1.Your Full Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band:
7. Kinky or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of livejornal

2. Whats your philosophy on life??

3. Would you have my back in a fight?

4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?

5. What is your favorite memory of us?

6. Have we ever been drunk/stoned together?

7. Would you give me a kidney?

8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Can we get together and make a cake?

11. have you heard any rumors of me lately ?

12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?

13. Do you think I'm a good person?

14. Would you drive across country with me?

15. Do you think I'm attractive?

16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?

17. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?

18. Are you a hero?

19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

20. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

so apparently i've browned like a berry today during crew.

no i don't get it either. XD

also, i found my old poetry books from fourth and fifth grades, and this really cool short story i wrote in sixth grade or something from the viewpoint of Jealousy in Pandora's box. i'll type it up and such when i'm not so swamped, that is hoping anyone reads it T_T

Genkai vs. Weatherby - whose training would you rather have?
hmm.
Let's see.
On Genkai's side, we have a hell of a lot of spirit training, pushing past limits, reprimands/guilt trips etc. if you mess up, etc. as the basic training.
On Weatherby's side, we have a hell of a lot of screaming if you mess up, no limits - you don't really have them, as any you may think you have are expected to be beaten with flying scores, either running the loop through Georgetown and Virginia or erging your ass off about 5 times in about 2.5 hours if you haven't been picked to be on the boat for the day, and at least 20 Exorcist stairs (as in running up them at top speed 20 times) if you've REALLY messed up.

I'm gonna go with Genkai on this one.
OW.
OWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW HOLY SHIT I AM IN SUCH PAIN.

HOWEVER!
( japanese trip )

on an even MORE completely different note, here's a poem/prose thingie i flashed down a few days ago.
( Read more... )

You Are Crimson Red

Down to earth and warm-hearted, you instantly make everyone feel at ease around you. And while you have an understated passion - you lack the uncontrolled passion of most other reds. You prefer to sit back and enjoy every situation life has to offer. You put an optimistic spin on everything. And even when things are going well, you don't get too amped up. You prefer to keep your emotions as steady as possible.

huh. not so much, i don't think.
and this is a really good movie.

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's. Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know. Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime. Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

high school musical is also a ridiculous yet really good movie.
bwahaha.

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

sweet.

DDR
1. 408 combo, AA grade on Nonstop mode
2. new high score on Light Mode Rhythm and Police - 11 "great", all else "perfect"
3. getting 'A's on four nonstop mode selections
4. new high score on Light Mode Stomp To My Beat

CREW
1. new blisters
2. blister wound from yesterday injured further and bled all over oar handle
3. doing a hell of a lot better than last week
4. i was invited to be in the group for one of the first times
5. the two-times-daily practices of spring break is done

OTHER
1. "I Write Sins Nor Tragedies" by Panic! At the Disco has been almost fully mastered - in that i know all the words, can sing all the words, can sing in tune with him, can hold almost all the notes for their full length, and can sing at the same time as doing other stuff. For instance, I'm singing it right now.
"i'd chime in "haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
no it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise of rationality
again..."
2. i took off three pounds in the course of less than 24 hours
3. i watched about 4 hours of America's Next Top Model last night and now i wanna try it T_T my mom heard that i'd been watching it and just looked at me like "what the fuck are you smoking? why do you think you'd ever make it?" and i felt like 'awwww'
and now i'm watching avatar!
and now it's over!

I need to spend more time sleeping. HOWEVER!
music memes first.
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song titles that come up to answer each question. NO CHEATING.
( meme! )
and now, THE BED! *flop* oh, and i FINALLY finished my hiei/kurama lemon. i kinda have off and on times with that, y'know? if anyone wants me to post it i will but yeah... maybe i'll take a page from aidanshoku's book and put it on anyway and hope to dear god that someone finds it.

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

HELLL YEAH!

Find your Celestial Choir
sweet.

I HATE ALLERGIES EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
that and the cold i had last week and the weekend of regatta-ing and staying up until 12:45 to finish A Separate Peace = me making it through two periods today and then having to come home, where i crashed and slept for a straight 4 hours. Almost exactly. Then i watched the last episode of Yu Yu Hakusho (T______________________T i don't want it to be oveeeeeer ><) and yeah. My grandma and Uncle Shawn are here too, and i'm betting that he's gonna try to get me out to play basketball (He has Down's Syndrome).
As for the sick schtick, i'm going through tissues like wildfire and i wanna watch Howl's Moving Castle again.
hey, i think i'm tanner on my right side than my left.... if only a little. hahaha.
i had a really weird dream, and it involved going to the mall where a gang was robbing them, but they were putting everything in bags (like grocery bags) and i was like 'well this sucks' and i went to the corner and sat down with my head against the paper dispenser. Then they put me, Captain Jack Sparrow, and someone else - i think female - into a car and drove us down the road and they were like 'Bye come back again!' and i was like 'what the FUCK was that' (see, i even swear in my dreams XD) and then we went into a forest and i tried to use my iPod to light the way but the headphones weren't working and the screen was cracked, then we got to a little playground thing and Captain Jack Sparrow (CJS from now on) hung upside-down from the tower bar thing, then a man brought a young-ish girl and CJS was like 'heh heh heh' and swung himself up, then i was seeing everything from his point of view and the girl and CJS were eating one of those ginormous lollipops and then this blond guy, i think he was her brother, starting fighting with me (as CJS) and we were beating the crap out of each other and then i found what was wrong with my headphones - there was a pencil stuck in the headphone thing. then i was home and there was a fat black girl in my kitchen talking about the other exchange students in our house and where was 'andy' (i think that was his name) and they were at a New Year's Party but i felt like no one wanted me there so i left. *phew* i was very sad about that last part, not only because it's mean but because it's true except for the 'me leaving' part. i just deal and it sucks and I REALLY NEED TO GET THE NEXT YU YU BOOK LIKE OMFGWTFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
*explode*

Liza Freidman = biggest asshole ever to walk the earth. In truth.
I was being nice to her, she was making fun of me. I had my parents come pick me up 3 hours early after escaping to the bathroom to cry at least twice, then crying in the car and upon returning home.
Also, the biggest slut I have ever seen. As in, we were inside of a restaurant in a party of 10 people, and there were other people at the restaurant, and she would lean over and LICK HER DRUGGIE BOYFRIEND'S FACE. and before - oh, this was just WONDERFUL - he would take a drag, then kiss her and blow the smoke into her mouth. He also snorted Equal (sugar-type stuff) as if it were cocaine.
Oh dear lord i wanted to punch her fucking lights out. Along with maybe a few teeth. That would have felt SO FUCKING GOOD. However, I didn't . I just bit my lip between my canines until i couldn't feel my lip anymore and wished that she would feel that pain someday. Then when i got home, I thought of something that made me very very happy - running up behind her while she's sucking Andy's face off before geometry and slashing a butcher knife across her back. Just watching her bleed in the hall. I want to see that.
I had my first Red Bull today, and according to my mom, i said something about Graeson that i do NOT remember ever saying, which is also what the Fucker was making fun of me about. I'm just glad that i kept my composition long enough to get to the bathroom before i started sobbing. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I also had my first crew regatta today. Whitman came in first for frosh women, but that was our other boat. I had fun though so it was sorta okay. Then I went to kati's after going home for a shower and lunch, and we saw Beetlejuice, which was really funny, and then some of Rent, which they were surprisingly closed-minded about. I was really disappointed about that. My mom also had me go to my sister's friend's birthday party with Reimi, and at first i REALLY didn't want to go, but then i made a friend and watched Chocolat and sat in an INCREDIBLE massage chair with a foot massager and played DDR and pwned just about everyone i played against, if not everyone in truth.
Then i was really really tired when we dropped off Larisa and Reimi at Mongolian Barbeque (or however you spell it), and then Graeson came running over and smacked against the window and was like 'come, it'll be fun!' and i was like 'i'm really really tired, though' and he was like 'it'll be fun' then i said 'oh why not' and then later on i found out EXACTLY why not. all i had was the fucking red bull, which i didn't even want to begin with but i didn't wind up getting anything else to drink even though i asked for a water too (so i could dilate the red bull with something), and then all it seemed like to me was that i was getting more tired.
Now, i'm going to check my email and get the FUCK to bed because i have been up and fully active (most of the time) since 6:30 AM. I AM NOT A HAPPY CAMPER IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM AND NO I DON'T CARE IF THEY ALL MEAN THE SAME FUCKING THING

I FELL INTO THE FREAKING POTOMAC RIVER. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
XP nas-teeeee
okay, so i was in the launch, and weatherby was gonna drop me off to hel get the boats in, so she pulled up to the dock and then Kim was like 'GET OUT GET OUT' so I, being the submissive coxswain-obeying crew girl that I am, put my left foot out of the boat and onto the dock. Well, apparently Weatherby was not yet ready for me to get out, seeing as how the boat began floating away from the dock.
AWAY. as in my feet were about 3 feet apart and getting farther. that plus the dock being completely soaked in Eau de Potomac equals me flipping out of the launch and halfway into the water.
Now all this time, the Whitman Varsity Boys were standing all of like 6 feet away from me as i tumbled gracefully from the boat and depositing myself glamorously onto the dock laughing a bit maniacally and completely soaking wet. that water is all of like 20 degrees, 30 MAX.
NOT.
FUN.
except that actually it was hilarious. ^_^ now i must go wash before i develop fins on my feet.
adiios!

alright, i'm sure everyone's heard of Girls Gone Wild, yes?
well.....
HOLY SHIT THERE'S A GUYS GONE WILD TOO. O______________O YAAAAAY
oh MY jesus CHRIST yay HOLY FUCKNUGGETS AAAAAAH

on a completely different note, the puppy for the Beneful ad is fucking ADORABLE. i want a dog SOOOOOO BAD >< especially puppies. I want to get them as puppies so i can watch them grow ^_^

and I really like this movie - The Cutting Edge 2: Going for the Gold, with Christy Carlson Romano. And some guy whose name i don't know who plays Alex and has a REALLLLLLLY nice body. YAY.

I LOVE BEING ABLE TO GET ONTO MY PARENT'S AMAZON ACCOUNT.


MY MOM IS GETTING ME BOTH DARK TOURNAMENT DVD BOX SETS. ADDED TODAY.
I FUCKING LOVE MY MOM.
AND MY DAD.
AND MY CAPS LOCK.
AND THERE IS NO CUT VERSION ON DVD. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
OH MY SWEET FUCKING JESUS H. CHRIST I LOVE MY MOM. i'm gonna need to reserve that entire top shelf of the dvd bookcase thing for my box sets. @_@
yes kt, i will lend you the ones with Jin.
OH MY GOD I JUST REALIZED I'M GETTING YOUKO. THE YOUKO WITH THE HOLY FUCK SEXY VOICE THAT IS ALSO USED IN THE QUOTE BEFORE DARKSIDE STORIES SO NOW I WILL BE ABLE TO WATCH THE EPISODE WITH THE QUOTE(S) AND THE SEXY VOICE.
*explodes*
*implodes*
*SIMUL-FUCKING-TANEOUSLY*
but i still need that uncut 'seven ways to die' because those guys messed that one up; but it was okay-ish cuz i gave the extra copy to kt.

Edit: .... i feel like a total retard. i hit the 'buy both now' button; my mom DIDN'T order it. T_T oh my LORD that was a bad feeling. well, that and disappointment. waah.

I wore the pimp hat today (3rd period - end of school). What is the pimp hat, you ask? why, it's a top (but not tall) hat with sparkly gold fabric on the top and gold sequins along the edge. It actually looked REALLY good.
PIC!
http://www.viewmymessage.com/en/webnonsubscriber/viewmessage.do
however, I'm not looking so hot in that pic, but i had just itched my nose so yeah. oopsies.
not much else to say about today - it all went pretty well, actually. i don't like doing the gym run, but i did it and i got it over with. *sighs* ah well, not much you can do about that other than deal 'n' do kinda stuff. *shrug*
on a completely different note, eel sushi is incredible (as are seaweed salad and miso salad dressing), tapioca is tastygoodyum, and Juicy Juice is a wonderful and tasty trip down memory lane to the younger years of one's life.

AND NOW! studying for the "quest" in history (quiz/test = quest) and doing my geometry review so that i don't FAIL! always a good idea, that.

well, that and her music's really really really really pretty.

OWOWOWOWOW I DO NOT LIKE ERGING OW.
*sigh* you'd think i'd be way better now, considering all the crewing i've been doing.
however one must take into consideration also my asthma. In the erg room, or the "dungeon/ torture chamber" as i and some buddies have dubbed it, the only source of ventilation is the door. There were 8 girls erging their lungs out in a dusty, moldy room with coxswains yelling at them to 'pull harder, hold on to it, etc.' NOOOOOOT FUUUUUUN NONONONONONO. i had breathing troubles for the first piece, the 1500m, but i beat my best score without tape on the screen (they make the numbers really big and then tape over everything except for meters and spm - it helps me loads, i got a 2:09.4 that way @_@). I even beat my Erg Sprints score from that humungo thing in january or whenever from a 2:12.5 to a 2:11.4 today. *woot*
then we had a 2k. UM. NO. >< that did NOT work out as planned, nosirree. i had an asthma attack RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE PIECE but i kept going YAY ME. i started off at like 1:53 for the first ten strokes, and after i could breathe again i got a 2:00 at the lowest for the last 100 meters or so.

and i just realized that i haven't sworn yet in this post. Oh my.
BUT THERE'S MORE!( and it's called what happened today )
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE
hmm. maybe 'drained' isn't the best description after all? *flees*
(from like 6:00)
then there were posting issues because i changed my password and i didn't know how to fix it BUT THEN I DID.
ooookay. that took FOREVER. and i just watched 2.5 hours of CSI. WOOOOOOT and i don't know how many chocolate covered almonds i ate, but i'm guessing somewhere in the twenties. ^_^' oopsie... BUT SO YUM WITH THA YAY AND MUNCH AND THE mmmmmmm sweet sweet contentment. *ureshii*

I made cookies today! Nestle Chocolate Chip. I did goooood. ^______^ My mom had one when she got home and was like "Bekka you make a MEAN cookie!" while i was still talking so yeah. (I seem to be getting most of my compliments when i'm talking. like they'll just completely interrupt me to be like 'oh my god you have really pretty eyes' or something. *blush* yay!) My sister's boyfriend's friend(/ her friend as well, actually), Graeson, really liked the dough. He and Adrian are funny as hell. Graeson was like 'now why on earth would you BAKE the cookies? it's less work and they taste better!" and then Adrian said something about dipping them in milk, and Graeson said 'but you can't dip dough in milk!' and Adrian jokingly glared at him and said 'just watch me.'
it was hiLARious like omfg.
BUT IT WAS SO AWKWARD when they first got here, cuz i hadn't known they were coming over to like hang out or anything, so i put on one of those charcoal masks - you know, the ones that make your face completely black and freaky-looking? yeah. me normal: hi! *ugly face* T_T THEN me with mask : rawr! >_< *clawy fingers hahaha* so i was just keeping my face away and it was REALLY hard to not laugh cuz they're really funny but when i laughed my face cracked T_T
SO the combination of getting half a blueberry muffin practically forced on me in japanese class, going out for lunch with my mom during school hours, seeing Andrew before 8th period and talking with him/ him mocking us (rachel hill and i; we're both in Japanese 2 with him, and we were the only frosh before - but now we're not - and he's also always making fun of my height. Or lack thereof. BUT STILL!!), doing well in crew, making cookies, having my sister's friends be VERY entertaining, and listening to Black Eyed Peas has made this a DINGDINGDINGDING
GOOD
DAY
WOOT.
*party*
also, i have already finished all my homework and therefore can go to bed early tonight as in before 11:30!
i am sorry if you had a bad day today. But i had a good day today, and if i know you in my school i will attempt to bring you cookies tomorrow! (kt, i'm talking to you here)
HOLY SHIT MY HEADPHONES JUST PURRED OR SOMETHING oO; oh dear.
and meg 'n' those guys owe me eight bucks for that pizza i helped pay for. they ordered it on the bus back from crew, and the guy got there before us so he went back and we called them back but my dad was already at school when we got back so i made him wait for the guy to come back and then a while later i saw him on the phone and realized that he was talking to my mom so i was like 'uuuh guys i gotta go' even though the pizza guy still hadn't gotten there and kim had already left, and she was the other person who paid, so the two people who paid were the two people who didn't get no large veggie pizza. T_T and my god that was a fuckload of a sentence! dear LORD XD

Wow. I just realized that
I
AM
ON
CRAAAACKAKCAKCAKAKCJACRACKALACKINHAHAHAHAHA
O_O.
>_O
O_<
>_<
O_O
XD
Crack.

Today was ridiculous. ^_^
Crew = OMFG COOOOOOLD >.O and we FINALLY got back out on the water!!!! ^_^ *ureshii*
afterwards when mom and dad picked me up, they took me to the Irish Inn for lunch and it was yuuuuummyyyyy
then, after a quick shower, i made peanut butta cookies for mah buddies, and then went to her house and it was funfunfun - we played melee, which i (for once) did NOT completely suck at, then mario tennis which i as usual kicked ass at ^_^
ice skating = not my sport NONONONO ><
i've gone skating all of like four times in my life, okay? the last time was when i was seven. i am fourteen and a half. DO THE MATH OMG *suckage of teh skatin* oh lord. oO' we had everyone hold hands in a line (horizontally) a couple of times, with me in the middle-ish, so i wouldn't fall - however, i fell once that way, once when i was trying to skate all by myself, and once when i was holding onto the wall. that takes talent, to fall when you're holding onto the wall. -_-'
and i held everyone's hand at some point, including tim a few times. that made me feel sorta bad every time it happened, cuz i know kati likes him, so it felt like i was sorta treading on forbidden territory. at the end when he was helping me to the gate, i kept almost falling on him and it made me feel really stupid and kinda like a ho T_T graaaaawr >< dammit. i just hope that kati doesn't think i was trying to like take the man she wants or sommmat
and now for something completely different.
MY ARMS ARE REALLY FUCKING ITCHY from a rash or something. at first it was just my right arm, but now it's on my other arm too and on the back of my neck and waaah.
on another note, i'm tired and now i'm goin ta bed. BYE BYE BIOTCH

You Are 36% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

woot.