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[Jul. 26th, 2007|01:43 pm] |
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| | LM.C [Lovely MocoChang]- Oh My Juliet | ] |
I just opened my own website selling japanese items such as jrock flyers, kimono, anime and japanese sweets. Go check it out. It's really cute :D I'll be updating it throughout the week!
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[Feb. 6th, 2007|06:01 pm] |
A Withered Sakura can still Rebloom
Desperate is the sadist with no face
Give back the days when you licked away at the vanilla cream
The days before you realized that the cream had already melted away
The spring months taste so much different than autumn, don't they?
Fall brought on the rotting sakura with petals equally as vulgar
That tree didn't die just because I longed for winter
For when the next year came, the sky was again dressed in ivory
Even though your blossoms are painted with winter's sorrow,
You can rebloom again, just as you always have
And the girl who never looked upon your blooming any differently,
Has missed you less and less with each passing season
I can finally laugh freely under the gray-scale sky
I wasted so much time under that same sakura I had begun to forget that...
The soft falling ivory may have at one time, lit my eyes.
But just as the wind would pick up, they'd drift away
and now I'm alone in the heavens with a sweet vanilla cream at hand
and even when the cream is gone,
I'll still be able to smile at its memory.
Not every blossom is born such a vanilla ivory
but I've become sure that this sakura's wilted buds will one day, bloom.
suzu
I can't seem to catch these stay-still images
Dreaming of something that can so possibly belong to me
I'm teased by the flashing pink beyond the deep glass
I'm jealous of every face like mine that can't be glared upon
There's poor judgment in fixing something never broken
Only to be forced into realization
There's a calico cat in front of an open window
Even though the chance to follow a flutter is its main desire,
It stays close to what it knows safe
My dreams drift away as the cat remains at the window sill
When the most simple of emotions are looked down upon in an instant,
There's fear in discovering its relation to you
A cat's will to stay is something to be admired
A cat's will to stay is something to be cursed upon
I still contradict myself and I still regret not going after the only light offered
If this suspended silence is to remain,
Then the morning following the night will not come.
suzu[reverse]
For every sakura petal that drifts without insecurity...
That same calico cat in front of that same window
Only spring brings the cherry blossoms of which the cat anticipates
And even now, that open window is an image of contradiction
Two small bells hang around the calico's neck unsure
No time to look away when the last blossom falls for the second time
So here's the final blossom you were so doubtful you'd see
Is it every bit as beautiful as you hoped?
Or has its brilliance begun to fade so soon?
A calico cat with a smashed vision
But a cat, just the same
Impossible regret in the morning of the rising sun
Oh its conceivable a rain may come and wash that blossom towards Kyoto
But so are many other things
The cat could only be happy to see that window remain closed
The rising sun that set and spread darkness across the horizon...
Just dream of the Kyoto I don't desire to see.
A cat's life is not so easily tangible, despite what it may want
Unsure bells ring as the cat leaves the window sill.
-Loss-
There's an uncomfortable reminder of my childhood within every falling petal
Memories like forgotten seasons....
I watched you wallowing in the clear jade waters, staring at the fade glow sun
The fear in your eyes, obvious.
Only the visual beauty of this fake landscape keeps you from taking your life.
It’s impossible to provide you that kind of comfort.
Your eyes, lost in the sky.
I watch you through a summer screen,
Everything past the screen has faded
Can I rest my hand on your shoulder without your hesitance?
My voice has become your source for memories and you just want to forget
All the innocence your mind once had, taken away by jealousy
I still cherish what I never truly had
"If my steps seem hesitant, end my life"
The desire to remain has left your voice in the seconds I stood behind the screen, waiting
I wasn't alone in destroying your innocence
I still cherish what I'll never truly have. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|09:59 pm] |
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| | The Fall of Troy- F.C.P.S.I.T.S.G.E.P.G.E.P.G.E. | ] |
I need some Gucci shoes |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2006|10:42 am] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
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| | JILS- Shinjitsu no hane | ] |
I spent a week with Scott, but it was much too short a week. I want a job. I want to see him again. I love him so much. I will never consider dating anyone else. He has my complete dedication. The end. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2006|05:01 pm] |
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| | Dir en grey- The Final | ] |
I'm in great need of a little money so I decided to sell a couple of my things~~ Trips to see your boyfriend in California aren't cheap... x__x;; If you see something you'd like and have any questions, feel free to email me at sk8rgurl@clearviewcatv.net Please label your email as LJ. I will answer back promptly.
Paypal is Perferred. But Money Orders can be used also.
PRICES CAN BE RECONSIDERED AND MADE CHEAPER UPON REQUEST!
Shipping prices may vary depending on location. Items are shipped from Maryland, USA. This is effective for international transactions.
SERIOUS BUYERS ONLY PLEASE! Everything becomes much too confusing and wasteful...
( JROCK )
( MANGA )
( ANIME DVDs )
( BOOKS/MAGAZINES )
( JAPANESE STREET FASHION/COSPLAY )
( GEISHAWARE AND KANZASHI ) |
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[Dec. 12th, 2005|03:03 pm] |
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| |  energetic | ] |
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| | An Cafe- Mousou Aikouka | ] |
Lol. I'm the perfect combination of CUTE and PUNK ROCK. Lolololol. But seriously. PICTURES~
( If you've got it, flaunt it <3 )
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I just thought I'd mention that I still have an amazing boyfriend who I love very much. He is the BEST thing to ever come into my life. Without him, I'm nothing. Lol... That's why we're getting married. Mmm. I just can't believe how in love I am...
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| Jrock Items and Manga now allllso for sale. xDD |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|05:24 pm] |
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| | (PV)Morning Musume- Sakura Gumi- Sakura Mankai | ] |
Like I said, I need those new shoes. Annnnd I also want to get a Putumayo sweatshirt and a bis CD.
You understand, I'm sure. ^^;
Everything is up for sale and this isn't auction style like the shoes and cosplay in the previous post.
( Jrock Stuff )
( Manga )
If you are interested, please leave a comment. |
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| Gothic Lolita and Cosplay items for sale/Bidding |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|07:58 pm] |
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I'm selling some of my stuff to get money for new shoes. I mean, because I have to look nice at homecoming with Kyasuri XDDD
( Toshiya -ZAN- costume )
( Gothic Lolita ) |
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[Sep. 21st, 2005|07:53 pm] |
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| | Baiser- Flora | ] |
Well aren't I just the cutest little thing. No. I don't think I am. XD
I need to learn to take better pictures! Anastasia sucks at life right now </3>
Ummmm. So~ I haven't been eating much lately. I say its because I'm sick, but that's not the full truth. I'd be emo to give the reason so I think I won't say anything. XD But I'm not friggen anorexic so stfu! :O I don't think I'm fat or anything stupid like that~
Ahhh. Melissa and I sang Minimoni in french class. It was great <3
And in drama, two other people and I did a skit to Gazette music and it was just the weirdest thing. ^^;
ANNNND
LJ Interests meme results
- black peace now:
Black Peace now is like... One of my favorite clothing brands. XDDD - fatal frame:
Fatal Frame is LOVE I'm addicted to this game. I even made Mayu's dress from it for myself. o.o; - hachi:
Hachiiii <3 NANA, you know? 8D; - jpop:
JPOP! 8DDD Y'knowwww I really do love jpop. Like, Minimoni, is to die for. XD - lareine:
Umm. A band. 8D; That's good. Who I like. ^^; - mika nakashima:
Mika XD She's the actress for Nana and makes good music. ^^; I told you I loved NANA 8D; - new sodmy:
A bannnnd. I don't really remember if I like them or not. Shit. XD - psycho le cemu:
Ahhh. What a great band! Poor Daishi getting caught with meth though~
Nobody's perfect. I wish those bitch "fans" would stop saying things like "oooh! Why does PLC even put up with him!!!" Because a band is about music. stfu, you have no idea what's going on. - super lovers:
Super Lovvvvvers <3 The greatest clothes xD - 雅-miyavi-:
MiyaBi desu? MiyaVi desu! That's all I need to say xD
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[Sep. 12th, 2005|12:16 pm] |
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| | Gazette- The Murder's TV | ] |
1. Go into your livejournal archive
2. Find your 23rd post.
3. Find your 5th sentence (or closest to it.)
4. Post the text of your sentence in this post along with these instructions.
5. Tag 5 people on your friend's list
"I can't wait till the Nana movie comes out."
The sentance was short, sweet, and to the point xDDD;; I still can't wait. ^^;
Lalala~ I dunno what to wriiiteee! I've been practicing traditonal japanese maiko dancing as of lately. xDD Its very fun and you can do it for a half hour an not get bored. xD;; Ummm.
Things I can't wait till:
x) The rest of my books coming in the mail
x) My loose socks coming in the mail
x) The weekend
x) The Clever Sleazoid single. ^^; *I like the song 8D*
x) The NANA movie
x) The next Shojo Beat
x) The first NANA manga translation
x) The moment I have enough money to buy maiko kimono
x) The moment I have enough money to buy maiko kanzashi
x) The moment PANIC*ch gets bew members. I really want to keep listening to them.
x) The Kamikaze Girls movie
x) The Memoirs of a Geisha movie
x) SCHOOOOL TOMORROW!!!!!~ Except. No. School sucks. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2005|06:58 pm] |
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I'm loving this stupid Jpunk song. xD
Sooooo. Takumi and Tsubasa left PANIC*ch. And as said as this makes me, I'm so glad that Meguru and Kana are keeping with it, and not completely abandoning PANIC*ch.
I love them so much. x_x They really are my favorite band.
Annnnd, I have nothing left to do except read or something. I already did all my homework. x_x Even the homework not due this week. -O-; |
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[Aug. 28th, 2005|02:58 pm] |
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| | Do As Infinity- I Miss You? | ] |
Hello livejournal! I have a new stupid simple layout and I took pictures of myself! :O
Cool, huh? 8D
And
I'm wearing my new glasses ^O^ Uh huh! 8D That ARE prescription and I DO need them thank you very much ^^;
Bye! 8D |
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[Aug. 26th, 2005|02:46 pm] |
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| | Panic Channel- Rogue~Love Lorn a Rouge~ | ] |
Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
( See MyLastMemory's results. ) |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2005|08:57 am] |
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| | sore | ] |
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| | Dir en Grey- Yurameki | ] |
Alright megas. I'm going to start writing in livejournal again.
I'm back from Otakon and it was a blast~ Ummm. I'm really tired. xD And have been since the relative end of Otakon.
I bought
x.Macabre dvd
x.Ugly Kingdom dvd
x.Dir en Grey poster thing
x.Gloomy Bear Pin
x.Gackt single
x.Magazine with PANIC*ch in it
x.Hello Kitty kimono keychain for my sister
x.Japanese gum for my sister and I
x.Probably other stuff
I was Toshiya from the Cage PV~ except I had purple hair. It was supposed to be dark brown, but y'know. Its purple. I'm suuuure that happens alllll the time. Except it doesn't. So. wtf. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2005|10:56 pm] |
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| | Janne da Arc- Freedom | ] |
All I'm here to talk about is Nana. ^^; Speaking of which, I hope you like my new NANA layout on xanga. Leave comments on xanga if you don't have a livejournal, 'kayyy? Because then I'll love you. o.o
First. The movie Nana is coming out very soon and its based of the manga by Ai Yazawa about two girls *both named Nana.* I don't really wanna say more than that xD But you can check out all of this in Shojo Beat because they have 100 pages of the manga. I reeeeally wanna read Nana but at the time I think its only published in french, japanese and chinese. x_x; But it'll be in english soon! :O
The site for the movie is www.nana-movie.com
And now I'm gonna post pictures because I'm awesome like that 8D
( Pictures <3 )
The end! 8DDDDDD |
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[Jun. 30th, 2005|12:40 am] |
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| | grateful | ] |
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| | Do as Infinity- Tooku Made | ] |
I'm gonna keep this kinda short and sweet.
My mom took me shopping today and now I have more clothes then I know what to do with! 8D Because, you know, I have more style then anyone I know xD
Damn... I can't wait till the Nana movie comes out. July? I'm so friggen excited. The manga still has a while, but I read some in Shojo Best and omfg... I also got the last 5 Angel Sanctuaries and Juv. Orion vol2.
I have a crushhhh on someone ^.^
He's really great <3 ^^; Thank god he can't see this entry though xD Its a protected post! Y'know? 8D;;;
Buuuut he's a lot like me! Annnnd, I dunno. He's just really sweet.
I'm still working on my Toshiya Cage costume.
And, I don't like ugly people. That are fat. Eww. I'm looking at this picture... And no. Some people shouldn't cosplay x_x; THE END! I don't want your opinion! :O |
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[May. 19th, 2005|07:05 pm] |
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| | Panic*ch- Catch~Walk up to the continue~ | ] |
Look. Its me! 8DDDDD
And Miyavi! ^O^
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