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Sunday, July 25th, 2004

Subject:aol deleted my screenname
Time:1:07 pm.
and my buddy list got lost


soooo i don't remember 95% of people's screennames. please do me a favor and IM me at m0rphax so I can add you to my new list.
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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004

Time:12:01 am.
Also, I think I should delete this account.

feelings?
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Time:12:00 am.
I am terrified of graduation
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Friday, March 26th, 2004

Time:2:55 pm.
is it just me or does the arrival of spring make you want to do it with every girl you see on the street?
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Sunday, March 14th, 2004

Time:12:10 pm.
Beware the Ides of March
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Saturday, March 6th, 2004

Time:1:22 pm.
City of God is a really awesome and incredible movie, and everyone should see it.
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Monday, March 1st, 2004

Time:12:42 am.
Dear Sofia Coppola,

Congratulations on your awards.

I know you're single now, so give me a call. We'll celebrate.

love,
mr brown
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Friday, February 27th, 2004

Time:7:56 pm.
Happy hour rules
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Thursday, February 26th, 2004

Subject:noc
Time:4:16 pm.
I will no longer care or even think about about people that obviously don't give two shits about me.
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Sunday, February 15th, 2004

Time:9:47 pm.
Mood: tired.
Music:my bloody valentine - lose my breath.
Snowboarding is totally awesome and totally painful.
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Friday, February 13th, 2004

Time:12:58 pm.
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Saturday, January 31st, 2004

Time:1:00 pm.
Vanilla Coke + Jack Daniels = pretty damn good.

(except for the next day headache. and my breath kinda smells. no wonder why i sleep alone)
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Friday, January 30th, 2004

Time:10:15 pm.
best part of Gladiator:

"The frost: sometimes it makes the blade stick."


the camera angle and expression on Crowe's face combined is amazing
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Tuesday, January 27th, 2004

Time:5:17 pm.
Return of the King gets 11 nominations, Mystic River gets a ton, Lost in Translation (and my Sofia) gets 4.

nice.
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Thursday, January 22nd, 2004

Time:12:05 am.
History of Rome: The Empire so far is nuts. i love it!

Especially in the beginning of the "Twelve Caesars" book, in the Chronology of emperors where it's says "Caligula named emperor. Caligula assassinated. Claudius named Emperor. Claudius' wife Messalina murdered. Claudius marries Agrippina (the Younger), Nero's mother. Claudius assassinated by his wife Agrippina. Nero becomes emperor, orders death of his mother Agrippina. Rome burns, Nero blames Christians. Nero kills Christians. Nero kills his wife. Jews revolt. Nero named Public Enemy by the Senate. Nero commits suicide."

so much action!
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Tuesday, January 20th, 2004

Time:4:09 pm.
I don't get people.

My circle of friends did a Secret Santa this year, so we could all save money. My secret santa got me a flask, a joke book about George W. Bush, and the hardcover edition I've a book I've already read and have no interest in ever reading again (Angels & Demons). At the time she was all "oh well you can exchange it for something else" and I was all like "ok thats cool there are some other books I really want to get right now anyway".

A month later I remind her about it and ask her if she's found the receipt yet, and she's just like "no sorry, i don't think i ever will" and changes the subject as if it's nothing.

if you gave someone a present they already had, wouldn't you feel a little impetus to be on top of making sure they could exchange it for something else that they would actually enjoy and get some use of, and make sure that your money didn't go to waste, instead of being all "oh well." about it?

people are such fucking clowns
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Sunday, January 18th, 2004

Subject:fuck
Time:2:19 pm.
I was supposed to go snowboarding today. For the first time ever. I'd been looking forward to it for all of the break. Then I woke up and it was pouring rain out both in NYC and Camelback, PA.


Oops.
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Thursday, January 15th, 2004

Time:10:22 pm.
Looking at my bank balance from 14 months ago makes me want to hurt myself really really badly
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Tuesday, January 13th, 2004

Subject:"Scarlette" by Unwound
Time:10:40 am.
Scarlette,
did you know that you're the one?
the one that raised the fucking sun.
i missed the train to wait for you,
stood all night to make things right

cross my heart and hope to die
don't recall the reason why

Scarlette,
please don't talk that way.
i can't stand to hear you say:
'think of me when i'm not here,
don't doubt me if i'm insincere.'

cross my heart and hope to die
don't recall the reason why

my head don't hurt no more,
after you slammed it in the door.
you nearly murdered me!
left me lying on the floor

you know i know you know i know i know i know you know you know
this is a lunatic project - this is a lunatic project

Scarlette,
was it meaningless?
scarlette, was i prey?
did you like the way i looked at you
when you walked away?

cross my heart and hope to die
don't recall the reason why.



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Wednesday, January 7th, 2004

Subject:a new state of mind is long overdue / it's time i've inhaled with a new set of lungs
Time:8:31 pm.
So I'm here at work til 10pm tonight. Sort of alone, not really doing anything, just watching the clock turn. It sucks but at least I got to come in at 2pm today.

I decided around New Years that my only real resolution for 2004 (and I never really make resolutions) is to just have an awesome year. Which sounds silly but I mean it. And I guess by "awesome" that entails a lot of things, but I want to stick to them - not worry about things too much, not dwell on things from the past I can't change, etc. To just be more upbeat, happy, and not such a miserable sarcastic snippy ass all the time.

This came about really from being home for two weeks in NJ and just have a good time there. I used to think I could never spend an extended amount of time at home, in New Jersey, or with my family, but somehow something has happened where none of those are really true. As I get older I like being around my immediate family more. Being in our house just makes me feel good - things are taken care of for me, I don't have to spend money, I can sit around all day and watch TV, it's all good. Driving around in my car was fun, hanging out with Rick, other old friends who I fell out of touch (permanently) with, etc. etc. It was fun. I don't even have friends to play video games with at school, a true group of "guy friends". And at home, thats all I did - play basketball with my brother, play Mario Golf, etc.

Perhaps it was also the fact that I felt like, while at home, I was very far away from everything in NY - graduation, getting a job, apartment, issues with friends there, girls, etc etc. I expected that coming back here to work this week would totally suck but it really hasn't yet. But I want to carry over that attitude from being at home - that things are good, that I can make them good - to here. Which so far has been working which makes me feel pretty good. (And I've meant to make this update for the past few days but haven't really had the chance).

So in summary 2004 is going to be awesome and anyone that says otherwise who tries to hold me back, fuck you.
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