Determined to start living in the real world!

thirty licks with a belt - same old tricks on myself
and i wonder does everyone else feel this way
a succession of tests a triumphant success
each time i'm still intact at the end of the day

thirty drops in a glass - keep my temper and pass
with my breath held you bastards, you lucked out again
its not really so bad, there's still mom there's still
damage to do before they wrest the axe from my hands

its no mystery: you should obviously go
before i break everything
you're always telling me that you're dying to know
but you're not really listening

how do i manage to station myself in harms way
and only get hit with a ticket for loitering
that i have no way to pay - and no strength to argue
my personal demons can scheme with professional care
Oh god they're after me
if i could shut them up just for a second i swear
i could stop this catastrophe

thirty day guarantee
but they can't have meant me
after all i was born to a childproof world
no sharp corners or glass
no small objects or plastic bags
please, these are death to a delicate girl

its no mystery - you should obviously know
that i'll destroy everything
so don't go telling me that you're dying to know
cause you'll get what you're asking for

and i still manage to station myself in harms way
and only get hit with a ticket for loitering
stating i came the wrong day
now all the demons are screaming their wages aren't fair
but i've got a secret kept
if i could shut them up just for a second i swear
it'd look like an accident
i could be decent yet
be magnificent
i could be president...

-The Dresden Dolls-

You need to read this.

http://liz-marcs.livejournal.com/206303.html

If you ever had an emotional response of ANY kind with regards to something 9/11-related, you need to read this!

It's long. It doesn't matter. It's in english, which might not be your first, second, or even third language. It doesn't matter.

You need to read this!

And when you've read it, if you don't understand this post, I'm sorry...

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Eating dinner with the wonderful nakrissimo, before teh make-upping, and teh outgoing! :) Gothic Nights approaching!

A really loud and cheerful HAPPY BIRTHDAY to deeevamp!!! :D

You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause. </td> Batman, the Dark Knight 88% Captain Jack Sparrow 83% James Bond, Agent 007 79% William Wallace 67% Neo, the "One" 67% Lara Croft 63% The Terminator 50% El Zorro 50% The Amazing Spider-Man 46% Maximus 46% Indiana Jones 46% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com

I am The Empress The Empress can refer to any aspect of Motherhood. She can be an individual mother, but as a major arcana card, she also goes beyond the specifics of mothering to its essence - the creation of life and its sustenance through loving care and attention. The Empress can also represent lavish abundance of all kinds. She offers a cornucopia of delights, especially those of the senses - food, pleasure and beauty. She can suggest material reward, but only with the understanding that riches go with a generous and open spirit. The Empress asks you to embrace the principle of life and enjoy its bountiful goodness. For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.com

What tarot card are you? Enter your birthdate. Month: Day: Year:

Since everyone else is doing it... ;)


There's at least 1 person on your LiveJournal that wants to date you or sleep with you. So, let's play Friends With Benefits! (cue ominous music)

The rules are simple:

* If you want to date the person who posts this -- for this purpose, meaning "be in a relationship with them" -- post a comment saying "I'm yours."

* If you just want to sleep with the person and stay friends, post a comment that says "I'd hit it."

Are you scared? You ONLY live ONCE! The kicker is that you MUST repost this and see if it's true for you.

All responses will be screened. No one will ever know if you'd do me.

Except you. And me. Feel free to make more *interesting* comments too ;)

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I don't even know where to start!

How a day that started out so amazingly fantastic (I woke up in Her arms) can turn so wrong in, oh, so many ways in such a short period of time is almost unfathomable.

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This morning I woke up to a textmessage from Her, telling me to check my LJ-account.

I didn't quite understand why, but I didn't really care, since I was too busy grinning like a fool in love because She had been thinking of me.

Guess what She's done.

She's paid for my LJ-account. She's actually given me two months free LJ. Simply to make me happy...

I think I just might have the most wonderful girlfriend in the world... :)

Stolen from hein

You scored as Lawful Good. A lawful good person acts as a good person is expected or required to act. They are dedicated to upholding both what is right and what is set down in law. </td> Lawful Good 90% Chaotic Good 80% Neutral Good 65% True Neutral 55% Lawful Neutral 40% Lawful Evil 30% Neutral Evil 25% Chaotic Evil 10% Chaotic Neutral 5% What is your Alignment? created with QuizFarm.com

"She's got a way about her
I don't know what it is
But I know that I can't live without her
She's got a way of pleasin'
I don't know what it is
But there doesn't have to be a reason anyway

She's got a smile that heals me
I don't know why it is
But I have to laugh when she reveals me
She's got a way of talkin'
I don't know why it is
But it lifts me up when we are walkin' anywhere

She comes to me when I'm feelin' down
Inspires me without a sound
She touches me and I get turned around

She's got a way of showin'
How I make her feel
And I find the strength to keep on goin'
She's got a light around her
And ev'rywhere she goes
A million dreams of love surround her ev'rywhere

She comes to me when I'm feelin' down
Inspires me without a sound
She touches me and I get turned around

She's got a smile that heals me
I don't know why it is
But I have to laugh when she reveals me
She's got a way about her
I don't know what it is,
But I know that I can't live without her anyway"

Billy Joel - "She's got a way"

...now I'M sick...

Gee, wonder who I caught that from... *sniff*


But it was worth it... Oh, yes it was... :)

I'm a Gothic Fucker Who Likes Bondage... ;D

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I just hope I remember to breathe...

( ...and they said internet-tests weren't accurate... )

This one's stolen nakrissimo, who took it from essbee80

Unless you've had a pink stressball thrown from the other end of the room hit you in the forehead today, you're not allowed to whine about this one.

Only two rules
1. You can only say YES or NO!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!


Made out with a member of the same sex?
--> Yes
Danced in front of your mirror?
--> Yes
Told a lie?
--> Yes

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