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[16 Aug 2004|11:50pm] |
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Joe Satriani - 'Tears in the Rain' |
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Not really much to comment about seeing as nothing different has really happened to me within the days prior to my last entry, that is other than the fact of me giving my former place of 'employment' total hell. That much I shall continue to do until I get my friggin' paycheck for the days I worked unknowing of my 'replacement' by the corporate assholes that make all of our lives peachy.
Aside from that...
Apparently my old rpg group has revived itself (at least momentarily) and a few of the old group members have made their remaining presence known. Me on the other hand, I choose not to post. Why is that? Let's just say that several of my former group members have turned into complete assholes and all sided with the *cough*bitch*cough* that acted like she was better than everyone else. Don't ask me why they did but I guess it happens and I really don't have much to say upon the matter seeing as the supreme bitch also decided to make her presence known to one and all once again.
Screw it. I'd rather remain eternally anonymous on the internet than attempt to interact with half that bunch again. Besides, I've got a new rpg group to run with and on top of that Camp Hyrule started today, so I should have plenty to keep me busy whenever I'm on the net. Also started to CG yet another new picture of mine shortly after completing my last so that too should keep me occupied, and if any of you out there floating around in netland are interested in seeing my last pic go ahead and feel free to comment here and I'll provide a link.
Well got to go again, artwork calls.
Note: I forgot to mention but I've recently changed LJ User Names and as such I'll dedicate this account mainly to my rants. My new LJ User Name will be dedicated to my local activities and creative materials, so please update your friends list accordingly.
My new User ID is ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) seishirou666
-Raz
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Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Blank Once Again... |
[11 Aug 2004|12:06am] |
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Iced Earth - 'My Own Savior' |
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Not much to speak of today other than the fact I'm still a bit down and raising hell, but other than that nothing much. Just figured I post up this interesting little meme up since one of my net buddies had it posted in their LJ.
Enjoy:
You Know You're From New York City When... |
You say "the city" and expect everyone to know that this means Manhattan.
You have never been to the Statue of Liberty or the Empire State Building.
You can get into a four-hour argument about how to get from Columbus Circle
to Battery Park at 3:30 on the Friday before a long weekend, but can’t find
Wisconsin on a map.
Hookers and the homeless are invisible.
The subway makes sense.
You believe that being able to swear at people in their own
language makes you multi-lingual.
You've considered stabbing someone just for saying "The Big Apple".
The most frequently used part of your car is the horn.
You call an 8' x 10' plot of patchy grass a yard.
You consider Westchester "upstate".
You think Central Park is "nature."
You see nothing odd about the speed of an auctioneer's speaking.
You're paying $1,200 for a studio the size of a walk-in closet
and you think it’s a "steal."
You've been to New Jersey twice and got hopelessly lost both times.
You pay more each month to park your car than most people in
the U.S. pay in rent.
You haven't seen more than twelve stars in the night sky since
you went away to camp as a kid.
You go to dinner at 9 and head out to the clubs when most Americans
are heading to bed.
Your closet is filled with black clothes.
You haven't heard the sound of true absolute silence since the 80s,
and when you did, it terrified you.
You pay $5 without blinking for a beer that cost the bar 28 cents.
You take fashion seriously.
Being truly alone makes you nervous.
You have 27 different menus next to your telephone.
Going to Brooklyn is considered a "road trip."
America west of the Hudson is still theoretical to you.
You've gotten jaywalking down to an art form.
You take a taxi to get to your health club to exercise.
Your idea of personal space is no one actually standing
on your toes.
$50 worth of groceries fit in one paper bag.
You have a minimum of five "worst cab ride ever" stories.
You don't notice sirens anymore.
You live in a building with a larger population than most
American towns.
Your doorman is Russian, your grocer is Korean your deli man is Israeli,
your building super is Italian, your laundry guy is Chinese, your favorite
bartender is Irish, your favorite diner owner is Greek, the watchseller on your
corner is Senegalese, your last cabbie was Pakistani, your newsstand guy
is Indian and your favorite falafel guy is Egyptian.
You're suspicious of strangers who are actually nice to you.
You secretly envy cabbies for their driving skills.
You think $7.00 to cross a bridge is a fair price.
Your door has more than three locks.
Your favorite movie has DeNiro in it.
You consider eye contact an act of overt aggression.
You run when you see a flashing "Do Not Walk" sign at the intersection.
You're 35 years old and don't have a driver's license.
You ride in a subway car with no air conditioning just because there are seats available.
You're willing to take in strange people as roommates simply to help pay the rent.
There is no North and South. It's uptown or downtown.
When you're away from home, you miss "real" pizza and "real" bagels.
You know the differences between all the different Ray's Pizzas.
You're not in the least bit interested in going to Times Square on New Year's Eve.
Your internal clock is permanently set to know when Alternate Side of the Street parking
regulations are in effect.
You know what a bodega is.
You know how to fold the New York Times in half, vertically, so that you can read
it on the subway or bus without knocking off other passenger's hats.
Someone bumps into you, and you check for your wallet.....
You cringe at hearing people pronounce Houston St. like the city in Texas
Film crews on your block annoy you, not excite you.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from NYC.
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*Dies*
-Raz
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Give Plue a Lollypop
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| .............. |
[10 Aug 2004|12:18am] |
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Curse of the Undead Yoma - 'Counting Song' |
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I am so fronging depressed at the moment and needless to say my day has sucked major ass.
I managed to get things sorted out with my part-time job today, in short they axed me. Whee! I may get the cash they owe me for the time I worked, but still the dumbasses hired someone to replace me almost a month ago saying that I #$%^ing quit, funny how I thought I'd be the first one to know about it but obviously these dumbasses know more about my mind than I do. Also who the $%*&ing hell do they think has been doing the job all this time when the my 'replacement' only shows up twice a week? Guess they think the mother#$*!ing tooth fairy is doing the job or something.
Also it would be nice if the assholes notified me of my 'replacement' and my supposed 'quitting' sooner, not tell me "We'll take care of the problem" and then axe my ass because you made a total dumbass out of yourself and hired another guy without knowing jack-shit. More than likely my 'replacement' got hired only because he was related to one of my bosses and they needed a spot to fit him in and choose to toast my ass because of it. The #$%^ing bastards deserve to have their asses kicked, too bad I can't do it legally because I'd be more than happy to beat the living shit out of them with a lead pipe or any sort of inanimate object lying around.
Bastards don't know that apparently I need this job on top of my full-time one just to make ends meet, and go figure they don't give a @^*$ing damn about what they do as long as they get their bitchy-ass relative hired. But I'm not going down without a fight, hell no, since tomorrow I'm calling the department of labor and raising hell like never before, not to mention calling them and telling them what I'm planning to do about their little 'process'. I'm not planning to stop until I've drug their asses through the @#$%ing dirt and from hell and back. All the while I'm going to be laughing my damn head off like a lunatic.
Hope you sleep well tonight assholes, because I'm going to make your lives all living hell very shortly.
-Raz
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1Made Plue Happy|Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Arggh |
[03 Aug 2004|01:20am] |
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Squirrel Nut Zippers - 'Hell' |
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Shit my arm hurts like hell, can't even bend the stupid thing or pain goes shooting through it, so in short it's a pain in the arse doing one-handed typing (rough time spent on this entry = over 20 mins max). I just woke up this morning and this pain was in my damn arm, don't know what the hell's wrong with it though I'm beginning to think that I pulled a muscle or something. ><;
What luck I have, and things weren't much fun at work thanks to it (but then again is work ever really fun?) so I'm about one step away from cutting the @#$%ing thing off. But then again that looks even more painful as demonstrated by this killer Berserk AMV I downloaded for the song 'Chop Suey', rather appropriate for the subject I'd say. So if you're remotely interested in what I mean download that video and watch the end of it, then you'll know what I mean. Ah well, if I do end up cutting it off I can always go and chase the damn neighborhood kids with it and scare the living shit out of them.
That's always fun.
And I'm still working on the god-forsaken picture of mine, though needless to say the condition of my shitty arm kind of restricts my progress, hence more time I need to spend on it. -_-;
The price of art.
*Rips of arm and smacks the update journal button*
-Raz
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Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Another Entry |
[29 Jul 2004|01:22am] |
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Itzhak Perlman - 'Schindler's List Theme (violin)' |
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Well not too much has happened since my last update other than the fact that my boss of my part-time job screwed up my last paycheck so I had to call and bitch at him, only to be told that the guy above me said I quit. Geez, first time I heard about it and I'm the one that's supposed to have quit, but what do I know about the matter? Hopefully when my next check comes in (if it does tks. to these morons) I'll get the cash that they owe me which is exactly half my paycheck, and if they don't looks like I'll have to raise some hell again. Also, on top of that the place where I bought my latest sword from has charged my fronging debit card twice for the exact same item, so I had to call yesterday and bitch at the bank about the problem so hopefully they'll have that fixed soon too seeing as that's a lot of cash missing between the two issues.
Between bitching at businesses and work I haven't had too much free time, though I have managed to start working on more of my artwork (only late at night seeing as that's my only free time). The latest piece that I'm working on is finished in pencil, but I decided to take a shot at CGing it and scanned it into my computer, so for the past three days now I've wasted most of my net/comp time working on this thing and it's not even half-way finished. ><; But I suppose that's to be expected with such a big and detailed piece, that and I don't want it to look shitty after I've colored it (like too many of my colored pieces have gone). Maybe I'll post up the pic in my online gallery once I'm done and post the link here, that is if anyone's actually interested.
Before I forget I also joined Camp Hyrule (10th annual), a special online camp that lasts August 16-20 and has a ton of activities and other cool stuff. But if you're interested in joining you better join before 5:00pm PST today, after that registration is closed and you're out of luck until next year.
So check out http://www.camphyrule.com to join in on the festivities.
Also take a peek back to my last entry and see yet another new update to my infamous list, though it's a rather small update this time around (artwork is calling again), but enjoy it all the same.
Out of time,
-Raz
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1Made Plue Happy|Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Random Stupidity |
[20 Jul 2004|11:50pm] |
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E Nomine - 'Wolfen (Das Tier en Mir)' |
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As usual I don't have much to say (do I ever?) so I've decided to try and entertain myself by posting a list of things that I hate/annoy me (not like anyone out there actually reads this thing other than myself, and even I can't read it sometimes). It may sound similar to a listing that I did in an earlier entry in this journal but rest assured it shall be more extensive in length and perhaps more detailed. So if you're interested or are bored and just looking to kill some time feel free to take a look but remember this is all my personal opinion and I'm rightfully entitled to it. Be fore-warned then that if you're easily offended, overly emotional or just can't handle another person's opinion don't read this entry.
Please also note that these things appear in random order so number one isn't necessarily the thing that pisses me off most. Just in case some people out there get a bit confused.
( Things That Piss Me Off )
I'm trying to go for 100 on the list whenever I can think up more (should be rather easy), so check back for future journal updates if you want to see the rant-a-thon continue.
Humans are like a cancer; they slowly eat away and poison everything around them.
-Raz
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1Made Plue Happy|Give Plue a Lollypop
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| ..... |
[19 Jul 2004|11:55pm] |
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Cafe del Mar - 'Innocent Voices' |
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I have absolutely nothing to say!
Well, other than the fact that I am now the proud owner of a replica of the sword the Bride wields in Kill Bill, but other than that nothing! Whee!!!
Peace, love, and remember to floss,
-Raz
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Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Not much |
[14 Jul 2004|12:01am] |
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Iron Maiden - 'Run to the Hills' |
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Things are going incredibly slow, as usual. Sometimes it just seems like it takes an eternity just for a single day to finally pass by while I'm silently screaming 'WTF!!!' as loud as I can in my head. But other than that I suppose things are pretty much ordinary on my end of the world (though that still amounts to sucking IMO), just doing the usual routine of working and trying not to kill all the annoying assholes that compose the rest of the outside world. That and maybe I'm in a bit of a pissed off mood due to my lack of funds for the time being, that and my rpg is still going slower than bloody hell.
I swore that my last post (which was OOC) was roughly 60 messages ago and my last IC post was over 100 ago, and I still can't move because I'm stuck in the same f@#%ing timerift. Not to mention it seems like everyone decided to take a vacation or their computers decided to take a shitter so it's going even slower than it normally does, which leaves me stuck for an unknown amount of time. I haven't posted in nearly three weeks and honestly I don't think that I have much to post about considering the fact that both of my characters are stuck until the time finally changes, that and I'm sadly beginning to run out of backstory to keep posting to myself about. ><;;;
Ok, think I bitched enough about that.
Other than that recently got ahold of Adobe Premiere and am hoping to make my first AMV sometime this year, seeing as it will probably take forever for me to find the time to complete it anyways.
Well, run out of stuff to talk/bitch about, so remember...that life sucks and then you die, so piss off as many people as you can before you go.
-Raz
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Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Tired... |
[10 Jul 2004|03:38pm] |
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Yonekura Chihiro (Groove Adventure Rave) - 'Butterfly Kiss' |
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I am so fronging tired, but as usual I can't sleep no matter how hard I try and I can't take any sort of sleeping pills because of my medication, that is unless I want to lie knocked out in a self-induced coma for a few months. Which wouldn't necessarily be all that bad had I not needed to work to support myself, because if I'm in a fronging coma no one but me can pay the hospital bills. So here I am sitting up after nearly two days straight without sleep and I'm freaking hyper for some unknown reason, why I seem to get a buzz off of having no sleep I'll never know, but I feel like I could run a marathon through the city and not even break into a sweat. As it is I'm already about ready to bounce off the walls, but at least I'd fit in with all the other freaking loonies at this apartment complex; maybe I'll go up and join the party animals for absolutely no reason later tonight (not like I have anything better to do, and the fact that they don't give a damn who walks in and joins their party).
Strangely haven't seen Walker in awhile, but that's probably because I'm dirt poor and can't afford any alcohol at the moment, that and I'm trying to quit drinking seeing as it's probably going to seriously mess me up thanks to my damn meds. I guess in a way it's good to be left to myself for awhile seeing as I'm naturally a loner and that I see little reason to be around other people unless absolutely necessary (aka work and college), besides I seem to work a lot better by myself. But speaking of college, I should be getting my associates degree in Webdesign at the end of this coming school year and then I plan on moving to a new apartment and after a year or so transfer out of the country. Hopefully things will work out as I planned, but then again life never goes as you plan it or so it seems (hence why I was rejected by an art college ><;;; ).
Also I'm in the process of getting set up for my first psychologist visit. Whee! Now I'll end up paying a total stranger to tell me I'm crazy when I could've figured that out myself for free.
My f@#%ing insurance on my bike suddenly went up too so I had to call the damn insurance company to bitch at them about why it suddenly changed, and guess what they told me? They said it was because I 'switched' vehicles and that I'd have to pay them almost the cost of my bike payment each month for 3 stinking months. ><;;;;; F@#^ing money-grubbing insurance company, I don't know why the f#%@ing hell that they decided to dump this into my lap out of the blue (especially after I've had my new bike for awhile now) but go figure that this damn system sucks. Next time I get in a freaking vehicular accident I'll make sure I die in the process that way I don't have to put up with this stupid shit, but knowing my luck if there's another side I'll probably end up having to put up with it either way.
But that's pretty much the update for now, and as you probably already noticed I once more changed my LJ layout, this time to a Groove Adventure Rave (aka Rave Master in English) theme, namely Plue in particular though. If you've never heard of the series I suggest you check it out (both the anime and manga), the manga is available from TokyoPop up to volume 8 so far (I believe) and the anime airs on Cartoon Network every Saturday night at 8:30 eastern/pacific.
So by the power of RAVE I command you to watch it damn you!
Or risk getting impaled when I chuck Plue at you.
I think I've got to get off this thing now...don't even know wtf I'm typing anymore, almost like I've got adult ADD or something (probably just the lack of sleep taking its effect). So I'll just leave things at that.
-Raz
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1Made Plue Happy|Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Again and again |
[29 Jun 2004|01:21am] |
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Nancy Sinatra (Kill Bill 1 OST) - 'Bang, bang' |
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Back again after yet another lack of updates, but by now if anybody reads this thing you've probably come to realize that this happens a lot.
Why do I even bother...?
-Raz
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Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Bored |
[20 Jun 2004|12:06am] |
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Poe - "Haunted" |
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Saw this on one of my buddy's journals and decided I'd use it just because I was bored as sin.
( Videogames )
Wow, now wasn't that fun?
Other than that little thing I haven't much to say today save for the fact that I believe I'm at the last 'stage' of the Legend of Zelda: Four Swords Adventures. Got to love Nintendo for putting out another Zelda title so quickly, but then again I'm a sucker for the series and rpgs in general. Why on earth that I love rpgs (and videogames in general) so much is probably because they allow me to be someone that I'll never in my entire life be and go on kickass adventures/quests that are all but impossible nowadays (seeing as swords are kinda useless against let's say...an atomic bomb). Dammit sometimes I really do wish that I lived off in one of my little videogame worlds, too bad that isn't possible.
Ah well.
Father's Day tomorrow/today. Yet another absolutely pointless holiday created by the greeting card companies, but then again what day hasn't become a holiday yet? I bet soon enough we'll end up seeing every day of the year turned into some sort of mindless holiday. 'Next Wednesday is *Dumbass Day*! All dumbasses stay home from work and sit at home scratching their asses watching tv' or Monday's 'Lawnmower Appreciation Day'. Someone needs to seriously kick the bozo's ass responsible for creating all these holidays.
Think I'm through ranting for the moment.
If they're going to create a holiday the next should be, 'Beat the Shit Out of Your Neighbor Day'
-Raz
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Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Waste of Space |
[17 Jun 2004|11:12pm] |
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Gungrave - 'Gunlock' |
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Yet another stressful day is finally over with, and of course it's back either to the computer or one of my many game systems for entertainment and an escape from reality. Well, that and the fact that my brain seems to have already taken a vacation of it's own, but it's all for the better I suppose, not like I used it much anyway. Or maybe I just lost the 'feel' of using it seeing as prison doesn't require to much brainpower other than the fact how you're going to come up with a way not to get shanked. No need to worry of that outside of prison though (hopefully), but I wouldn't say it was a complete impossibility.
But other than that: went to work, came home and here I am now.
Exciting isn't it?
-Raz
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Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Endless Days |
[15 Jun 2004|11:12pm] |
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Excel Saga - 'Aishuu no Borero - Shokusu no ne' |
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Damn I'm tired, but as always I'm unable to sleep, even if my brain already seems to be off in another realm of existence altogether. But anyways I'm awake and here so I decided that I might as well post something in this thing even if I really had nothing to say, which is quite often in my case if you haven't noticed yet. All I've done since my last post was the usual: get up, go to work, work, come home, go back to work, work, come home again, play on net, try to sleep. *repeat almost all 365 days a year* Yup not too much to comment about there.
Well, today I did recieve a rather 'interesting' comment from a customer over at where I work. It was some little old lady probably looking for a present for her grandkids or maybe she was there with someone else (I wasn't paying attention). Anyways she was checking out and I was doing my job as usual (every day of the year it seems) when she looks over top of the counter and at my left hand where I'd written a number (I'd forget it otherwise and writing it on my hand is the only way I can remember things). She then looks up at me again and says:
"So you were in prison?"
I didn't get what that was about at first until I saw her motioning at the numbers written (she probably thought they were tattooed or something) on the back of my hand and more than likely the rest of my 'odd' appearance. Of course I found this comment rather judgemental of the old bat, since I happen to like wearing: black, a chained wallet and have a missing eye. That doesn't make me a fronging criminal, but that just goes to show you how much people tend to go about judging a person based on appearance alone. Seeing as it irritated me to no end I decided to give a trademark 'Raz Smartass Remark'.
"Yeah just got out of Rikers on parole a couple of weeks ago. It's been years since I've seen the outside, what with that 'attempted murder' conviction hanging over my head and all."
After giving her that nugget of wisdom she gave me this rather bewildered look, took her purchase and left still shooting me glances over her shoulder as if she expected me to jump the counter and stab her to death with my click-pen. It probably would've served the old bat right if I did do just that, then maybe she'd learn not to judge someone by freaking appearances alone, that is unless she wants them to act on those assumptions.
Add another reason to the 'Why I Hate Old People List'.
Bite me grandma,
-Raz
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5Made Plue Happy|Give Plue a Lollypop
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| Translation game |
[11 Jun 2004|12:55am] |
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E Nomine - 'Das Omen' |
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Not much has happened since...*looks through last entry* yesterday, other than the fact that I bought myself the Legend of Zelda: Four Swords Adventures for the Gamecube. So far it's a pretty good game, the graphics are excellent and it only helps to remind me of the good old rpgs from back in the day of the original NES and SNES. If you've got a 'cube and some extra cash I suggest going and picking yourself a copy up (esp. if you're a rpg fan and like multiplayer optional play) or at least rent it and try it out for yourself.
But other than that, just really stuck on this one song called 'Das Omen' by E Nomine. If you can't tell by the band name this group's german, but what I really like about them is how they also include latin in their music, so it's sort of a classical/metal mix. Just think Rammstein with some classical (namely latin chanting like you'd get in a cathedral) thrown in and you'll get what I mean. Seeing as I'm bored I decided that I'd post up the lyrics and my lame attempt at translating the latin and german portions (since none are available on the net). So all the translations are rough at best since I'm not exactly a master of latin or the german language yet, but enjoy my pitiful attempt.
~ Das Omen ~
- The Omen -
By. E Nomine
Nigrae legiones, ferus imperator, sinus occultus, fatum terminatums das Omen
(Black legion, fierce leader, hidden heart, limiting fate, the Omen)
imperio imperio impera fortuna crudelitas
(powerful tyrannical leader fate's cruelity)
Du drehst dich im schwarzen Licht
Dein Schatten explodiert wie ein Vulkan
Du bist wie ein Stern, der spricht
Verfallen bin ich dir in meinem Wahn
In deinem Bann du mich ertränkst
Unsterblich dann mir Leben schenkst
Öffne das Tor der schwarzen Legionen
Schließe den Kreis des Bösen, das Omen
You turn in the black light
your shade like a volcano
you are exploding like a star, I speak
of purging you in my illusion in your
spell you drown me in immortality then I live
open the black gate putting ions latch the circle
of the bad one, the Omen
imperio imperio impera fortuna crudelitas
(powerful tyrannical leader fate's cruelity)
Ich senke mein Haupt vor dir
Wenn du im Orbit glänzt
Ich spüre die Macht, wenn du mich von den Göttern trennst
Du bist mein Heiligtum
Du bist mein Licht im Raum
Du bist das Leben
Du bist der Fluch
Du bist das Omen
I lower my head before you
if you in the orbit shine
I feel power, if you separate me from the Gods
you are my welfare
you are my light in the world
you are the life
you are the curse
you are the Omen
Das Omen
(The Omen)
nigrae legiones, ferus imperator, sinus occulutus, fatum terminatum
(Black legion, fierce leader, hidden heart, limiting fate, the Omen)
Du bist die Kraft, die Macht und die Prophezeihung in Ewigkeit
Du bist das Omen
You are the strength, power and the prophecy in eternity
you are the Omen
imperio imperio impera fortuna crudelitas
(powerful tyrannical leader fate's cruelity)
Woohoo, now wasn't that lesson in latin and german fun or what?
-Raz
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Give Plue a Lollypop
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| New Look |
[10 Jun 2004|01:26am] |
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Biotek - 'Diesect' |
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Back again and this time I've redesigned my journal layout (hopefully the fronging background appears this time), but please note that the wallpaper/background and the main icon are Copyrighted © 1999 - 2004 via me. Both are my original artwork/character concepts for my comic and neither can be used without my express permission.
Just letting people out there know because there's a lot of assholes out there that make a career out of stealing other people's artwork, and thanks to such a thing all of my original art is also embedded with a watermark and my name, email address and copyright years. Please email me if you see this artwork being used by someone else so that I can flame their ass to hell and back and then gut them with the ISoD(tm).
But other than that...
Life is just it's usual boring self save for a few minor differences, though none are really worth mentioning save for the fact that on memorial day weekend Walker dragged my ass to his family reunion over in Rhode Island. I honestly didn't want to go, but seeing as Walker needed a ride there (he has no vehicle of his own) and didn't want to ride with his flaming brother in his volkswagon he forced me to take him. How exactly he pulled that off was with an allotment of threats, namely to make my life a living hell if I didn't do this favor for him (aka bringing in my ex to torment me, ravenous monkies, stealing my liquor, etc.). So I ended up hauling his ass down there (he didn't really want to go himself, only going to get his good old mom off his back) and spent the day with a bunch of wackos.
Walker's parents seemed rather nice and so did most of his brothers, though I chose to try and keep my distance from everyone seeing as I wasn't part of the family and was just the chauffer for my AM buddy. But the food was good and not to mention it was rather entertaining watching Walker be mobbed by several nieces, nephews, and brothers. The real entertainment though was when Walker's gay brother showed up (he wasn't invited for obvious reasons) with his lover and when Walker's other brothers chucked the gay one (Ryan I believe is his name) into a hall closet. I doubt they realized then the whole irony of that, but they pretty much left the brother's lover alone.
After that episode I just got to hang out with the wild clan and I've never heard so many kids call Walker 'Uncle Walkie Talkie'. I didn't believe that they all called him that (including the teenager O_o; ) but I should've guess with Walker's psycho family, but then again I'm probably no less psycho then the lot of them.
Let's just say I'm relieved that I don't have a family to have a reunion with.
Well got to go now, maybe I'll post this rant I've been thinking about tomorrow.
Until then,
-Raz
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[26 May 2004|11:24pm] |
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Not much to report since my last post here other than the fact that I recently got a hold of a 136 pg. settei set from the X TV series. I even got some extra copies of character production sheets, all of which I'll try to have scanned and posted up shortly in my cel gallery which I mentioned in my last post. So if anyone actually reads this thing and is interested check out the link and let me know what you think of my little collection so far.
But other than that not much to say...oh yeah, before I forget I've got to get something off my chest that's been bothering me for awhile.
( Read more... )
That's all I've got to say *kills Kamui with ISoD(tm)*
Lates,
-Raz
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[15 May 2004|02:50am] |
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Just doing a quick update to announce that I've finally created and opened my own anime cel gallery at Rubberslug.com to display my little collection. Hopefully I'll have more cels to add to it in the future but I'm pretty proud of the collection I've got going considering I barely started cel collecting this year and have 'limited' funds to say the least.
But anyways, go check it now.
http://sakuradream.rubberslug.com/gallery/home.asp
*Goes back to cel searching*
-Raz
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| I Hate Me |
[11 May 2004|11:24pm] |
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Just when things start looking up again yet another piece of badluck comes along to spit in my face. -__-; Unfortunately looks like my good old lizard might be seriously sick so I'm going to see about getting him over to the vet tomorrow during my lunch hour, seeing as I don't want him to also go the same way that good old Larva did. He's just started acting rather bizarre recently, he refuses to move around much, barely opens his eyes and won't even try to chomp on other people like he normally does. Needless to say I'm rather worried about the little guy so hopefully it doesn't turn out too serious.
Other than that same shit different day. I just feel really...worn out I guess you could say, I feel like I'm almost not all there anymore as if my mind finally decided to take a permanent vacation if you know what I mean. I barely seem to notice what's going on around me anymore, I don't really even seem to recognize other peoples' faces on the street when I see them, whether it's because I don't consider them worth remembering or important enough I'll never know. But some days I swore I'm losing my fronging mind as the days just sort of drift by me without me really taking notice or 'interacting' with the events going on around me, almost like I'm just a sort of passerby.
Maybe I am finally losing it, my mind now more preoccupied with my own imagination than anything else anymore. All I can really think of now is the characters inside my head, how their personalities are, what they'll act like, what their backstories are, etc. Maybe I'm just dedicated, but I find that even when I'm at work I'm always daydreaming about such things so I end up feeling like I'm walking around in a haze all day. But I think I like things better that way, how I don't have to put up with humanity's stupidity for long and can instead take off to my own little world and just will them all to die extremely painful bloody deaths.
A real thing that's been pissing me off recently being the whole abuse of Iraqi prisoners by American soldiers. Don't get me wrong, I'm no freaking tree-hugging hippie or anything, but honestly bastards who treat other people like that (as they did in the Vietnam War) need to have their asses handed over to the Iraqi vigilanttes and let them do WTF ever they want with them. And I'm not buying that load of bullshit the army is trying to feed to us about how the soldiers 'weren't trained' for such a situation, go @#$% yourself dumbass, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out 'Hey! We shouldn't be doing this' or that it's wrong. Hell, I have no @#$%ing training in the army branch and know better, guess that makes me a helluva lot better soldier than the bastards they sent over there who are acting like total dumbasses and making the rest of this country look like stupidasses ourselves.
Now thanks to these geniuses innocent americans are getting killed over there in retaliation. @#$% you military jerk-offs who were involved with the abuse of those prisoners, I say we hand over your sorry asses to the Iraqi people and let them rip you apart so no innocent people have to suffer.
Again, @#$% you military pansies.
Ok, I'm done for the day...maybe I should put this under a 'rant' warning, but I'll just leave it as is for now.
Peace out,
-Raz
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| *Kills Computer* |
[10 May 2004|11:58pm] |
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Ok, I know that I haven't posted here as much as I used to but that's thanks in part to my stupidass computer and finals, both of which have about killed me. X_x; But now thankfully finals are over and I've got my comp up and fully functional (again) since after my stupid 'error incident' the damn thing couldn't seem to recognize my internet connection for some bizarro reason (even now I still don't know why) so I had to reinstall the whole internet hookup. Hopefully this problem will be the last that I encounter with it. But anyways, onto other things:
Went to see Van Helsing last night and I have to say that the graphics are killer and at least there wasn't a sappy ending and I've been working/stressing like mad and believe that my medication might be contributing to my insomnia. *looks at med. bottles*
Erh...other than that......someone say something already *runs up wall partially from insanity and the pounding headache that's been tearing his head apart since yesterday*
-Raz
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