i got my own place i just havent moved in yet i will probably move in around the first of november im so excited and my best buddy ashley is moving in with me im so excited

im exhausted and i have the worst cold i want to go home and sleep this things off but i have one more class i have to go to and then i have to go to work let this day end please!!

dude so okay I dont know what just happened one minute im getting ready to buy my cigs and the next im not allowed and if i do i will be charged for disobeying john becuase he is also and officer what just happebed?

it seems like forever since ive been on here i got so much going on right now. like today is my first day of school and i like i already made a bad impression i was ten minutes late to my first class i think ima drop it. im not too sure about it but ill give it a chance. im bored and i dont have this amazing feeling like "WOW IM A YSU COLLEGE STUDENT!" it hasnt sunk in yet i guess.

work is like kinda killing me right at the moment. it is super stressful and i statrt school soon im like super exhausted.

I have been living with my sister and her husband Donnie. Well today Donnie's dad killed himself.

What do you do when your boyfriend leaves for boot camp to join the marines?

everything is okay again. im staying with my sister until i get settled down and everything so things are fine and im no longer homeless that was the worst week of my 18 years of living!!!

 i feel like im dying. i have no place to live so im at a homeless shelter and everything i dont know what to do. i dont know if ill ever get vonte back but im trying to be positive about all this. its so hard though. i just want to have a family and be loved. yeah my family loves me and everything but i just feel so abandoned right now. i dont know what do to. everytime i step into the mission i get sick to my stomach. how much can a girl take. laura gets back from vacation soon and i really hope i can come and stay with her, she said i could be i dont know if she will now. this isnt how things were supposed to be man. i just dont get it. everything was supposed to be good and happy and i was going to graduate which i did and leave the group home and go live with someone i knew and everything but now i dont know whats going to happen i cant get in touch with my sister because i know she would let me stay there. what am i going to do. im so scared. im tired of crying and everything. chris had to leave the group home he was with the boys but he has somewhwere to stay. he is staying with victor and i dont know where im supposed to go from here. i just hope laura gets back from vacation soon so i can talk to her. im drownding right now.

 5 more days until graduation!!!!!!!

I think my  bf is mad at me because i gave this kid some hug and like he accidentally touched my chest. but whatever it was an accident

People are so retarded. When you spit on the gym floor, climb on the bleachers, and throw volleyballpoles thats a sign of retardation and immaturity. If you are in high school that sigh number one if grow up or if you are 16 that means grow the hell up. Try to be an adult for once in your pointless life.I dont want to step in your damn spit or get hit by a pole. I know growing up is hard but its not that hard. Im 18 I dont have all the answersbut Im sure as hell know what I can and cant do. In school, youre supposed to come and learn (or at least try to learn). 

Showing off is so old. Dont jump from high limits just because you can. 
"Woo hoo, Im Nick and I know how to be a jackass and a monkey."
"Im Billy I can be rude, disguisting, and ignorant and not care."
Oh dont get me started on the little cheerleaders. For all newcomers coming to Chaney High School- WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE!!!

I SALUTE YOU!!!- Natasha

I got into ysu the community college over where i live but i want to tell my friends but no one is like home. I dont know which kind of bums me out. I just came back from the park so im like really relaxed and shit. Im glad I got out and got some fresh air. I was able to go back into my own world and relax. I really am happy that I got into ysu.