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[28 Apr 2004|10:50pm] |
Official.
I'm changing my user name to ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) xsilent_melody
Night.
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| pot cheese? |
[28 Apr 2004|10:30pm] |
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let's get it oooooonnnnn!!!!1 |
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Damn. I wanted to IM someone and tell them this but no one's one who would appreciate it...
Lmao. POTC=Pirates of the Caribbean..
For some reason this reminds me of pot cheese. (POTC??)
I think Ursula would have enjoyed this. It's kinda lame now that it's on my journal though. :/
Oh well.
My popcorn is too salty.
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| I'M SO WEIRD!! |
[28 Apr 2004|08:27pm] |
Help. I've had this really strange urge to eat my hair like. Recently. And actually for almost the past month. I've been like, playing with my hair and for some reason I feel like biting it. And it scares me. Lmfao. I usually don't because I know my hair doesn't taste good, nor should I eat it.. But just. Idk it's strange. For some reason it feels like it'd be appetizing or something.
As of now I have no idea of what I'm talking about.
But I'm fucking getting cravings to eat my hair.
So yeah I'm just gonna end this post before I ruin my respect from others. Lmao. Bye..
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[28 Apr 2004|03:27pm] |
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pretty damn good |
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incubus+make yourself |
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Awesome. Guess who got a new sn bitches. Yeah that's right. I did.
So add me cause I'm so radfuckingtastic.
xsing my melody
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I'm contemplating a new journal name.
I've come up with the fact that I want the word "melody" in it.
"Melodic" works too.
xsing my melody: Reed the app.
xsing my melody: Read*
xsing my melody: LMFAO!
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| hahahahaha.. |
[27 Apr 2004|10:15pm] |
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brand new+jude law and a semester abroad |
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Lmao I remember when my boyfriend in 6th grade said I should work at hooters because of my boobs.
That's really funny.
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| GAY. |
[27 Apr 2004|05:59pm] |
violetviolentsky: aw
Auto response from muffinsneedluvto: Hey I have no homework to do. I could be on if I wished.. But I'm not. I'm not sure why, but I'm just not here. Call me if you want to talk and if you're Reed, I'd appreciate a call if you weren't busy. Not really to talk about anything in particular though.
Um so yeah. Later.
violetviolentsky: do you have sadness?
muffinsneedluvto: Nope.
violetviolentsky: kay good
muffinsneedluvto: But I do feel like riding my bike er something.
muffinsneedluvto: Very strange feeling.
violetviolentsky: then do it
violetviolentsky: i know what you mean
muffinsneedluvto: Anyway brb.. Dinner.
violetviolentsky: kk
muffinsneedluvto: Ursula... I'm boooorrredd..
muffinsneedluvto: My mom says I can't go out until my dad gets home.
violetviolentsky: aww
muffinsneedluvto: Because she says it's NOT FAIR TO HER THAT SHE HAS TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE I AM.
muffinsneedluvto: OMFG I HATE HER.
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[27 Apr 2004|05:39pm] |
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Wow. I don't feel like staying on the computer anymore. I want to go ride my bike. Ride somewhere.. Anywhere. Idk.. I wish people liked riding their bikes these days. Maye I'll ride my bike around.. Absolutely nowhere. Anyway I'm tired of sitting here for at least 5 straight months or something. Probably no exaggeration. I'll be out.. With my cell.. Call if you wanna hang. Please. :(
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| new bands |
[26 Apr 2004|06:15pm] |
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New bands I've discovered right now:
Collide. My random friend online told me about them asking if they were goth. Um.. They actually are.. I was thinking they'd be some death metal band.. Y'know how young kids are. ;) So yeah I fucking downloaded them.. THEY FUCKING OWN. Fuck yeah they're goth.. And the girl has this gorgeous voice. Mmm I love them.♥
HIM. Um. I've heard of them before but finally I'm like alright wtf is the deal with these guys.. So I downloaded them. "Heaven Tonight" was kinda a gay song. "Right Here In My Arms" was a little better. *shrugs* They're not so bad, but idk if I'm so interested..
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Oh yeah fucking coolest.
MY POP UP BLOCKER PLAYS TAKING BACK SUNDAY WHEN IT BLOCKS A POP UP. IT'S FUCKING LIKE.."LET'S GO!!!" EVERY TIME IT BLOCKS A POP UP. IT'S SO RAD!!♥
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Hmm I'm not sure about Collide being exactly goth now.. It was that one song, it seemed pretty goth but now I'm hearing Transform. It r0xx0rz.. But yeah not so gothy..ish..thing..SHUT UP. Just shut up.
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| tonight. |
[25 Apr 2004|01:19am] |
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in flames+only for the weak |
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Hm. I didn't do shit tonight. Reed stopped by twice trying to get me a ride somewhere. First he wanted to take me to the movies with him, Alex and RJ. But those plans got fucked when my parents said 11:45 is "past my curfew". Fuckers.
Then they came back later when Reed though he could take me to the punk show, hang out there, and then leave for the movie. Yeah fucking right. My parents said no again. So I.. Fucking stayed home.. Awful night.
I ran up to my room crying after arguing with my parents for 10 minutes.. And I listened to the Mirror Image CD that I found laying around.. I knew I had it somewhere and I found it earlier today after cleaning up my CD's and stuff. So yeah I listened to it. And then after the CD was over I felt better. Then I went and played DDR.
Then later I watched some cute movie with Reese Witherspoon as a little girl. It was called Man in the Moon. So yeah then Reed called me and I went online. The end.
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Hmmmm I haven't listened to this song in so long.
In Flames+*Only* For The Weak
pwn4ge ;)
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OMFG THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER. Lmao I updated that picture again!!!!11oneoneeleven
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[24 Apr 2004|06:16pm] |
I'm taking a shower now I guess.
Anyone going to the show?
Idk if I should go, my plans got fucked today.
So yeah comment if you're going pleeeaaase.
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| Omfg. It's like it knows me. |
[24 Apr 2004|05:42pm] |
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This one was just like. Idk.
This one reminds me of yesterday falling asleep on the couch with Reed.♥ He's such a fucking cutie.
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| actually updating for once. |
[23 Apr 2004|11:20pm] |
I haven't updated in a long time. Well, a long time for me.
Anyway, yeah I went over Reed's house around 4:30 or 5 after school today. His mom picked me up and we went and watched Tommy Boy.. I remember that movie from when I was in like, 1st grade. Anyway.. Yeah so then we just decide to fall asleep on his couch for like, an hour or something. It was so cute, he was snoring so loud lmfao I barely slept but I woke up insanely hyper.
Yeah so then we went upstairs and ended up going to Sam Goody and buying Kill Bill Vol. 1. Pretty awesome movie but we didn't have time to finish it. Skylar came home from somewhere just before I left so he's probably going to rewatch it with him. Anyway yeah that's pretty much our night. I left at 11:00.
And now I'm here.
And I fucking love Reed more than anything to ever exist. ♥♥♥
I probably won't talk to him until around 1:30, it's a pretty long movie. Oh well I'm supposed to go to a party tomorrow with him, I think I can handle not talking to him until tomorrow. But yeah. G'night.
Oh yeah and look what I did before:
Totally adorable. And hilarious. I love.♥
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I updated the picture with 2 more images. Hawt.
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[20 Apr 2004|10:51pm] |
Hm. I might end up goign to that Bloomfield show with Reed on Saturday. We're going to see Red13.. Sorry guys.. It's not like I never see or hang with you.<3
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Going to a party with Reed. Haven't been drunk in awhile. So yep. Sorry folks.
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| EW OMFG! OH GOD. BUT THEN OMG.♥ |
[20 Apr 2004|07:02pm] |
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( ew then ooh♥ )
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| downloading some scene into my life. |
[19 Apr 2004|07:41pm] |
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alexisonfire+no one knows my name |
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..Fine. You forced me. I'm going to download Deathcab For Cutie and Le Tigre..
If I like them.. I think that makes me scene. And that scares me. Well.. *holds breath* Here goes..
*download starts at 7:15*
Um.. I might download Alexisonfire. Okay here goes.
( song list, bitch )
*downloading sessions ends at 7:40*
Okay I totally had fun. Now onto my community. Bye.
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| lmao actually the mood and music is made up. |
[19 Apr 2004|07:00pm] |
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cooler than you |
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some obscure indie/emo band |
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Reed came over after school. :)
Yeah we just basically listened to Saves The Day and Incubus. And attacked each other. Lmao I mean literally.. Not sexually.
So yeah he had to leave at 6.. That's okay.. We'll hang another time. Probably Friday. Which is awesome. It's so cute how he remembers like.. 4 weeks and stuff like that. But where did 4 weeks come from? I feel like we skipped 3. *shrugs* It's cool.
So yeah now I'm printing pictures for my mom. The old ink was shit.. But yeah now that I just printed the stuff on the wrong paper, at least I know this these ink cartriges kick ass. WTFPWND. Ohhh yeah. ;)
Uhuh so yeah I made a new friend yesterday. lemonblueblack IMed me and he's cool. I'm adding him to my friends list now. :)
Um. Yeah Anthony is totally turning me scene and it's getting scary. Remind me to get the lyrics to "Turning Japanese" so I can change the words to "turning really scene" or something. Yeah and don't steal my idea bitch.
Yeah, so.. L4t3r.
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| a full day.. seriously. |
[18 Apr 2004|09:31pm] |
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incubus+out from under |
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My parents are mad at me for doing nothing all day. Although, I beg to differ.
I had a lot of community business to go through today. I taught my sister how to do an app. I made my bed. Hm. I found a cute new way I can do my hair. I took pictures. I used dry eye drops to take the redness out of my eye that has pink eye. I really did a lot today. I burned a Saves The Day CD: Stay What You Are. Awesome, awesome CD.
And you know what else? Okay, I never hung out with my friends today but y'know, I'm actually alright with that today. It's Sunday after all. And Reed is out having fun. And I'm really happy that he is, because that makes me really happy, even though I can't be there to enjoy it with him. I enjoy that he's enjoying himself.
I wanted to go to the mall to hang with Shannon and Ursula but my mom said no because she seriously like. Fucking doesn't trust Shannon anymore. Or me with Shannon. Or just the combination of the three of us. GAY. Whatever. I see why but wtf. It's gay.
Oh yeah and I was listening to I Miss You and I'm sure I heard the words before.. But I just listened to the lyrics even harder this time and I'm all like aw.. Wow. And it was like this happiness like I was about to cry. But I didn't. Almost did but yeah.
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain..
Totally sweet. Yeah I am seriously not an update whore anymore, so my posts are just longer. I'm fucking obsessed with that commnunity though, it's actually working out. :)
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