A New Day, Une Nouvelle Jour, An La nua...

i shall seriously write more after the 13th of June. that's when my exams are over! i just dont have time, got history tomorrow eep!


write more soon!


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Ok. So i get into school, look through my bag to find my essays in order to fix a few wee things. They arn't in my bag! No joke, they are actually lying on my dressing table in my bedroom. All that work just to leave them at home! My heart just sank as i scrambled through my bag trying to find them! Ah but Mother to the rescue, i called her up and thankfully myshe said she would drop it off on the way down to college. S o at about 12 i go to get my essays of her, get them put them in my bag. All is good. So i couldn't get one my of mine finished because i got them so late into the day and couldn't complete it because i wasn't free any time after i got my essays. So anyways, i get into english literature class and have my essay in front of me on my desk and i find out that almost nobody has it done so the teacher decides to give us another week to do it!


AFTER ALL THAT!!!!!!!


At least it's done i suppose.]

Gr.

Well i have completed my Seamus Heaney essay, got that one finished yesterday and "By God" it took nearly four hours and i had already started it in school! but you really cannot beat the feeling you get when you have finished! So that was one out of the way, at the minute and doing another essay on The Tempest on the theme of usurpation. Oh it's quite fun really.....lol! I have two pages done so far and i think i;m going to leave it for a while now. Too many people want me to do things with them today seeing as it's bank holiday but 1. im skint! 2. I don;t want to pick one and not the other! i have the choice of going to the swimmers and then going to Bangor. either way i don't have money and then if I go swimming i will have do rewash my hair and that's not good to wash it twice in a row. I'm sure you will agree. I'm quite hungry at the minute, no change there then haha! I'm really in my Tegan and Sara mood now, i stick on my iPod to them two and don't listen to anything else! I'm going to kill the songs if i keep listening to them,. i tend to do that-like songs so much, listen to them all the time and then i end up killing them for myself! Grr!  Ah i don't care! I got my essay done so im satisfied! :D

Slán

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    Today, I really must start on my revision, it's hanging over me like a rain cloud but i just can't bring myself to do it! Instead i stare at the computer screen doing next to nothing but scroll up and down on my bebo page! I am seriously killing brain cells sitting here. I am so hungry too, i hope my mother provides me with some good fast food soon! Even though I'm still feeling terribly guilty about what i ate last night and this morning! :'( Food and i have a "love hate" relation ship. I love to eat it, but I hate how i feel afterward. Fat would b the word to describe how i feel. I know I'm not fat, I'm quite silm, but i just can't shake off this guilt and the need to be thinner than I am, i know it's because of all those magazines, but to me, in my eyes, those girls look beautiful, if the world can say "Big is Beautiful" then why not thin? I think it is and that's how i want to be. Thin, thin thin thin thin....my obsession to ' etre mince'

On a lighter note, i think i shall go off and watch "Tipping the Velvet." Escape reality for a while and delve into the 19th Century Lesbian underworld! Sounds like a plan.

just got a job today so I'm enthralled! It's my first job so it's pretty exiting stuff for me, especially due to the fact that it's a clothes shop! I am the last out of all my friends to attain a job but here i am sat in front of my computer, just home and just informed that I, in fact "have got the job!" More money for me I say, and that is more clothes! This week had been going terrible up until now, it really was a series of miss fortunate events! But for now things are looking o.k!

oh and watching a video in history class today about the poor Anne Frank inspired me to start writtng in this virtual journal. we can all learn of each other.