| Sunday, September 7th, 2008 |
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Sunday
September 7th, 2008 |
i felt asleep crying my eyes out.
so groggy now. zzz. |
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sixroses
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Sunday
September 7th, 2008 |
one way ticket
i want to stop school and fly to melbourne. NOW. |
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Sunday
September 7th, 2008 |
I sang..
3 x 解脱 （张惠妹）
2 x 本来 （同恩）
1 x 你的眼睛 （徐茹云，熊天平）
1 x Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough (Sun Yan Zi)
As if I'm not sad enough.
Got very upset over some stuff.
I'm stupid to be affected by it.
But injustice..
Didn't go for my shift in the end thanks to the sudden period. |
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Sunday
September 7th, 2008 |
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Sunday
September 7th, 2008 |
socially awkward
i cannot get to sleep and i'm probably 10times more upset then i thought i would be.
btw, if i haven't already told you, i got a place for INSTEP. the idea of being away from here is more perfect than anything else but tell me why must it cost so bloody much.
I am reminded of a conversation i had with someone (i really cannot rmbr who) about being complex and deep. Like how we feel many people cannot understand us and how we feel because maybe we just think too much and too deep about alot of things. Instead they just wipe us off for being sad/emo which is not necessarily true. And then it has always been the veejay people that understood me because we were all somewhat similar this way. But if i had a choice, i rather be plain flat simple.
i cannot tell you how much i want to meet you but at the same time, how much i need to be alone. i know, i am conflicting. |
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redcherrycokes
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Sunday
September 7th, 2008 |
i'm gonna be working hard, if only to have something to hold on to. "in life, you're lucky if you ever get to meet one person that divides you, into before you've met that person and after". i really hope to meet someone like Jordan someday. it's gonna be a tough ride ahead, but if you're not feeling the pain, you're not living hard enough, right? so hang in there
people, ciao (:
ka-pow.
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sixroses
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Sunday
September 7th, 2008 |
I didn't know if you wanted to,
when I came to pick you up.
But you didn't even hesitate,
and now you and me are on our way.
I think I've brought everything we need,
so don't look back,
don't think of the other places you should have been
it's a good thing that you came along with me
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| Saturday, September 6th, 2008 |
sixroses
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Saturday
September 6th, 2008 |
Uprisings  you can find the print here :) look closely, its not just waves! :) |
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Saturday
September 6th, 2008 |
PLEASE HELP !!! If you are free tomorrow or Sunday, do come down to Plaza Singapura Atrium and take part in the SMU Challenge !!! This year, our challenge will be static cycling on spinner bikes! For every 1 km you clock, our sponsors (e.g. OSIM, PUB) will match 1 dollar to it. Our beneficiary is the Muscular Dystrophy Association (Singapore) - MDAS Muscular Dystrophy is the name given to a large group of muscle diseases characterized by the development of muscle weakness, wasting and contractures, that are usually progressive and sometimes life threatening. These diseases often manifest in childhood, although some begin in adulthood. Most, if not all, are caused by a large variety of inherited gene abnormalities. At present, there is no cure for Muscular Dystrophy. I'm pleading for your support not because I'm one of the big shots behind this event. I'm not even noticed. Just that I have witnessed and more insight on patients with this disease. The health support they require is a varying amount of life support machines according to their severity of the disease. Most of them don't live past 25. Everyone has a chance to survive. Just because they have a short life span, doesn't mean we are just going to let them die. If they are fighting for their survival, they deserve our help. If you aren't rich (e.g. me) to help financially, do your part and give back to the society by cycling hard! For more info, please log on to http://www.smuchallenge.org/challenge.php/news/I better go sleep. I'm doing the charity shift from 10-4pm, den I'm working at Toca from 6-4am, another shift from 6-10am and 4-8pm on Sunday. So you know when to catch me there! Madness. I'll be cycling too! |
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Saturday
September 6th, 2008 |
It's like all the sermons I hear, there are all so one sided and biased. There's this one whereby the sermon begins by say warlords n witches. witches cast spell etc. blah blah blah Den just straight away infer Oprah is a witch and the tv is her tool. Aye, don't watch teevee den. The sermon said that too. [quote]"You allow television to dictate what is life.. everything you see in television ain't the truth.."[/quote] My Analytical Skills Prof will fail that idiot with a big big F for Fuck You. Weak Analogy & Inference. From there, I can infer that you can't let one source tell you what's right. So please think with your own head and get brain washed. Here's the link that I got from my exgf's blog on that whole Oprah thing. you can go hear Oprah's shyt from the list of videos on the right too. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OWe45vZYZQBefore I continue, I will also like to say Oprah's online class is crap too. She's super insensitive to have said there is no god and incur the wrath of all these pig-headed bigots. and because she is bashing others' religion just like those pigs, she's a bigot too. (Pause) big·ot (bĭg'ət) n. One who is strongly partial to one's own group, religion, race, or politics and is intolerant of those who differ. noun a prejudiced person who is intolerant of any opinions differing from his own Whenever I hear or read all these one-sided biased n unsupported speeches, I feel so gek sim. It's like saying I'm a lesser being becos I'm not christian. So I don't deserve to be treated nicely because I'm not your fellow christian. I wouldn't be surprised if McCain was the one who started all these Obama antichrist shyt.   Oh there are even several facebook groups with names like "OBAMA IS THE ANTICHRIST" McCain is so 'jian' to use religion to sway people's votes. Here's a Newsweek article about Obama and his religion>> http://www.newsweek.com/id/145971/page/1It's you christians who use God's name in vain, sprout nonsense, shame him and give him a bad name. If Singapore has politicians like that, Lee Kuan Yew's 43 years of social & religious harmony will all be flushed down the toilet by bigots. By the way, if you feel or suspect that any company hires/fires employees based on religion, please do not hesitate to report it to Ministry of Manpower. FYI, MOM has very strict imposed rules that no company should discriminate based on race, religion or age. (This info is passed on from my office etiquette prof, we were discussing resumes. I did not go and search for facts. I have no argument that I'm trying to put across here. I'm not bashing any religion. I'm criticizing those pigs. Yes, this whole thing sparked off from the emotional imbalance that arise after the break up and I'm gonna seek for inner peace by chanting Sanskrit Scriptures. Nam Mo A Mi Toh Fo. ) |
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| Friday, September 5th, 2008 |
streetsnaps
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Friday
September 5th, 2008 |
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redcherrycokes
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Friday
September 5th, 2008 |
(: ./i wanted to ask you how you were but couldn't find the words to say. we can't save the world all the time, so we grab as many before we all sink. i hope you well.
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Friday
September 5th, 2008 |
I was so sleepy and having panic attacks from drinking 2 cans of redbull (which I will never do again), suddenly I had a thought bubble drifting above my head..
It's ignorant if you think your thinking must be the right way.
Ignorance is _______________.
There's definitely more than one way in life; e.g. zen
I'm no fan of Oprah. I find her shows boring and repetitive.
Tyra is worse.
Ellen's pretty good. But she's lesbian and critics might criticized that she's promoting lesbianism.
(I swear these people can really come up with lots of ideas. Spin tales. You can go google right now.. Ellen Degeneres. and you can see her being linked up to antichrist)
and Obama too. Haha. Being perceived as the new Antichrist. omg. Ridiculous. Partly bcos Oprah's in his support base. and that he's resembles biblical charactistics of the antichrist, his speech is decked out lik a ancient temple. Being mocked by Fat McCain as "The Temple of Obama". Why? He's not Republican. UGH. You know, those conservative right wing pigs who ban gay marriages.
Obama is "Anti-Christ Muslim" Email Still Circulating -- And Here It Is
McCain Ad Links Obama to the Antichrist
Barack Obama the New Messiah?
Here are just some examples of Obama bashing. Rumours of him that he's Muslim. Even poll results show that the ignorant public believe that he's Muslim -.- Hello he's your fellow Christian lorh.
Vote for McCain and continue this stupid Iraq War den. It's becoming quite a showdown of 2 forces already. (I'm trying to be vague here).
How people twist and manipulate power/politics with religion.
Come on, mortals/human beings..
Have some judgment and analytical skills.
Think with your fucking brain can.
Think outta the box.
Not every thing is from a book.
(Just like how having an encyclopedia won't enable you to survive on a stranded island).
Perhaps if I have more of such posts, start doing more research/readings(wah lik i have time lik those pigs who earn a living outta coming out with people to pinpoint as antichrist), have better writing skills, people start reading and there's a fan base,
you may even think I'm the AntiChrist!!!
HAHAHA!!!
WHOA.. I will make the world a better place without all you pigs who can't think for yourself!
THE NEW HOPE.. (just kidding. I'm just quoting Obama's slogan)
Ignorance disgust me.
Pigs. |
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chicory_v
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Friday
September 5th, 2008 |
:(
My application for exchange wasn't successful. I'm having mixed feelings about it. I wonder if its becoz of my suck GPA, that a lot of people sign up for the same place as me (not really) or that lady luck is simply not with me. I haven't been winning lucky draws these days.
Have to wait for the 2nd (review) round now. I hope I'll get it, to anywhere. Otherwise the postponing of my internship will not have any meaning. |
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| Thursday, September 4th, 2008 |
canoodle_me
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Thursday
September 4th, 2008 |
this pain is painful and its tearing me down
have you stood in a room full of people, table full of friends, yet you feel so alone, you feel if you scream no one will hear you. you want to talk but no sound comes out. you're laughing but it is tears you shed. then you think why cant i be happy. some random happy days come to your mind but it feels os long ago the faces are blurred voices faded yet it was only yesterday.
you feel something is wrong then you think if it is you who is wrong because everyone seems fine. or maybe they are pretending too. then you wodner is it something your generation faces. but you are scared make a sound because who can you trust? your guard is up all the time yet the knives stab through the wall.
i have said so many words but i feel i havent said anything. |
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redcherrycokes
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Thursday
September 4th, 2008 |
i love how gossip girl makes you want to be a bitch. (what? hot accent prince-guy/"my lord" AND chuck bass?)
sometimes i feel that if i could just organise my thoughts, i could be so much smarter. instead, i'm always so preoccupied with containing my thoughts that i'm constantly walking into walls, (suddenly) discovering massive already-dried ink stains on my hands, periodically stumbling on new bruises on myself, looking for things that are in my hands.
i think alienating yourself from your surroundings heightens your awareness of everything around you, somehow.
tomorrow is friday again. i realise i no longer look forward to the weekends. or anything else in particular, for that matter. which means that there is nowhere else, nothing else i'd rather do. then be here, doing this. for the first time, i feel like i don't need to belong to anyone, or prove anything to anyone. "i am present at the birth of my thoughts." nothing else matters. point taken.
Current Music: there's always someone fucking hanging on |
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Thursday
September 4th, 2008 |
Why bother so much? Why be affected? Why care too much?
Stupid.
I won't anymore.
I shall just bother about homework.
I've already worked harder.
But IT'S NOT ENOUGH.
I fear econs so much.
No. MUST LOVE ECONS.
(Reverse Psychology)
I have to work even harder.
Sigh.
Trying to figure out my school work, my passion, my work..
Lets do it.
I will be fine alone right? |
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n0ted
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Thursday
September 4th, 2008 |
crush hello, so i got rid of my curls and got straight hair + bangs. I don't know which i prefer still but the change is good. I have nothing to say actually, I'm just bored and work is pilling up.=(  |
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| Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008 |
sixroses
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Wednesday
September 3rd, 2008 |
bring me java, bring me joy
got this from c's blog, this is so darn cute. |
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Wednesday
September 3rd, 2008 |
Not so bad after all
Sometimes, I wonder why I worry for.
((: |
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Wednesday
September 3rd, 2008 |
Go away, don't ruin the end of my tiring day
I wonder if this unforeseen rain ever stop? |
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chicory_v
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Wednesday
September 3rd, 2008 |
Good or Bad?
I'm still stuck without Internet at home and its irritating the hell out of me. It's so Zzz.. being able to go online only in school (and when I hate to bring my laptop to school coz it's super heavy). It also mean I cannot watch videos, d/l songs and read online scanlation, which unfortunately are how I relieve my stress, kinda.
Assignments are piling up and it's unconvienece to not have internet access. I nned to check my emails, d/l stuff to do my photoshopping, etc... I don't really want to think of assignments and readings at this point in time - I have at least 2 assignment due every week, mid terms are next week when I haven't really do my readings (i just bought my linguistic textbook ytd and luckily its cheaper than the previous 2 I've bought), and no nedd to mention 207.
I have to buck up with my Jap as well... Those forms simply can't stick around in my head...
Have to wait till thursday before the Starhub people can come down to my place to see if anything is wrong with the cable point or the modem. Guss I have to wait at least till next week before Internet connection can be restored. |
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| Thursday, August 21st, 2008 |
lj_spotlight
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Thursday
August 21st, 2008 |
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| Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008 |
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Wednesday
September 3rd, 2008 |
Reading old emails and blog entries from the archive is depressing.
It just reminds me of reality.
Or maybe I shouldn't snap of out my dream. |
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| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008 |
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Tuesday
September 2nd, 2008 |
oh take me back to the start..
Current Music: Coldplay - The Scientist |
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