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Sunday, February 25th, 2035
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6:45 am - 1937-2005
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We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a saltshaker half-full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of uppers, downers, laughers, screamers... Also, a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls. Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get into a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can. The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge, and I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon.
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| Monday, September 5th, 2005
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5:38 pm
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To my old friend,
I sat around this morning watching movies on IFC and then flipping through mtv when green day came on and my thoughts drifted towards your little self serving tirade you wrote in your journal. i immediately begin fuming to my self, half because i'm pissed off at the fact that your an complete idiot, and chicken shit at that, but more so mad at the fact that what you do, or become, that you're still my brother and i cant stay or even be mad at you. i think that later part is what pisses me off the most. how can you be so self centered, so careless to everyone who gives a shit about you? can you be so short sited? so egotistical and greedy? you'd throw everything away on some godforsaken gamble in the middle of the desert. you have so much going for you...so much talent and promise and you have decided to flush it down the toilet on a god damed whim? Well FUCK YOU! Mr. Evan Locklear, you only make me said that you were so easily brainwashed into someones little tool. now with that being said i could care less what you or anyone else on the face of this planet thinks, what i wrote had to be said. I refuse to stand idly by and do nothing while you plot a course to destroy yourself in the worst way possible. If anyone wants to turn there back on me for speaking my mind, then fine, I DON'T FUCKING NEED YOU THEN! But i wont sit on my ass as i loose a cousin, and a brother to this idiotic war machine...
so i now close this letter to you with knowledge that my little feverish rant did little to demolish your self serving plans, but i had to let it out. i had to make sure you know that despite all of this, i still care about you enough to try and stop you. I still love my brother. And in the end if this is the only path you have made for yourself, at least fucking take care of yourself and come back in one god damed peace.
signed,
Kristopher Baucom
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| Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
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7:33 pm
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seriously, this journals about to be deleated.
whats taking you people so long?
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| Thursday, May 19th, 2005
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7:09 am
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i swear, when i get my new computer i will update every day.
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| Sunday, May 15th, 2005
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3:59 pm
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man this is fucking boring. no one ever post anything anymore. no one replies to what i say.
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| Thursday, April 28th, 2005
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6:53 pm
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Disorder Silence: why can't you start on it tommorow?
Disorder Silence: ?
NeoZioAnarch: iv got a huge amount to do over friday and the weekend mostly stuff iv been putting off for the past two weeks
Disorder Silence: what are you gonna do for 72 hours straight?
NeoZioAnarch: i can list it out but it will take me a sec
Disorder Silence: i'm sorry i just dont see how you could be so busy
NeoZioAnarch: tonight iv got to get some sleep because iv got to go to the doctor eiarly in the morning and then i have to go to cetertown again to get more applications, then i have to get some sleep because im taking a long trip to see my cuz shain the next day and i shouldnt be home till sunday morning then im gonna sleep til monday because iv got two or more job enterviews
NeoZioAnarch: monday
NeoZioAnarch: but i mite have some time late sunday or monday afternoon
Disorder Silence: what are you going to the doctor for?
NeoZioAnarch: manic depression and a sour throught
Disorder Silence: your throat is sour?
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| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
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8:41 pm
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Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. I.P. logging has been turned off for this post. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything.
Post anonymously [by selecting the anonymous box]. Speak honestly, because there isn't any censure here. Post as many times as you like. One faceless wonder to another.
And then, pass it on.
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| Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
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11:03 pm - i know no one gives a shit, but i figure what the hell...
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| Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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7:16 pm - seriously, what is with the nazi furrs?
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3:52 pm
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Josephine Ikkin: you have to share me with chelsey, ashley, bethany, brenna, and allison now
Josephine Ikkin: we're all married...they were too jealous of me and chelsey
Disorder Silence: so do you have to share me with chelsey, ashley, bethany, breanna, and alison too?
Josephine Ikkin: no, see we're not married.
Disorder Silence: yes we are actualy
Josephine Ikkin: when did this happen?
Disorder Silence: awhile ago
Disorder Silence: i think colin did it
Disorder Silence: so me, you, chelsey, ashely, bethany, breanna, alison, and anthony are all the same person
Disorder Silence: legaly
Josephine Ikkin: wow...
Josephine Ikkin: well i'm stingy with my bitches
Josephine Ikkin: ...i mean wives
Disorder Silence: baby, there our bitches now
Josephine Ikkin: no, they're still mine
Disorder Silence: there 50% mine
Josephine Ikkin: YOU DON'T WANT NONE!!!
Disorder Silence: you can take monday through thursday, and ill take friday thru sun
Josephine Ikkin: oh that's dirty
Disorder Silence: hehehehe
Disorder Silence: konichwa bitches!
Disorder Silence: this is gonna be one hell of a honeymoon <.<
Josephine Ikkin: no bitches for you
Disorder Silence: more like no, bitches for you
Josephine Ikkin: that's it, i want a divorce
Disorder Silence: for what reason?
Josephine Ikkin: i'm not happy in our current BITCHES STEALING situation
Disorder Silence: oh hell no
Disorder Silence: i aint stealin no bitches
Disorder Silence: you went off and married all these hussies without even consulting me!
Disorder Silence: I WANT A DEVORCE!
Josephine Ikkin: I'M A CLOSET MORMON!!!
Disorder Silence: and im gonna seek custody of all your bitches
Josephine Ikkin: oh that hurts
Josephine Ikkin: you want my bitches more than me
Disorder Silence: ...you dont know me
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| Saturday, April 9th, 2005
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2:03 pm - TO ALL THE BITCHES WHO DON'T KNOW....
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party, my house, friday the 22nd, 8:00
be there, spread the word, and be ready to throw down.
jeremy "Buttsecks" gaskin's band will be playing.
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| Friday, April 8th, 2005
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4:33 pm
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Evan! you cross me for the last time! and now you will feel my wraith! as soon as i figure out what is an apropriate level of wraith for this paticurlar situation....
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| Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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7:04 am
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lolypop2452: hey! my hair is black
Disorder Silence: and this is why i love the chelsey
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| Friday, April 1st, 2005
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10:07 am
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i just got online to check my email, only to find out mitch hedberg is dead...it doesnt feel right...he will never be famous. he's just another person who shaped my life who ill spend the rest of my life explaining who he was, when no one will be able to truely explain mitch hedberg.
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| Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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11:34 pm
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Josephine Ikkin: glad i'm you with a vagina
Josephine Ikkin: and not me with a penis
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| Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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1:32 pm - to that goddammed samoan who ruined my perfectly wonderful night...i say....
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We will. You Samoans are all the
same. You have no faith in the
essential decency of the white
man's culture.
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1:14 pm - "A mother takes a loan out, sends her kids off to colleges"
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There are worse things then being alone.
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12:38 am
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i hate everything and anything.
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| Monday, March 7th, 2005
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5:50 pm
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ever meet someone, have them touch you deeply, then waking up the next morning to the stark revelation you will never see them again?
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| Sunday, February 27th, 2005
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8:59 am
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I dont wanna go to shcool tommorow mum...
oh wait.
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