'm worried everyone is going to think i'm just whiny
i'm worried about the things still hidden in my head
i'm worried about what will happen when all the secrets come out
i'm worried about making this post
i'm worried that i worry too much
i'm worried i'm going to end up back in the hospital again
i'm worried because i don't know what to do

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From:[info]pixyled
Date:February 24th, 2004 - 09:28 am
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deep breathing is good.
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From:[info]power_puffs_lab
Date:February 24th, 2004 - 02:29 pm
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If you ever need someone to talk to message me. And don't cut its counter productive. And don't kill yourself it's really not a good way to get healthy.
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From:[info]purpleglitter
Date:February 24th, 2004 - 05:23 pm
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hear hear!
From:[info]dan4th
Date:February 24th, 2004 - 05:24 pm
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I for one don't think you're just whiny.
I do think you worry too much, but I don't think you can help it.

and I can't much help with the rest of them